GB

What the meaning of GB? Good Boy?? Gigabyte? Great Britain? Or Good Bye? All wrong. If you do play games, you will often heard about Gang Bang.

For a vivid example, in dota, when you are being attacked for more than one heros, then you are being gang bang-ed. For online games, when you are facing the MVP, you are being gang bang-ed with the small monster around. The taste of gang band or being gang bang-ed is different. You found yourself so happy if you successfully gang bang a hero (means kill it). However teh other way round, if you are the one being gang bang-ed, you will only able to say one word. --------------->>>>>>>>>>>> DIU!!!!!!

This coming Monday, it is my turn being gang bang-ed. Not in dota, not in games. It is in academic field. There is no other alternatives for choosing gangbang or be the one gang bang-ed. Im the only one being shot, being tortured, being torn, being killed. Not using weapon, not using cannon, not using bomb, but using words of mouth. Thats a dreadful weapon in the world. It can determine the country dead of life.

No need to think so much, actually it is just my viva for project I and there will be four panel in one room. I will be presented my work in 10 minutes and Q&A for 5 minutes. (normally more than that) If im presenting to my own supervisor, of course i wont be so afraid of, however now i haven know who are the panel for my room. Among the lecturers in my course, there are 2 people that i fear the most as they are the experts in statistic. Im doing a new thing which i never learn it before except reading by my own. The prof would definitely ask bout the details of the method and that is the thing i fear the most. I know what is it, i know how to run in SPSS, i know what it is all about. Haihz................

You can see this phrase in primary school to encourage the children: "Practice makes perfect". In my case, it is not a matter of practicing anot. I play dota and im the one who always being gang bang-ed. I know the taste of being the victim. Haihz, even during my birthday i have to prepare for my viva and no time to rest. Hopefully i still have the mood to spend the Mooncake Festival on Tuesday. If my body still complete.

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22/09/07
3.09am