Family Day 2008

Family day 2008 was held at the same place Summer Bay. Pictures describe more than words..........

At the beginning, i ady attacked by terrorists with sand....


Another sand man...


Coursemates...








with MCG people. (mathematics with computer grafik)


This one is cutest in my course....smallest and shortest...haha


Juniors from same hometown


All third year....(ME with MCG)




Why girls like to act so when they were at the beach?


Advertisement for the camera im holding


Nice art



Activities
My group








Protecting myself from being threw into the water


But....


First time get the champion for activities.....so happy....haha

MAGRA 2008

Last year at around the same time, i was attending the MAJLIS ANUGERAH SST (MAGRA) night. This year, the same place, the same time, with different theme... NO more jungle. (Click here if you forgot)


Pictures are the best to describe the situation. Starting with my housemate









My housemate punya hair stylist.


Then following by my coursemates.








Girls in black.


My ketua


Girls in action


Shiying coursemate. (seems unrelated, but just to show the girls for whoever interested. haha)


Kampar Junior


Today, i walked the red carpet with 3 girls in one night.....






I like this pic so much, as it jsut like reflecting my life in future. Wearing formal, after work, having tea with colleagues? Haha... Jsut so comfortable.

When?

When i started to be so helpless?

When i started to be sleepless?

When i started to be no confident?

When i started to be exasperated?

When i started to be so desultoriness?

All started during my third year...All started when i have to deal with thesis....All started when i have to deal with the old folk. The old folk is taking revenge of his students day on us.

When piles of works stacking on my shoulder where I dont know what I need to do..... i feel helpless...

When things not finish and the deadline is due..or when i finished a job with lots of uncertainties... i sleepless

When my work being corrected for n times, i repeated the assignments for few times, i feel no more confident. Whatever i do is wrong in my mindset....

When i cant do anything to improve the situation, when i dont understand the whole fucking topic, i feel exasperated.

When i finish those big projects, my mood and emotion is dropping from peak to the lowest point....Whatever i do is wrong then why i should do? ...thats the reason for being desultoriness.

Before submitting the final draft of my thesis, i describe the feeling at the time with my friends. In my opinion the best situation is when woman giving birth.

You have to give birth but u scare of pain. (U need the thesis to graduate but u worry bout the troublesome process). Then you gave birth ady, n you worry bout him/her. (When i finish the thesis, binding all ready, i started to worry whether there will be some mistakes in it? )

2 months seems short. However, the coming 2 months is the slowest period that i been through. When will be my convo? Or i refine my question... can i convo? ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God Damn It!!!!!!!!

Congratulations!! We really can fly!!

8 Mac 2008, i think it should be a memorable day for opposition party as they finally can denied the two third majority in parliament seat!! Although they cant form the government, but they have a great success!!! Congratulations!!

However, like what my relatives said, kpr reli a bit 'toh shui kah', coz the parliament seat let Barang Naik get it ady. Along the way from kpr to ipoh, mostly all are opposition party, just left kpr. What a pity area. Mr candidate, u better do more than ur job responsibilities, if not we will still rock you down for the next election.

Im hoping to see the development of the states being 'captured' by opposition party. I think it must be a good start and we will see the difference across state with different government. Just like what i saw in the debate between MCA and Dap, i like few of their phrases....

Quotes from DAP:

"我们没有输，只是还没有赢。"
(We didnt lose, we just haven win.)

"我们与其它党派是合作关系，而你们（马华）却是臣服于国阵。"
(We are in partner relationship with others party, but u MCA is submit to BN.)

Lets see, what you all can do!!!!!Realize the Malaysia Boleh, and Wawasan 2020, dont only like Barang NAik talk cock!!!!

GracePoint Selling Point

Last weekend, i went to a food court named Grace Point near KK for celebrating coursemate's birthday. I found the food court not bad. I like the atmosphere and the variety of food available. Nice layout as well. However thats quite far fro my place.... at least 20 minutes drive.... AT LEAST....











