Monday, July 17, 2006

UMS choice!!

University Malaysia Sabah( In brevity I will use UMS) A nice phrase heard!!! Last year last week, im experiencing the same thing as the junior they were now!! Worrying, panic, don’t know what to do, crying for girls, sleepless for boys. They worried that they had made a wrong decision and this was what I had been before.

When you were asking me whether UMS is a good place for studying or not, im scratching my head, im confused!!!! I did d right or wrong one? For me, I really regret!! There were 9 kamparianz came to sabah this year and there were two of them went labuan UMS branch. However one of them had gone back to sabah after few days suffering during orientation week. Heard from others that she was crying for weeks before she came. If you really felt so hard to leave then why you put this choice in your list? You cant complain on what you had decide. It was deserved!!!

However that is for consoling others but not for myself. I kept on blaming for being so stupid.I had less time with family, less time with mdbc, less time with beloved, less time for doing my things. Even if there was any special occasion I cant go back. The air fare is cheebyely expensive which I am not afford to purchase and ptptn not afford to support. Other than that , the living standard here is high. Everything is expensive. *sigh* 3 years will gone so soon………………………..


I had promised to myself that I will definitely give the first priority for all students that came from my own school SRI KAMPAR. I reserved all my notes and lectures for them, keep them neatly and nicely. I knew the situation when you were helpless in the middle of the ocean. Floating here and there without knowing your direction. There were a crowd there you will be following without differentiating is that you target?

Once I had made decision on subjects depends on my friend and the pointer I get is cheebyely farking low!!! I should select those subject that I am not interested with but easy to score. My advice to junior now is never choose what you like, choose subject that helps your pointer!! These PPIB courses 80% will drag you to death and 20 % to help you. This phenomena is how you arrange your schedule and depends on which you bet on!!!

Now I had experience and it benefits juniors. All of them seeking us for advice which to choose. Which is easy??? Please tick for me and so on. They have all the advantages compare to others!!! So lucky..

I have no hesitation on helping them who are seeking help. Hope that they can go along sabah uni journey smoothly. However I cant go so smooth as them. There are many things in store for me to discover. May god bless me!!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

my baby died

Sad sad sad!!!! My loveley low pixel camera finally broke down. It cant continue its journey till i afford to buy a better one. How can i survive without it?? coz of titoki i addicted in taking pictures everywhere. I will take my cam wherever i go. I take pictures whatever i saw, i met, i ate, i did. But now it end with a full-stop.

I had wend around KK city today just to find a shop to repair it. However those celaka only know how to sell an expensice cam to me but not fixing it. Arh!!!! Help!!! Titoki i wanna bite you, you put me in this troublesome situation!!!!

From now on, my blog will be damn dull and full of words but without any picture of mine.... Maybe i will for some old pictures. May god bless me for getting a new one free or i may able to repair the cam myself. Can i???

*helpless*

SURVEY FROM SAB

This is suppose to do at friendster but I think I will do it here better as Im lacking of ideas of my blog. Borrow some topic from there. Hehe!!!

1. Do you know anyone's friendster
password?
> who willing to give me???

2. Do you think ur love life right now will
last long?
> worrying

3. Are u an emotional person?
> depend how you declare the word emotional

4. What the last word you say to your
lover?
> MUACKz

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
> sure but will not last long

6. Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
> many

7. What was the last thing you did?
> pc games

8. Who is right next to you?
> alone

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
> my housemate at sabah

10. How many times was your page been
viewed?
> dunno

11.How's the weather right now?
> DAmn HOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

12.Last person you called today?
> my dear

13. Last person who called you?
> my coursemate

14. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
> Never

15. Smoked?
> never

16. Dumped someone before?
> nope

17. Been really depressed before?
> of cosz

18. Faked being sick to miss school?
> during my form 6 life

19. What time did you wake up today?
> 1pm

20. Current taste?
> ?????

21. Do you like the person who post this?
> no feeling

22. Whar r u wearing?
> t-shirt and sleeping pant

23. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
> NOPeE

24. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
> face-breast-pelvis-leg then overall

