ME Gathering NIght

Besides Ipoh 2 in 1 restaurant, I haven tried other steamboat buffet at somewhere else. At Sabah I tried one last year but that was just a bowl for steaming but no frying. Now, here I been was quite popular in KK, named Kampung Nelayan. Inside this ‘village’ there are three shops, we chose Putera!!! Background you can check in my previous post.

I always hoping that there will be some sort of gathering for my coursemate as I saw many other courses had such event regularly. Be it a simple lunch or dinner at school or a trip. I envy them so much for being so close with their coursemates. Thanks to Caryn and Sue Shyen (the organizers) that realized my dream. LOL!!!

Below are some group photos and some funny thg!!





















Since the night still young, and we never planned to return so early. Initial plan was going to have a movie, and then a drink. Unfortunately, there was no any interesting movie on screen at that period. So pitiful were we. Wasted a chance where all of us can gather. Later on we went to the nearest beach in KK –Tanjung Aru.

You can see how speedy was the wind, and how nice the feel chatting there!!!!!







That was not the end of the story. We still have the third destination!!! We decided to go tohave some hard drinks to relax ourselves. This lounge is quite famous around KK – Upperstar











The forth destination is again around the sea…but this is not a beach, but is the port.





We enjoyed the night until wee hours 4am!!! Quite nice the feeling, I would prefer to have it again once in a month….LOL

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Next Coming Post

The organizers...........

无题

In this world, are there any persons who can help people, think for other fully from their heart without any motives? Izit for one to do a simple thing there must be a solid reason? I remembered that I wrote a post on ‘斤斤计较’, people always thinks for themselves before others. We should be calculative over everything, however does it need to be depending on situation?

During this long semester break when June, I participated in division camp as an instructor for the team. Or in other words can be said as the facilitator. The members are all younger than or is from form 3 students. In any activity, I taught the leader to well organize and give planning for the team as well as giving a full report. I need them to settle thing within a time period and what I want is the result. For any consequences, be it positive or negative, I would force the whole team to bear.

Due to the hierarchy and my superior power, they have to follow my words and any punishment from me. I can observe in the team that there are some who are selfish enough and there are part of them who can cover others fault. What I want to instill inside is the teamwork. We are not living in a lonely world, not on an idle island. To make a thing success, one’s effort is not enough and if problem occurs share it togeder!!! Dint we learn physics?? If wee share the burden horizontally, each who take the force is lesser??? I think need not me to show the formula or any calculation.

Just for a simple example, during their meal, they cant have any dishes left on the table. No matter how full they are, how unwilling you are in finishing it, you have to do it, otherwise the whole team will get the punishment. Although I saw their face was in torment, but that is the way I want them to learn. A team of 12 members cant just finish a plate? Impossible. What I want is just everyone have a bite, the thing is settle. What is so hard behind this? It is the value behind them.

However, this type of person really hard to find in my network. If I can really find one who can share my happiness as well as the problem I encountered, I do appreciate him/her. Instead, the opposite way of people does exist around me. No matter what decision we made, there must be a problem associated with it. Everything is balance in this world. When you are happy over something you did, there must be some who taking the sadness behind.

No people will take the responsibility if they can skip it. Why they need to put themselves in fire where in fact they need not to be. And you might feel it wrong. My friend and coursemate also calling me ‘dai lou’, but then it seems just a name for a person who taking all the responsibilities. What is so nice of it?

Even I want to cultivate the value to them, its too late. Not for me but to them. A 22 years old person, will them change their value in them just coz of a meaningless guy like me? It definitely cant work. The result is just I take it, I swallow it, and I write it here.

Another value that I hope everyone can adopt is planning. Im din mean that you have to learn management as me, but at least do thing well organized. If you are not capable on doing so, leave it to others or give up. There is no point drag it till the last moment and you pass the ‘ball’ to others to solve the problem. Even though you want to do so, please mind your attitude. Right? People are willing to help sometimes, but they quite mind of how the way you speak to them. Maybe my way of doing stuff quite different with others and they might not match or cooperate with me. What I want is a clear stand and not on the fence depending the wind. As we are adults, we get IC, we after 21 years old, we can make decision over ourselves. We belong to us, why need depend others?