The greatest thing is that the design of the washroom. I really wondering izit the designer is a female? Its quite nice till i not dare to pee on it. Hesitating izit a design or really for man to pee....

Its a huge glass from top to toe.....a bit slanting. Fully transparent. It makes guys to feel not secure. seems somebody can watch from outside.



Through this sensor, it will spray water out....but if u r short enuf u wont able to activate it..... pity!!

Shall we support them???

Well, now just few days left to the public election. I read through many emails that showing the faults being done from BN. Let me share some of them to you all......If you all really a public-conscious people do read every details.....

a) Mahathir v Pak Lah
DR. MAHATHIR'S MEGA PROJECT

- KLIA
- SEPANG F1
- PUTRA JAYA
- CYBER JAYA
- MONORAIL
- ERL
- KTM KOMUTER
- KL TOWER
- KLCC
- SEKOLAH WAWASAN
- TWIN TOWER
- PENANG BRIDGE
- PROTON
and many many many more

(Akhirnya Tingkat Taraf dan Maruah Orang Malaysia pun Naik)

PAK LAH'S MEGA PROJECT SINCE BE COMING PM

- TOL NAIK
- ROKOK NAIK
- PETROL NAIK
- BIR NAIK
- BIL AIR & API NAIK
- TEPUNG NAI
- GULA NAIK
- DIESEL NAIK
- CUKAI PINTU & TANAH NAIK
- KES JENAYAH NAIK
- PERHIMPUNAN HARAM NAIK
- KEHILANGAN ANAK NAIK
- GAJI DAN BONUS KAKITANGAN KERAJAAN NAIK
- BATANG DIA PUN NAIK

and many many many naik (Akhirnya Angin Orang Malaysia pun NAIK)

b)§ 有點肚懶 § 政府呼籲政府-19th Jan 2008

許子根呼籲政府以母語教小一至小三數理；黃家定呼籲政府盡快落實柔州增加警員和配備的措施；盧誠國呼籲政府嚴正看待歷史書內容失衡、非回教徒祈禱場所供不應求等種族及宗教問題；林祥才說馬華將與華總站在同一陣線，共同捍衛華社利益，並爭取應有的公平對待。魏家祥建議高教部揪出害群之馬，還校園安寧，別讓這些極端分子破壞國內種族和諧。李成材促請華小校長拒絕接受官員委派不諳華文的輔導老師。


政府呼籲政府這個那個，政府促請政府這個那個，政府向政府爭取這個那個，這是什么話。
以上例子的發言人猶如英雄，但他們不可能不知道自己是正在當政府，這些「廢人」講「廢話」的病因應該是它常年被巫統邊緣化的后遺症，問題就出在沒有當政府的實際認同感，沒有歸屬感，沒有當家的感覺，所以才會有置身朝廷外意境，才會語無倫次地跟自己講話，跟自己爭取權益，以致出現政府呼籲政府，自己「數」自己的「亂」象。

馬華在馬接補選強調的「有人在朝好辦事」，但是問題出現在「朝廷裡外不見人」，若真有人，不就什么事都好辦了嗎？呼籲什么？促請什么？政策是自己定的，是你自己認同的，是你自家領導層在內閣，在行政議會舉手舉腳全力支持通過的，政府的任何過錯、重至貪污濫權、輕至行政偏差，所致成對國家人民的危害，政府成員黨，上至政要首長，下至普通黨員，皆應感羞恥並向人民道歉認錯，嚴重的過錯更應該辭職下台。

人民到任何不平等的對待，你唯一可以做得就是請求人民原諒，並保證糾正錯誤，然后去落實承諾，而不是一腳踏兩船，時而站在人民一邊來向政府提出訴求，這不叫「與民同在」，這是拉人民下水分擔你的窩囊，並且逃避責任的愚弄選民政策。