25.Where are u now?
> living room

26. What you supposed to do right now?
> eat and shit

27. Where are you 4 years ago?
> Singapore maybe

28. Do you trust people easily?
> I think I am

29. What is your favourite place that
you've been to?
> pulau pangkor

30. What are you listening right now?
> dunno name

31. What you looking forward to?
> graduate and find a good job

32. Ever slap such an annoying person?
> nearly

33. The best moment in your life?
> MDBC life

34. The song that came up lately in your
mind?
> none

35. Gotten sick this month?
> nope

36. Have anything to say to someone?
> I wanna shout out to everyone

Thursday, July 13, 2006

World Cup Effects

World cup had came to the end and people from all walks of life had back to normal. There are less people at mamak stall, less people at western café, less people lack of sleep, less people gamble, less people jump from tall building, less people commit suicide, less people spend much more money, the boss less income and the economy of the whole world are degrading. Review on all these, world cup had arose many side effects, be it positive or negative.

However, there are people who describe world cup as our life journey. The qualification match is just like your school life. If you never read well, and you didn’t have the basic skills, what you have that enable you to fit in this competitive world? Just like our country, MxxxxxxA, it will never have the chance to enter this grand occasion. Learn how to walk before you want to run, if not you will be only end up with disappointment and regret.

Later on, you are stepping towards another stage of life. The knockout tournament. Once you reckless you will be kick out of this battle. If you want to take the revenge, train for 4 years more. In real life it is not limited to 4 years and even longer and longer. You will need to have some ‘dirty’ skills but not to use as a weapon to attack just to win the game but is to prevent and protect yourself from the same tactics. Be alert of things around. However you cant just defend all the time. Of course in this case you will never lose but will you win??? Maybe like playing a chess set. You need to learn how to defend and attack at the same time. This only will secure your life.

Now you are at the stage of semi-final. You get all the honor along the way you fight till this stage. However if you lose, the result you get is the same as the first team who lose at the group stage. You only have the name, a virtual thing, but you have toacrifice more thing, more time, more energy, and you are back to your original state. Wait again for 4 years. Since you reached the level, do all your best to your target. Never stop half way or satisfied with what you have. Nobody will know which team is first runner-up or second runner-up. Keep on your good job and require for improvement. If you never do so, yup you can obtain highest honor for the moment but you will soon be covered by those people who never satisfy with their achievements.

Nobody knows who will be the last winner if it never reach the end. Many people guess and buy france will pick the cup, but the result is the reverse. You find that there are many obstacles along your way. They stop you from moving further. Never give up. Who knows who will be the winner at last??? There are somebody who say that those who did bad things will end up bad. Same for the france and italy match. France team acting at the penalty area that lets referee give them a penalty shoot. Because of this shoot out that make them draw till the extra time. At last, france still lose at the penalty shoot out period with 3 over 5. Izit deserved? Nobody knows……

Never give up and satisfy till the day you die

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

gangsterism


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What do you think if you saw this type of pictures? When im looking back at my face I found it horrible also. It scared me away. However the cherish thing I get from this was I tricked titoki successfully!!!!

Titoki: what happen to your face?

Me: just now im driving and accidentally knocked others car. Unfortunately they are gangster and they hit me continuously till my face look like this!!! (pity face beg for sympathy)

Titoki: huh really?? So now how?? You serious???

Me: just like this, other part nothing.

Titoki: then how bout the car??

Me: I think still can drive back home waiting your dad

Titoki: y like this? Be carefull next time.

Me: k!!

Me: you really believe in me da??

Titoki: y not?

Me: nola just im undergoing a treatment for my zits just now. It is called sucking treatment.

I burst into laughter!!! How come she will believe. At this same moment, the ‘offender’ came. She kept on saying sorry for making my face like this. She guarantee that it will lost after some days. Haihz what I can do within this few days???? Arh!!! Paiseh going out but im forced to.

It was done by a machine. Before that the girl will using something like mechanical pen with a needle in the middle pricking my pimples. Then she used a machine to suck all my dirty blood and pus. It get me painful and geli and …… difficult to describe. The feeling was syok!!!!!