I quite fed up when I act like begging others, in fact im asking them the same thing repeatedly. That’s the pain of an organizer. Im not doing a huge project, but just a small thing, you can see their behaviours as it reflects on their attitude.

There is a phrase saying that, make yourself perfect before you asking others to do so. I admit im not a perfect or ideal guy, but at least im clear with my stand. It might be hurting some people, but that’s my way. I cant stop it. We should not be hypocrite right?

p/s: hopefully this post wont take any offense to others, it just my viewpoint.

23/09/2007

23/09 is a familiar date to me. Nothing special, but it just my birthday. From secondary school, I ady never anticipate any present for my birthday and I ady never treat it as a must during birthday. As for me, what I wish to do during my birthday is to relax and there is somebody around to chit chat. It just a simple thing. A present, or a cake is just an extra ‘decoration’ to my day.

Years before I enter university, I have mdbc to celebrate with me. Just to crazy a night, or an excuse for all of us to go out late at night. That is their best reason for telling parents to paint the town red. Since I entered university, there is another group of friends celebrating with me. I still appreciate it so much, coz it can group people together and relax their mind.

This year, 23/09/2007, I didn’t celebrate my birthday. A simple reason mentioned in my previous post, and my display message for that period. It’s the critical time for us to summarize our work for viva as well as to cope with other stressing assignments. The birthday night of mine, I still face my laptop, doing a mock viva to myself repeatedly, while writing my resume. Ya, its resume, soon I have to go for industry training. My housemate just simply gave me a cake, a present, and a birthday song. Everybody is busy at that moment, and I didn’t hope for any action taken towards my birthday. Hence, thanks to them.

My present and cakes for this year:







I didn’t take serious attention to my birthday as I thought that I have it every year. Even though I miss a year, I still can have next year. After I watch the series ‘fathers and sons’, there is a part saying that for those aged parents, every birthday is quite important as we wont know how many years we can celebrate with them. Their birthday means that their life is minus by one. They have a year less to live in this world. Fellow readers never misunderstand that im referring to myself, but it just reflect my feeling. Although we are still young, however the birthday every year is different. How many years can we capture as a memory to ourselves? So all of us appreciate our birthday nicely every year. No matter how busy you are!!!

‘Fathers and sons’ this movie, i rated it as high. The story line is good. Nowadays less people that pay heed to father’s existence. They more to their mother neglecting father as he is the one who always work outside to support you and the family. But nobody remembers him. Why I have such a deep feeling? Maybe it is because my relationship with my father is not as good as others. I always wonder can I really be a good father where I hope my father to be? I have requirement to my dad, but can I make it the same to my son? Hahaha, it seems too early to talk bout this!!!

Another question is, according to this movie, one’s wealth is not assessed by the financial position, but is how many friends and family members he/she has. So friends, am I a beggar, normal, millionaire or billionaire???????

GB

What the meaning of GB? Good Boy?? Gigabyte? Great Britain? Or Good Bye? All wrong. If you do play games, you will often heard about Gang Bang.

For a vivid example, in dota, when you are being attacked for more than one heros, then you are being gang bang-ed. For online games, when you are facing the MVP, you are being gang bang-ed with the small monster around. The taste of gang band or being gang bang-ed is different. You found yourself so happy if you successfully gang bang a hero (means kill it). However teh other way round, if you are the one being gang bang-ed, you will only able to say one word. --------------->>>>>>>>>>>> DIU!!!!!!

This coming Monday, it is my turn being gang bang-ed. Not in dota, not in games. It is in academic field. There is no other alternatives for choosing gangbang or be the one gang bang-ed. Im the only one being shot, being tortured, being torn, being killed. Not using weapon, not using cannon, not using bomb, but using words of mouth. Thats a dreadful weapon in the world. It can determine the country dead of life.

