Danum Valley 1

A so called 4 days 3 night camp, Danum Valley had fixed to set off at 4.15pm from my live place! And this ady call one day! Fuck it!!! Even worse was that there were too many delays in the schedule! I waited from 4pm till 5pm something, the bus finally parked in my sight! Indeed, it disappointed me! For a long journey of 12 hours travel (estimated time), I expected I can have the uni bus which can fit 40 pupils and large enough for you to sleep! However it came this two small bus with 30 seats and jibaily narrow space available.





Even though the bus came but it was not the beginning of the journey. We still have to turn back to UMS chancellor hall for a simple and useless opening ceremony!! (Of course they had to satisfy my hunger before that) Here, we divided into groups, get know each other within the group, choose our leader and group name!! (seems like those primary students thing, but in fact it is usefull). These were my groupmates and the tall guy was my leader Carl Ooi!!!



With respect to our leader name, our group named similarly as his name Group Cowin!! Cow = similar sound Win = our group will win ….So here the Cowin team borned!!!

After 3 hours ‘torturing’ me there, finally 8.30pm, we officially departed from UMS heading Danum Valley! It was about 470km from KK but it took time due to the uneven road along the way as we had to pass through many hills!!!! With the small space in the bus, I cant even sleep tight in the bus. Instead, I feel unsecured! The bus driver was too professional on this type of driving skill!!! Speeding on an inclined plane and less braking when turning! Wow! I really worry what would happen if it really falls???

We just break for few times during the journey but it took a long time which postpone many of the programme next day! Estimated time to reach was 8am the next morning which suppose to reach the campsite. However we just reached the edge of the mountain. There is about 70km to go with which cost us 3 more hours!!


We are going to Danum Valley Field Centre and BRL!!

Once we reached there guess what welcome us? Not local committees, not ajk, but was an ‘mountain pig’ 山猪. Lets have a look on his face!! I heard its big name long time ago but now only was my first time to have a near look on it!!



Now, we checked in to our hostel!! As for me I quite satisfied with this but the only flaw is too hot at night, as they are using generator for electricity supply. Once after 12 it was automatically cut off and you have to stay in dark!!!







Here is the laboratory for the researchers and inside there has library, notebook and so on!!!



After an one hour briefing, we set off to BRl. We were separated into two large groups which the first going trekking to waterfall which I din have the chance to go tru it! The second group which I belongs to set off to the BRl to have s short jungle trekking to view two beautiful waterfalls. This was taken while im waiting the bus!!(my sister)


Big difference on the skin colour right?


My full groupmates including two malay de!!


Before coming to this place, we were traveling on uneven road. And now we were traveling on uneven, rocky road! Due to this condition, even a short distance to the BRl but it took me 1 and a half hour to reach there!!!



Now just go through all the scenery pics took during the trekking and waterfall!!
















Later on, we went for out last activity which I looking forward before I came to this camp.—tyre tubing!! It was sad as the current of the river that evening was no so fast enough to make me enjoy myself. But just treat it as one of my experience collection lor!! At least I tried! I will try a longer trail with stronger current at other place one day in Sabah!!!!


These was my first 2 days at Danum!!! Stay tune for the third and forth!!! I lost many photos. I have to gather it from other camera source!!! Hard to be done in a short time!!

guts is important!!!!!!!!

In our normal life, initiative is very important. We should move our first step in order to success or just to grab the opportunity that exist! However recently I found that there is another element that gives the greatest effect! That is your guts!!

Guts come first than your initiative. If you din even have the guts to do the thing, what do you expect for? Never hope from others that they will do something for you to make things better! They wont! I do believe in the saying that :” If you think you can, you can.” Everything can lose but you cant ever lost your confidence! No matter what that submerged your confident, try to rebuild it in another way!

穷则变, 变则通, 通则久. There are many means to reach your goal, don’t be too conservative or too persist on your own opinion. It never helps. Try to accept others advices and opinion. Blaming contributes nothing to the case! When yourself decided to give up, then no matter how strong you are in the field, you will never success!

In my previous camp, I came across people that reflect their real childishness! They din even know the basic living skills or necessity! When problem surfaces just know to be panic and blaming but do nothing much in thinking a solution for it! They are too dependant over something, no matter people, or medical support! They hardly can adapt to different condition. They are used to stick with the previous comfortable live style that they do!

I should be thankful to my mom that permitted me to join so many activities during my school life which build what is me today! Im not perfect right now but at least I will try my best to adapt! I would prefer me who change rather than the situation to adapt me which is less possibility! If you cant learn this, then undoubtly you cant survive in this competitive world!

There are a kind of people which is funny! They can treat their own problem as others problem! They wont think that the matter is on themselves! They thought that all people should tolerate with them and they need not to do anything to improve! However, you cant say they are self centered, but just they are thinking like an idiot only!

They are many things I haven try out right now. I know my physical is not capable for many thing but at least im willing to try. The worst result or the cost of taking it will not be your life!! Then why not try it out? You should only give up after you try it! Things easy to say then done. Till now i still have two things that I dare not to try….. genting – spaceshoot and bungyjump!!

I hope one day I could overcome it!

Danum Valley

25/11/2006 4.00am!!

