modern students

Well the university students are now instilled with the moral value as they learned it for years. Among the difference before civilize and civilized as belows.......

My Home

Once i came Sabah, i knew that i am not able to back home so frequently even the airfare is cheap for promotion. However i really cant afford it. Even back every end of sem it is still cause damage to me.

Actually i love the atmosphere when all my relatives are back to my hometown. they are chit chatting there about everything. Albeit im not including and i know nothing bout it, it is still fun for listening it. Just as others said that you can gain when you are chatting or listening adult's conversation. At least you will know more about the current affairs right?

Sometimes, they are quarelling over some issue but finally they will settle down in peace. They are siblings, no point to keep arguing.



I wrote this not im homesick. (erm actually a bit) When i saw this pic from Miss Titoki's blog, my homesick rise up. Im missing the days a big family gather together. My relatives love kampar food and some of the products like fishballs, mee, kuih, soy sauce, chili sauce and so on. Everytime they back, they will packing some of them back to KL.

As my grandmother is living at kampar(my hometown), my relatives will be back once or twice a month for visiting and 'tapao' food. Some of them even purposely come for having a cheap and nice haircut behind my house. They are doing business in house for haircut. (my cut and highlighting was done there)

Haihz, the soonest i can be with them will be chinese new year. i Like it as i feel the crowd there. OH!!! CNY please come sooner......plzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

p/s: for your information, i have 6 uncles and 5 aunties. Including all their sons and daughters, my family consists of more than 40 people.

comparison

Normally, all of your friends or family members will be telling you that never compare yourself with others. Everyone will have their own way of doing things and own friends. There is no standard to define which is better or who is worse.

You will feel others doing better than you but you never thought that there might be someone who buy you idea and way of thinking. For an example, my coursemate is doing a slide presentation with many slides however I just have below 10 slides. Never feel fear that you will lose to them. Who knows they are naggy in their slide with lots of history and irrelevant points and mine is short and precise?

As long as I had done my best, don’t care much bout others. This is what i tell my friend when their result is not so well. However this type of words is actually have no effect on the person himself. He/she is nodding head showing agreement with you but at the inner side of his/her mind, they are still comparing.

Although I seems to appear as a person free from this obstacle but actually Im comparing myself but it is knew by me only. I don’t like to share my fear to others or telling others my worries. I love to be independent in solving my own problems. Finding my own antidote.

Of course when you did your best there is no point to worry about. However, I knew that Im not doing my best in my studies as im the one who burn the midnight oil when the exam comes. The time I will be worrying as I saw all of my coursemates are not available in msn anymore. Even in other classes they are holding books to read. What am I doing???

Dota, chatting, movies, disturbing others and so on. I din do simply a good thing to my studies. Oh shit!!!!!

Furthermore, when people around keep on saying the same thing which is praising me good in mathematics and efficient way of reading. It just like putting extra burden on my shoulders. It suffocates me. Please I just like normal as you all. If Im that special, my pointer will sure in the range of first class honor.

At this moment, inferiority will be surfacing and this is only the power behind me to force me read. Without it I might be still sleeping now. So sometimes comparison might beneficial in some perspective.

Tomorrow im going to have a midterm and that’s why im writing this post to relieve my stress. I afraid that I will be the worst in class and I dun wan to be so useless.. really…

May god help me. (although I seldom pray)*wink*

My fortune teller

◎您是森林裡的蘭花，應該在溫室中享福，卻得像大樹一樣力爭上游。心性仁慈，喜歡有禮貌，有魄力的人。外在的表現比內心堅強，渴望生長在溫室中，喜歡安定，不喜歡冒險。◎

根據命理來分析您的個性，潛意識，以及行為模式，您是屬於「蘭花命」，因此您天生具有蘭花的特性，蘭花十分嬌貴，生長在溫室中，不容易照顧，需要細心呵護，陽光，水分或養分，過多過少都會讓蘭花枯竭。因此您像蘭花一樣，喜歡安定，不喜歡冒險，希望被關懷，不希望被冷落，當您在運勢高潮的時候，生活會過得十分優雅，當您在運勢低潮的時候，也不會降低您的生活品味。您樂於享受人生，是眾人矚目的優雅人物。您的感覺敏銳，對周遭的要求也比較高，甚至有點完美主義，一般人感覺不如您敏銳，不容易了解您，想法也跟您有落差，所以有些人會覺得不容易跟您相處，其實您心腸很軟，富有同情心，很容易受到感動。

此外，您喜歡彬彬有禮的人，不喜歡耍小聰明的人，而能夠讓您佩服的人，多半是有義氣，志氣與霸氣的人。您的一生，像蘭花一樣，優雅高貴，受到眾人矚目，但是蘭花不是一輩子都在溫室中度過，一旦失去溫室的保護，就是您一生中最大的磨練，只要您經得起外在的考驗，不怨天尤人，進而學習成長，一旦通過考驗，您的生活會更上一層樓，富貴綿長。

◎您本命五行木太旺，肝膽機能比較弱，容易肝火旺盛，要注意膽固醇，三酸甘油酯的問題。◎

根據命理分析，您天生肝膽功能比較差，在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是肝火旺盛，長青春痘，容易煩躁等問題，但是如果您現在不照顧肝膽功能，隨著年紀越來越大就很容易有膽固醇過高或三酸甘油酯過高的問題，甚至容易導致免疫功能衰退、肝功能異常、脂肪肝、肝硬化、膽結石、膽囊息肉、青光眼、白內障或視力病變等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，而且千萬不能喝酒，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的肝膽功能。

此外，所謂「病從口入」，人類大部分的疾病來源都跟飲食有關，根據中醫理論，食物可以分成金、木、水、火、土等五種五行。您可能偏好吃酸的東西，像是泰國料理，或是酸辣湯等，應該都符合您的口味。因此，您的細胞中，充滿太多「木」的五行，會導致健康，財運與事業的不圓滿，建議您平時最好能飲食均衡，菜色均衡，則陰陽五行調和，生活美滿幸福。

◎但是您八字缺火，心血管的機能也比較弱，容易有低血壓，貧血，心跳慢，容易疲累，手腳冰冷。◎

根據命理分析，您天生心血管功能比較差，所以容易感覺疲倦，也比同年齡的人更早開始近視，冬天常常手腳冰冷，體力似乎不如人，因此無法從事需要大量勞力的工作。在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是長青春痘，口舌生瘡等問題，但隨著年紀越來越大，心血管功能需要更多的照顧，不然很容易有血壓、貧血、心跳不正常的問題，甚至容易導致心血管功能異常、內分泌系統異常、腸阻塞脹氣、心律不整、心室肥大、腦溢血、中風、視力病變等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的心血管功能。此外，請您要定時檢查心血管功能，更要注意家族裡是否有遺傳性的心血管病史，由於體質偏向心虛血弱，所以盡量不要喝冰的飲料，以免傷了元氣。

此外，您的精神體力都比一般人弱，也缺乏活力。您的朋友們晚上熬夜不睡覺，隔天體能還能應付，但是您只要晚上熬個夜，或玩個通宵，隔天一定很虛弱。因為體力不足，所以您可能比較喜歡靜態的活動，靜態的休閒，不適合成天往戶外跑。您也比較憂愁善感，腦神經比較衰弱，睡眠品質常常不太理想。如果您想改變這種現象，一定要早睡早起，最好每天晚上十一點前就寢。此外，最好多做日光浴，多曬太陽，時間不用長，每天五分鐘就足夠了，但是要避開下午一點到三點陽光最烈的時間。只要您能持之以恆，那您的命運將會有很大的改變，身體健康，財運順利，事業圓滿，家庭幸福。

◎簡易愛情分析，您是屬於疼老婆的好男人。您的愛情稱得上是濃情密意，卻沒看到愛情現實的問題，因此感情一旦開始降溫，會發生許多相處上的問題，需要您們以智慧與包容來一一克服。◎

您愛情的模式，根據命理分析，您對於心儀的異性，很容易心動，但不容易成功，常常無疾而終，因為要兩個人都一見鍾情確實有點難。一般來說，異性對您的第一印象都不會太深，您是需要經過交往的階段，異性才會發現您的優點與內在美。換句話說，您很容易第一眼就喜歡上一個人，卻不容易經過長時間相處而喜歡上一個人。相反地，您的戀愛對象不容易第一眼就喜歡上您，卻很可能經過長時間相處而喜歡上您。因此，如果您在等待美好的愛情，您可以試著把自己的內在美透過各種方式表現出來，多參加各種活動，多培養各種興趣，多接觸不同人群，如此您會在不知不覺中，讓您的內在美隨時展現，愛情才會更順利。

在人生的旅程中，您的戀愛或結婚對象很有可能是先經由親友介紹或相親而認識，因為您對於愛情比較不太有經驗，也不善於包裝自己、行銷自己，有時更怯於表達自己的感情，碰到喜歡的人也多半停留在欣賞的階段，不容易積極主動的展開追求，更不會死纏爛打，因此不僅錯失許多機會，更在心中產生既期待又怕受傷害的感覺，反而更不容易擦出愛的火花。您若是對象還沒有出現，不要心急，在您身邊確定有人正喜歡著您，只要真心誠意去追求，幸福就在您身邊。

◎簡易財運事業分析，您會賺錢，但不容易守財，也不容易經由儲蓄累積財富。您對於生命比較達觀，不會對自己或家人朋友太小氣。◎

根據命理分析，您會賺錢，但是不容易守財，也就是不容易經由儲蓄累積財富。您對於生命比較達觀，因此不會對自己，也不會對家人或朋友太小氣。在您手頭比較緊的時候，該花的錢您還是會花，不會一毛不拔；在您手頭比較寬裕的時候，您花錢會很大方，不會對自己、家人或朋友小氣，正因為如此，您當然不容易存錢。此外，您很容易因為朋友的介紹而做了某些投資，而且常常虧本。這是因為您的個性交遊廣闊，也認識很多人，所以當朋友來找您投資時，您不容易分辨風險，也不容易拒絕，所以當然很容易虧本。如果以一生的時間來衡量，您今生大部份的財富會被您拿來做自己想做的事情，您會認為您使用過的錢財才是您真正擁有的財富。之後，您不會遺留太多的財富給後代子孫。

how to choose my partner?