Try it out some day if your face is just like me or only one pimples. There were many girls heading here undergo this treatment. Really effective!!!! I done thrice.

registration day

10/7, again I experienced the bad day along this year. It was my registration day. Coincidently it was hold the same day with World Cup final match. My housemate were urging me to watch it outside at about 1 am. However the very morning I need to wake up at 7 am. Do you think I will sacrifice my precious time to watch something that I am not interested? I prefer sleep. IF I really wanna know bout the match, why not I just download it? Right?? Those were stupid who watch it at midnight.

Even though Im not watching the match and I sleep around 3am but Im still feeling very sleepy during my waiting time at uni. Those farkers really more stupid than pigs. They are really idiot. Once an idiot, whole life an idiot. Never change.

When I reached the registration hall, it was a long queue already. The place Im waiting, maybe not, I should say the place im sunbathing was terribly hot. Im sweating profusely. Finally there was one ‘nice’ person that separate us to two sided queue to avoid us get fainted under the sun.. Wow it sounds great and my queue suddenly reduced tremendously. I was able to wait under a shelter. Phew, in front of me maximum I guess only 20 students to until my turn to enter the hall.

This time the idiot came out. He told us to make the queue one side in order to smoothen the procedure. He chased us away to follow another side of queuing. There were much more people there as the new comers all queue at that side. In a short time I was pushed till the last place which I think in front of me will have more than hundred person. Shit!!! JIBAI!!!!

We were not so angry at that moment until he came out with a word that really annoyed all of us. He really din scared tomorrow he will not working here anymore. He should be in the hospital.

We were blaming to him that we queue for a long time and it was your man that instrsut us to be like this. Now about to reach you tell us to leave???

He replied with this three word: ‘ Saya tak kisah!’ (I dun mind)

This was an irresponsible act. If you dun mind why should we listen? If you slow down the procedure, you will get into trouble as well. Haihz!!! At last we were forced to obey. Finally, I back home and watch 2 episode movie and had a bath, I strike again. Standing from one till five but to no avail. Eating lemon after waiting like an idiot and squeezed like tuna in sandwich. The whole day waiting gave me nothing in return. I head back with full disappointment and anger.

When im about to bath, my housemate receive a call and said that the registration was still on. Without hesitation I rush back to uni and fight for it. It just like a battle. If you lose, you will get in trouble. FUCK!!! At last, I entered the hall. I was the last five. Thanks to my housemate motorcycle riding skill. Without you, I will not able to reach before time. *haha* After this, my mood totally different. From the bottom to the top. WAKAKA!!!!!!
UMS = University Menyusahkan Pelajar.

Its definitely true!!! The system never change better but to the worse. Haihz. Feel sad for those working at the academic division. Amithaba………. XIn Joi Xin Joi

Saturday, July 08, 2006

know more bout me???

This you should do when you are in damn bored and express yourself to others....

1] Is there someone who you like at the
moment?
> yup 

2] Have you ever given or been given
roses?
> yea..but I never get one

3] What is your all time favorite romance
movie?
> I hate this

4] How many times can you honestly say
you've been in love?
> ermm…..only one

5] Do you believe that everyone has a
soul-mate?
> yea..there must be someone around you can count on

6] Do you think that you should become
friends with someone first?
> by fate

7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
> many times

8] What do you think about long-distance
relationships?
> DANGER

9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
> cheating

10] Would you rather date someone five years
older or five years younger?
> older definitely not but younger I only accept max 3 years

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
> sure

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once
a cheater always a cheater"?
> depends

13] How many kids do you want to have?
> 2gal 2 boy

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong
guy/girl or the right guy/girl?
> still don’t know yet

15.what is your favourite colour?
> blue

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
> geli

17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> ermm….. maybe

18] Are you the one who makes the move
or do you wait for them to make the move?
> I will make the move

19] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just
died, would you remarry?
> no more energy and money

20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
> nope..

21] At what age did you start noticing the
opposite/same sex?
> when I know bout sex

22] What song do you want played as you
walk down the aisle?
> soft music

Friday, July 07, 2006

NO TITLE

From the bulettin i read from friendster i found these sentences meaningfull and it is on the point. We need to get know of it and learn from it.....

Here it goes....


Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.


Anger is only one letter short of danger

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.




He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

my sister (kai jie)

When im reading this post about me myself I feel both happy and sob. Happy is that my sis still remember to have me this brother and sobbing is for we cant meet each other for once.