I was just back home at 2 am something from my 4 days 3 nights camp at Danum Valley!! It costs me about 14 hours by bus travel to this deserted place! It is known as a field centre and there were many researchers having their research here about the wildlife, flora and fauna! Many phD graduated here as well according to their introduction and video clips!

In Danum Valley, there has a place named BRL (Borneo Rainforest Lodge) . I spent a day there for tyre tubing, trekking and waterfall sightseeing!! I been there for 4 days 3 nights but there were 1 day 1 night i spent in the bus! According their normal schedule for the tourist, i even worse than that. Maybe it was due to our large amount of campers which was hard to handle efficiently, furthermore all are adults!!!

As for me, the problem that matters here is your fitness. Just a one day trekking, i sudah beh tahan! Probably i lack exercise during the exam month and now the moment im typing this blog, im suffering. There are too many lactic asid accumulated in my tigh, tibia, and my shoulder!! Who can put some alkaline for me? Help!!!!

That is the introduction of where im going and hope that i can update my blog soon with real pictures and experiences!!! The right moment i should sleep! Perhaps you wont see me till evening as i in coma condition!! LOL

Goodbye for exam in 2006

The time is near, the time had come! Finally i was flee from the claws of those idiots under UMS academic team! I was mindly tortured for around 3 weeks with 8 distinct subjects which leads a 22 credit hour for this semester. I had done all my best for the exam throughout the year! I will never sit for any exam more for year 2006. Thanks god!!

2 weeks later, result will be released! I just have 2 weeks time to enjoy my holiday! After that sure my mood will be affected by my bad result! I have to prepare again for my new semester whereas other students still enjoying their holiday till christmas!! For now, just kick the fucking academic stuff aside and go for my time!!

21/11/06, i will be going for a camping at Danum Valley which is a forest located 10 hours-drive from KK! It is held for 4 days 3 nights and that means i wont be available in blogsphere for 4 days! Although there are no one who miss me but at least i have someone to miss with!!!

Today i had went to KK to buy all the stuff for my holiday and my camp necessity! Salt for leech, shoes for trekking, biscuits to feed myself, choc for my fren and so on! I had broke for today! I totally over budget for my day! At night i went for 'Casino Royale' (james bond series).

I should say thanks to my further maths lecturer as it was him who make me have the feel of being so hapi and free afer exam! However i still have to hate him as was him to postpone my hapiness so late. So envy walking along the street and every sole with a jibaily hapi expression, with the phrase ' i finish exam jo' on the forehead! Hate them. But now i can do the same to them!! This is my first holiday spent in Sabah and i hop ei will enjoy it!

C ya!

bb!!

where are you from???? (proof im not from mars)

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

What Planet Are You From?

words from wjiann:

1) im steady in slping!

2)I organized my time 60% to dota 30% to slp and 10% to read!! Well organized right?

3) I have dreams but my act told me that im not determined, coz it is overwhelmed by MR lazy!!

4) i like to have some new style which is logical to me!!!

5) Im honorable and responsible all the time even at the bottom!!

6) Ok, im going to have dota now, never let blogging distract me!

7) How we defined success??

what your birthdate means???

While reading titoki's blog, i was interested too in what my birthdate represents!! It might be not accurate but just for fun and curiosity!!!

Your Birthdate: September 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. You're good at so much - you never know what to do. Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. You are destined for a life of travel and fun. Your strength: Your likeability Your weakness: You never feel satisfied Your power color: Bright yellow Your power symbol: Asterisk Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

wjiann's mind:

1)You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

i agree with im not good at any one thing, it often makes me confusing what is my specialties? If u ask so i really no idea about it! Somebody say is maths but there are lots of people better than me!! So?

2)You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

i dont think so!

3)Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

agree!!!!

4)You are destined for a life of travel and fun.

everyone will hope their life will be adventurous and full with funs. Till now i found torments rather than fun!!

5)Your strength: Your likeability

am i? im tanned and cool!! And sometimes quite fierce when im not smiling. (just the outlook)

6)Your weakness: You never feel satisfied

people with this attitude only will improve ma right?

7)Your power color: Bright yellow

then i shud buy some clothes on this colour!!

8)Your power symbol: Asterisk

i was ady confusing with it in many mathematics subject!!!

A picture worth a thousands words!!

Posts before i had describe UMS library is just like a dumping area for UMS students! There will be no tidy arrangement fos the racks and books. Now let me show you the proof!!





Even with the label at each rack, but you will never find the particular book you want in this condition. People will never so good enough to put back the book he/she view in the previous order. Just put somewhere as convenient as possible! Or sometimes just leave it on the table!

Many times i checked the computer system, the book was available in the system and there were 3 copies for that! However following the calling code you will never find the book at its place! You will get it only if you have fate with it!!

I think the best in the library will be the nobel collection!! im lazy to enter so i just take some picture outside!!!

Rabbits

Forwarded from MDBC.blogspot

They might not be as civilized as we are. They might not be able to think as good as we do. However, the basic instinct of survival undoubtedly remains. After all, they are animals, though tiny but still they have feelings.

You won't regret treating them nicely,

because they will soon realize who are save to be with.


On the other hand, handle them without care, neglecting their fragility,


you'll soon get the taste of being abandoned.

Treat animals nicely, handle them with care.

my feeling

Im writing my own feeling now!!! Right at 0030, my heart feeling pain! Why ?????