K-box

The most memorable thing that I ever did in my mid-term break will be my karaoke singing. 4 of us were going to K-box at KK city which ‘hide’ in a very isolated place. If I was not brought by others I will never know that there will be a K-box there.

Why we so insist of going K-box instead of there are still many choices for us. There are red-box and many not popular karaoke centre. It is because K-box is the cheapest karaoke centre for student. Previously I karaoke-ing with MDBC at ipoh.I had ever tried that only Mr Thomson and me singing.

I never thought that I can experience it at Sabah here. I felt that Sabah is a place of non-sentimental at all. When I wan to buy any gifts or clothes, I found all the designs here are terrible. None of them suit chinese’s taste. All malay
style…..

Hereby I want to introduce K-box of Sabah. It is a small shoplet beside the seaside where you can see ships and small ‘sampan’ around. If you were there you can have good feeling there as you can have a good view of the scenery. However that day when we were going to leave, it was raining cats and dogs. I was not able to do anything but forced to bear the cold there.

Here is the main entrance there.



All of us were cheated by these leaflets. There stated that for students, RM 10 for 3 hours during lunch time and get a free lunch. However when we reached there, the receptionist told us that having a lunch we had to pay RM 15 with a cold drink provided. (exclusive of government and entertainment taxes)



And this was what they gave us. It was delicious indeed but for me the quantity was a bit less. Having a free thing I cant request much. Haihz.. I felt that I was just like the prisoner in jail. Terribly wretched!!!!
http://i54.photobucket.com/albums/g118/wjiann/kara5.jpg


These two were going with me. So ‘cold’ seeing them posing like this. My hand trembled when taking this pic.



There was one more which was very embarrassed. Or he want to be ultraman???



What was she doing????



When singing looked like this.


When not……

Mr yap

Another friend of mine Mr Yap which is a member of MDBC as well, had leaved us to Indonesia. It is his dream and finally under the blessing of shooting stars, he got it.

There is one thing i regret now is i cant able to gif him a call before he is leaving Malaysia. I did remembered his date of flight but i just to be forgot it. When im calling his phone on that day, it was no longer available. I knew i lost the chance. I would not be able to hear his voice, to meet him for at least half year.

I received a call yesterday form another MDBC members. He was tellign me that only me who was not callign back when they were in farewell. Now i really want to stab my thigh for being so forgetful. haihz

HE headed towards Indonesia to have medical course. It is his dream since secondary school. Once a time he had dropped badly from a dream of being DR to being a teacher. Since his STPM result is arm arm reach the miminum CGPA. However under the competition of matriculation student, he cant enter medic course even in Sabah. He did appeal in Sabah but to no avail.

I knew his ambition is to be a surgery dr since secondary school. Izit changed now, i really dont know. Among MDBC members, he is the one who study biology. Others than that are all engineers. All of us hoping so much to have a dr among MDBC.

Last time, he told us that he will change to gyny. All our wife will be diagnosed by him. THAt moment we boo him!!!! Impossible for me to let my wife see you even you are a profesionnal in this field. I rather choose oen not so close.

After the IPTA result released, he get a bio-cehm engineering course. That s mean he was following our trend--being engineer. He was suffering as he need to study physics which is compulsory for engineering fac. Once, he seek advice from Mr Leong that, shall him being a teacher?? HE told him that dont be so disappointed.

One year had passed. he read a news on Malaysia offering a medic seat to indonesia just for 25 students. He did apply it. Yes, he did success. He get the scholarship and heading to Indonesia for 6 years.

Even though im not the one to get this scolarship but my heart was damn happy when i get the news. One of my buddies fulfil his dream and able to be a dr in future. Ya, i really need to congrats him.

Mr Yap, Appreciate the 6 years time and be a real DR back. We are hoping to see you soon.

i knew i have no chance to talk to you face to face but by heart, i wish you all the best there. Keep in touch if can!!!!!

goodbye

Financial Mathematics

Sometime ago, a friend of mine, Mr Leong which study at UK now for actuary had told me that financial maths is the essence of what our future job scope if you want to involve in insurance or banking field.

Since everybody in my house that are ME are so free for first 8 weeks. And now there are three assignments just based on financial maths. First is define nominal interest, effective interest, and normal interest. Give difference for three of them.

Second is about inflation. What is stagflation and ECI(employment cost index)?? What the hell is that??? Stagnant I know, employment I know, otherwise a noob!!!!!

Luckily both of them not under my scopes. One group consists of 10members, and 4 of them handling it respectively. However the third one slaughtered me. It is about the unit trust funds ASB. Compare the ASB loan to invest and ASb invest with own many. State the advantages and disadvantages.

The largest obstacle in doing it was I am not a bumiputera. (literally means son of the earth). I went many banks around KK and area out of KK. I went at least 5 Maybank. The first response for all the banks were…….

“Are you a bumi???”

“Nope.”

“This is a funds for bumi so we cant able to help you. Or do you have a Chinese name?”

“Yeah!”

“Sorry then. If you really have interest in it, take the application form at the service counter for reference”

Indeed, behind the application form there is a plan. It is the simplest plan I ever seen compared to other team that doing the same back with me. They are malay and just because of one word—im interested, they can have a full detail on how to calculate the plan, which is better and so on.

Iim still wondering why our lecturer forbid us to make known our student status when I get the assignment’s title. Now I finally understood. They will never fully entertain you when you are a student. You are wasting their time. How come they introduce the whole plan in detail whereas you 100% will not apply??

Therefore, the information I get was limited. I have only one week time. May god bless me!!!!!

p/s: mr leong if you read this please give me some hints or some point outs.

Sabah

When im reading this post, i feel contradictory. Izit as what she said or izit as what i had prevly said. AS you all knew, i hate Sabah, i want to leave this hell-like place to me.

Sabah is really so beautiful, so peaceful??? Undeniable, there are many beautiful scenes around here. If i have the chance i would like to have a bird's eye-view on Sabah tourist spot. Just like the KK mountain, tip of borneo and so on. i heard a lot of comments on these spots about their uniqueness, specialties. Wow, it did attracted me.

However when it come to the standard and cost of living, i really cant accept it. There are much more better quality and cheaper price on some particular product at peninsular compared to dogs-head state.

If you all did read the newspaper, last month there was a big incident happenned at Sabah and island nearby. There were few police being killed at a famous island. It lead the island to be a forbidden area for few days. However the incident didn't ended there but it was brought out to KK city. Those philipinos were coming to city to have revenge expecially to chinese. (this was the messsage chinese recieved) the whole week, everywhere was road-block. Checking every cars and motocycles. Even in UMS.

I was be on the tenterhooks. (as i lost my road tax, being stingy i didn't redeem it). I was so worry to go out expecially KK. It let me feels that Sabah is not a peaceful place. There are too many natives, malays, philipinos, indonesians, and so on. In UMS there were many cases of stealing, raping, and murdering(murdering is rumuor and im not going to confirm it).

In my opinion, nothing is greater than valu a thing from monetary terms. Ya indeed, the skys, clouds, grass, flowers are so attracting, but there is no big deal. Do you agree with me????

Till now, im still hoping to leave here one day ASAP. Hopefully i will not extended for another one year.

magicl word

This word we had been learned for more than a decade. When you were just few years old, your parents kept on telling you to say sorry when you were wrong. No matter to whom, elder, younger or same age. Whoever will be suitable for this word—sorry!!

However there are many different meanings in different cases. Somebody will define it as sorry no cure!!! Somebody will insist whom you are apologizing to. Somebody will really appreciate it. Sorry might make things better or make things go worse. The way you speak is definitely related.

I had saw a movie about two children who are angry with each other. Lets denote it as A and B. A had broke B’s thing and due to it is not done purposely, A wont say sorry to B. Finally B had reported it to teacher on duty. A was still so stubborn. He will not say sorry unless it was his fault. Later on A and B never talk to each other anymore.

