i know how to swim!!!!

This post is purposely written for dedication. He is not handsome but there are some who say yes, he is short but he attracted somebody, his breast is big but he is fit from some perspective, he is what else??? Oh ya, he is a trustworthy friend sometimes and he speak ‘2 gas’ (义气). My first time was given to him. He let me felt suffocated. Im scared. Eh guys, im not a gay. We were not doing the thing that you are thinking.

What I want to present here is bout my swimming. He was the first lecturer on teaching me swimming. Our lecture hall is Batu Berangkai. It is a famous place where ‘babi hutan’ appears, where many fatal cases happened, where it is rocky, where MDBC gathered during Form 5 and Form 6 life. Seems horrible?? Yeah, it is a waterfall. We played at a lower level of the hill. It is a small pool where it is called ‘Lake Egg”. Later, we proceed to a small pool at a more lower place which we called it “Diving Lake’. Not only swimming but I learned diving from him at waterfall. Of course not like the Olympic jumping from few meters height. I just dare to dive with my head heading down.


Special advertisement for ‘Diving Lake’.

We will not being so plain at the waterfall. The idea of having a barbeque cropped up among mdbc and here we go!!!

The distance I learned swimming is from the crowd to the big rock. Just going through and back.

Nah!!!! This is my lecturer lor!!!! (the guy more handsome when under comparison)

I paid a lot of fees there. Not in monetary terms. I have to pay for my Apollo biscuit sold there, for nasi lemak, and physical damaging. The process of learning diving was suffering as my chest turned red for the whoel part. This was a proof of im not dare enough. Now, where I saw people dive like a flat flat UFO, I giggled!!!! But I never said that im an expert for now.

What inspired me to write this post suddenly?? Not because of no ideas, but today I improved my swimming skills. Mr Eastgod, do you still remember the day we went Stadium Ipoh?? I knew you were terribly boring as you need to accompany me at 1.6m level. I had no guts to follow him to 2m level. I knew the skills like freestyle and ‘frog style’. I can move freely in water. However the point is I don’t know how to stop. Whenever I was blocked in the middle or with the breathe I cant reach to the edge, I swear I will drown there. You are correct, I knew both style but I never know how to stand still in water. That’s the reason I cant go level that is higher than me.

Im willing to learn. I am interested. It just I cant make it so naturally. For me to float on the water, I can but I must be moving or lying.

Mr Eastgod, you need not to worry anymore as I dare enough to swim with you at 2m level from now. Not because I learned it. It is because im so desperate to learn swimming, hence I go to sabah stadium to swim twice a week. The first day of being there I was afraid. There is no pool that is sliding down form 1m to the deepest. The whole pool is 2.1m. I was forced to learn there. Today, I successfully get the timing of swimming ‘frog style’. I can control my breathe and swim for a distance.

Here I would like to say thanks to my lecturer. Without you I will drowned during the first day I reach sabah stadium. When I am back to peninsular, you will see a good swimmer (but not as well as you) and a fit guy.

Erm, im quite envy to those good swimmers especially those who can teach others. You know why? In this case i can invite girls to swim together. If she dont know i still can teach her. (of course expecting some wearing bikini). With the condition i have now, how can i invite others to view my stupid act?? When i improved, i will take the initiative. Girls, wait me ya!!!! *wink*

Confirm????

Again there was one event that i would like to share among here. It indeed so sarcastic to University Malaysia Sabah. It was uttered by lecturer from this uni as well. Due to this, it ,let me feels the truth is there besides among students.

My uni is indeed troublesome not only to students but also lectueres. Once a student asked my lecturer about the comfirmation of class and date. She raised her hand and speaked:"Whenn can i know whether the date and place is confirmed?"

Lecturer replied her without any thinking:" Nothing is confirmed......."

I thought it will just ended there. However she continued with this:" ...in UMS"

"The academic division will changed just with a night advance notice. Your time might change, lecturer will change, everything is not fix. you can found it out during the registration day. So what you want me to confirm with you????"