Started from the first day of the exam period 30/10/06, i felt so free and relax till the moment i have now. (unless night before exam) As for me, exams that come first to me is quite easy and it is going harder and harder as the time goes by!! I had finish three of my paper, linear algebra, statistic, and japan language!! Only 3 subjects and they were distributed in 2 weeks time.

Next week starting from monday, i will be suffering with four consecutive subjects. monday follow by tuedaday then wednesday and the one at friday! 4 papers in one week. THis is how systematic for UMS academic administration. Even worse is the papers are which i hardly can do well. All come in once.........For your acknowledgement, one of the subject i din even have a full notes on it.. What i have is pile of notes worth RM7.00 Can you imagine how many pages are there? Few! The exam syllabus will be four essay question... u better kill me!!!

Days before this im teasing others who reading for their exams while i was playing or wawtching movie there. Everyday sleep till 3pm. However, now they have the time to relax at hometown. Many of my friends will be finishing their exam in this few days time. They are going back to hometown. My heart dropped to the bottom. My heart fly with them back to my hometown.. But i never have the chance!!

4 of my housemates are leaving next week. The week i suffer the most! What in store for me next week, whether good or bad? i dont know!! For sure i only can try my best ...

Miracles

Suns not rising from the west!! It was not as what mr. Diao commentted on my previous post! The very next morning after i went to the library, 'miracles' do happen again!!

First miracle - i woke up by my own before 10, in fact that day there is no any examination. (normal earliest record for this condition will be 12 sumthg!!!!)

Second miracle - I went to library and stayed there for more than 6 hours. I had put all my efforts in the library. Hope it gives me same value of return!!!

Third miracle - I ate at 10 for my brunch (just mee) and i can survived til 7.30pm with less water consumption as i was in library. No food or drinks are allowed in it and im so lazy to walk in and out. I bear my hunger in a temperature i think less than 16 celcius!!!

Actually all these normally happened to others but for me im an abnormal maybe!! Coz im lazy, coz i slp late, coz i hate library, coz i always eat as i have a convenient transportation for myself. These are nothing to many people but it affected my 'normal' life!!!

My 6 hours were all spent on SPSS (statistical pakej for social science). Indeed, it gave me return today. It consists of 30 MCQ and 2 subjective questions. Happy to say that i supposed that i did my very best and well in this. The only factor that matters were my small test and midterm marks. Hope it wont reallya gives any effect to my well done paper today!!!

Should take a nap now and study for my next paper tomolo!!!

Japan Language which suppose not a problem to me also...*wink*

See you all!!

Library!!!

Written Date : 6/11/06
Written Time: 12.12am

Incredibly, I went to library on Sunday! With one of my friend’s company, I stayed there for 4 hours above!! I cant believe I can do that. I had took 2 exams for my first year and I never been there to read for my final!! Thanks to the friend that ‘forced’ me to be there!!

UMS Library has a vague impression in my mind! It is just a place for me to fulfill my requirements for my assignment. As my memories hold, first semester for my first year, i went there just to online with my laptop! Later on, I changed to the service of TmNet hotspot made me even less visit to the library! I can just online next to my hostel!

Strictly spoke, there were only twice I fully treat library as a library! First was when Im doing my SPNM assignment. My title was to make a review on certain books. It was a group assignment and 4 of us searching every corner at the library to get all the books available for my title! That was my first!

Second time I went there just happened last month! Again it was to make a review on certain journals or thesis. As we know, journals have to buy if you want to view it. For thesis, where else you can get others from library? All these cant be done through internet and totally make me die!! Since the night I went to library searching for thesis I was the last, I even dunno where was the part and which floor thesis and journals located at! What a joke as I been at UMS for a year!!! Worse than those juniors who know more on the procedures and ways…

When I was on the way to library, I even don’t know will the library open today and when it will close. Im lack of all these information. Now ady Monday and I decided to go library once again before my next paper on Tuesday! Maybe if there is someone accompany to library reading, I think I will. Coz I really can read there more than in my house. More efficeient!!!! LOL

Funny essay!!

Since all people are tension now, hereby post a funny essay from a primary school student... It is short but it is funny, how many of us dare to write like that?

have fun!!!!!

"keluarga saya"

Semua orang di dunia ini ada keluarga. Keluarga ialah family dalam bahasa orang putih. Keluarga mempunyai ayah, ibu, abang, kakak, adek, nenek, datuk pakcik, makcik dan etc etc.

Pertama kali saya ingin memberi tahu bahawa semua orang di dunia ini mempunyai keluarga yang aman damai dan idak beperang tetapi ada juga tidak aman damai kerana mereka beperang.

Saya ingin menceritakan pula tentang keluarga saya. Saya mempunyai seorang ibu dan ayah tetapi ibu saya kata dia pernah tidur dengan tiga orang lelaki di hotel di mana dengan itu sah bahawa saya ini anak luar nikah kerana darah saya berlain jena dengan ayah saya yang ada di rumah ini. Ayah tidak peduli bila ibu keluar dengan lelaki lain. Ibu pula tidak risau jika ayah tidak pulang ke rumah walaupun hampir satu bulan.