Few days later, B had accidentally broke A’s shuttle. However B say sorry at once. A felt different. He felt so comfortable with this word. A ask B why she say sorry even though not her fault. So you should know what Bsaid.

Another example was the meteor garden. Recollected?? The hero of meteor garden Mr Dao Ming Si. There was a phrase he kept with. ‘If sorry is usable that what for we need police?’ (如果对不起有用的话要警察来干麻??) It seems right also sometimes.

Actually we cant limit our understanding towards sorry this word. No matter what you did, or you didn’t sorry is no big deal. However it deals a great effect of the opposite site. Anyone who heard this word, his/her anger must be greatly reduced. Without this it might be coming up with a massive damage.

It just like a magical word right? It is a word that will never has negative effect. Learn it!!! Now you should say sorry to somebody. You know who?? Your parents. They pay for you the streamyx and you are not using for searching info but view others blog?

Im sure that there were many people that had been giving comment on your personaliti, behaviours, style and so on. Some will say others are childish, however some will be mature (in a better way). Worse was they called you ah pek or auntie.... It hurts right??

How can they claimed that?? Ok, now let us have a look on what is the level of your maturity, what is the level of your childishness, how fast you are getting old.... What is your real age with this thinking......

Try this.....

p/s: only for those who know chinese..........

To know my result clcik here.....

Story of MR A, MR T , Miss C, and me

Recently, again I discovered a bad side of human behaviours. He can be very nice to you, bad to others when he need you. On the other hand he might treat others bad when it comes to another perspective. There will never be a fix decision in his mind. Some will call it ‘power-steering’. Formally he can be called as a hypocrite.

This happened on Tuesday night. My class had finished and im riding my motorcycle all the way back. However this guy has no transportation he was forced to wait for the school bus. I was understood that human will hard to remain silence when there were friends nearby. And now he started to chat with his coursemate…..

Half an hour later, my msn nudged!!! She was my coursemate and she was telling something that he heard at the bus-stop. She said there was a guy talked bad about us, including me and two of my coursemate & housemate. (they are my coursemate as well as my housemate)

I was wondering. Huh??? Who was talking bout us? Whereas we knew few of them. The contents of the conversation was something like this……

Mr A: I think ME (stand for my course name- mathematic with economy) is quite free. ME students have nothing to do at all. I can see that through Vincent (my name at sabah), Mr T and Miss C. Vincent always play games till 3 am and he seldom read. Mr T also the same, he plays online games and dota always. His msn even more arrogant—( got game plzz call me). What the hell is that. Bout Miss C, she is a movie queen. From morning till night she is just watching movie non-stop. I never see any special assignment or whatever for the ME course.

However this whole conversation was heard my coursemate. She asked me whether I knew him anot. I guess a right person. She asked me who was it?? Your neighbour or you hometown?? Cause he even know that your pointer is quite good even you play games always and of course better than him.

Well im very paiseh to tell her that, this idiot fellow was my housemate. In addition, he was from the same hometown with me. The first response she gave me was:” He was really the best from your hometown”

Can you notice that even my coursemate will be angry listening to all these. Since we studied for the same subject at this time about statistic, I cursed him that he will failed his exam on this subject. He defined the population(ME) just on a small sample like us. We are the outliers here.

And now, for being least arrogant, we changed our msn displayed message as ---Arh!! ME is damn busy.. For Mr T his msn will be no more got game plzz call me but ------got group discussion plz call me.

Im wondering why such person can did those things. All of us knew each other even his listener. We knew each other, why you need to do this?? In fact, in home he did nothing to me just a stranger or passerby. Outside, he changed!! Ya you can hate us but not till that level ok?? Keep it in heart.

Sometimes Mr T even heard his conversation on phone which is talking bad bout his coursemate and of course we were included as the topic of housemate. This people loved to critise others but not himself. Haihz!!!!!


Hypocrite!!!!

p/s: 1.the conversation was created according to what she told me and not the real words.
2.I was ‘happy’ to have this housemate and hometown friend…..

How malaysian are you>?????

This is to test how malaysian are you.... Just answer the question and you will be getting your analysis after that. For me i only get 28 out of 45.... i dunno am i considered malaysian??? Haha.... Have fun!!!!

To start the test please click here

volleyball

My keep fit track is now not only limited to basketball and swimming. Today I started my ‘torturing’ journey with volleyball.

My housemate’s friend had borrowed volleyball from UMS for going to an island trip. Furthermore under the influence of this movie, they had loved the sports of volleyball. This is a nice movie indeed. For me I loved this movie so much. It gave me a young feel. Youngster’s feeling. Their smile, their attitude, their manners, their style all suits me!!!

It is all about beach volley. The game consists of two people per team. Under the sunshine, stepping on the hot but soft sands, sweating is the best for me. Anyone who is interested go ahead. It included many popular stars in starring. I swear it were more than 20. Count it dude!!!! For boys, there are many beautiful girls. All wearing sexy sport suits. Walaueh!!!!!

That’s all for this, and now I should rest my hand. It is going to cramp. Just after the ball, I had back for bathing and washing my clothes. When I was lifting a wet towel, my hand nearly broke into two.!!! Even though I am tanned but the red parts are very obvious. There are bruises also. Due to the ‘injury’ I had on my hand, I decide to ponteng ttomorrow morning class, as attendance is not relevant. I can have a good sleep!!!! Hehe!!!

Good night!!!!

announcement

Wakaka....a big news that worth me to announe here. Finally i was free from the life without camera again. My lovely sister had sent me hers and it was ebtter than mine before. I wrote this post speacially to thank my sis that being so good to me... Wakaka!!!!

From now on, my blog will be lit up by many many photos of my recent life again. Not only when durig a trip but anytime that i liek. Anything that i did, i saw and i wish..... will be posted here......

SIS THANKS YA!!!!!

13/8 (part2)

It is the time for me to introduce the event on today. Again it cause a massive damage again!!! Haihz... All the girls just ordered for seafood wthout other dishes. There were 6 of them.... Prawns with two ways cooking, fish, oyster, crab and squid. A;; of them cost us RM264.00.

Here are them......

upper left: steamed prawns and salted prawns. (for me i prefer salted)

upper right: oyster with egg (in kantonis-- hoe jian which i hate the most. doesnt mean they cook like hell but i hate the smell itself)

lower left: deep fried squid (lots of flour with less squid to be eaten)

lower right : thew style steamed fish

last one is the 'gam hiong' crab.(dunno wat it called in english) Before i can get my camera, they had gone half of it. Haihz... so greedy!!!!


Although all of them only seafood but it was quite full for all of us. As for me, i had an additional 3 bowl of rice. *heh* Lets have a look on them....

However there must be someone to be the last to end up all the stuff. Normally this is to be done by boys and this time it was different as she was a girl. Normally her stomach is as small as a pingpong as we claimed!! but this day she surprised me!!!!

Finally the war ended.... The result was both side had a detrimental damage. The seafood had to be killed in order to satisfy my intention. For us, in order to eat it, we have to pay for that. Why?? Why human so stupid???

As had been requested by one of my mdbc members, now i captured my coursemate photo for you all to give me comments. Two girls at the right side are my coursemate and the left is my housemate's coursemate. (computer engineering)

Others than the damage from seafood i received damage from this idiot thing which i only ate a small part. *fuck*

beautiful name right???? and the heroin are----->>>>>>>> miao and peonny

There was one thing i have to praise this restaurant. When the moment we lit the candle, there was a music around. It was happy birthday song. The staff of this restaurant had created a warm atmoshere for us to cele birthday. I think it really deep-etched in both heroin's mind for this year birthday. (i hope so)

Im a profesionnal photographer and i love to capture those scene with your earnest expression. Hereby i proved my claim...*wink wink*

Well, now have a look on all the victims..........

Why they pay so many will laugh so happy??? Weird right???

13/8 (part I)

Due to the endless homework and exam that i have recently, my blogging frequency will be greatly reduced till the day after convocation week. But im not the one who convo!! Anyway i cant run out from the responsibilities to celebrate 2 of my housemates' birthday. One of them is on 14/8 and the other one is the next day. however we celebrated it earlier as we still need to go to school early in the morning till night.

I had rented two kancil to have a lift of 10 peoples. Seems a big party there!!! WE went to a restaurant named 'salad' (naming by me according to the pronunciation i heard). Im wondering why the name will be salad whereas it is well-known for seafood??? Finally when i reached and saw the signboard up there, i knew i was wrong.

It is a place located just beside the seaside and it has a beautiful sea-view. You can even see sunset here. If you came in couple it is damn romantic!!!!

it is a fresh market where prawns, crabs, fish, all are reared by themselves. They have pool and the convenience of beside the sea. These are the boxes they used to store those fresh to be eaten soon.....

Alogn the way i was walking in, i saw something that captured my eye sight. I never seen this before for my whole life. (i know i am young) This big shells occupid half a human body. Quite heavy also.

The next thing was the two pictures hung. It was so real and i cant differentiate it through picture if without the shiny reflected light. Imagined i am on the plane to take this picture... Walau syok!!!!