你有政權改變不平等的現象，可以重開白小、可以按需求增建學校、可以廢除固打制、可以檢舉懲治貪官，但是你沒有這么做，因為苟且偷生可以活久一點，因為您實在沒有做政府的地位，因為你真的當家不當權，當權所謂的只是推薦醫院巡察員這種「閒權」。

如果您認為「政府呼籲政府」叫做國陣容納異議，那么如果你的促請與呼籲不是做戲的話，除了向媒體做秀之外，請說服我如何落實那些促請與呼籲？若無法交待下文的話，不就是沒有公信力嗎？就算是的話，終究也得向公眾交代一聲，不管你多會寫，多會講，多會做戲，你終究得為你的所屬政黨、陣營的作為負責，一把口可以騙吃騙吃、一支筆可以混餚視聽，但終究無法就此免責。選民或許健忘，但歷史不會遺忘你的言行舉動。

c) 选民最不能忘记的国阵政府作为与国家现状事件簿

很多事情久了大家就会淡忘，希望这帖可以在来届大选前帮选民们回想部分国阵政府经典事件。

1)马六甲州政府提议铲除和发展三保山事件(5/10/1983)

2) "茅草行动"中政府扣留异议份子，吊销报章的出版准证(26/10/1987)

3)前教长纳吉拟定的《1996年教育法令》留下重重隐忧(1996)

4) 1999年华人社团提出《大选诉求》被马哈迪指为"形同共产党" (18/8/2000)

5)吉隆坡市长"封吉隆坡广东义山"风波(13/10/2000)

6)教育部关闭白小事件(12/01/2001)

7) "不同的教育源流并不符合种族团结政策"论(20/06/2001)

8)华裔学子常年投诉被拒大学门外(29/05/2003)

9) 128事件－先修班优秀生医科不入选(27/05/2004)

10)新山班兰专科医院启用2个月发现霉菌(29/09/2004)

11)公款看肚皮舞，雪州公账委会考察变观光(21/1/2005)

12)雇员公积金局宣布2004年派息4.75％ (18/2/2005)

13)阿都拉："增建华小不利国民团结" (10/03/2005)

14)雪州政府四千万令吉建10栋豪华公寓作州行政议员的住所(10/3/2005)

15)国会新修大厦漏水断电被迫休会(28/04/2005)

16) 120万名非法劳工驱之不去，外劳威胁社会治安(26/5/2005)

17)拉菲达的汽车入口准证(AP)事件(6/07/2005)

18)高教基金贷款被拖欠,土著银行面对积欠110亿令吉(17/7/2005)

19)国家石油公司得不时注资拯救政府所控制的公司(31/10/2005)

20)大马女警员污辱女扣留者蹲站事件(24/11/2005)

21)副内安部长诺奥玛"外国人请回！"狂言(29/11/2005)
22)马航内部滥权、浪费与奢侈(21/12/2005)

23)国安部在"裸蹲案"中对媒体的两种标准(15/01/2006)

24)吉隆坡第二中环公路甲洞高架桥豆腐工程(16/01/2006)

25)非回教徒部长要求检讨剥夺非回教徒法律权的法律，被视为挑战首相的权威(20/01/2006)

26)失败的汽车工业政策，致失去2大投资案(21/1/2006)

27)国家汽车普腾以1欧元售卖MV Agusta股权(22/02/2006)

28)在国库控股支持下土著联昌收购南方银行，国内华资银行再少一间(22/2/2006)

29)雇员公积金局宣布2005年派息5% (23/2/2006)

30)国油盈利暴涨，贫民喊凄叫惨(1/03/2006)

31)国油被评为最不透明石油公司(14/03/2006)

32)首相儿子女婿商界大放异彩(14/03/2006)

33)不深思熟虑的决定所引发的后果，停建美景大桥政府赔逾3亿建筑费(24/04/2006)