Kakak dan abang saya tidak lagi bersekolah kerana mereka sudah berhenti. Kakak saya cantik seperti mirip wajah marilyn monroe yang sudah mati itu. Dia mati kerana terlanggar motokar datuk saya yang enjinnya berkuasa 500cc.

Abang saya handsome atau kacak seperti Amitabh Bachan atau Sunjay Dutt, kadang muka dia berubah seperti Aacapan bila dia baru bangun tidur. Bila dia habis mandi muka dia macam muka dia sendiri. Itulah kelebihan abang saya.

Seterusnya saya menceritakan tentang adik saya. Walaupun saya tidak ada adik tetapi saya tipu kamu dengan mengatakan bahawa saya ada adik.

Demikianlah tentang cerita tentang keluarga saya bahagia walaupun sebenarnya tidak. Sekian harap maklum.

yang ikhlas:
Bob

tis guy got 2.5/100...
cool...

3rd album (BBQ)

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MSN

For people lazy like me, will observe the internet flow very clear. Why i will say so? no matter exam, or without exam, rain or cloudy, shitting or eating, i will be online all the time i was awake!!

Days before today exam, out of 35 UMS friend list in my MSN, had dropped to below 5 people who online at the same time. Now, the moment im just finished the first paper, my list goes up double!!

Are tehy manage their time perfectly? Some of them even keep their laptop and for bade themselves from serving the net for weeks. Well, i cant do it. I admit!!

Life without my laptop is my independence day!! unless you have something to keep my idle mind working. If not people around me will be my victim!! They all will be my entertaining tools.

Although i on my msn throughout the whole day but it doesnt mean im chatting whole day long. it just in case i have something to ask, or people got something to ask, or when im boring finding people to accompany me. Especially those ppl in my house. Even though in same house and the most is just separated by one storey staircase, but we contact using msn. Even if you were sitting in front of me!! The worst is even using sms within my own house. Ridiculuos right? But it is true, believe it!!!

My exam today, erm.....quite ok but i also less confident of getting an A for it! too many contradictions with friends which submerged my confidence!! Haihz.. Laziness kill me!!

This paper leads a good start as i din ever intend to quit earlier then the fixed time. Normally for other subjects except mathematics, i will be quitting earlier!! It is my style! dont know means dont know, sitting there doesnt mean u can do it. Dont waste our time right? But mathematics different. We mayb can think of something to write even though ur answer may not be correct!!!

Good luck to everone

Part of the UMS students already started with their first paper today! As for me, my first paper will be on 31/10 which means tomorrow!!

I know the scariest thing which is not avoidable had come. So lets face it togeder. Lets fight for our future!!!

We had done our best throughout this semester (odo im not), don’t worry about our exams and just take it easy. Stressful time ady passed!! It is the time for us to relax and show what we had in our mind. Show them what we had studied!!

For all my coursemates and students who read my blog, GAMBATE KUDASAI!!!! All of us sure will pass with flying colours. Good luck to all of you and may god bless us!!

No nervous no worry! Sleep earlier tonight!!! zzZZzZzZZZzzzz!!!!!!!!!

who knows me well?

If you want to know me more about me or you want to test how much you know about me, please feel free to click here to have a simple test from mine.

I think even the newly made friend also can score if you really concern!!! Thanks so much!!

BBQ

At this tension moment, everyone is doing their revision for the upcoming final examination. However, 21 lorong raja udang 3b students treat it as a shitty thing and negligible. Hence, a barbeque was organized and celebrating Hon’s birthday in advance. (the next day is his bthdy)

Before that we had decided to hold it on Wednesday but due to the Raya, the town here become a dead town. All the shop closed. No materials can be bought. Haiz!!!! They raya I puasa!!!

Luckily this bbq still can going on!!!!

This bbq main ‘dish’ is to be done by me. Fried bihun!!! (second plate not, as I hv to go to lit the fire) Lets see whether I have the style of a chef anot?





Im stirring the taste for the sauce!!! Own creation!! LOL (lots of sesame oil)



Before I was able to finish the second plate of fried bihun I was called to lit the fire! Sad to note that it was in a mess and a failure to me!!! I regret why I din learn it properly when I went camp but depending on those scouts!!!





Finally with 4 fire seeds, some old newspaper and my pumping style blowing, I successfully make it!!! About to faint due to lack of oxygen in my lung!!

Ok lets start the event!!!!





We had our sound system by using Mr Hong speaker, n Miss See pc!! Listening to 988.



After long time struggling with the food, all of us were suffering of too full. Wanna vomit liao!! We ate all meat today. Less vegetables.



But this still licking with joy. And he is so so so selfish don’t want to share with others!!!!!



A bird’s eyeview of the food.



Now is the time to enjoy our self made dessert!!! Pudding!!! Not as well as sold but still ok to be eaten…LOL



While we were fighting outside, this two girls still surfing the air asia web in search for cheap air fare to back hometown!!!



This time the only video captured is singing the school theme of our primary and secondary school PEI YUAN!!! Reli dog!!

Attitude

Whenever there are problems surfacing, there will be many excuses blaming others or something. People will never admit their fault but to blame others in order to reduce his/her own guilty.