Now i will let you have a overall view of the restaurant when dawn and night!!!! Different feeling!!!!

p/s: lack of time so i just write bout the restaurant and i will further describe my event there in my post soon!!!!

MY FM

Since my blog there is less picture for view, without choices I would like to post this old pictures on my blog. Why I post it so late? It is due to the deficiency of MY FM Ford Everest team. This occasion was hold during may of 2006 and now, it comes to august. I’ve been waiting for so long that they will post my handsome pic on web. Now, I give up of checking it everyday.

Lets share here without the last photo……

As you all know, MY Fm has a team named Ford Everest team that going around Malaysia to give out prices and rewards. If you keep on listening to MY Fm, you will get familiar with this.

Im on my way back to my home at Damai Damansara. In the car there were 3 other girls who is my cousin and my girlfriend. Now im turning a corner, suddenly my younger cousin shouted out!!! “My Fm!! My Fm!!! My Fm!!!!”

I replied her “ so what?” You know you scared me? I thought there was another car heading me. Im afraid due to my reckless that leads to an accident. Luckily not!!! Slowly I reverse my car and stopped just behind the Ford Everest. But there was nobody only few people inside. Well for me I really so paiseh to go near the team which were resting. My younger cousin insist to do so and her sister (titoki) asked my girlfriend to keep her company. But she is more paiseh then me. At last, my younger cousin went down and asked the remaining people inside the car when will be the occasion start? Can they give us something …… It is to no avail and what she get is please wait till 8.30pm or you can stay tune with My Fm. We will have announcement when to start.

My time now is 8 pm and I totally not interested in it. Without wasting anytime we just let her alone there to wait and we went back to have a bath. She was willing to wait. We told her that when she finished that, just give me a call and I will fetch her back. While im bathing my phone rang. I thought the event was cancelled since it was less than 20 minutes. Because it was night, quickly I went out to fetch her. Who knows if anything happened to her.

However when I reach, I only saw a crowd! My heart was beating as I felt that I was getting fooled. I found her and she told me that the event just started and she want me to join together. Her hands are holding something that I didn’t saw just now. Some magazines and so on. At first, I was not so willing as she disturbing my bath. Actually there was another reason that im not willing to join. It was because I knew less bout the MY FM organization. If I was asked bout the DJ or programs that sure I will die!!!

My cousin comforting me, and she said:” Dun worry, I cant act so fast as others so I need your help. Any question you just answered it, I will help you from behind!” Soon, I let it goes by nature.

The final result was really beyond my expectations. I was the grand prize winner. It was terribly easy to get it. I swear if I saw this type of occasion, sure I will be participating.
Here is the list that I won……..

This is a pearl form Lazo Diamond. For getting it, is damn easy. Since the event was hold with the name of mother’s day. They asked:” Everybody knows mother’s day on 14/5 then who knows when is the Father’s day?” Will this stopped me from getting the prize? NOPE!! ( although the pearl is not valuable. But the pride I get is cant measured!)

Coffee bean voucher for 2 serve of drinks.
They were asking us to take our handphone out and enter the new message options. What we need to do was follow what she said and type the message out without short form and any mistake regardless the letter case. The word was:” Coffee bean and my fm”

This was the grand prize. KFC voucher worth RM 50.00.
This was done by a game. It was named ‘I say’ (translation from Chinese) It means that you need to follow her instructions if in front of the sentences there stated ‘I say’. For an example:” I say stand up” (then you need to stand up). If she just say:” stand up” then you must remain your old position!!. With the agility I have, I won the game.

However the pre-requisite for this game was only one representative from each family. I ignored it. My cousin and I just go ahead with it. Luckily, both of us was shortlisted. I was the grand price winner and she was the first runner-up. When they were taking our details, they found it. Due to our surname not the same, they permitted us to get the price. Phew!!!!!!

p/s: there were many other quizzes that I never take part such as ……
i) the full name of HSBC bank.
ii) Give 10 things that can be done in bank and
iii) 10 forbidden things.
iv) Name of the most popular DJ
v) Play games with team
vi) Giving out their name. (till now I onli remember one—suki)

Streamyx

TMNET now have the full power to control my life. When it is on, then my life will be so colourful and meaningful. It will cherish my life. If the system was down, it ‘ruined’ my whole life!!!

I pay for RM90.00 per month just to get a good connection in order to serve some net, visit my blog, check my inbox, chat with my friends, visit friendster, download movies, porn net and so on. I think many of the boys do the same as me. *never judge me just for the word-porn*

However I had been suspended by using this connection for weeks. Even if the connection is available, it just can ‘survive’ for few days then it broke again. What the fuck!!! There are rumors which said it was due to the lack of port in my area. For these few days, they were connecting this port for this area and few days later, they connect the port to another area again. Is TMNET really so poor?? My area is packed with students. We had occupied about 80% of the population. There are more than 1000 students living here. (sorry for being so detail as I learned statistic) *haha*

Before I heard the rumor, I saw many TMNET servicing cars nearby from noon till evening. I thought they were so hardworking for rushing the port for us. Now im wondering. I remain my right to comment on this. Were they really hardworking or they are doing just as the rumors goes by?? *unknown*

Haihz.. After this post I will wondering when I will not be able to online to meet my friends. Before I end my post, I would like to explain why tmnet ‘ruin’ my life. Without it, my life transformed into a damn boring one which outsiders never know. My whole day schedule is dependant to the internet. With the extra time I have, I used it to read. It was a miracle to me. I will never read before exam. My housemate were questioning me, why I changed to so hardworking. Im revising what my lecturer taught for that day. OMG!!!!

Well, im looking forward to the streamyx to recover soon.

cold jokes

Erm, I found this jokes at the friendster again. I decided to share in my blog. Maybe you read it before but it doesn’t matter. I don’t know whether will I do like this anot???
Scare scare. Anyway it just for relaxing purpose, have a nice weekend, of coz for me also…hehe



A girl asks her boyfriend to come over
Friday
night

and have dinner with her parents. Since this is
such a

big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend
that

after dinner, she would like to go out and make
love

for the first time.

* * * * * * * * *

Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had
sex

before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to
get

some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his
first time and

the pharmacist helps the boy for about an
hour.

He tells the boy everything there is to know >
about condoms and sex.

* * * * * * * * *

At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy
how
many >

condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or
family

pack. The boy insists on the family pack
because
he

thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first
time
and all.

* * * * * * * * *

That night, the boy shows up at the girl's
parents >

house and meets his girlfriend at the door.
"Oh, I'm

so excited for you to meet my parents, come on
in!"

* * * * * * * * *

The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner
table >

where the girl's parents are seated. The boy
quickly

offers to say grace and bows his head.

* * * * * * * * *

A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in
prayer, >

with his head down.

* * * * * * * * *

10 minutes pass, and still no movement from
the
boy.

* * * * * * * * *

Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down,
the

girlfriend leans over and whispers to the

boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this
religious."

* * * * * * * *

The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no
idea
your

father was a pharmacist."

Do check and know clearly bout your partner’s family and life. It is important…..

Again Bodoh but im not the hero!!!!!

Recently my school has a demonstration for peace regarding to the war between israel and dont know where. (i din read newspaper here) There are white cloths as banners along the road from faculty to lecture hall. It was tied at the trees beside the road. It is quite long. I think has more than 20meters.

On the white cloths, written many words and pictures. All about wanting peaceful. No more wars, dont be cruel, others words that similar. There are many signatures on it. It even attracted reporters to come over there to capture the banners with lots of words. Today is their protest. This idiot activity had made me doing double effort to reach my faculty for class. They block the road that is for cars and transform to human usage. Argh!!!!! I had to make a reverse and go a big round in order to reach. (Why i call that idiot activity, i will explain further at below)

Those students are like ninjas and samurais. They are using an orange color cloth tie at their head n wrist part, walking around the school. In my sense, it is stupid. The sunshine is so strong you want me to skip my class to have sunbath with youo? Bull shit!!! (odo they offer a letter for not attending class without any punishment)

As they block the road, no buses are allowed to pass through. Students that not participating in the protest will notable to go for class in time as well. It is because when i was in my microbiology class, there are lesser people compared to last week n my lovely lecturer started her philosophy.

What is the use of white banner out there? It is for students to voice out their feeling and comments. And student of UMS had done something shameful. It dragged down the impression of UMS among other universities. Why she say so? It was because there is a jerk writing below the banner:" My ptptn haven giving me money and how come i help you whereas me myself still waiting for ptptn." OMG, as for me i treat it as a joke, but my lecturer treat is as the dignity of UMS. haihz

The other thing that she mentioned is that why students going for protest? (now i will explain why it is called an idiot activity) They were doing the demonstration because they dont want war. In fact, humans are fighting each other for the best for themselves. They are fightign for reputation, wealth, job, realtion and so on. You are involving in so many wars of yourself and you tell others do not have war? THose who are going for the protest is BODOH!! Even the dean appeared like a ninja!!! LOL

She always seems correct. At the end of the class, she gave us an example of external benefit.

"What you get from this demonstration???"

"External benefit is that you can voice out your ptptn haven bank in yet!!!"