34)巫统野新区国会议员拿督莫哈末赛益事件(8/05/2006)

35)纳吉：招聘规定须谙中文是偏见行为(31/05/2006)

36)国家银行被揭90年代炒外汇亏损300亿令吉(10/7/2006)

37)阿都拉接受马新社访问反驳指责未协助儿子经商(07/08/2006)

38)凯里发表"华人趁巫统内乱提出诉求"论(19/08/2006)

39)拉菲达："外资不满政策可不来" (23/8/2006)

40)国油与雪佛龙联营公司被令24小时内撤出乍得(28/08/2006)

41)凯里的"边缘论" (2/9/2006)

42)因为被嘲笑,我国放弃让国家第一个太空人在太空中煮茶的计划(05/09/2006)

43)华小拨款遭骑劫，翁诗杰揭发华小拨款被干捞事件(18/9/2006)

44)政府共已赔偿385亿令吉给大道特许经营公司(22/09/2006)

45)双溪大年规定猪肉店安装黑玻璃(30/09/2006)

46)希山慕汀宣布内阁在庞大的第9大马计划下只批准增建2间新华小(3/10/2006)

47)慕沙发表股份配额论(4/10/2006)

48) ASLI指土著股权占股市总值的45％，首相反驳报告不正确(5/10/2006)

49)世行公布报告我国5良好管理指标衰退(8/10/2006)

50)巫统上议员涉嫌复制千张AP丑闻(9/10/2006)

51)阿都拉："生活比土著好政府给华人机会" (14/10/2006)

52)巴生一家三议员，查卡里亚建百万违章豪宅(15/10/2006)

53)我国2005年外资滑14.2%，首次被印尼超越(16/10/2006)

54)阿都拉与马哈迪互为儿子的政府工程起争执(23/10/2006)

55)阿都拉拒绝公布家人财产"公布财产无关透明关人权" (02/11/2006)

56) 阿都干尼:"马来西亚民族的概念不能被接受" (02/11/2006)

57) 纳吉："马来人遭亏欠446年" (17/11/2006)

58) 8个月68兴都庙被毁百名兴都徒国会示威(20/11/2006)

59) 国阵政府疑将六亿元乡区建设拨款交由巫统区部(07/12/2006)

60) 新闻部长再努丁指称二战时期抗日英雄就是共产党(18/12/2006)

61) 国民服务中介承包商牟利超过50% (03/01/2007)

62) 雇员公积金局1500万收购市值70万公司(03/01/2007)

63) 大道经营合约首度曝光34年收费率签约时已敲定(04/01/2007)

64) 2006年随国际油价调涨汽油价却不应油价下跌而调降(09/01/2007)

65) 国防部长纳吉在购潜艇交易允许其幕僚的公司抽佣(10/01/2007)

66) 失败的拐杖教育政策导致土著占96%失业大专生(20/01/2007)

67) 大道合约因威胁国家安全而列为官方机密(25/01/2007)

68) 大道赔偿金已经高过建筑费(27/01/2007)

69) 阿都干尼：狮城填土是大水灾祸首(30/01/2007)

70) 2006年案罪19万宗，比2005增长15％ (01/02/2007)

71) 警方援引官方机密法令传召反对党领袖调查公开白蒲大道合约案件(01/02/2007)

72) 第二中环公路维修费從4000万令吉暴增至7000万令吉(03/02/2007)

73) 政府过去五年里耗费超过马币110亿2200万元，拯救七项出问题的私营化计划(14/02/2007)

74) 多年老问题只有批评而没有杜绝的对策，阿都拉: 土著承包商转售政府工程合约(14/02/2007)

75) 没有立法约束的承诺只是大选麻醉剂。土著掌控30%股权后废除新经济政策？ (16/02/2007)

76) 前有小五科学课本加宗教思想，后有禁书事件(11/12/2006) (28/02/2007)