There are some for exception but they are nearly extinct. Sometimes I will be the type that blaming others. Even though is not merely my fault but I will be the one who want to point out the one who carry the responsibilities. (however, finally also me to settle the problem)

In my previous posts, I stated that luck is quite important in everything. Hardwork is important but luck which decided your future. Only after reading this, I feel it is correct. There is only element that dictates our own life, our own way. To make our life perfect please read through it…

Small truth to make our Lifes 100%....... If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is equal to 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Hardwork= H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only

Knowledge=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% only

Love=L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%

Luck=L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47% (don't most of us think this is most important???)

Then what makes 100% Is it Money? ..... No!!!!! Leadership? ...... NO!!!! Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our attitude. To go to the top, to that 100% what we really need to go further..... a bit more.......

Attitude=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes our life perfect...

No matter what we faced, have a positive attitude. There will be no independence day in real life. Every thing will have its solution itself and it is not only limited to one. Learned ambiguity in mathematics? Same result can be done in different ways.

When people stick to one solution, he/she is stubborn. He/she is too conservative. Cant grow if he/she drags on. No antidote for them but to let them getting the essence themselves.

Raya!!!

Now is 24/10/2006, time 1305. You should be surprise looking me wake up so early appear in this blogsphere!!! Although im not a muslim but i seems like celebrating with them as i wake up so early. LOL

Today will be my starting point of my final examination journey. In fact, i fixed today to start my revision on my first subject. Indeed, i fixed monday but, due to a small technical mistake i postponed it to today.

Because of i always sleep at the next morning and wake at evening time, i hardly to differentiate what day is today. Im confusing. No lectures, no dates, no programmes, no trips. Im being a dull man in home. Just sleep eat and shit!!! I told others that this is my last day to relax, i will b start revision on monday! Friends nearby giving me a same response. They are in gasped telling me that today is ady monday. So for not breaking my mood of the day, i postponed to tuesday.

I want to have a brand new day on Raya!!!! But i will still touching my games, just will touch my books in addition!! LOL

21/10/06

21/10/2006

Today is my most boring and damn sien day. Yesterday night, i slept at 5am after few episodes of movies. (男人之苦) It explains all the pains a man will get. Why a man will suffer so much no matter when school, when working or after marriage. I quite agree with what they said as im a real man also!!!! This movie will never worse than the 女人唔易做.

There are few sentences that i love the most. They includes:

女人就可以哭,男人就要死撑.
男人最大个苦莫过于不能诉苦.
万事起头难,挨过就不用烦.

Dont you all men agree?

Im not 大男人主义 (titoki what this call in english, i remember u used it before in ur post)In some perspective, it really differents between boy and girl. Hard to ablance it. I know boys can say anything to girl also but you all will never know the worries for a boy.

Due to i have no date where you can find proof in my previous post, i woke at 4pm. Im quite blur liao. I cant walk in a straight line. Im swinging my head. Dizzy!!! Just like someone unconscious woke up. LOL

I think my schedule for this study week will be bout the same as today. Sleep like a pig and read nothing.

who wanna date me???

Finally, I am freed from the dark age of Matematik Econs University Malaysia Sabah first semester of 2006/2007. The period is from last two weeks till today. Im troubled by bundles of assignments, human behaviours, and human expression, and endless test and midterm!!!!

From the last two weeks, the assignments were coming non stop with no advance notification. Once given u have to pass up few days later or after one week together with some tests. Previously I sleep at about 4 hours per day. My time at my friend’s house is more than I play dota in my home.

Their housemate already used to see me there. Both of us were afraid for looking at each other. Whenever they saw me going to their house they will thinking of something bad may happen on our assignment. It was the same form me. My digi line will never rang normally. Whenever it rang, I knew it was from them. Im scared to receive it. Im wondering izit any news they get which will lead to redo my assignment. Haihz

Finally, now I think I’ve no necessity and no excuse to go there anymore. All the assignments and test were over. Now what I should do is to focus on my final exam of the semester. Anyway I have a week of study week. It is the time for me to relax without worries. Final??? Erm….. days before I will start work. This is my usual style. At least for this weekend I will enjoy myself thoroughly. (those with cheap expenditure)

I knew my tests and assignments are the best and not really fulfil all the requirements from lecturer. However at least all my groupmates and me had done our best to submit it. I’d done my best with no regret. Forget it now. Deduct marks? Go ahead!! LOL

Anyone wish to date me this weekend??? Haven got any programme yet……. Drop me a comment in haloscan!!!!

last hope for this semester

Everyone will have their hope, their wishes. They can be positively and negatively affecting ourselves. Some aims so high and some just aim very low. For the latter, we call them easily get satisfied.

Sometimes we cant aim too high as if the goal was not to be achieved later on, we are the one who get the pain. It just like falling from the top of KLCC to the floor. Died horribly!

However, without our aims, will someone putting extra effort for that? It actually motivates us to fight for it, to step further, to get success!! Somebody who live in this world is just like the zombies. They are alive but their minds are dead! What point of living if then?

Glad to tell my readers that I was quite happy when I get 3 of my midterm marks for 3 different subject. (linear algebra, add maths, financial maths) The word smart and clever are more obviously heard around me. I don’t know what I shud react to them. Laugh? Like too sombong. Silent? It tends to be more sombong. What I should say?

Especially when it comes to the financial maths, as im the only one who get solid A. My matric number suddenly well known among my coursemate. From an unknown people changed to people focus point. Anyway, I should say thanks to MR leong also.