No need to think so much, actually it is just my viva for project I and there will be four panel in one room. I will be presented my work in 10 minutes and Q&A for 5 minutes. (normally more than that) If im presenting to my own supervisor, of course i wont be so afraid of, however now i haven know who are the panel for my room. Among the lecturers in my course, there are 2 people that i fear the most as they are the experts in statistic. Im doing a new thing which i never learn it before except reading by my own. The prof would definitely ask bout the details of the method and that is the thing i fear the most. I know what is it, i know how to run in SPSS, i know what it is all about. Haihz................

You can see this phrase in primary school to encourage the children: "Practice makes perfect". In my case, it is not a matter of practicing anot. I play dota and im the one who always being gang bang-ed. I know the taste of being the victim. Haihz, even during my birthday i have to prepare for my viva and no time to rest. Hopefully i still have the mood to spend the Mooncake Festival on Tuesday. If my body still complete.

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22/09/07
3.09am

SI Unit

SI unit is the international standardized unit for measurement. For example weight is g, pressure is Pa and so on. Im not sure whether am i right for the two examples mentioned. However i would like to find in the 'dictionary' of SI standards, what is the unit for mood? How can we measure it?

Some will say very good mood, or no mood. SO how high the mood u have and how low the mood you getting with? IT is so virtual and unpredictable. Of course it can be influenced by external factors and internal factors. External factors might be seeing or receiving thgs u dislike. Or even simply ur fren'ss action, or ur fren's word will bring your mood to the abyss? Internal factors might be pressure, boringness and so on.And the moment of writing this post, i dunno wat is the level of my mood.

The interesting part is during my daily life, my mood can fluctuate dramatically. I can be very crazy and very down for no reason. When Im crazy, i will go around and kacau people. I will say nonsense, talk something that i understand but others not. I will sing, i will cant sit still. However, when im down, i will not bother whoever talking to me. I will react so cold to them. No wonder what is the matter they want to talk to me. When the mood is dropped, it is hard to pull it up to the normal level.

Recently, all the people around me also have a fluctuation function of the mood. Never never kacau them without any reason. AS i will get scolded or shot innocently. Piles of assignments and works are coming. It is impossible to have a harmonize among lecturers on giving works, but then it is possible for them to assign works simultaneously. And this often have a high probability.

Mood ar Mood, where are you, can you accompany all the times? Dunno what im doing now and dun even noe wat i wan to do as well!!!!!

Crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Side of ME

Looking at the time now- 1.31am. In fact, it is still young and most of the students haven sleep at this time. However, the point is what if you wake from 8 something and non-stop working for more than 16 hours? From your eyes, im a pig who can sleep more than 12 hours. Instead i can make it on working as well.

I had been experienced 3 days 2 nights camp where just sleep a total of few hours. However it just a type of physical exhausted. For now, it just for 16 hours, im mentally collapsed. I have no idea on what im doing. I just like a zombie without any human characteristic. Im walking in the air. Friday night i slept at 2am but the exact time that i fell asleep would be longer then that time. Today morning, i start up with group discussion on entrepreneurship for my business plan. Since i have less determination staying in my own room to do stuff, i choose to finish my part directly today at my friend's house.

At around 3pm, i finished my part. However there is another assignment in store for me. Complex Variables Calculus. I spent few hours on it jsut to solve one simple integration equation and it is in vein. I have no idea on proceeding to solve it. I surrender to it. It conquered me!!!!!!!!!! I was beaten down.

Just a rest for during my dinner, washing time, my housemate dated me to library 24 hours study room. Well, since i would study far less than there, i chose to go. Within that 4 hours in the room, i glanced through 12 chapters. in ur eyes, you might think that:"wow, so crazy can read so many chapters!!!" The fact is? i cant even understand a chapter, and skip and skip and skip and skip. I read 450++ pages. Incredible..

The conclusion is that, besides the business plan, i do nothing today but wasted 10 hours just like that. unable to solve equation, unable to understand syllabus, how can i score in this semester?