77) 前反貪污局局長舉報反貪污局總監涉嫌貪污瀆職(28/02/2007)

78) 副国内安全部长佐哈里被指受贿马币550万元贿金释放黑帮份子(05/03/2007)

79) 公积金局耗90亿马币收购拉昔胡申(RHB)，再次暴露其运作缺乏监督(09/03/2007)

80) 马来西亚的贪污指数在恶化中(14/03/2007)

81) 国立大学耗费5000万至1亿令吉建大礼堂(20/03/2007)

82) 拉曼毕业文凭不受公共服务局承认，不能当公务员(24/03/2007)

83) 独中生考获16科A1，卻不被列为最佳考生荣誉榜(24/03/2007)

84) 国人的宗教自由与权利被侵蚀，非回教徒也可能受到回教法律的约束(02/04/2007)

85) 多不胜数的贪污，砂拉越州首席部长涉嫌非法收佣(06/04/2007)

86) 政府拨款5000万于普腾提高其竞爭力(23/04/2007)

87) 新法庭大厦天花板掉落，政府建筑"豆腐工程"又一桩(30/04/2007)

88) 政联主导银行设定指定律师楼须拥有至少1名土著合伙人及拥有50％股权的条件(03/05/2007)

89) 国会大廈第二次发生漏水情况(09/05/2007)

90) 国议员莫哈末赛益和邦莫达"每个月破漏一次"言论(09/05/2007)

91) 三美威鲁:2年前9000万施工不包防水，国会屋顶須另外拨款装置防水系统(17/05/2007)

92) 副首相纳吉："马来西亚从来不是世俗国" (17/07/2007)

93) 网络歌手黄明志唱《我爱我的国家》被马来西亚政客围剿(7/08/2007)

94) 巴生港口自由贸易区投资额从原先的马币10亿元飙升到46亿元(11/08/2007)

95) 联邦法院首席大法官提出废除参照英国普通法和振兴回教法(22/08/2007)

96) 马六甲州政府宣布关闭养猪场，提前闯养猪场欲强行摧毁猪场建筑和生猪(23/08/2007)

97) 总检查署下令撤销查卡利亞39项控狀(23/08/2007)

98) 公共帐目委员会揭露政府部门和机构弊端百出，花钱如流水(8/09/2007)

99) 賽哈密指出"非馬來人获更多合約" (13/09/2007)

100) 联邦法院大法官阿末法鲁斯被揭曾靠陈志远游说首相而晋升(19/09/2007)

101) 3跨国公司接公函被要求种族比率聘工程师(30/09/2007)

102) 世界顶尖大学排名200大2007年出炉大马全军覆没(08/11/2007)

103) 选举在即，政府仓促修宪以延长选委会会员的退休年龄(11/12/2007)

104) 内安法扣留兴都权益行动力量组织领袖，逮捕前往国会提交备忘录的净选盟成员(13/12/2007)

105) 新闻部长：明年4月起TV2非巫裔节目配国语对白(26/12/2007)

106) 临选举周美芬指华社承担不起另一次513事件(20/01/2008)

p/s: related post >> here, and here

The latest problem.....

There is many ways, means to reach your target or destination. However do you really know what is at the end? Do you really begins with end in mind? Ask yourself what is your end then? When you are not clear with it, you will always go for a big round in a difficult way.

Recently, we are doing an assignment regarding ARMA models. This assignment is given long time ago during cny. There are coursemates that start doing it during cny and run all the models. However during the lab last week, we found some of the contradictions in our works. Finally the mistake is found at the command. Many of them have to redo as they started earlier. Me myself, thanks god for being so lazy as i haven start any at all.

Once after i finish all the two samples, a total of 130 models, there is another announcement of reserving data for forecasting. Sucks!!! My lovely coursemates have to redo for the second time for the data. For me, i still at a position of wait and see. I really hate the way the professor assigned us like this.