*falling down*

Feel free you can find me

p/s: 1)white blanks boxes is wating you all to fulfil it. please cherish my life.....
2)tutorial class is for one hour me linpeh lazy to separate it....
3)purple and green colour slot is something that i study for next sem...
(in short, sendiri cari susah)

BODOH

One week had passed, again i had been to my microecon class. What I would like to say here not base on examples she gave, but me, myself, the hero in my story. Quite shy when talking bout this. I will never forget the moment she scolded me. WDF!!!

I am known for small handwriting among my friends and lecturers. Those days when I were in school life, teachers had warned me not to be so small. Maybe I correct all, but I might lose marks due to my horrible handwriting. Till today I did the embarrass thing in the public.

Lecturer is calling names on the list one by one. Soon, it reached me. However with the small words and her cheebye fucking eyes, she cant read it. Frankly, my name pronunciation would be : loh wen jian.

‘what name is this, terrible handwriting’

‘len……….len…..len…….’ She kept pn len-ning thing. Oh my god, please my name read as loh not len!!!!!

‘finally she read my whole name : len woi jiun.’

‘apa nama ini? Tak dapat baca pun tulisan dia. Tulisan yang bodoh sekali’

‘siapa ni???’

Slowly I raised up my hand in full embarrassment. I will not be so shy without the woo-ing from the babi malay boys. Making noise beside and make the atmosphere more shy!!!! Celaka!!

That didn’t come to an end yet. There is another second part of this story…….

‘ok fine, give me the answer now’
(Q: Define economic growth)

‘Erm instantly I really cant answer it. Just remain silence’

‘Apa ayng dikatakan oleh PM bahawa setiap tahun Malaysia mempunyai pertumbuhan ekonomi?’
(she try to give me hint)

As she just taught us bout the production possibility curve, sure I related it to that point. Bravely I said:

‘The PPC shifted outwards..’

*laugh8

‘what do u expect a noob in economy understand what you said?’

‘what PPC? Just say the output increases.’

‘mudah pun tak tau, betul –betul bodoh’

Im scratching my head there shouting for help. With all these words I really wanna find a hole and buried my head inside. Doraemon where are you?? I need you!!!!!!!!!!

lesson for girls

Today im teaching another lesson for girls. Boys can quit from reading this if you are not interested. Today lecture will be a short one and you can off soon. It is specially dedicated for girls.

There is always a saying from the Chinese which sounds like this: 男人贪吃贪喝上人当,女人贪吃贪喝上人床. It means that if a boy that always depending on others treat, he will get cheated. On the other hand, if a girl that does the same the final outcome will lose her virginity, although maybe she is not. (please forgive me, as my vocab is limited, hope you can understand what im writing)

I will not focus in boys topic as im a boy. If I describe it so vivid then it proves that im the hero. *wink* There is one thing that I found out is there are more than half of the girls population will share the same feature. I know there will be boys that offering you things or service when you have enough modal to attract them. However the moment you accepting it, do they think before what is the consequences?

They feel happy when there is someone to do the stuff for them. However do you ever heard about unpayable debt. These you cant repay by money. In girls mouth they will not think so as they treat it as gentle behaviour. He is a nice guy to them. Of course I never say that the guy Is not good, but you cant ‘exploiting’ them just because of they are good enough.

Maybe the guy do the favour for you once and they are finding them always just they had started for the first time. Do they know maybe the guy is regretting? Or maybe you plan to repay by your love, then it is ok. It just a progress and not type of exploitation.

Girls, come on. Do your thing by yourself if you can. Others doing the things is by coincident or just by sympathy. Don’t misuse it. Never blame others din help you just because you are a girl. If you are not my friend or closest person, I will give you few slaps. What a cheebye!!!!!


REMEMBER THE PROVERB. IT IS USEFULL.

haihz

Again today I would like to discuss bout human dark side behaviors. You might be finding me having so many grumbles. I had wrote one sentence that, if someone betrays you once is his/her fault, if he/she betrays you twice then it might your fault. Well, this time I am not being betrayed but I have some opinion on people’s thinking.

Humans are so weird. I can understand that everything must have two sides either the positive or negative. It depends on how you treat it. If you treat it as something good then the day you might feel happy. If the other way round it may let you sad for a long period. Quite different right? Something happy will not last long in one’s mind but for bad things it haunts human’s mind.

Human cant be justice always. They might judge something on his/her preference. When others did something that irritates you for first, one will be prejudice on he/she for the future. They never think from the ‘offender’, which the fault might not be he/she. Now, the same thing and same deed is done by his/her friend, however he/she feels nothing bout it and think that it is logical and an undeniable act. I ever imagine that when he/she is doing that kind of same thing, if I questioned his/her, the answer will be ‘so what???’ Human is selfish, as long as he/she get the thing she want, she will be ok what she had did. No matter is by hook or by crook.

Besides this, they would like to taking advantage from others. As long as you have the benefit that he/she wants, he/she will be approaching you. When you are useless, never think that somebody will giving you something in return. You will never get it. Or in other words, I shall say like this. If you are capable in something or you have the most priority in doing that thing, then in his/her mind, you must do it. No matter you need to do a not, it transformed to a must for you.

This kind of thing is often happens among girls as they have the right for keep on nagging boys with their cheebyely fucking mouth. Not only for oral but it kills many boys. Of course I will never practice this and Im quite strict on this. Yes is yes, no is no. There will never be cincai in making my decision. However I cant like those nagging them in reverse. If a boy doing so, I look down him.

Another case is that you are planning some event for yourself and your own friend, sure without myself participating in it. But, she will count you in when she came to a trouble. Not a trouble actually just needing some of your things. (the things can be physically or mentally, as long as she get the benefit). For the guy who doing so is so innocent but still she treat it as natural.

You might seek for help from others which is able to offer some aid but please mind your attitude. Never say something like ordering others. It annoys peoples around. Maybe there will be one who willing to accept your behavior but definitely you cant find it on me. I found it irritating and the response im giving in return is ‘bullshit’. Don’t disturb me. There is one Chinese saying that goes right “人善被人欺”, which means good people will always being bullied.

There is another kind of people that criticizing others when themselves are not good enough even on the point they are arguing. They might request others to share but they will never share. When you are doing something, he/she expect you that you count he/she in your activity. However the inverse, he/she may not doing the same thing. When he/she being asked, he/she will have bundle of reason stating he/she right. Is this call double characteristic?

There is one more situation is that people will follow those who can help he/she. If you are useless never expect he/she will join your network. It is quite obvious when you come into a more competitive society and you will meet all kinds of people around you. Looking how they behave, how they talk how they do things. If you came to living together you will see even more. Its true and don’t think to skip it. If you din learn it now, you will get more pain later. It is the learning process.

p/s: the reality of this story will be judged by readers and im not going to comment..

i know how to swim!!!!

This post is purposely written for dedication. He is not handsome but there are some who say yes, he is short but he attracted somebody, his breast is big but he is fit from some perspective, he is what else??? Oh ya, he is a trustworthy friend sometimes and he speak ‘2 gas’ (义气). My first time was given to him. He let me felt suffocated. Im scared. Eh guys, im not a gay. We were not doing the thing that you are thinking.

What I want to present here is bout my swimming. He was the first lecturer on teaching me swimming. Our lecture hall is Batu Berangkai. It is a famous place where ‘babi hutan’ appears, where many fatal cases happened, where it is rocky, where MDBC gathered during Form 5 and Form 6 life. Seems horrible?? Yeah, it is a waterfall. We played at a lower level of the hill. It is a small pool where it is called ‘Lake Egg”. Later, we proceed to a small pool at a more lower place which we called it “Diving Lake’. Not only swimming but I learned diving from him at waterfall. Of course not like the Olympic jumping from few meters height. I just dare to dive with my head heading down.


Special advertisement for ‘Diving Lake’.

We will not being so plain at the waterfall. The idea of having a barbeque cropped up among mdbc and here we go!!!

The distance I learned swimming is from the crowd to the big rock. Just going through and back.

Nah!!!! This is my lecturer lor!!!! (the guy more handsome when under comparison)

I paid a lot of fees there. Not in monetary terms. I have to pay for my Apollo biscuit sold there, for nasi lemak, and physical damaging. The process of learning diving was suffering as my chest turned red for the whoel part. This was a proof of im not dare enough. Now, where I saw people dive like a flat flat UFO, I giggled!!!! But I never said that im an expert for now.

What inspired me to write this post suddenly?? Not because of no ideas, but today I improved my swimming skills. Mr Eastgod, do you still remember the day we went Stadium Ipoh?? I knew you were terribly boring as you need to accompany me at 1.6m level. I had no guts to follow him to 2m level. I knew the skills like freestyle and ‘frog style’. I can move freely in water. However the point is I don’t know how to stop. Whenever I was blocked in the middle or with the breathe I cant reach to the edge, I swear I will drown there. You are correct, I knew both style but I never know how to stand still in water. That’s the reason I cant go level that is higher than me.

Im willing to learn. I am interested. It just I cant make it so naturally. For me to float on the water, I can but I must be moving or lying.

