camping

This weekend I’ll be going to a st john camp for 3 days 2 nights. With the poor stamina I have now, I really wonder whether I can support during the camp anot. As an instructor in the camp, I have to follow up throughout the whole camp with my group members. I have to sleep later than them, but also wake earlier than them.

Many friends asked me that why since secondary school, I still follow up such things? They asked me wont I feel fed up with this? I curious to myself, why I still have such an interest to them where I know none of them. 5 years never march, never touch on first aid.

They further asked should I pay for it? Of course I need. Even my relatives scolded me for being so stupid. Pay an amount to torture myself. Eat something bad, sleepless and so on.

However maybe during my form 1 time, I participated in such a training camp organized by my school division. All the incidents were deep etched in my mind and perhaps this reason keep my heart going on to make this camp a success. I hope I can teach them what I learned, what I faced, what I encountered.

I did back to the division meeting to have some earlier observation bout the members nowadays and I found out that not only their foot drill is like shit, but the worst is their discipline. Compared to my days, all these scene wont happen at all. My first target for this camp is to rebuild their discipline and the enthusiasm towards st john.

Youngsters nowadays are over pampered by their family. Once they heard that it is a training camp, all of them refuse to enter. The strongest reason they gave, either parents not allow, or have trip with family. Since this is not a private organization and it still under school supervision. Once they say so, we have no way to ascertain the facticity. SOB!!!!!!!!

Till now, there are only 45 campers and committee members are around 30. You can see the ratio of campers to committee. Although the number of campers is damn low, but I still hope it will be a success.

May god bless me wont faint in the camp, due to my poor stamina. LOL

trouble

Trouble – something unavoidable for everyone who live in community, something which can spoil one’s mind, something which can undermine one’s thinking. It is a detrimental and something which human wish to get rid of.

However, wherever there are human beings, there will be trouble. No need to be in large number, no need in a population, or even those under same roof. Due to a simple reason, no persons are perfectly match in this world even for twins, there will be conflict for just two persons.

Don’t think that I having some sort of problem with my family, but just a trope. Wont you agree with this? No matter how close the 2 persons are, there still occur some unhappy events. You might see from the surface that they are so friendly to each other and have so many common topics, who know will there any thorns inside their hearts?

You might empty your mind from the materialistic life, those nabobism, relationship, love, and even those adverse competitive advantage, but can you control others think the same with you? No people is totally tolerable to anyone, anything. That’s why we always say, never believe in people, except yourselves.

I think if you really wanna get rid from trouble, set sail to those isolated isles to have your own life. Everything by yourselves, and there will be no conflict at all.

So please don’t nagging that you are being annoyed and so on. Coz this is something unavoidable, so why not overcome it? There are friends who like to chat with others bout their own problems, but for me I wont. Why?

1 – listener cant help
2 – facticity f the case will be twisted when it was spread out
3 – another trouble will arise which is the listener’s advices and ideas

In my mind, for those who are really close enough, they can sense it and automatically, they will come to you and show their concern. Maybe different people different thinking.

Once my mom asked me among so many friends, who is my best friend? She pointed out some name and I pondering there, in fact all of them aren’t. I told my mom that I have a lots of friends, but best friend I think so far I still cant find.
Trouble – something unavoidable for everyone who live in community, something which can spoil one’s mind, something which can undermine one’s thinking. It is a detrimental and something which human wish to get rid of.

positive or negative serves you?

What is the real factor that influences human thinking? Instead of external factors, internal factors have a bigger pie. Just like what the elders said, everything has two sides. The matter is where are you standing? Which angle are you looking at?

Due to the differences, there exist two types of person who are the optimistic and the pessimistic. Never be too stubborn on certain issues of thinking. Try to hear more from people around and you might learn more from that. My ‘economic’ theory is why cant you compare the utility lost of being so sad with the utility obtained where you enjoy the thing.

Pessimistic person will take the world’s weigh on their shoulder. Thinking that only their problems matters. Enlarge your vision, enhance your hearing, we are just a minute object in the world. Every people will have ups and downs, but as the time goes by, the thing settled. My meaning here is not doing nothing and let the time be the only remedy. Think, is a negative way helps? Or a positive way?

Remember one thing, thing changes better when you approach it with an open mind. Human with a narrow mind, will just think that others are barking and contributing nothing to you. I agree with one principle, never act too smart in the community and be a normal person. In such a case only you can learn.

I start thinking now, luckily I can be in good taste. I just a 20+ years old guy and there are years for me to leave this fabulous world. More and more pounds are going to ride on my shoulder. If I din learn to let go, how can I survive for another decades?

A smile a day, and a smile to everything. The sky still blue!

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what value i have?????

Few weeks ago, one of MDBC members came to my house to have a simple chat with the name of visiting me once he back from university. Suddenly, we talk bout talent, skills and also attractions which can be found on ourselves.

As the saying goes “天生我才必有用”, everyone must have one talented skill with your born. It’s the matter of who, what, where, when, how to discover your talent and further reinforce it. After a long chat, I found that this phrase is just suitable to comfort ppl when they were sad and pessimistic. Of course there are those who were talented but not everyone.

Actually what we talk during this conversation? He asked me, what talent do you think that you have in you no matter inner or outer- self?

*pondering*

He further questioned me, what will you think that you will do in the future or any skills learned that can make a great coup?