Strictly speaking, for me myself I also forgot the day we met and how we build our relationship till sister and brother. She did quite take care of me when I was in secondary school. Definitely I still remember the day you ‘push’ me from the lowest PSP (Penyelaras Sesi Petang) till the vice president of prefect board. In fact I really disappointed for not being the president of the board. I felt that I was capable and among those who short-listed, I was the best. Recall the time my sister came to me, she tried to explain the reason why. Erm maybe not explain but asking my feeling.

She: You know why you cant get the post?

Me: Not really but I think I got a pro.

She: Whats that??

Me: Im not so suitable in human resource arrangement.

She: Ya, you also notice that.

Me: I think one more which is I will put my effort more on my Uniform unit. I will neglect prefect board when they come to a function that holds on the same time.

She: Since you know it then, I more relief.

I quite satisfied with the post I get as my duty was more on students discipline, and I had full power on this side. Others all to be discuss during a meeting. On the other hand, being a president, she need to deal much more time with the admin. This was so troublesome. Hence I love the post most.

Other than formal duty, informally we also had came out to chit chat!! I appreciate her concern bout me and every thing she had gave and helped me. If she read this I hope she will drop me a call and pay me a visit at Sabah. *haha*


‘kai jie miss u la..’

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

cheated

Arh!!!!! I was cheated by my mom!!!

She was changing her speaking way and talked kindly to me:

‘Hey son, Im not looking for an argue but I really hope that you can make your hair not so sharp in colour. Just give it a bit colour is ok. I asked your hairstyler(behind my house). they say can wash my haor again to make it dim in colour.

Seems she say like this so I just obey her and head for them.

When my hair was under ‘repairing’, my mom went over to me here and chat with my hair styler. She said ‘ just left some colour is ok not too sharp’

When I heard this I felt nothing and thought that she really permit me to have some colour. However when times goes on I found that the hair styler dyed my hair almost all black. If it was without sun shine you will never see colour on my head. OH shit!!!!’

I knew I was cheated and that was the way my mom to get me re-dye my hair. I swore I will never get cheated in this way anymore. HNG!!!!!

ARHGHHGHGHGHGHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

summary

Two months had passed just like the time I shit. So fast and uncontrollably. Tomorrow I will be leaving this lovely hometown. Probably the town will be dead for half years (minimum) due to the absence of mine. It might be next year when I back(maximum). It depends on how the promoters of air asia and the administrator of UMS. Their ‘compromise’ had made me no more confidence on them.

Hereby is my summary of the ‘good’ deeds I had done during these two months.

1) Helping my relatives at KL for two weeks
2) Dating my girl
3) Keep my family in company
4) Drink tea with MDBC(almost every night)
5) Drink tea with other normal friends
6) Eating pizza for twice
7) Memorable Langkawi trip with MDBC
8) Watching movie
9) Sleep more than 12 hours per day
10) Dota-ing
11) Karaoke at K-box twice
12) Swim at stadium once
13) Basketball everyday (My body weight reduces 5kg)
14) Eating tauge chicken at ipoh once
15) Watching movie in cinema(Over the hedge, X-men, Tokyo drift, Cars)
16) Blood donation

Before im coming back I had plan to have a part time job here but finally I cant keep this promise to myself and im parasite-ing in my family. *paiseh* Maybe among the list the only useful thing you found is the last item.

See you all at Sabah loo!!!!

MEME

I've been tagged by this miss titoki and therefore i have to submit this for her.

Here's the meme:-

Four jobs I would stink at:
1. Lawyer
(I know I have the ability of arguing but I cant bear the process of learning which is need me to memorise the history, the dead people story)
2. Teacher/lecturer
(With the temper I had, im sure I will on tomorrow papers headline.)
3. Waiter
(I had experienced it, I hate their job scope. Always customer right attitude made me crazy)
4. Nurse
(Im a St.John member and I learn the home-nursing skill. But the most scary is not blood but all the shitty things.)