Normally for midterm it just occupy at most 40% of the paper. Even though I get an A didn’t mean that it secure an A for me in final. Ya of course I hope so but im afraid I cant get it. Coz I dun wan to waste the advantage that I get from my midterm. Anyway I will try my best!!!

If it really success then they will be my first subject with 3 credit hours has an A.

Am I really aim too high for this? But sure I will be disappointed if I cant get it. Mayb god bless me!!!!

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stress

I think most of the uni students will be shouting for help now. Our final is coming. The worst of every semester. No matter how free are you, how smart are you, the most suffering days will be coming.

I heard from many people that claim themselves so stress and don’t know everything. However in fact they did read through all the chapters, revising all the topics in the syllabus, but they still blaming and complaining. Nowadays, never disturb students with nothing, if not you will be killed cruelly.

Every Friday I will be listening to 988 fm to the famous DJ – chan feng. Not his sound sweet, or the contents funny. But it was due to his way of speaking. It is another style in giving advice to others. He never tolerate with you if he feels that he was right. He even will scold you till your tears flow. Another thing that I impressed with is he never contradicts his own opinion. Even though if there is another second part coming on, he still be able to support his own idea. Never come out with this phrase:” huh ya ar?” and so on.

There was once a caller that complaining bout her daughter which is now Form 5 preparing for SPM. She blamed that her daughter never read and just doing others thing at home without touching the book.

She admitted she only concerned about her daughter’s result and keep on asking only on that point. She never know what is the real thinking in her daughter’s mind. Mr Chan told her that there will be one reason for human behaved like that.

It was stress!!!! Dun judge a person how good is him/her only on result. There are many factors. Stress will force people to run away from the real life. Since her daughter having much stress from her family and that’s why she free herself from that limitation!!!

Just like me now. My friends and coursemate said that Im smart. I no need read to know the contents of the topic. Only last minute have some revise I will do better than them. Actually not me who smart but is stress that keep me away from that. STRESS FORCE ME TO RUN AWAY!!!!!!!!

Today I woke at around 2pm and I got many messages from coursemate asking bout maths for tomolo test. However I haven start my revision at all. I just decided that do it later at night. However, when I online there are still somebody asking me many things. Oh my god!!!

I knew that I was outdated from this as I ponteng for 3 weeks and absent for the tutorial classes for weeks. They are ahead of me much more, their pace are faster then mine. I have to hurry up but what I can do?

HAIHZ!!!!!!

test

Today when i open my friendster i saw a new message. With high expectation i hope that there will be someone who compose message to me but not forwarded. Snyway i did open it and it was a test on personality. i tried it and this was my results. It indeed match my real thinking as well..... if you intend to do it also, please click here.

My results as follows:
‧ 真實生活中你會被什麼性格的人吸引：
馬 － 不可駕馭、自由浪漫的人最吸引你。

‧ 在被追求的過程中，什麼方式讓你最無法抗拒：
猴 － 有創意、永遠讓你感覺新鮮。

‧ 你最希望留給情人的印象：
蛇 － 彈性的。

‧ 你最不希望在何種情況下和情人分手：
鱷 － 無情的、冷血。

‧ 你希望和你的另一半建立何種關係：
鳥 － 你考慮的不止是現在和他(她)的關係，而是未來能共同成長。

‧ 你對感情世界腳踏兩條船的看法：
人 － 你在乎社會的看法，婚後你不會有越軌的行為。

‧ 你對婚姻生活的看法：
獵豹 － 你一直想要婚姻，但是你一點也不瞭解婚姻。

‧ 你對愛情的看法：
鴿 － 你認為愛情是雙方面的承諾。

Mooncake festival

Sorry for posting my moon cake festival celebration after a week. It is due to some technical problem on getting the photos for posting purpose. Finally I got it tonight and it was posted so hot!!!

Last year, it was celebrated with my birthday togeder. This year, we celebrated on the date itself and play some candles, lantern and eat some junk food and moon cake. We get invitation letter from the ‘emperor’, which says:” 逢天诚伝, 皇帝诏曰: 金宝大之大猛人接旨
皇上定于农历八月十五(6/10), 即月圆之夜, 于十八二十二皇俯举办赏月大会.凡出席者必提灯笼赴约. 如有违令者, 一律处斩. 秋后处决. 格杀勿论, 响炮为记. 欽此.


Really funny looking at this.. Thanks to the one who having such an effort to do so....


The one who cover his face with hand is our emperor and the black t-shirt beside is the 八王爷.

However what they bought like groundnuts, moon cake, all were foods that I will not eat. Luckily my ‘second’ family prepared jelly and some ‘gung chai beng’. At least I have something to put in mouth. All of them knowing me will not eat moon cake and grabbed all jelly and gung chai beng. They forced me to eat. Luckily I din agree with them.



Our celebration!!!



Lantern is to be burned not to bring….


Like birthday more than mooncake right???


Don’t know this auntie doing what…..like the landlord just after her washing..lol



This night we chat till 2am at midnight. All of us chatting around the table talking nonsense. I quite enjoy the day even though the following weeks is quite busy. It really let people feel warm when someone celebrated festival with you.... Thanks to 18 22

Rob B Hood

Within this year there is no movies that can attract and did let me appreciate with the intention of watching it again. During last saturday, i had been to GSC tow atch this movie with my 2 housemate and 3 coursemate. LOL!!!