My neck is so pain now...... My eyes are dropping already, plus the fucking infection in my eyes which aggravated my pain and tiredness.......Although i never believe in God, but God, please show your mercy, bless me!!!!!! Thanks, your blessing will be much appreciated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alleluyah!!!! Amithaba!!!

written on 9/9
1.47am

Nice song!!!

Listen to the first clip before the other one!!!

People's convo but not mine!!!!!

Three years being at UMS, this was the first time i went to the convocation. NO any special reason for this year,just to pay a visit to my closest senior who help me all over here during her stay. Finally she had to leave and will you be happy for letting one pretty gal like her to go? LOL!!!



Every year i just pass by the canselor hall without entering to attend it. I will think when will be my convo? Now im at final year stage, im around the canselor hall, im looking at so many graduates wearing the blouse with the rectangular cap. Seems i am so near the graduation date but once i think so, i will recall my dissertation. It is still in a mess. thinking back all the course i hv to pass this semester. Im getting worried and feel the graduation is far from me!!!!! Who can tell me when is my convo? ARH!!!!!!!!




And who will be attending my convo? Will my family members all around? Or just will be my parents? Still with a question mark. zzZzzZzZzzz

So happy are she!!

Something for everyone with attach

These are the philosophies that quoted from western people, and i found it some are funny and some is useful!!!! wakaka!!!

1)See? The problem of God giving men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run once at a time. - Robin Williams

2) Instead of getting married again, Im going to find a woman i don't like and just give her a house. - Rod Stewart

3) According to a new survey, woman feel more comfortable undressing in front of men then they do undressing in front other women. They say that women are too judgemental, where of course, men are just grateful. - Robert De Niro

4) Women need a reason to have sex but men just need a place. - Billy Crystal

5) Women complain about their premenstrual syndrome, but i think of it as the only time of the month that i can be myself. - Roseanne

6) Ah, yes, divorce the Latin word meaning to rip out men's genitals through his wallet. - Robin Williams

7) Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forget oral sex, no matter how bad is it. - Barbara Bush (former US first lady, and u didn't think that Barbara had a sense of humor)

8) My mother never saw the irony when she is calling me son-of-a-bitch. - Jack Nicolson

9) My girlfriend always laughs during sex, no matter what's she reading. - Steve Jobs (Founder, Apple computers)

10) Women might be able to fake orgasm, but men can fake whole relationship. - Sharon Stone

11) Sex at age 90 is just like shooting a pool with a rope. - George Burns

12) Bisexuality immediately double your chances for a date on Saturday night. - Rodney Dangerfield

13) Having sex is like playing bridge, if you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. - Woody Allen

14) You know 'that look' women get when they want sex? Me neither. - Steve Martin

15) I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. - Tom Clancy

our brain is fresh

for the rest of the post, i will be adopting a word used by ckyue. It represent a place in our earth. just try to get it and understand urself.

This is a 'story' told by my management lecturer. In fact it is not a story, it can be said as an allegory to our big horse people. (seems like all my lecturers love to talk things apart from the lectures outline.) lol

He said that Japanese are always doing the research on human brains. Among the countries in the world, the one they like to use the most is big horse's people.They willing to pay for a higher price for big horse's people brain. We asked him why?

He:" For the rest of the world, they are either using their left brain or right brain. If you are using right hand, ur left brain will be quite active and vice versa. What for the big horse's people? They pay so much for ouor brain because big horse's people doesnt use any brain. In their mind, big horse's people brain is fresh and natural without any pollution. Hence it is so suitable for research purpose to study the original structure of the brain."

So can u get the meaning behind this conversation?