Well, it was so sarcastic to the admin team of UMS. Luckily it was speaked during hall but not among lecturers. Wahaha!!! Again with this type of good example that pin you down at once, she is no one other than my micro econ lecturer!!!!!!

microeconomy

Microeconomic is what I studied for today. It was my first lecture and the lecturer gave me a deep impression which is positive. She is fat and she was sitting during her teaching. There is one of my friend that said she is impolite and cant do as what she sasid. She is lazy and so on but I feel the other way round. She let me felt that she is an experienced lecturer. The style she teach, she speak she ask all so special, as well as her words used in her conversation.

Well, I had be her first target of whole class as my appearance was so outstanding. Sitting behind the lecture hall at the right wing with a light color cap, I was spotted!!! (sorry no photo available..haihz)

She: economy this word is originate from greek word and what is that??

Me: Lower my head down in silence

She: you learn prinsip econ??

Me: ya

She: you pass it?

Me: ya

Quickly without putting me in deep embarrassment, she gave us the answer, but im terribly shy. Seems I really know nothing. Although I am!!

Here are some of others funny conversation……

Situation1: somebody handphone rang

Wei ah pek (she really use this word ah pek) whats wrong witth your hand phone? Your hand phone no use right? I dun mind if you listen to your call but please go out and don’t disturb the class. When you are talking the whole class is looking at you without looking at my beautiful face!!!

Situation2: example for the phrase opportunity cost

Best thing are less in this world. Good man are less, good woman are less too. When there is scarcity, you have to make a choice, hence you have to forgone the second best thing. Now you found Fatimah and Sarah two good woman, but you only can marry one. So you have to make a choice and forgone the second best. Lets say you choose Fatimah and you have to let go Sarah. She is your opportunity cost. With this opportunity cost, it will cost effect to Sarah!!!! The effect is unknown. Therefore you have to weigh the benefit with cost.

Situation3: second example of opportunity cost.
Tomorrow you have an exam and tonight you have to iron your shirt. You have to take about 20 minutes to iron it. If you iron the shirt you will have less time to study and your grade is low. Therefore for a rational person they will choose to sudy.

Value behind this: When you friend ask you why you din iron your shirt, you should answer like this. “If I iron the shirt, I will lose 5 marks in exam and my grade will drop. So I choose not to iron.”

Situation4: parking

Which you will choose between this 2? A free parking side and a charged parking side? Normally you all choose free right? That’s why you all need to study economy. An economist will not choose a free parking. As they know how to weigh this situation.

A free parking there must be many people rushing in. Because of that 2 ringgit, you have to drive around to find and even fight with others. Shouting here and there just for a unit space. The time you are finding, the petrol you use to drive around, do they weigh that 2 ringgit??

Situation5: money

Nowadays there are no people who talk in term of feeling, practicality, and so on. They weigh things only in monetary term, and economic benefit. Right? Even a small value of money you will get satisfaction from it. For an example, the trolley in supermarket. Why they need to charge you for RM1 to use the trolley? It is to train the consumers discipline themselves. People will push from far, even from car park or so on just to get the RM1 back. Is it worth? It really catches human’s mind.

Situation6: ticket

You have RM20 to spend for your weekend on movie. First case is you lost you RM 10 bills and you only have another RM10 for the ticket. Will you buy? Second case is that You lost you first ticket, will you buy a second ticket?

Normally if I asked this separately, people will only buy second ticket when they lost their bill rather than ticket. However when you think clearly, the economic lost is the same, why people behave so inconsistent??



This lecturer can have al of us die on the spot. She can gave the exact example which let you understand the term. During the time she explaining the example, she have the sense of humor as well. This is what I appreciate much. Before the starting of the class, there are students asking for her signature to add and drop program. The first reply she gave is “ guys who want to drop this program please do it now. This course is for failing the students, is to discourage students from taking economic class, and the main point is im a terrible lecturer. Please drop it now”

Hahah!!! From the book I read recently, the expert for expressing humor will be teasing your own to get others laugh!! She makes it!!! She really makes it!!! *applause*

UMS choice!!