*self-valuing*

From outer side,

- my appearance is damn not in trend, and with the idiot beast look (fail)
- my body figure?? Looks great but soft like taufu when touched (fail)
- handsome? I admit im a beast cause beauty and the beast!! (fail)

From inner side,

- tolerable and understanding?? I think those who live with me will know my temper (fail)
- hardworking and innovative?? Ya, but only at the game side. (fail)
- optimistic and cheerful??? Sometimes I just don’t want to be in such a bad condition and stab my thigh in room. (fail)
- generous and nvr haggle over every ounce? To some people will, but not all. (fail)

From knowledge,

- am I smart? There are many better than me!! (fail)
- I know everything? For your info I have no interest at all on sports, entertainments, current affairs, academics, technology and so on so forth. (fail)

From academic,

This cant elaborate from point form as it need to be explained in a time line. Since first year I entered st john, after contact more with first aid and body structure, my first ambition was doctor. However, when I was Form 4 where biology and physics were taught, I found that my memorization for biological terms and usage was really poor, hence my ambition changed to engineer.
Now was Form 6 time, and biology need not to be studied and just focus on physics, I found its toughness equivalence to biology. Finally the only part I did excellence was just mathematics. All my eight choices for entering university were all maths based. For that time I really quite confident with my maths as from child till now my sense of maths is quite strong. I get solid A for every maths paper and even the one and only one A for STPM was maths as well.

Its in the university and there are always people who did much better than me. So final conclusion is I still a super ordinary and cant work out something perfectly justifiable. Haha mayb im too ambitious right now, and not everybody should do something great in their life, so just let it be lo…

Till the end, I still not talented with any…………….. zero value!!!! Haihz!

Kampar's Glory!!!!!!!!!!

Recalled the last time where Kampar be in the newspaper would be the big fire incident near WahLoong factory area. It was written at the last page with pictures as descriptions. What I said for last time was, it was impossible that Kampar could be in newspaper for good thing.

However years after that, finally Kampar came up with something good and nice to keep in memory. Remember the Super Trio Show? One of the hosts – 钱嘉乐 came to Kampar filming! In local newspapers, this news was illustrated for few days, and even the entertainment edition advertised bout it.

It was a bout a action film named Kinta 1881 which brings us back to the life at around 1881. Those people who still earn from tin mining, opium consuming and so on. Just like those movies we saw nowadays bout previous life. They chose Kampar as their scene as here we had the most historical buildings which suits their story. Furthermore, village located nearby, (SEK) has a lots of lakes which were abandoned after long time tin mining. They need these lakes as the tin mining scene.

They decorated the scene one day before and the helpers worked whole night to finish it. Those things displayed seems like bringing us return to the ancients..









The day they started filming attracted most of the local residents to view钱嘉乐’s mien. Even though the aunties still attracted by him, yelling 掌门人 (in Cantonese). And he even posing to let us capture his photos.







This slot has a lots of ‘ke le fe’ from local students. Most of them I recognized and even my friend’s parents also in the film. For those who act passerby earned RM100 per day and those who need to be punched earned RM200 per day. Many ah pek ah po also hired for the film.

small clown

These two days were public holiday and all my relatives were back. A small girl who is my neighbour was called to my house to have fun. My uncles all treated him like a clown and 'taught' her 大筋斗.

Lets see what she learned!!!!

the end

30/4/2007, as I felt the same pain as previous condition, hence I re-visit my dr in the morning. In my mind I just worrying one thing. Will I be operated once again? I don’t want be in the hospital again. I will have phobia if it was so!!

Luckily my dr said that mine is normal pain and his advice to me was to do more exercise on my right leg. Try lift it higher every night before I sleep. He further gave me painkiller for my leg.

On that day as well, nurses removed the string on my wound after ‘mending’ during the operation. Interest to view my wound please click here!!! (not very clear actually just a line)

p/s: thanks to all friends who had visited me during my recuperating period and also loumun for fetching me so many times as well as those who did sms-ed me! Thz fo all the concerns.

To mdbc’s- soon I can join your activities, do let me know!!! LOL


-----------------------------that’s the end for my operation-------------------

tomb-sweeping day

Since I graduate from form 6, I had been 3 years never been to this tomb-sweeping day. In fact I love this festival much more than others. I enjoy hiking up the small hill finding my ancestors’ graves and clearing up all the weeds. Carrying those heavy tools such as hoes, shovels, scissors and so on. For girls, will be holding those nether world’s money.

Every year, my relatives will be coming back for it and this festival is quite important among those 24’s Chinese festivals. Sad to note that, after form 6 I worked at Singapore as a waiter and definitely no dayoff on that day. For the second and third time, I was at Sabah and hence it was more impossible for me to back as that period was around my exam date!

Early in the morning at around 6am, every family had to depart as there will be a massive traffic jam near the graveyard. Since every family at least has few ancestors had to pray, hence they had to set off early.



Before praying our own ancestors, we had to enter a temple named 大伯公亭. This place is in a great burning incense. An unverified story handed down from earlier times, those immortal inside are the protectors of the graveyard. To climb the hill, we should pray them or else we will fall down throughout the track. Well, pray more wont suffer losses. Y not doing it??



My family was burning those nether world’s money to my ancestors after clearing up the tomb and praying ceremony.



Imagine if I was in the incense, I would be end up crying!!!



Actually I found out that this was a fun. However I have to wait 2 years more to be able participate in it as next year will be my final year at Sabah. Year after next I will be able to be in the gang!!! LOL