Logical Question

During my accounting period, the lecturer proposed a marketing problem to us just to fill the gap when break. The matter is like below:

There are three computer shops which are just located in a shop terrace consecutively. The computer shop at left hand side has a promotion of 50% discount for all products while the computer shop at the right hand side has a free gift strategy for all products. Hence, what is the strategy for the middle shop to attract customers to his/her shop? (Hints: Not marketing site)

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Izit a destructive price war where a discount of lower than 50%? --- NOPE

Izit gives more free gifts to any products sold? -- NOPE

Izit a combination of discounts and free gifts?? -- NOPE

Then what else??

The owner think a proper way which is not from marketing strategy but is psychology manners.

The answer should be ----------------->>>>>>>>>> hang a big banner displaying 'ENTRANCE'

Understand? Get the meaning?? If you dont, you cant involve yourselves in business then!!!

回家真好

I haven feel so stress before as the previous semesters, as there are plenty of time for me to play and shit. However the beginning of my third year life was the nightmare of my uni life. Its no longer the matter of you want or dont want, but is a must. If you were still dreaming in the ocean, its time to wake up.

My life now is just like 叶玉卿跑步. --> 一波未平,一波又起. It metaphors that the previous matter haven settle, another trouble arising. My thesis haven settle yet, exams and assignments piling up for me. Once finish one task, automatically another task is coming without having the time gap for you to breath. Im now depending on the oxygen tank provided by the university and i cannot breath freely by myself. They want you to breath they give you the oxygen, if not they just push you to the corner and let you seek the way out yourself. I know that the time now is not a spoon-feeding teaching. As what my prof said:"I teach you how to fish but not giving you the fish." Yeah he is right, but come on, you should give me the fishing rod izit? By talking shit on a paper, why not giving me practical example?

They thought that giving that sort of limited information and we can find our way out in the pacific ocean. The time i find my way out, i ady died of famine in the sea. It is too time consuming and do you give us enough of time? Haihz!!!

Untill yesterday, while im listening o TT player which display the lyric of the song, i noticed a song that suits my feeling now. Its Andy Lau's song - 回家真好. the part of the lyric is like below:

电话不停在吵老板不停在闹
(the phone kept on ringing and my boss kept mumbling)
-the boss for me is my lecturers.

总逃不开工作表做完了又来了
(impossible to get release from the working time table, once finished another task is coming up)
-the job task is my assignments, exams and projects.

怎样也甩不掉
(u cant run from it by hook or by crook)

回家感觉真好别管世俗纷扰
(the feeling of bk home is so nice, without bothering the problems)

把一整天的面罩忙和累的大脑
(taking off my mask, and exhausted mind)

都往热水里泡
(dip in warm water)

让每一颗细胞忘掉烦恼
(in order to relax every cell, forget all the problems)

我的家就是我的城堡
(my home is my castle)

每一砖一瓦用爱创造
(each bricks and tiles are built by love)

家里人的微笑是我的财宝
(family happiness is the greatest treasure for me)

It is very meaningful for the moment i am now. When everything seems puzzling, when i feel helpless, family was the first which strike into my mind. Haihz!!! When can i get rid of all these? What would be the outcome if i fail to do all that stuff? Mr and Mrs, Prof and Dr, please give a 'life road' to us!!!!!!

(p/s: my translate is bad, if you know to read in chinese please dun refer to english!!!)

My new toy!!!

Millionaire is ady outdated and the new toy for me is the billionaire. All the name and price for each land is different and the price had been leveraged to thousands. This game not only can spend some leisure time, relax your mind, and also no need to use real money to enjoy!!! wakaka!!!

BBQ on August

There are 4 housemates whose birthdays fall on august. Hence, a BBQ was held to celebrate it. The options available for the food are more or less the same as previous time.





Does she look like ur mom???


Our photographer took the best and natural photo for all of us:

11 arts in Kudat Trip

1)Potential beggar:



2)The art of a dustbin:



3)The dirty car that adventure with us!!



4)Malaysian Charlie Angel:



5)Learning to be a best photographer:



6)Two big stomach:



7)Leng Chai and clear boh???



8)The expression of one who is stomachache:




9)The SABAH's architecture:





10)A fierce cat versus the lazy cat:





11)The greatest challenge for Guinness Record: