Buddies

I always stick to my buddies for every time i back to my hometown. Be it more or just few people, be it only chatting or playing games, i feel nothing special and just i still have some companion. They always talk nonsense, tease each other, tear off people faces, make people embarrassed but all these are for fun and jokes. I know they din mean it.

Some of the times, they still will be concerning each other, maybe not during all being there for gathering, but the time when you and him only. They did utter words of concern and they notice your act, your emotional changes and your mood. Whatever you did, they know.

For those who read my earlier post, i am troubled by something else, something not really easy to put down or let go which still strikes my head and heart. It just like a fire bolt striking into my body and my body burnt!!!!

When i am in such kind of situation, i still go out wif my buddies, i still chat wif thm, i still go cyber wif thm, and i try to act normally. (sometimes its hard to cover up your emotion) However, this time the feeling was totally different even though they stil do the same things, still talking craps!!! But the feeling is so warm and near to me. it is something very familiar to me that i can hold it, i can feel it. Feeling like when be with them, really can temporarily forget all the sadness.

Needles to tell them your problem, needles to show them my face, but in fact they warmed my heart. Something really weird right? How cum recently i can hv such deep thoughts in my writing? something going wrong wif me......haha

You guys, brilliant man!!!!