It is a comedy. Looking at the posters and news regarding it, im so desperate to watch it even though if need me went by motor at midnight i also dont care. I want watch it. The result after watching it didn't disapponted me. It gave much more than i expected.

I told my friend that im desperate to watch it cause im so stressed and i would like to have a way to release it. Since it is new comedy, why not have a try? Throughout the whole movie my mouth never shut. Either the laughter that keep it open or the action that gasped me!!!

It includes many senses. Humor, action, love all are presented so well. They balanced it so well in the movie. It they want to vote the best movie among the year, it will be my choice. Watch it if not you will be regret.

The Rob B Hood!!!

puasa

As all of you know now is the fasting month for the muslims. It is an abstain from food and drinks for don’t know how many hours to let them know the pain of those who have less food and drinks. It teaches them to appreciate the gift of gods.

It indeed has a good moral value behind that but if it is practiced on me, so sorry. I cant. Everytime when this fasting month comes, it is just like a practice that apply to all the Malaysians. For other races that didn’t do that were forced to do so as well. When they want to eat in front of them cant, even drink in front of them also cant. However sometimes we are not purposely to do it in front of course. We should respect all the religious practice from other races.

For me I will not eat in front of them but if it touch the case for drinks I really cant bear it. Im thinking that why I should suffer like them? Im not a muslim what!!! I saw there are seniors that hold his bottle of water walking out the lecture hall to drink water. In my opinion, wont it is more obvious? As for me I will just drink there but I just want to quench my thirst and nothing more than that.

My micro lecturer facing the same problem as me. She never think to have any disrespect but she just did like normal. However she get scolded many times for that. She asked us, actually who are in the fasting month now? She felt that she is a muslim as well as she had to suffer from hunger and thirst.

Once she was at a restaurant. Outside were the stalls for malay foods. There were lot of muslim wating outside to buy the food as the time about to reach. Bout 6 sumthing. My lecturer bought her food and intended to eat at once. She was forbid by her husband.

“Eh, wait a moment la, they are still in the fasting period, wait them buka puasa first then eat togeder.”

My lecturer gave us a funny expression. She said:” Im feeling that im also puasa. Once the bell from the mosque rang, she onli started her food like the malays.

There was another matters that cropped into my mind. When I was in primary school I save my money by quitting my breakfast. Every morning every day. Finally I suffered from gastric and undergo a treatment for long time. Im wondering I just didn’t eat thing for my breakfast will get gastric but how come they can bear more than 12 hours even without drink. Are they blessed?

Really a mystery!!!!!!

10 simple life pleasure

Well, i've been tagged by kruy to do this 'meme'. Erm actually i had beed tagged by titoki once and here i repost it for you kruy!!!! It doesnt changed and it is still the same.

Here it goes!!!

1. MDBC reunion.

2. Graduate with first class degree.

3. Lie down on a grass field to look the stars.

4. Walking along seaside with my beloved.

5. Endless movie everyday.

6. Can have pork (siew yok).

7. Learn break dance

8. Own a big house and can enjoy every corner without me doing the housework.

9. Bathing without closing the door.

1o. Receive a present when my birthday, Christmas and valentine.

Pass it around and have the fun.

my teacher

Today is my financial mathematics second mid term. I was thought by two lecturers and I don’t know why both of them were using malay as their medium of teaching. We should improve ourselves and match the international standard. In an international company who knows bahasa?

In my own opinion, they were just doing their responsibilities on having us to take the exam for this subject but they didn’t think about out future application. Don’t you want me to translate and understand it term by term by my own? OMG!!! I also not understand why the majority requested for it for my second lecturer. Initially, she was teaching in English but finally she changed due to the request from the students.

As what I said, today was my exam and I only touch my book the night before today. I had play truant for her class for two weeks about 3 or 4 lectures. Why? Cause I cant catch up with what she say in front of the board. She just like having the SS. (Syok Sendiri)

She just copied from the book and rewrite the formula on the board and teach us how to apply. Ok, what is the difference I read it myself? She din give the full meaning and why we should learn it. When we will able to make use of it? Thus, I play truant.

Till yesterday I had to read in order to do well in exam. What I did was remember all the fucking things inside without a sense understanding it. I remembered the formula but never know how it was deduced.

Im confusing ady. Then my msn popped up with a message stating Mr, D had online. He was the one that I mentioned before that studies in England for actuary. He had took this subject before and hence I had to consult him. Im asking him bundle of questions, and even grabbed his opportunity to chat with his ’beloved’. I put in inverted comma as it was claimed by him.

I was glad that he let got the opportunity and having the time to teach me in msn. Type word by word for definition, for explanation, and indeed I get his point. Thanks for your patience.

However within the conversation I had a problem to communicate to him. I have to translate my malay terms to English. I squeeze my brain and hardly think some words that related to it. Luckily he still can get it. Really a Malaysian. Lol!!! But there was still some that he don’t know. I just translate it directly from the meaning of the word. He scolded me:” What the fuck you are talking? You direct translate from the term?”