Four pretend nicknames I have made up for myself:
1. Wjiann (normally used)
2. Vincent (for those who just know me, especially those hi-bye friend)
3. Black face Justice Bao (made when I was the vice president of prefect board)
4. NOOB ( Just for dota usage)

Four movies I have watched over and over (and did not fall asleep):
1. Triumph and Trio show
(I do not love the games but I like the actors face expression and words.)
2. Detective Conan
(I would like to have the same ability with him!!!)
3. Movies of Stephen Chow
(It indeed funny for every movie he had involved in)
4. Doraemon
(Im wondering in some particular part of the world, will it have this???)

4 Things I love to do on weekends:
1. Movies.
2. Hang out with MDBC.
3. Relaxing activities
4. DOTA


Alcoholic beverages I've enjoyed:
1. All type of alcoholic drinks. (but I prefer those with more than 40%alcohol level)

4 celebrities I would go on a Big Date with:
At the moment Charmaine Sheh will be th only one

Four things I could not live without (excluding the essentials):
1. My wallet.
2. My handphone.
3. My keys.
4. My camera.


Four of my favourite foods, whom I'd like to bon appetite with:
Im not so fussy bout food. As long as it suits me I will eat and no special interest.

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. Isolated island
2. Disneyland.
3. My house.
4. Batu berangkai (waterfall).

Monday, July 03, 2006

This troubling me now

Sometimes I quite jealous of those families that have endless topic with their children and they can share all their good and bad throughout the whole family. They can accept new things that enable them to communicate with their children well. They are no generation gap among them.

They are even parents that can match their children mind easily. Sometimes they chat about girls, movies, friends, inner-self, and even sexual!! They are just so open-minded to be!! As for me I have no chance to try on this. My family had been so stubborn since I was born. They are using their system when the oldies were sung, when Teressa Tang still alive, when they were teenagers, to restrict me. OMG and WDF!!!!

I don’t like to be put under surveillance. I like freedom and I like a warm and without generation gap family. Izit so difficult? This is the main point that mould me to be rebellion. This thing cant come by nature and it was forced by the situation around!! From the day i start my form 3 life, I never listen to their fucking comments and ideas. I wont care what they are scolding as long as I feel it correct!!

10 things that I hope to come true

1) chat freely with my family
2) tell them my inner side
3) tell them my willing
4) my parents can listen to opinion
5) step out from the conservative minded.
6) they can accept new concepts
7) allow me to do my own things without any disturbance from them
8) support in my decision
9) encourage me
10) give me usable ideas and comments

You must be curious why I will write such a blog. Not on imagination but its true. It indeed happen something that make me had such a courage to write this.


Dyeing is a common thing and even those who were aunties and grandma still practicing. They have children and their children are smart too. Since even elders level people still doing, needless to say for those teenagers. It is a trendy and very common thing. Right? Maybe the main point is I am still under-graduate. I did my hair-dyeing yesterday and it looks sharp in colour. It’s a combination of orange and red colour. (red as the base) I a bit regret also as it really looks so sharp and im worry a bit during my registration.

I dyed my hair in scatteration and my mom did criticize on my hair. If it just comment on the colour or the pattern, I can accept. However, she was just kept on mumbling the whole day. Stating I should not dyed my hair as I was a student and Im going to university soon. It just in a week time. She said that I just like a rogue or hooligan who practicing those immoral behaviours. It is the matter of her attitude and way of speaking but not the content itself.

I admit about her criticizing. I never admit that I look like a student and I never believe that if you look like a student then you are smart and you are a good student. I din care bout my appearance whether izit good or bad. As long as I like it and I enjoy it. Is you a student not depends on your hair-style or clothes fashion, but the knowledge inside you. If you speak politely or kindly, you can show our knowledge to others. Who cares?????

Now, my mom is troubling my mind as when looked at me she will only reply me with a sigh!!! Haihz!!!!!! What to do? What can I do to change her mind???

Relevant comments and ideas are welcomed on my comment box!!!!

Friday, June 30, 2006

Pig Song

This is a nice song and you need to listen and open your speaker loud. Share this song to all pressured people and have a joy on it!!!

Who is interest please click here.

(i get this through friendster, quite funny in my opinion)

possession

Is possession an angel or a devil? It can be very nice and it can be detrimental. Depends how you treat it. You can analogue it as friend or enemy. It might hurts and it might help!!!

