"My" New Hse

Hehe, think that i have a new house so young? Theoretically why not? Cant i have a new house at my age by my hand? Practically, ya i cant, i not afford to have such a nice house right now....but why i use 'my' hse? Coz its my sister house and thr is whr i live if i was in singapore next time. haha!!! (dunno she welcome me anot) This is why i been here in Singapore for a week.

Lets look through the outlook of the building:


Taking out from master room.


playground


carpark

The time for interior design which i really likes it so much. Although the house is small but it is sufficient enough for a small family. I contented if i had one. cant imagine my sister have the sense of art as well. Self design the house.


living room


living room facing the kitchen


will hide the wire soon as now still testing stage. quite high tech one...using apple mini, can online, browse net, and watch tv all in one thg... walao eh....


kitchen


study room. my sister break one of the room and cut it half for study room. personally i like this room so much. Inside just like so canggih and the feel is nice. Got wireless technology for the whole house..


wireless


master bedroom. (all the wardrobe is make and measure type)


toilet. (just like the feel in hotel except not spacious)



My dad so happy with it and showing off to others that he gave 90% for the house. Saying that entering this house is just like feeling so warm and nice which he dun wan to leave the house. Wan him stay hol day also willing. BEsides the location really a bit ulu, i think i quite satisfy with it and i hope i can have such sense of art for my future house...need to learn from now and start save some money...build a warm and nice family with my lou po zai sin...see who is the victim..haha

Finally!!! I did it!!!!! Yeah!!

Recalling last year, i typed a post looking forward to my own convo, and very soon, its all over ady. It just like happened so fast.

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Heard a funny conversation:

'Mom, i suffered for three years all the way just to wait for this moment.'

'Daughter, i suffered for 24 years also wait for this moment.'

(zzz)

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A picture worth a thousand words:


Daddy


Mommy (the color match right?)


Jie Jie


Family

Must be wondering why no gor gor geh? Sad to note that, he was not able to make it because he was forced to stay in HK a day before my convocation due to a 8 typhoon at HK. He wasted 1k for the airfare and i was quite disappointed but thats not his fault. :(

One man show time:









I purposely took this picture in front the main entrance just feeling like i walked out from this university with honours. I successfully pass all the evaluation. But those very 'ng sing muk' ppl said that:"It just like someone coming out from jail." Fuck!!!

Suffered for 3 years, waiting in the hall for 3 hours, just for these 3 seconds. 3 shots:


I knew i look so sozai, but coz i dun wan to waste the 3 seconds on stage, i say thank you while looking to the camera, if not wasted money and three years coz cant c my face....haha














Part of my coursemates


part of my ex-housemates


Lovely junior




He is super senior and he helped me alot.....


These are what i got for this convocation....:p

Am I CURSED for the convocation ceremony?

The same event for last year, i went for my senior convocation as a token of appreciation of helping me alot throughout my life in Sabah, at least from academic perspective. Last year, i had an eye infection and it made me looks so horrible with something swelling in my eye. Fuck!!!!



This year, finally is my convocation, but there was something else on my face again. Why i cant look good in any convocation? Am i destinied to be so? I just have it once in a life time, how come the god wanna treat me so cruel? Zits on my nose and face!!!!! Grh!!!!!!!!

Upcoming Post

p/s: currently in singapore, will try to upload pics soon

wahaha

HAPPY CONVO-ING

Buddies

I always stick to my buddies for every time i back to my hometown. Be it more or just few people, be it only chatting or playing games, i feel nothing special and just i still have some companion. They always talk nonsense, tease each other, tear off people faces, make people embarrassed but all these are for fun and jokes. I know they din mean it.

Some of the times, they still will be concerning each other, maybe not during all being there for gathering, but the time when you and him only. They did utter words of concern and they notice your act, your emotional changes and your mood. Whatever you did, they know.

For those who read my earlier post, i am troubled by something else, something not really easy to put down or let go which still strikes my head and heart. It just like a fire bolt striking into my body and my body burnt!!!!

When i am in such kind of situation, i still go out wif my buddies, i still chat wif thm, i still go cyber wif thm, and i try to act normally. (sometimes its hard to cover up your emotion) However, this time the feeling was totally different even though they stil do the same things, still talking craps!!! But the feeling is so warm and near to me. it is something very familiar to me that i can hold it, i can feel it. Feeling like when be with them, really can temporarily forget all the sadness.