Mr Eastgod, you need not to worry anymore as I dare enough to swim with you at 2m level from now. Not because I learned it. It is because im so desperate to learn swimming, hence I go to sabah stadium to swim twice a week. The first day of being there I was afraid. There is no pool that is sliding down form 1m to the deepest. The whole pool is 2.1m. I was forced to learn there. Today, I successfully get the timing of swimming ‘frog style’. I can control my breathe and swim for a distance.

Here I would like to say thanks to my lecturer. Without you I will drowned during the first day I reach sabah stadium. When I am back to peninsular, you will see a good swimmer (but not as well as you) and a fit guy.

Erm, im quite envy to those good swimmers especially those who can teach others. You know why? In this case i can invite girls to swim together. If she dont know i still can teach her. (of course expecting some wearing bikini). With the condition i have now, how can i invite others to view my stupid act?? When i improved, i will take the initiative. Girls, wait me ya!!!! *wink*

Confirm????

Again there was one event that i would like to share among here. It indeed so sarcastic to University Malaysia Sabah. It was uttered by lecturer from this uni as well. Due to this, it ,let me feels the truth is there besides among students.

My uni is indeed troublesome not only to students but also lectueres. Once a student asked my lecturer about the comfirmation of class and date. She raised her hand and speaked:"Whenn can i know whether the date and place is confirmed?"

Lecturer replied her without any thinking:" Nothing is confirmed......."

I thought it will just ended there. However she continued with this:" ...in UMS"

"The academic division will changed just with a night advance notice. Your time might change, lecturer will change, everything is not fix. you can found it out during the registration day. So what you want me to confirm with you????"

Well, it was so sarcastic to the admin team of UMS. Luckily it was speaked during hall but not among lecturers. Wahaha!!! Again with this type of good example that pin you down at once, she is no one other than my micro econ lecturer!!!!!!

microeconomy

Microeconomic is what I studied for today. It was my first lecture and the lecturer gave me a deep impression which is positive. She is fat and she was sitting during her teaching. There is one of my friend that said she is impolite and cant do as what she sasid. She is lazy and so on but I feel the other way round. She let me felt that she is an experienced lecturer. The style she teach, she speak she ask all so special, as well as her words used in her conversation.

Well, I had be her first target of whole class as my appearance was so outstanding. Sitting behind the lecture hall at the right wing with a light color cap, I was spotted!!! (sorry no photo available..haihz)

She: economy this word is originate from greek word and what is that??

Me: Lower my head down in silence

She: you learn prinsip econ??

Me: ya

She: you pass it?

Me: ya

Quickly without putting me in deep embarrassment, she gave us the answer, but im terribly shy. Seems I really know nothing. Although I am!!

Here are some of others funny conversation……

Situation1: somebody handphone rang

Wei ah pek (she really use this word ah pek) whats wrong witth your hand phone? Your hand phone no use right? I dun mind if you listen to your call but please go out and don’t disturb the class. When you are talking the whole class is looking at you without looking at my beautiful face!!!

Situation2: example for the phrase opportunity cost

Best thing are less in this world. Good man are less, good woman are less too. When there is scarcity, you have to make a choice, hence you have to forgone the second best thing. Now you found Fatimah and Sarah two good woman, but you only can marry one. So you have to make a choice and forgone the second best. Lets say you choose Fatimah and you have to let go Sarah. She is your opportunity cost. With this opportunity cost, it will cost effect to Sarah!!!! The effect is unknown. Therefore you have to weigh the benefit with cost.

Situation3: second example of opportunity cost.
Tomorrow you have an exam and tonight you have to iron your shirt. You have to take about 20 minutes to iron it. If you iron the shirt you will have less time to study and your grade is low. Therefore for a rational person they will choose to sudy.

Value behind this: When you friend ask you why you din iron your shirt, you should answer like this. “If I iron the shirt, I will lose 5 marks in exam and my grade will drop. So I choose not to iron.”

Situation4: parking

Which you will choose between this 2? A free parking side and a charged parking side? Normally you all choose free right? That’s why you all need to study economy. An economist will not choose a free parking. As they know how to weigh this situation.

A free parking there must be many people rushing in. Because of that 2 ringgit, you have to drive around to find and even fight with others. Shouting here and there just for a unit space. The time you are finding, the petrol you use to drive around, do they weigh that 2 ringgit??

Situation5: money

Nowadays there are no people who talk in term of feeling, practicality, and so on. They weigh things only in monetary term, and economic benefit. Right? Even a small value of money you will get satisfaction from it. For an example, the trolley in supermarket. Why they need to charge you for RM1 to use the trolley? It is to train the consumers discipline themselves. People will push from far, even from car park or so on just to get the RM1 back. Is it worth? It really catches human’s mind.

Situation6: ticket

You have RM20 to spend for your weekend on movie. First case is you lost you RM 10 bills and you only have another RM10 for the ticket. Will you buy? Second case is that You lost you first ticket, will you buy a second ticket?

Normally if I asked this separately, people will only buy second ticket when they lost their bill rather than ticket. However when you think clearly, the economic lost is the same, why people behave so inconsistent??



This lecturer can have al of us die on the spot. She can gave the exact example which let you understand the term. During the time she explaining the example, she have the sense of humor as well. This is what I appreciate much. Before the starting of the class, there are students asking for her signature to add and drop program. The first reply she gave is “ guys who want to drop this program please do it now. This course is for failing the students, is to discourage students from taking economic class, and the main point is im a terrible lecturer. Please drop it now”

Hahah!!! From the book I read recently, the expert for expressing humor will be teasing your own to get others laugh!! She makes it!!! She really makes it!!! *applause*

UMS choice!!

University Malaysia Sabah( In brevity I will use UMS) A nice phrase heard!!! Last year last week, im experiencing the same thing as the junior they were now!! Worrying, panic, don’t know what to do, crying for girls, sleepless for boys. They worried that they had made a wrong decision and this was what I had been before.

When you were asking me whether UMS is a good place for studying or not, im scratching my head, im confused!!!! I did d right or wrong one? For me, I really regret!! There were 9 kamparianz came to sabah this year and there were two of them went labuan UMS branch. However one of them had gone back to sabah after few days suffering during orientation week. Heard from others that she was crying for weeks before she came. If you really felt so hard to leave then why you put this choice in your list? You cant complain on what you had decide. It was deserved!!!

However that is for consoling others but not for myself. I kept on blaming for being so stupid.I had less time with family, less time with mdbc, less time with beloved, less time for doing my things. Even if there was any special occasion I cant go back. The air fare is cheebyely expensive which I am not afford to purchase and ptptn not afford to support. Other than that , the living standard here is high. Everything is expensive. *sigh* 3 years will gone so soon………………………..


I had promised to myself that I will definitely give the first priority for all students that came from my own school SRI KAMPAR. I reserved all my notes and lectures for them, keep them neatly and nicely. I knew the situation when you were helpless in the middle of the ocean. Floating here and there without knowing your direction. There were a crowd there you will be following without differentiating is that you target?

Once I had made decision on subjects depends on my friend and the pointer I get is cheebyely farking low!!! I should select those subject that I am not interested with but easy to score. My advice to junior now is never choose what you like, choose subject that helps your pointer!! These PPIB courses 80% will drag you to death and 20 % to help you. This phenomena is how you arrange your schedule and depends on which you bet on!!!

Now I had experience and it benefits juniors. All of them seeking us for advice which to choose. Which is easy??? Please tick for me and so on. They have all the advantages compare to others!!! So lucky..

I have no hesitation on helping them who are seeking help. Hope that they can go along sabah uni journey smoothly. However I cant go so smooth as them. There are many things in store for me to discover. May god bless me!!

my baby died

Sad sad sad!!!! My loveley low pixel camera finally broke down. It cant continue its journey till i afford to buy a better one. How can i survive without it?? coz of titoki i addicted in taking pictures everywhere. I will take my cam wherever i go. I take pictures whatever i saw, i met, i ate, i did. But now it end with a full-stop.

I had wend around KK city today just to find a shop to repair it. However those celaka only know how to sell an expensice cam to me but not fixing it. Arh!!!! Help!!! Titoki i wanna bite you, you put me in this troublesome situation!!!!

From now on, my blog will be damn dull and full of words but without any picture of mine.... Maybe i will for some old pictures. May god bless me for getting a new one free or i may able to repair the cam myself. Can i???

*helpless*

SURVEY FROM SAB

This is suppose to do at friendster but I think I will do it here better as Im lacking of ideas of my blog. Borrow some topic from there. Hehe!!!