He kept on pushing us to finish the job, all of my coursemates are suffering under his domination. Everytime we found a problem, we are seeking for his advice. AS an experienced person he should tell us what we should do and what he wants? He loved to say that im teaching you how to fish but not giving you the fish!!! Yeah i know....but then what type of fish you want? Each fish you also dont like, then where we should catch the fish?

Since they are all under his claws, i saw many of their display message in msn...all regarding him.......

i) Eh, prof i din eat fish d leh........

ii) Almost die liao......

iii)What should i do?? down..

iv) When can we freed from the dominate of the old folk?

v) Just sit if you cant stand....

vi)Nothing right in my left brain, and nothing left in my right brain...

vii)Suffering during my important day..... (the author is having her birthday)

viii)Heavy rain..heavy brain...

p/s: this post will be consistently updated with the quotation from my coursemates. stay tune..... once i spotted new one, i will update it...

New Sign Board of Malaysia

For those who has a car licence or motor license should be able to recognise the dead end road sign board. It shows that there is no way to proceed further in front of you.








However, the M'sia system is in the setback process, it is further 'simplified by words where M'sian should definitely know that word with the scene behind!!


















location: taman bandar baru, kampar, perak

'Belated' Chinese New Year

Erm, its quite long for me to update this post. I shud be uploading all these stuff asap d..but since today is the chap goh mei, i still have an excuse that i wait till the last day!! hah!

There are no any decorations at my hse this year. Lets have a look at my hse this year that less cny atmosphere.....







And i think the only decoration for ouor hse this year without much effort is....



This year chinese new year eve reunion dinner quite early at 4 sumthg noon time. We had 9 dishes....



This year, my uncle bought a new camera with micro lens and it is quite good for taking portrait. He took lots of close up for us..... Dont scare when looking below!!!!!

Me!!!



My bro!!



My mom!!



Family photo!!!! Since my bro haven reach when im taking the first photo....so we separate two photos ady.. haha!!





This is my whole Loh family... (part of them la)



So finish looking at humans.......we focus on dog ady.. Couple years ago, where my house still have children, the focuses are on them. Now it changed to this cute puppy. THis dog has all the love and care from its owner and as well as from us..... They serve it like a baby, even how to hug it...... I quite envy this dog. But i think it is over pampered ady.....



(more photos)

Lonely Valentine!!!!!!

Going through so many years of valentine, i think year 2008 is the worst for me. For being single but not available at this moment, I ended up to be lonely for valentine day. Lets check my schedule.........

11am - woke up and clean up myself

1130 - I started my day with my honey as well as devil (laptop) as usual.

1200 - Went out to tapao! (mixed rice)

1300 - Games and movies

1600 - Dissertation work.

1900 - Cookery time. Dun misunderstood im not cooking with raw materials. I just heated up dishes left few days ago.

2000 - Messaging to find company while playing Dota.

2230 - Finally i have a date with a gal, but it not just both of us. There are two of friends togeder. We were having Mamak food.

0015 - My valentine day ended as the girl went for the 'bai tian gong' (Hokkien celebrations)

Misery 1 - why im single but not available?
Misery 2 - why im tapao-ing and heat up food myself?
Misery 3 - whats the result from my sms?
Misery 4 - any valentine messages received?

Answers :

i) I enjoyed the life being single and can flirt around with any girls without bearing any responsibilities. But im not a playboy. k? I just have a flowering mouth.

ii)My mother went to KL with my cousins to visit a relative in Johor who is going to pass away.

iii) Erm.......cant date any of course!! haha!!

iv) Yup i received 2. but both is from man. zzz..........

Haihz...what a pity valentine day!!!!!!!!

Pre-CNY

CNY is coming soon. I am always longing for spending my CNY at hometown as i can meet so many people and the atmosphere is always different. However, started from last year, i always get bad news for my CNY.