Needles to tell them your problem, needles to show them my face, but in fact they warmed my heart. Something really weird right? How cum recently i can hv such deep thoughts in my writing? something going wrong wif me......haha

You guys, brilliant man!!!!

My last day

In fact, it was not really my last day. However officially today was my last day as an intern. I completed the whole training and break for two weeks before joining PRU as permanent staff. Normally, anyone will think that last day definitely less thing to do or even no. However since long time ago, my boss didn't treat me as trainee but permanent. Same with my team members. Although they cant thoroughly pass me their task but they pass it over part by part.

Yesterday, i was so dare to leave office sharp at 5.15pm even i haven finish my job, but i know i can finish it by tomorrow (which is the deadline since is my last day).

She asked me:"You leave now? Are you sure you can finish by tomorrow?"

"Ya, i think i can, since thats just minor editing on the template and add in commentary."

"How bout the scorecard?"

"You haven pass me the data."

"But you can do the template first right? Then tomorrow you can just fill in the values."

<<<<>>>>>>>

I chose the latter one. I dunno how she feel, but definitely she really disappointed with my decision.

Today during noon, she IM me and said that this monthly reporting task is for me to do in future for every month, you wont be so free like now, be prepared to work late when you back as permanent. (I dunno whether am i sensitive or what, feel like she emphasizing on the last part)

Well, so today as my last day i decide to stay late until finish the stuff for her. Just right at 5pm, i submitted my work with the hope that there are miracle to go home earlier.

She asked:" So are you going bk on time today?"

"Err, not really, can stay."

"OOO means you prepared to stay ya??"

"haha, ya, help you finish the stuff first ma."

"Then when you wanna back?"

"Not fix, anytime."

"Ok, since you say so, i will fully utilize you."

Edition and addition coming ady, this need change, this need add and compile some other files. Shit...how can i finish it in just few hours time? I started not to talk crap ady, i started to concentrate on my work. Non stop for 4 hours, i finish the thing. I left office at ard 9pm.

How come my last day like this? Was this a signal or phenomenon that reflecting my future life? Ya in fact i ady prepared so....Although i cant claim OT for now due to my trainee status, i will just treat it as did a charity for PRU.

What a 'memorable' last day........

Yew Bong

He not an artist, not singer not any famous ppl. Just an ordinary fresh graduate from Um and he is my first buddy since my working life. However i just able be with him for a total of 6 weeks.

Why?

A good question.

All the problems can be easily explained by one term: >>>>>>> MONEY

He get a better offer from another company, of course with higher pay. He tendered his resignation on his 11th day of working in Prudential. What a shock for me. The same day, i submitted my resume to apply for permanent.

All these days, he is the one be with me always, chat wif me, since we are free sometimes and he just sit beside me. Through the same language, same age, same interest, we talk alot of things, we eat togeder but not shit and slp togeder of course. I was so honored that i was the only one that he told ppl whr will him b going. And as a return i did tell him my things as well. (cant say as return sumtimes) just feel comfortable to chat wif.

Today his last day, haiz....who gonna acc me go for cheap food during lunch? who can acc me go pantry when i sien? who can listen to my nonsense? nobody, hoping my boss can hire another guy like him thn sure i can be motivated bk...lol

I will miss ur days in prudential with me.. All the best in ur future ya!!!! Gambate..

p/s: this post specially dedicated for u, so u shud treat me meal after u get ur first pay..haha

5.15pm

When i saw this post, i do really feel exactly the same as if i was the one she was mentioning.

Since i was an intern, i was not liable for working OT as i get no pay for that. I always tease those colleagues (of course with close relatiohsip), they are ineffective and thats why every night have to stay. Miss C said nothing but just one:"i will see how effective you are when you were a permanent."

2 months here, i was just tried once to work overtime, (even later then Miss C).All my colleagues said that i've to used to this life. Its a matter of now or after. Miss C, hapily IM me in the intranet saying:"wahaha, its the first time i can back earlier than u!!!"