University Malaysia Sabah( In brevity I will use UMS) A nice phrase heard!!! Last year last week, im experiencing the same thing as the junior they were now!! Worrying, panic, don’t know what to do, crying for girls, sleepless for boys. They worried that they had made a wrong decision and this was what I had been before.

When you were asking me whether UMS is a good place for studying or not, im scratching my head, im confused!!!! I did d right or wrong one? For me, I really regret!! There were 9 kamparianz came to sabah this year and there were two of them went labuan UMS branch. However one of them had gone back to sabah after few days suffering during orientation week. Heard from others that she was crying for weeks before she came. If you really felt so hard to leave then why you put this choice in your list? You cant complain on what you had decide. It was deserved!!!

However that is for consoling others but not for myself. I kept on blaming for being so stupid.I had less time with family, less time with mdbc, less time with beloved, less time for doing my things. Even if there was any special occasion I cant go back. The air fare is cheebyely expensive which I am not afford to purchase and ptptn not afford to support. Other than that , the living standard here is high. Everything is expensive. *sigh* 3 years will gone so soon………………………..


I had promised to myself that I will definitely give the first priority for all students that came from my own school SRI KAMPAR. I reserved all my notes and lectures for them, keep them neatly and nicely. I knew the situation when you were helpless in the middle of the ocean. Floating here and there without knowing your direction. There were a crowd there you will be following without differentiating is that you target?

Once I had made decision on subjects depends on my friend and the pointer I get is cheebyely farking low!!! I should select those subject that I am not interested with but easy to score. My advice to junior now is never choose what you like, choose subject that helps your pointer!! These PPIB courses 80% will drag you to death and 20 % to help you. This phenomena is how you arrange your schedule and depends on which you bet on!!!

Now I had experience and it benefits juniors. All of them seeking us for advice which to choose. Which is easy??? Please tick for me and so on. They have all the advantages compare to others!!! So lucky..

I have no hesitation on helping them who are seeking help. Hope that they can go along sabah uni journey smoothly. However I cant go so smooth as them. There are many things in store for me to discover. May god bless me!!

my baby died

Sad sad sad!!!! My loveley low pixel camera finally broke down. It cant continue its journey till i afford to buy a better one. How can i survive without it?? coz of titoki i addicted in taking pictures everywhere. I will take my cam wherever i go. I take pictures whatever i saw, i met, i ate, i did. But now it end with a full-stop.

I had wend around KK city today just to find a shop to repair it. However those celaka only know how to sell an expensice cam to me but not fixing it. Arh!!!! Help!!! Titoki i wanna bite you, you put me in this troublesome situation!!!!

From now on, my blog will be damn dull and full of words but without any picture of mine.... Maybe i will for some old pictures. May god bless me for getting a new one free or i may able to repair the cam myself. Can i???

*helpless*

SURVEY FROM SAB

This is suppose to do at friendster but I think I will do it here better as Im lacking of ideas of my blog. Borrow some topic from there. Hehe!!!

1. Do you know anyone's friendster
password?
> who willing to give me???

2. Do you think ur love life right now will
last long?
> worrying

3. Are u an emotional person?
> depend how you declare the word emotional

4. What the last word you say to your
lover?
> MUACKz

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
> sure but will not last long

6. Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
> many

7. What was the last thing you did?
> pc games

8. Who is right next to you?
> alone

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
> my housemate at sabah

10. How many times was your page been
viewed?
> dunno

11.How's the weather right now?
> DAmn HOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

12.Last person you called today?
> my dear

13. Last person who called you?
> my coursemate

14. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
> Never

15. Smoked?
> never

16. Dumped someone before?
> nope

17. Been really depressed before?
> of cosz

18. Faked being sick to miss school?
> during my form 6 life

19. What time did you wake up today?
> 1pm

20. Current taste?
> ?????

21. Do you like the person who post this?
> no feeling

22. Whar r u wearing?
> t-shirt and sleeping pant

23. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
> NOPeE

24. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
> face-breast-pelvis-leg then overall