Last year, on December, i get the news that my father had an work injury where his muscle was torn on the shoulder part. Another was my grandmother fell down and had a fracture on her thigh. Both of them was admitted to the same hospital. Its quite ridiculous as, few months later, i admitted to the same hospital as well. The same dr treated my family for 3 generation. He earned about 80k from LOH's family members. (SOB)

Now no more past tense, we talk about present tense. Last week my mom told me that my uncle had an work injury at somewhere around Africa. He was injured for long time but keep it untold as he dun wan the family members to worry about him esp his wife. The day before he was sent back to Malaysia, he only told us about his wound. I can imagine what a pity exp for getting hurt at overseas but no family members around. The day he reached Msia, he still depending on wheelchair. Why must it happen before CNY?

The second thing is, my another uncle (i hv 6 uncles)just done a surgery on his eyes. I dont know what it calls, something like cornea??? (割眼膜). I know this because initially i intend to call this uncle to fetch me back from airport but now he cant drive.

The funny thing is, both the patients are in my house at my hometown. My house not only the base for my family but as a recovery centre as well. Previously, my grandma stayed at KL and she shifted back to my house as she getting older and she needs people to take care of her. My mom, daughter-in-law took the responsibilities. Although one of my uncle has a wife, but she is a working group. She is not free to take care of him. Since my mom is a part time house wife, relatives sent them back to her. Besides, my hometown is definitely a more convenient place for everything.

And now the third thing is..... What? No more!!!!! I dont want anymore..... Thats enough!!!! Im anticipating to decorate my own house like previous year. (ref: click here) However, the two workman, one is my father, another is with the surgery. My dad had done operation on his hand and he cant able to do such things ady. At most normal decoration. For installing all the lights, another workman cant see things now. So it left only me. My mom forbidding me to do so but i do hope to continue the trend we have. In my mind, there is just one worry, that is no people going to uninstall all those stuffs. My dad is going to work soon.... So ?????? Haihz!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acknowledgement

During my 'dark age' which lasted for 7days, i cant recall how i went through it. I feel so boring, helpless and speechless as well. Somebody said that im too dependent on the pc and internet. I should find something more beneficial besides this. Well, i admit that i fully dependent on my pc, but which students are not so? And thats why i quite impressed by those students living in the hostel without a laptop. They are god to me!!!

I dont know izit the arrangement from god or Mr Z, i brought a book with the title:

'The 7 habits of highly effective teenagers'.


It was one of the module during the PruYoung session. The title tells all and can without much explanation from me. I thought i would hardly pick up this book to read from the beginning. The speaker of the module said that:

"When you go back this weekend, do read the book. If you cant make it, read it next week. If you are really so busy, at least read it next year."

I just nodded my head. Miracles happened. I started off few pages during my flight back to Sabah. The rest i finished in just few days time. That was the time where i without my pc and while im formatting my pc. I just kept on reading and i finished! For those who really knows me, thats an unbelievable thing for me. Haha!! Hence, my first acknowledgment is to Sean Covey, the author of the book. :)

How about other times? My housemates played their role. The first night, they accompanied me in playing 'billionnaire'. After the game was finished, we use the fake notes to play 'chor dai di'. Thats the end of the day. The following days, of course 'chor dai di' was inclusive, we did went out for grocery shopping, cooking, chatting and so on. They even gave me their magazines for me to read at night, the time when they need privacy perhaps. (Im too annoying like a fly around)

Many many thanks to those who did keep my mind from idle. Thanks.........

失去才会懂得珍惜

失去才会懂得珍惜,what a nice phrase!!! But its true. Damn true!!!!

I understand every word, even the combination of each words.

失去= lost something

才= only

会 = will

懂得 = know

珍惜 = appreciate

Even though i know all of the words, so how? Just like the theory tat you learned during your lectures, u understand, so? We need to have the practical!! 'Hands -on-experience is the key point to learn.