If you possess a thing by your own will, then you will appreciate it to utmost. You will never let it go and you treat it well without any defectives. Maybe I give an example of money. When you get the money directly or indirectly by your parents, you will never learn to save it. It is just like a pipe with the water flowing non-stop. It is very easy to get the money. Just go to the nearby atm machine and you will get your wish come true, even girls!

Compare to those who earn the money all by himself/herself, they will become ‘stingy’. I put it in inverted comma because they are not really stingy but they will plan and think thrice before they act. It is a good practice as now we are just students. In our life they are many stages to go. When you work, you have your own family, you have your grandson, you have your assets, you old, and you die!!! Sometimes I hate those people that use much of money of their family when they are still dependant to their parents.

However they is a bad thing in the word of possession. When the time to let go arrive, you will have the hard feeling to let go. Even it belongs to you for just a short period, you will only feel sad for losing it. The thing might comes to you without spending any penny, you still feel the same. Maybe it is the natural behavior of human beings. Humans’ mind are fragile. They are easily get hurt by some virtual things such as love relation.

If the thing never comes to you, it is different. Compare to the situation that you get it and lose it with you never get it, what do you feel?? The decision is difficult to make. Why? Why human are to be blessed to have these features? As for me, I prefer I never never never get it before and it is not hurt as imagined!!!!

value behind story: think thrice before you act!!1

Monday, June 26, 2006

last episode of langkawi

Have a last review on my langkawi trip!!

Still able to camwhore with two girls. (not knowing each other, really for photo session)


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Who is the dailou??

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At the first night, we just had ourself tipsy and not drunk. All of us drank tins of Heineken only.This milk was so peculiar to be here.

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I think this one was drunk. (depending on his look)

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When a man to be serious and cool, he was charm!!!! Just like me.

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Luckily next day we were able to wake up as our schedule started on 8am and 9 am. We were in 2 groups!! For me, im going for the island hopping!!! Quite bored but your price paid weigh the result you get.

WOW!! Looks cool!!!

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Had you drove a speedboat before?? I did!!!!

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This is the famous pregnant maiden hill!!! Can you differentiate which is her head, breast, baby, and leg???

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This was a good experience as we were bitten by many fish. Actually not, they just suck your leg at most. The feeling was so nice when they swim along your feet. For your first time you will feel very itchy or in malay ‘geli’. However when you had used to it, I addicted!!!

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All of us sitting here to be sucked!!!

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Eagle square just beside the jetty!!

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These were the food I ate!!!!Erm!!!! Yummy!!!!!

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Cause of this

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and this

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I become this. Sorry for less picture!!!!

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I dunno why am I so ‘high’ that night till I determined to make myself drunk!! Pressure? Melancholy??
Finally we had to went back and facing the boring, pressured life!! When will be the next relaxing and enjoyable trip organized??

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be yourself

The day when you were born, when you were crying coming to this world, we were an individual object. Once you were out, your umbilical cord was to be cut. Hence, you supposed to be living on your own. The love, care, and adoration from your parents were just an additional part they gave by volunteering. It was not a must to them.

We live for ourself. As long as im not doing things that hurt others or myself, just go ahead. Even it may cause a bad outcome but you are the one to accept it, to face it, and to overcome it. Nobody helps you when you are in trouble and lots of people come to you when you have everything.

Hence, why we need care for others? Of coz im not mentioning bout your concern to others. It is different from what im discussing here. There are many people that giving an excuse such as to take care others feeling just to cover what he/she had did. Shit talk!!! Even though others will mind, then will you stop it forever? Every human will have their own circle of friends or family linking. They are all related. Strictly speaking, whatever you do, there must be affecting others. However it depends how you handle it, and how you treat the case. If you are so stubborn then yourself will be no improvement. Not because of you lazy, but you are restricted by others opinion.

The lesson of mine is- go ahead with your thinking. Others opinion is just a reference but not a restriction. Weigh the advantages and disadvantages and make your own decision!!!!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

boring life!!!

There is one of my friends that had been written about her recent life. Not hers actually but most of them of the same age including me. Everyday when we wake up, the moment we are opening our eyes, the ‘mission’ for the day is waiting the moment for closing my eyes to reach. Sounds ridiculous?? NO at all. It did write my feeling out. Maybe you have many things hanging out outside but the stuff you are doing are the same everyday and every time. Then whats the point??