25.Where are u now?
> living room

26. What you supposed to do right now?
> eat and shit

27. Where are you 4 years ago?
> Singapore maybe

28. Do you trust people easily?
> I think I am

29. What is your favourite place that
you've been to?
> pulau pangkor

30. What are you listening right now?
> dunno name

31. What you looking forward to?
> graduate and find a good job

32. Ever slap such an annoying person?
> nearly

33. The best moment in your life?
> MDBC life

34. The song that came up lately in your
mind?
> none

35. Gotten sick this month?
> nope

36. Have anything to say to someone?
> I wanna shout out to everyone

World Cup Effects

World cup had came to the end and people from all walks of life had back to normal. There are less people at mamak stall, less people at western café, less people lack of sleep, less people gamble, less people jump from tall building, less people commit suicide, less people spend much more money, the boss less income and the economy of the whole world are degrading. Review on all these, world cup had arose many side effects, be it positive or negative.

However, there are people who describe world cup as our life journey. The qualification match is just like your school life. If you never read well, and you didn’t have the basic skills, what you have that enable you to fit in this competitive world? Just like our country, MxxxxxxA, it will never have the chance to enter this grand occasion. Learn how to walk before you want to run, if not you will be only end up with disappointment and regret.

Later on, you are stepping towards another stage of life. The knockout tournament. Once you reckless you will be kick out of this battle. If you want to take the revenge, train for 4 years more. In real life it is not limited to 4 years and even longer and longer. You will need to have some ‘dirty’ skills but not to use as a weapon to attack just to win the game but is to prevent and protect yourself from the same tactics. Be alert of things around. However you cant just defend all the time. Of course in this case you will never lose but will you win??? Maybe like playing a chess set. You need to learn how to defend and attack at the same time. This only will secure your life.

Now you are at the stage of semi-final. You get all the honor along the way you fight till this stage. However if you lose, the result you get is the same as the first team who lose at the group stage. You only have the name, a virtual thing, but you have toacrifice more thing, more time, more energy, and you are back to your original state. Wait again for 4 years. Since you reached the level, do all your best to your target. Never stop half way or satisfied with what you have. Nobody will know which team is first runner-up or second runner-up. Keep on your good job and require for improvement. If you never do so, yup you can obtain highest honor for the moment but you will soon be covered by those people who never satisfy with their achievements.

Nobody knows who will be the last winner if it never reach the end. Many people guess and buy france will pick the cup, but the result is the reverse. You find that there are many obstacles along your way. They stop you from moving further. Never give up. Who knows who will be the winner at last??? There are somebody who say that those who did bad things will end up bad. Same for the france and italy match. France team acting at the penalty area that lets referee give them a penalty shoot. Because of this shoot out that make them draw till the extra time. At last, france still lose at the penalty shoot out period with 3 over 5. Izit deserved? Nobody knows……

Never give up and satisfy till the day you die

gangsterism

What do you think if you saw this type of pictures? When im looking back at my face I found it horrible also. It scared me away. However the cherish thing I get from this was I tricked titoki successfully!!!!

Titoki: what happen to your face?

Me: just now im driving and accidentally knocked others car. Unfortunately they are gangster and they hit me continuously till my face look like this!!! (pity face beg for sympathy)

Titoki: huh really?? So now how?? You serious???

Me: just like this, other part nothing.

Titoki: then how bout the car??

Me: I think still can drive back home waiting your dad

Titoki: y like this? Be carefull next time.

Me: k!!

Me: you really believe in me da??

Titoki: y not?

Me: nola just im undergoing a treatment for my zits just now. It is called sucking treatment.

I burst into laughter!!! How come she will believe. At this same moment, the ‘offender’ came. She kept on saying sorry for making my face like this. She guarantee that it will lost after some days. Haihz what I can do within this few days???? Arh!!! Paiseh going out but im forced to.