“Yes I did, cause I really cant find the English term”

Haihz, pity

In this ‘conferencing’, he noticed one thing. Which is im holding the Buddha leg when it needs. LOL For some definition, he asked me to ask some others members of my community and I said I cant. Im in rush. I have to know it now.

“Why??”

“Tomorrow im having a exam in morning.”

“What the fuck. Tomolo you are having an exam and till now you know nothing about it.”

“Yes, I really know nothing. That’s why im seeking your help now.”

“Die la like this.”

Haha!!! I also paiseh listening to that. I think next time I have to do some preparation before finding him.

Anyway thanks ‘expert’ from England ya.

p/s: im asking you about the par value and today exam it comes out the definition of par value, but I don’t know to answer. lol

best friend

There are many loves in this world. There are mother love, couple love, friends love, urself, and so on. Everyone will get their mother love, certainly, couple just depends on time and sure everyone will get it. Friends, this is the one which keep you alive till today, and now I am here to write.

Try to have a look around you. The nearest that can help you, can assist you, can accompany is whom? Although they might not be the one who last long in your heart and maybe just a passerby in your life, but they did have an influence on me. I will appreciate friends around me that treat me friend as well.

Albeit there are conflicts among each other and that is a must for living togeder in a community. We should learn how to manage and how to tolerate. It is just another process of growth. We have to learn the socialize skill. Never being too flaunt over something of yourself nor too inferior.

I saw a sentence before which says that if someone betrayed you the first time it is their fault. However if they betrayed you twice then it is your fault. It just gives me a new perception of the way of my life. We should forgive whoever who did something bad or wrong to you. Try to learn from it. It enlightens me.

How will you define a good friend or close friend? Somebody tells others that these are my close friends as they being with him/she for years such as from primary school till now. Some might say that we always go out and chit chat over anything. Now you have to mention what mean by everything? Is it including your inner self? Include your own problem? I have a gang that can be very crazy and indeed they accompany me all over the time. However among all of them, how many knows my real one?

It is not bad in this case also. We have to sort our friends into different categories. For my gang, at least they will support me when im troubled and will make me happy by doing some crazy things which I never expect or would never did it in my life without them.

Then how about best friend? I will say that everyone will have only one best friend. If you don’t know English check it. A best friend really can talk any thing to you. It is a two way interaction. Not only you treat he/she as but in return he/she feels the same. He/she may not know you for long time but maybe can be instantly known.

They always say ‘yan gap yan yun’. Yeah! I believe it. Coz I found mine one. I knew her for a year in fact. But we just know the name for each other only. Till one month before we had started our first chat. For the previous period, besides my gf, she will be the second to know my things. But now………………. She is the one that I will think of when matters come or without matters.

Im not good in communication and consoling people. Im not good in telling jokes or start a conversation. ( this is one of my problem between me and my ex) However, be with her really feel different. Maybe we are the same type and we match both of our style. I will appreciate this friend and hope she will not be my passerby in heart. Even one day I have a girlfriend, she will be my best friend as well!!!!!

labuan video

These are the videos when at labuan......not as funny as my bthdy video but at least reflects our journey....

On the ferry.....



The war of memorial



Chimney



Tunnel



Jetty of labuan

boring talk

Nowadays there will be no more burning the midnight oil but is wasting the electricity at midnight. We are not using oil anymore for lid the light. All my housemate will be stay up till late night just to revise their work and study but in fact tomorrow there will be no any exam.

I admire those who can do so. They are so desperate. At the next day they can having the same routine as me. As for me if I stay up late, the earliest time for me to wake will be after 2pm (if there is no morning class). Even though tomorrow im going to have an exam but still I cant stay up too late till 4 or 5 am. Some of my housemate is even more terrible. They can wake up at 4 or 5am for reading. Walau eh!!

Now im so boring but instead my housemate are all reading their books or at least they will find something to do. Not like me. Im boring for the whole day for nothing. Happy to tell my readers that I woke at 3.10pm today. Somebody say me insane, some say me lazy, some treat it as normal. I don’t know. I love to sleep. But I like to sleep once non-stop. Although my housemate used to sleep but they like to do it separately. They can take a nap for half an hour at noon and some more for evening time. Sorry I cant. I will not sleep if I cant have a rest more than at least 3 hours.

I felt that just sleep for one hour (as example), when the time to wake up is really suffering. I would like to die at that moment. Don’t kacau me if I just sleep for a while. Im keeping on disturbing others now.

One of them urged me that since im so boring, just go to have a new post on your blog. Well, ok!!! I just wrote this!!!!! Why am I so lazy? Im having 2 exam 2 presentation and 1 lab test in this following week. I read none of them. I am keeping the thinking that I would be able to finish it one day before. (not one day is one night)

But when the day comes, I will be blaming I’ll have no enough time to read la no time to do others thing la and so on. Why? It even worse when during exam. I saw it in the note yesterday but due to im in a rush then I just have a glance and hence not remembering it. Really wanna stab my thigh with a dagger!!!! Arh!!!

I think no one can forcing me to read right now. I will regret when facing somebody especially my parents, but it fact I still the same style. Lazy. Maybe if you let me saw all my coursemate are reading then I will be putting more effort. Coz im feeling inferior ma…..

Now after this post I planned to have another episode of movie. The dance passion!! The song of TWINS now singing……(死性不改)

LOL