Frequency of seeing this phrase is uncountable. Girls will post it on relationship between boys and girls. Boys sometimes will post it as loss of friendship. For me, i post it now for memories.

The photos in my pc i really seldom view it often. Till the moment now, i lost all, i treasure it. I would like to sacrifice other things, energy, financial whatever just to get all those things back. But can I?

Certified

I called on friday evening time, with my log in number, my name to check the status of my laptop in the 'new house'. They hold the call for around 4 minutes, having me wait like an idiot walking around worrying my 'son'.

They passed the phone to few and finally the last technician that replied me was:

"Mr Loh, we cant find the pc that with the login number that you provided. We did get the record but it is not here."

"HUh??? So how now? When i can get my pc back? I need it urgently."

"Well, Mr Loh, i will be checking it outside the store. I will give you a call asap."

After half an hour.................

"Mr Loh, we found your pc ady."

"Ok, so how now? Izit ready to be collected? I really need it very very much. "

"Erm, we haven work on it, but since you need it immediately, i will treat it as an urgent case."

(In my mind, im scolding the idiot for saying so. I sent in on tuesday and is your fault that haven work on it, now u say treat it as urgent? WTF!!!!)

A day later (today- 12/1/08)...................

I did call them again just to push them although i know it might be in less success rate.

"How come you all haven settle it where your colleague said that treat it as urgent last day? I sent in on tuesday you know?

"Ya i know. (his tone was just like wanna me to whack him up)"

"So can i get it on Sunday?"

"Sorry, our technician is off on Sunday."

"Then, Monday?"

"I think we will give you a call before you come to collect it."

"Make sure you really call."

5 hours later...............................

"Mr Loh, i think you might be suffering from a hard disk failure. You have to change a new hard disk. We will change one for you 80Gb with RM155."

"Then can i have all my data in the old HDD?"

"We will try to backup your data."

My day was ruined by the news. What can i do? Just accept the fate!!!!!!!

IT WAS CERTIFIED. EVERYTHING GONE..............BYE!!!!!!!!!

FUCK

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

FUCK!!

I LOST MY SOUL, MY LIFE, MY ASSET.............................

Reborn PC

I dont know whether i was affected by the 7habits, or my academic stuff appears to be urgent to me. The first day i was back here Sabah, i kept on searching for a free software all over the net. I sought forums, official website, universities internal link, china websites, all over just to get a free Amos 7 that is applicable. I was soooooooooooo 'hardworking' that can die!!!!!

As the Dr Csl said that 'honesty doesnt pay at all times', but for my case, hard work doesn,t pay for all time. Why i say so? The result of putting efforts in it was my pc infected by viruses. In one night time, my C drive dropped frmo 5 Gb free space to 16kb. I cant open any other programmes as it just kept prompt me that the server is busy, either switch to or retry options available.

I had no choice at that moment but to reformat my system with the hope that the virus can be cleared. After an hour, my pc was ready and drivers were installed. Im attempting to connect to the net but to no avail. My virus protector notified me that i was defeated by another old spyware - keylogger. (wheree it will redirect ur keyboard input.)

Haiz......so what to do? I have no pc or network experts here. The only choice was reformat agn. Since my friend said that this spyware attacked all the drives, i had to backup my D drive as well. I had to bear the pain of deleting some old files. My external hard disc is barely has enough space to store all.

It took me whole day for the installing stuff. (deducting my dinner, exercise, bathing time and so on). The first programme i had installed was the windows live messenger. Thought somebody could accompany throughout the whole process. (thanks to shirley) LOL. At least she did chat with me a while.

Another annoying stuff was that my external HDD has a problem when transferring bulks of files togeder. Just few Gb things, i need more than few hours. I have to transfer it few at a time. It was a boring repeating process. Even the moment im typing this post, i was still in the progress of installing softwares. zzzz.....

Hopefully, my system can last long at least for a semester. Let me pass through this last semester smoothly, without other troubles.......Thanks god.