Oh fuck!!! What if the rest of my life would be like that? Pity!! So as long as i stil hold the name of trainee or intern (whatever), i will fully enjoy to the fullest. At least, i have no obligation to finish all the thing as they not dare to pass me important task as well. No ppl can bear the responsibilities. LOL. Eviday sharp 5.15pm, u can c my buttock off the chair heading the front door. starting from 4.30pm, (for damn free period) i will find sumbdy to chat in pantry, until 5pm.

Dun ever think that i will start working after 5, coz 5.15 coming soon. take another 5 mins to the washroom, 5 mins to pack my things and clear my table, sharp 5.15 'pit'!!!

One day, the secretary of the finance department passed by and she saw me leaving really sharp. She stared at me, saying loud, wah, you guys really cum sharp and leave sharp, cant even sit a bit longer. OMG, i feel so guilty and i was stunned for few seconds dunno how to respond. Luckily another guy leave togeder wif me, he said yes to her. At least somebdy say sumthg. Why he dare to say so? Coz he leaving soon at that tie. today is his last day. But i think she is just kidding and wanna have a fool on us. Normally she wont be so serious one..... So i hapily leave..wakaka

Everytime i leave, i also not dare to say goodbye to evi one, unless he or she is looking at me, then sure i will. Once, i sent email to my boss at 5.15pm and i run quickly since he was on the phone. I dunno whether my work got problem anot, but i not dare to look at him worrying that he might ask me stay back to edit the work. untill the next day, i check my mail din have any edit request,i release a sigh of relief. phew!!!

be cool!!!

Another moody day of mine, being so silent in the office, being so ‘diam’ in connection with my colleagues. Normally, even if I was so busy I still will IM (instant messaging through intranet) others. But yesterday and today, I din. I totally silenced by my mood.

My colleague from another team dated me for lunch today and trying to enlighten my day. We went for TGI Friday and I sat at the window side. I was looking outside just like being stunned and without talking anything. The first response from them was: “Are there any lenglui outside?” (as I always talk bout gals with them, till they say that beside gals I hv no topic..zzzzzzzz)

“Nola, just wondering something cannot ge meh? Cant I be quiet?”

“You thinking sumthg regarding your work or what? Are you busy with you work? Since you work OT starting last night and today you were so busy to IM me?”

“(Attempting to tell a lie) Ya, thinking of work. ES (my boss) gave me something to do which I hardly figure out until now and have to submit soon after lunch time.”

“You wont, as what we know you so far, you wont think your work stuff until so serious. Must be sumthg else.” (cant I be serious on my work? )

“Then what you think?”

“Man is just worrying bout two things, money and gals.”

Another colleague: “ well, man worry bout money also coz of gals, so at the final just worry bout gals..” (zzzz…speechles)

Since they kept bugging me on this, I just try to be as usual of mine. I tried to talk craps as usual but with my serious face and hence it turns out another type of humor. (I suppose) However, after I started to talk more (im teasing them), they prompted me with:

“Ok fine. You better keep with you serious style by looking outside the window and silent. You look better without talking and you are so cool.”

Ok so now, I decided not to talk crap ady, since im more attractive in cool mode, I will be so. Hopefully can cover my not handsomeness and have a chance to attract some lenglui flirt with me.. zzzzz

p/s:

1)thz for the concern msg after work from Miss C. glad you din really treat me as an entertainment. Haha (kidding)

2) sry to Miss T for bugging you. in fact i just wanna spread out some of my anger. I din mad at u. haha

EQ

How can we manage our emotion well? Izit really so easy to control our mood and emotion? And the answer is no.

Today im not in the mood for work. I was troubled by something over which brings down my mood. Dun ask me what and why, just dun wanna tell as that's not the point I wanna point out.

Today when I was working, my mind was just cant concentrate at all. Due to some uneasiness of my body, it aggravated the situation. When the thing is in rush, at the same time your mind cant function properly, that's really suffer!!! It was being worse when my stupid pc working out so slow and keep on hanging for calculation in large spreadsheet. I cant save my file everytime as it consists of too many external links. I was so stupid not to break the links or copy out as values. Redo and redo, looking at the time nearer to off soon, but I din hv the intention to leave. Just wanna have sumthg to do so as I wont think of my trouble thg.