1. Do you know anyone's friendster
password?
> who willing to give me???

2. Do you think ur love life right now will
last long?
> worrying

3. Are u an emotional person?
> depend how you declare the word emotional

4. What the last word you say to your
lover?
> MUACKz

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
> sure but will not last long

6. Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
> many

7. What was the last thing you did?
> pc games

8. Who is right next to you?
> alone

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
> my housemate at sabah

10. How many times was your page been
viewed?
> dunno

11.How's the weather right now?
> DAmn HOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

12.Last person you called today?
> my dear

13. Last person who called you?
> my coursemate

14. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
> Never

15. Smoked?
> never

16. Dumped someone before?
> nope

17. Been really depressed before?
> of cosz

18. Faked being sick to miss school?
> during my form 6 life

19. What time did you wake up today?
> 1pm

20. Current taste?
> ?????

21. Do you like the person who post this?
> no feeling

22. Whar r u wearing?
> t-shirt and sleeping pant

23. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
> NOPeE

24. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
> face-breast-pelvis-leg then overall

25.Where are u now?
> living room

26. What you supposed to do right now?
> eat and shit

27. Where are you 4 years ago?
> Singapore maybe

28. Do you trust people easily?
> I think I am

29. What is your favourite place that
you've been to?
> pulau pangkor

30. What are you listening right now?
> dunno name

31. What you looking forward to?
> graduate and find a good job

32. Ever slap such an annoying person?
> nearly

33. The best moment in your life?
> MDBC life

34. The song that came up lately in your
mind?
> none

35. Gotten sick this month?
> nope

36. Have anything to say to someone?
> I wanna shout out to everyone

World Cup Effects

World cup had came to the end and people from all walks of life had back to normal. There are less people at mamak stall, less people at western café, less people lack of sleep, less people gamble, less people jump from tall building, less people commit suicide, less people spend much more money, the boss less income and the economy of the whole world are degrading. Review on all these, world cup had arose many side effects, be it positive or negative.

However, there are people who describe world cup as our life journey. The qualification match is just like your school life. If you never read well, and you didn’t have the basic skills, what you have that enable you to fit in this competitive world? Just like our country, MxxxxxxA, it will never have the chance to enter this grand occasion. Learn how to walk before you want to run, if not you will be only end up with disappointment and regret.

Later on, you are stepping towards another stage of life. The knockout tournament. Once you reckless you will be kick out of this battle. If you want to take the revenge, train for 4 years more. In real life it is not limited to 4 years and even longer and longer. You will need to have some ‘dirty’ skills but not to use as a weapon to attack just to win the game but is to prevent and protect yourself from the same tactics. Be alert of things around. However you cant just defend all the time. Of course in this case you will never lose but will you win??? Maybe like playing a chess set. You need to learn how to defend and attack at the same time. This only will secure your life.

Now you are at the stage of semi-final. You get all the honor along the way you fight till this stage. However if you lose, the result you get is the same as the first team who lose at the group stage. You only have the name, a virtual thing, but you have toacrifice more thing, more time, more energy, and you are back to your original state. Wait again for 4 years. Since you reached the level, do all your best to your target. Never stop half way or satisfied with what you have. Nobody will know which team is first runner-up or second runner-up. Keep on your good job and require for improvement. If you never do so, yup you can obtain highest honor for the moment but you will soon be covered by those people who never satisfy with their achievements.

Nobody knows who will be the last winner if it never reach the end. Many people guess and buy france will pick the cup, but the result is the reverse. You find that there are many obstacles along your way. They stop you from moving further. Never give up. Who knows who will be the winner at last??? There are somebody who say that those who did bad things will end up bad. Same for the france and italy match. France team acting at the penalty area that lets referee give them a penalty shoot. Because of this shoot out that make them draw till the extra time. At last, france still lose at the penalty shoot out period with 3 over 5. Izit deserved? Nobody knows……

Never give up and satisfy till the day you die

gangsterism

What do you think if you saw this type of pictures? When im looking back at my face I found it horrible also. It scared me away. However the cherish thing I get from this was I tricked titoki successfully!!!!

Titoki: what happen to your face?

Me: just now im driving and accidentally knocked others car. Unfortunately they are gangster and they hit me continuously till my face look like this!!! (pity face beg for sympathy)

Titoki: huh really?? So now how?? You serious???

Me: just like this, other part nothing.

Titoki: then how bout the car??

Me: I think still can drive back home waiting your dad

Titoki: y like this? Be carefull next time.

Me: k!!

Me: you really believe in me da??

Titoki: y not?

Me: nola just im undergoing a treatment for my zits just now. It is called sucking treatment.

I burst into laughter!!! How come she will believe. At this same moment, the ‘offender’ came. She kept on saying sorry for making my face like this. She guarantee that it will lost after some days. Haihz what I can do within this few days???? Arh!!! Paiseh going out but im forced to.

It was done by a machine. Before that the girl will using something like mechanical pen with a needle in the middle pricking my pimples. Then she used a machine to suck all my dirty blood and pus. It get me painful and geli and …… difficult to describe. The feeling was syok!!!!!

Try it out some day if your face is just like me or only one pimples. There were many girls heading here undergo this treatment. Really effective!!!! I done thrice.

registration day

10/7, again I experienced the bad day along this year. It was my registration day. Coincidently it was hold the same day with World Cup final match. My housemate were urging me to watch it outside at about 1 am. However the very morning I need to wake up at 7 am. Do you think I will sacrifice my precious time to watch something that I am not interested? I prefer sleep. IF I really wanna know bout the match, why not I just download it? Right?? Those were stupid who watch it at midnight.

Even though Im not watching the match and I sleep around 3am but Im still feeling very sleepy during my waiting time at uni. Those farkers really more stupid than pigs. They are really idiot. Once an idiot, whole life an idiot. Never change.

When I reached the registration hall, it was a long queue already. The place Im waiting, maybe not, I should say the place im sunbathing was terribly hot. Im sweating profusely. Finally there was one ‘nice’ person that separate us to two sided queue to avoid us get fainted under the sun.. Wow it sounds great and my queue suddenly reduced tremendously. I was able to wait under a shelter. Phew, in front of me maximum I guess only 20 students to until my turn to enter the hall.

This time the idiot came out. He told us to make the queue one side in order to smoothen the procedure. He chased us away to follow another side of queuing. There were much more people there as the new comers all queue at that side. In a short time I was pushed till the last place which I think in front of me will have more than hundred person. Shit!!! JIBAI!!!!

We were not so angry at that moment until he came out with a word that really annoyed all of us. He really din scared tomorrow he will not working here anymore. He should be in the hospital.

We were blaming to him that we queue for a long time and it was your man that instrsut us to be like this. Now about to reach you tell us to leave???

He replied with this three word: ‘ Saya tak kisah!’ (I dun mind)

This was an irresponsible act. If you dun mind why should we listen? If you slow down the procedure, you will get into trouble as well. Haihz!!! At last we were forced to obey. Finally, I back home and watch 2 episode movie and had a bath, I strike again. Standing from one till five but to no avail. Eating lemon after waiting like an idiot and squeezed like tuna in sandwich. The whole day waiting gave me nothing in return. I head back with full disappointment and anger.

When im about to bath, my housemate receive a call and said that the registration was still on. Without hesitation I rush back to uni and fight for it. It just like a battle. If you lose, you will get in trouble. FUCK!!! At last, I entered the hall. I was the last five. Thanks to my housemate motorcycle riding skill. Without you, I will not able to reach before time. *haha* After this, my mood totally different. From the bottom to the top. WAKAKA!!!!!!
UMS = University Menyusahkan Pelajar.

Its definitely true!!! The system never change better but to the worse. Haihz. Feel sad for those working at the academic division. Amithaba………. XIn Joi Xin Joi

know more bout me???

This you should do when you are in damn bored and express yourself to others....

1] Is there someone who you like at the
moment?
> yup 

2] Have you ever given or been given
roses?
> yea..but I never get one

3] What is your all time favorite romance
movie?
> I hate this

4] How many times can you honestly say
you've been in love?
> ermm…..only one

5] Do you believe that everyone has a
soul-mate?
> yea..there must be someone around you can count on

6] Do you think that you should become
friends with someone first?
> by fate

7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
> many times

8] What do you think about long-distance
relationships?
> DANGER

9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
> cheating

10] Would you rather date someone five years
older or five years younger?
> older definitely not but younger I only accept max 3 years

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
> sure

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once
a cheater always a cheater"?
> depends

13] How many kids do you want to have?
> 2gal 2 boy

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong
guy/girl or the right guy/girl?
> still don’t know yet

15.what is your favourite colour?
> blue

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
> geli

17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> ermm….. maybe

18] Are you the one who makes the move
or do you wait for them to make the move?
> I will make the move

19] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just
died, would you remarry?
> no more energy and money

20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
> nope..

21] At what age did you start noticing the
opposite/same sex?
> when I know bout sex

22] What song do you want played as you
walk down the aisle?
> soft music

NO TITLE

From the bulettin i read from friendster i found these sentences meaningfull and it is on the point. We need to get know of it and learn from it.....

Here it goes....


Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.


Anger is only one letter short of danger

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.




He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

my sister (kai jie)

When im reading this post about me myself I feel both happy and sob. Happy is that my sis still remember to have me this brother and sobbing is for we cant meet each other for once.

Strictly speaking, for me myself I also forgot the day we met and how we build our relationship till sister and brother. She did quite take care of me when I was in secondary school. Definitely I still remember the day you ‘push’ me from the lowest PSP (Penyelaras Sesi Petang) till the vice president of prefect board. In fact I really disappointed for not being the president of the board. I felt that I was capable and among those who short-listed, I was the best. Recall the time my sister came to me, she tried to explain the reason why. Erm maybe not explain but asking my feeling.