‘yum cha’ This is the normal word coming out from my buddies. Yeah I enjoy it sometimes but it is not the time as before. The topics that surrounded us were those happened at the past. We just kept on recalling it everytime we were together and have the fun. Its funny and it lids up my night and even my day. I become nostalgic cause of it. It had no much difference on what we were talking about. Izit no more other things that we can hang on?? Academic??? Cars?? Electronic?? Cell phone?? Even you do, it is still the same.

There had a time that my mom questioned me.

“Where are you going??”

“drink tea”

“you are drinking it every night and why you still have so many topics to talk??”

Actually my mom was correct. She did say the right thing, but I enjoyed it!!! We will have limited topics but we have endless fun on it!!! Then whats life for??? It become meaningless to me. Wake, eat, shit, sleep. Haihz!!!!

What inspired me to write this post, besides her, it was because few of my buddies that came to my house to chat. We still gossiping and do nothing meaningful. Im wondering if the moment was accompanied by some oldies, it looks great!!! Through this only you will know more about your friends around and your vague memories will be recollected. Thanks to my buddies. I love this kind of activities. Ya, I do!!!

Im fed up with the life. I don’t want to do the same thing every day. I want a brand new life. Who can accompany to walk on this???

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

langkawi1

Now have a look at what I said before.

12 out of 16


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Tore towel

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Part of my trip. As what I had wrote, you guess which part I had went to.

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The answer is pink part. Quite small right?? And that’s why im with regret here.



Albeit this trip was not to the fullest but at least it gave us a chance for getting us all together. It bond us no matter we who are students and those who are working. Apply leave purposely just to join our sudden thoughts of getting fun. And these are MDBCs!!!!!

However, we still have our another side and this is our real inner-self of us.*wink*
Lovely, caring, patient all the good values are shown in this picture!!!!

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One day if I had a small space beside my house, I would like to have a rabbit as my pet. Syok! It is so cute and im sure many will shower their love on it. The important thing is it will ‘recycle’ its shit to eat. Feed it once and you can save one meal. Im wondering the packet of food that we bought from the dealer izit shit that had been processed. Why the rabbits so sensitive to the odor released. Once you touch it, rabbits will be following and licking your hand.



This will be one of my regret as well. We pay RM15 for the cable car entrance fee and this is inclusive of the hanging bridge. It is a great facility as you can have a bird’s eyeview on Lngkawi Island. However due to the bad weather, it was blocked and closed for visitors. There is no others poles or stand to support the bridge. It just hanging over there. I cant imagine what is my feeling at the middle of the sky.

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

langkawi trip

Back home about one month but I had done nothing except eat, shit, and sleep!!! Finally I can on vacation to Langkawi Island with buddies (MDBC). It was late, I know but to be in ‘full’(that are available and free at kampar) members, I had no choice!! We had 12 members in this trip. Pure MDBC members. It was a miracle as this was first time more than 2/3 of MDBC.

This trip was indeed happy but with few regrets.

1. Not full members. We had no memories of all members.
2. I cant explore whole langkawi in just 3 days 2 nights.
3. Not many beautiful bikini-girls in sight!!!
4. I cant enjoyed the fun of snorkeling as other mdbc members experienced!!
5. The whole journey was in tired form. No energy and sleepy!!

Langkawi is well known for duty free. If you came here for nothing then you were definitely stupid. Never drink soft drinks here but beers!! Beers will always cheaper and worthy at Langkawi. For smokers, needless to say, here is heaven for them!!!!!

It had been ages that I didn’t swim and had a sunbath at the sea shore. However this time was not so enjoyable as at Pangkor at the perspective of swimming. Most of the place are shallow and it is less that I can swim.

For the accommodation and transport, it was quite cheap. For two nights and two days car rental, we had to pay RM62 each only. (12 of us) we had booked a 4 stars hotel but what I felt it was worse than 3 stars. Its name Lngkasuka Resort. Remember it, they are cheating.

1. They supply towels with hole!!
2. Broken doors
3. Late room service.
4. Broken chairs

Really sucks!!!!



note: It was late night now and I will be introducing my trip in my future post!!!!