When the time of I wanna redo my thg, I just wish I can scream or smash on the pc. But I know I cant do so.. I just kept on sighing and having a black face. My team members even asked me what am I doing and I looks like so stress. Zzzz

So am I high in EQ since I can control it and swallow it or it consider as low since I let it conquer my mind and lost my rationale in normal times ? I don't know. But I do agree doing serious thing in such a mood would affect your work badly. Never and never!!!

Blood Donation

Its been a long time for not writing a long post with pictures shown. And this post was written due to the imbalance of my anger in my heart!!! Haha!!


An ignorance in biological field made me lose a bet worth RM14. How cum a calculative person like me will lose in a bet? Well, its pretty long story. And the worst thg is, one of my good fren din even comfort me on this but to push me deeper. Crap!!

The story came like this. One day in the pantry, my boss and me chatting about blood donation. He asked me how many times I had been for donation since I so volunteered to do so. And he replied me that he has more thn 50 times in his red book. A maths person like me, din even believe on his ‘craps’. Why? Coz I think it in a mathematical way but not biologically.

Maths way:

Legal age: 17
His age: 29
Difference: 12.
Interval for blood donation: quarterly (every three months)
Assumption: He goes donation every three months (which is the max)
Outcome: 12 x 4 = 48.
Subtract : A working group wont be able to be so sharp every three months.
Final decision: Max = 40 times in his book.

So I bet with him (which he initiates first): a lunch for the winner. If his book > 50 thn he wins, if not I win. I was so confident at that time since he said actually he cheated me, just want to bluff me.. So im waiting for the lunch.

Until weekend, which is the time we went for blood donation, he asked me to reserve 2 hours for his donation. And once again I din believe him because for my fren which encounter problems during donation also just for 1 hours max, no matter what kind of ppl I wont believe it tooks 2 hours. Before raising this issue, he ady showed me his red book and I knew I lost. And he asked for another bet on this topic. I not dare to accept the bet, but I still chose not to believe him. Haha!!!

We went to National Blood Bank and inside there really so canggih for the donation tools. Perhaps im the frog under the well, coz I really din see all those things before.



During normal blood donation campaign, our bag was just ‘measured’ by hand and if its full they will stop it. But here, they have a weight for it which can also calculate the flow rate. It swings and let the blood to move around in the bag… it will automatically stop after the weight reach parameter which had been set at earlier time. (eg: 450cc or 500?)



Now is the time to disclose why im so stupid in biological field, and why my boss can have more than 50 times donation and why he need 2 hours for the whole process.

The answer is, there is something call plasma and platelet in our body which contained in our blood as well. That's a useful thing which ppl can use it to produce a lot of medical stuffs. Its yellowish and it can recover fast in our body. This is the machine for the spinning purpose which split all the three components and send back the blood to our body. Using the same hose, for thru and flo, that's why it took an hour for it.



This is the spinning mechanism. The centre round part is the blood reservoir.



This is the monitor which shows the flow rate, direction (draw, spin, return), ml of bloods process, ml of platelet and plasma processed.



Output!!!



And another point is that i was teased by my close fren. Miss CCY, currently in medic field. When i told her what i saw here, she just teased me that im so like a kid when first discover something new. Haiz....The most painful one is she asked me not to tell others that she is my friend. Why? Coz i noe so less in all these things,she said: "you dun mempersiasuikan me". Speechless...

Next time I gonna try out on this. However it did has a risk there where during the return process to out body. When return, it mixed with a liquid, (forgot the name) which is cool in temperature and pumps back to our body. If the bloods goes into your vein or hitting your walls, then it will be a great pain. And that is why nurse will be around where they ensure there is no problem for returning. Normally it goes for 6 cycles. Total product produced around 600 ml (300ml for each) and total blood processed around 3litre. Recovery week is 1 week and for safety purpose, encouraged to donate every two weeks. So beside donating whole blood, I can opt for this…yeah yeah!!

big plate

During my last visit back to my hometown, i was busy with installing this stupid bulky stuff at my house. Obviously it is a plate or a receiver but not Astro. I spend one day one night to get this stuff done. Fuck!!! Initially we getting the wrong direction and hence few hours also cant get the signal, the next day, finally!!! But for me i wont watch that channel as all not of my favourites. All china stuff... maybe my dad will love it somehow...







from outside now my hse seems like promoting digi and tmnet as all the banners are tmnet and digi advert.