She: You know why you cant get the post?

Me: Not really but I think I got a pro.

She: Whats that??

Me: Im not so suitable in human resource arrangement.

She: Ya, you also notice that.

Me: I think one more which is I will put my effort more on my Uniform unit. I will neglect prefect board when they come to a function that holds on the same time.

She: Since you know it then, I more relief.

I quite satisfied with the post I get as my duty was more on students discipline, and I had full power on this side. Others all to be discuss during a meeting. On the other hand, being a president, she need to deal much more time with the admin. This was so troublesome. Hence I love the post most.

Other than formal duty, informally we also had came out to chit chat!! I appreciate her concern bout me and every thing she had gave and helped me. If she read this I hope she will drop me a call and pay me a visit at Sabah. *haha*


‘kai jie miss u la..’

cheated

Arh!!!!! I was cheated by my mom!!!

She was changing her speaking way and talked kindly to me:

‘Hey son, Im not looking for an argue but I really hope that you can make your hair not so sharp in colour. Just give it a bit colour is ok. I asked your hairstyler(behind my house). they say can wash my haor again to make it dim in colour.

Seems she say like this so I just obey her and head for them.

When my hair was under ‘repairing’, my mom went over to me here and chat with my hair styler. She said ‘ just left some colour is ok not too sharp’

When I heard this I felt nothing and thought that she really permit me to have some colour. However when times goes on I found that the hair styler dyed my hair almost all black. If it was without sun shine you will never see colour on my head. OH shit!!!!’

I knew I was cheated and that was the way my mom to get me re-dye my hair. I swore I will never get cheated in this way anymore. HNG!!!!!

ARHGHHGHGHGHGHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

summary

Two months had passed just like the time I shit. So fast and uncontrollably. Tomorrow I will be leaving this lovely hometown. Probably the town will be dead for half years (minimum) due to the absence of mine. It might be next year when I back(maximum). It depends on how the promoters of air asia and the administrator of UMS. Their ‘compromise’ had made me no more confidence on them.

Hereby is my summary of the ‘good’ deeds I had done during these two months.

1) Helping my relatives at KL for two weeks
2) Dating my girl
3) Keep my family in company
4) Drink tea with MDBC(almost every night)
5) Drink tea with other normal friends
6) Eating pizza for twice
7) Memorable Langkawi trip with MDBC
8) Watching movie
9) Sleep more than 12 hours per day
10) Dota-ing
11) Karaoke at K-box twice
12) Swim at stadium once
13) Basketball everyday (My body weight reduces 5kg)
14) Eating tauge chicken at ipoh once
15) Watching movie in cinema(Over the hedge, X-men, Tokyo drift, Cars)
16) Blood donation

Before im coming back I had plan to have a part time job here but finally I cant keep this promise to myself and im parasite-ing in my family. *paiseh* Maybe among the list the only useful thing you found is the last item.

See you all at Sabah loo!!!!

MEME

I've been tagged by this miss titoki and therefore i have to submit this for her.

Here's the meme:-

Four jobs I would stink at:
1. Lawyer
(I know I have the ability of arguing but I cant bear the process of learning which is need me to memorise the history, the dead people story)
2. Teacher/lecturer
(With the temper I had, im sure I will on tomorrow papers headline.)
3. Waiter
(I had experienced it, I hate their job scope. Always customer right attitude made me crazy)
4. Nurse
(Im a St.John member and I learn the home-nursing skill. But the most scary is not blood but all the shitty things.)

Four pretend nicknames I have made up for myself:
1. Wjiann (normally used)
2. Vincent (for those who just know me, especially those hi-bye friend)
3. Black face Justice Bao (made when I was the vice president of prefect board)
4. NOOB ( Just for dota usage)

Four movies I have watched over and over (and did not fall asleep):
1. Triumph and Trio show
(I do not love the games but I like the actors face expression and words.)
2. Detective Conan
(I would like to have the same ability with him!!!)
3. Movies of Stephen Chow
(It indeed funny for every movie he had involved in)
4. Doraemon
(Im wondering in some particular part of the world, will it have this???)

4 Things I love to do on weekends:
1. Movies.
2. Hang out with MDBC.
3. Relaxing activities
4. DOTA

Alcoholic beverages I've enjoyed:
1. All type of alcoholic drinks. (but I prefer those with more than 40%alcohol level)

4 celebrities I would go on a Big Date with:
At the moment Charmaine Sheh will be th only one

Four things I could not live without (excluding the essentials):
1. My wallet.
2. My handphone.
3. My keys.
4. My camera.

Four of my favourite foods, whom I'd like to bon appetite with:
Im not so fussy bout food. As long as it suits me I will eat and no special interest.

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. Isolated island
2. Disneyland.
3. My house.
4. Batu berangkai (waterfall).

This troubling me now

Sometimes I quite jealous of those families that have endless topic with their children and they can share all their good and bad throughout the whole family. They can accept new things that enable them to communicate with their children well. They are no generation gap among them.

They are even parents that can match their children mind easily. Sometimes they chat about girls, movies, friends, inner-self, and even sexual!! They are just so open-minded to be!! As for me I have no chance to try on this. My family had been so stubborn since I was born. They are using their system when the oldies were sung, when Teressa Tang still alive, when they were teenagers, to restrict me. OMG and WDF!!!!

I don’t like to be put under surveillance. I like freedom and I like a warm and without generation gap family. Izit so difficult? This is the main point that mould me to be rebellion. This thing cant come by nature and it was forced by the situation around!! From the day i start my form 3 life, I never listen to their fucking comments and ideas. I wont care what they are scolding as long as I feel it correct!!

10 things that I hope to come true

1) chat freely with my family
2) tell them my inner side
3) tell them my willing
4) my parents can listen to opinion
5) step out from the conservative minded.
6) they can accept new concepts
7) allow me to do my own things without any disturbance from them
8) support in my decision
9) encourage me
10) give me usable ideas and comments

You must be curious why I will write such a blog. Not on imagination but its true. It indeed happen something that make me had such a courage to write this.


Dyeing is a common thing and even those who were aunties and grandma still practicing. They have children and their children are smart too. Since even elders level people still doing, needless to say for those teenagers. It is a trendy and very common thing. Right? Maybe the main point is I am still under-graduate. I did my hair-dyeing yesterday and it looks sharp in colour. It’s a combination of orange and red colour. (red as the base) I a bit regret also as it really looks so sharp and im worry a bit during my registration.

I dyed my hair in scatteration and my mom did criticize on my hair. If it just comment on the colour or the pattern, I can accept. However, she was just kept on mumbling the whole day. Stating I should not dyed my hair as I was a student and Im going to university soon. It just in a week time. She said that I just like a rogue or hooligan who practicing those immoral behaviours. It is the matter of her attitude and way of speaking but not the content itself.

I admit about her criticizing. I never admit that I look like a student and I never believe that if you look like a student then you are smart and you are a good student. I din care bout my appearance whether izit good or bad. As long as I like it and I enjoy it. Is you a student not depends on your hair-style or clothes fashion, but the knowledge inside you. If you speak politely or kindly, you can show our knowledge to others. Who cares?????

Now, my mom is troubling my mind as when looked at me she will only reply me with a sigh!!! Haihz!!!!!! What to do? What can I do to change her mind???

Relevant comments and ideas are welcomed on my comment box!!!!

Pig Song

This is a nice song and you need to listen and open your speaker loud. Share this song to all pressured people and have a joy on it!!!

Who is interest please click here.

(i get this through friendster, quite funny in my opinion)

possession

Is possession an angel or a devil? It can be very nice and it can be detrimental. Depends how you treat it. You can analogue it as friend or enemy. It might hurts and it might help!!!

If you possess a thing by your own will, then you will appreciate it to utmost. You will never let it go and you treat it well without any defectives. Maybe I give an example of money. When you get the money directly or indirectly by your parents, you will never learn to save it. It is just like a pipe with the water flowing non-stop. It is very easy to get the money. Just go to the nearby atm machine and you will get your wish come true, even girls!

Compare to those who earn the money all by himself/herself, they will become ‘stingy’. I put it in inverted comma because they are not really stingy but they will plan and think thrice before they act. It is a good practice as now we are just students. In our life they are many stages to go. When you work, you have your own family, you have your grandson, you have your assets, you old, and you die!!! Sometimes I hate those people that use much of money of their family when they are still dependant to their parents.

However they is a bad thing in the word of possession. When the time to let go arrive, you will have the hard feeling to let go. Even it belongs to you for just a short period, you will only feel sad for losing it. The thing might comes to you without spending any penny, you still feel the same. Maybe it is the natural behavior of human beings. Humans’ mind are fragile. They are easily get hurt by some virtual things such as love relation.

If the thing never comes to you, it is different. Compare to the situation that you get it and lose it with you never get it, what do you feel?? The decision is difficult to make. Why? Why human are to be blessed to have these features? As for me, I prefer I never never never get it before and it is not hurt as imagined!!!!

value behind story: think thrice before you act!!1