It was done by a machine. Before that the girl will using something like mechanical pen with a needle in the middle pricking my pimples. Then she used a machine to suck all my dirty blood and pus. It get me painful and geli and …… difficult to describe. The feeling was syok!!!!!

Try it out some day if your face is just like me or only one pimples. There were many girls heading here undergo this treatment. Really effective!!!! I done thrice.

registration day

10/7, again I experienced the bad day along this year. It was my registration day. Coincidently it was hold the same day with World Cup final match. My housemate were urging me to watch it outside at about 1 am. However the very morning I need to wake up at 7 am. Do you think I will sacrifice my precious time to watch something that I am not interested? I prefer sleep. IF I really wanna know bout the match, why not I just download it? Right?? Those were stupid who watch it at midnight.

Even though Im not watching the match and I sleep around 3am but Im still feeling very sleepy during my waiting time at uni. Those farkers really more stupid than pigs. They are really idiot. Once an idiot, whole life an idiot. Never change.

When I reached the registration hall, it was a long queue already. The place Im waiting, maybe not, I should say the place im sunbathing was terribly hot. Im sweating profusely. Finally there was one ‘nice’ person that separate us to two sided queue to avoid us get fainted under the sun.. Wow it sounds great and my queue suddenly reduced tremendously. I was able to wait under a shelter. Phew, in front of me maximum I guess only 20 students to until my turn to enter the hall.

This time the idiot came out. He told us to make the queue one side in order to smoothen the procedure. He chased us away to follow another side of queuing. There were much more people there as the new comers all queue at that side. In a short time I was pushed till the last place which I think in front of me will have more than hundred person. Shit!!! JIBAI!!!!

We were not so angry at that moment until he came out with a word that really annoyed all of us. He really din scared tomorrow he will not working here anymore. He should be in the hospital.

We were blaming to him that we queue for a long time and it was your man that instrsut us to be like this. Now about to reach you tell us to leave???

He replied with this three word: ‘ Saya tak kisah!’ (I dun mind)

This was an irresponsible act. If you dun mind why should we listen? If you slow down the procedure, you will get into trouble as well. Haihz!!! At last we were forced to obey. Finally, I back home and watch 2 episode movie and had a bath, I strike again. Standing from one till five but to no avail. Eating lemon after waiting like an idiot and squeezed like tuna in sandwich. The whole day waiting gave me nothing in return. I head back with full disappointment and anger.

When im about to bath, my housemate receive a call and said that the registration was still on. Without hesitation I rush back to uni and fight for it. It just like a battle. If you lose, you will get in trouble. FUCK!!! At last, I entered the hall. I was the last five. Thanks to my housemate motorcycle riding skill. Without you, I will not able to reach before time. *haha* After this, my mood totally different. From the bottom to the top. WAKAKA!!!!!!
UMS = University Menyusahkan Pelajar.

Its definitely true!!! The system never change better but to the worse. Haihz. Feel sad for those working at the academic division. Amithaba………. XIn Joi Xin Joi

know more bout me???

This you should do when you are in damn bored and express yourself to others....

1] Is there someone who you like at the
moment?
> yup 

2] Have you ever given or been given
roses?
> yea..but I never get one

3] What is your all time favorite romance
movie?
> I hate this

4] How many times can you honestly say
you've been in love?
> ermm…..only one

5] Do you believe that everyone has a
soul-mate?
> yea..there must be someone around you can count on

6] Do you think that you should become
friends with someone first?
> by fate

7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
> many times

8] What do you think about long-distance
relationships?
> DANGER

9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
> cheating

10] Would you rather date someone five years
older or five years younger?
> older definitely not but younger I only accept max 3 years

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
> sure

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once
a cheater always a cheater"?
> depends

13] How many kids do you want to have?
> 2gal 2 boy

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong
guy/girl or the right guy/girl?
> still don’t know yet

15.what is your favourite colour?
> blue

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
> geli

17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> ermm….. maybe

18] Are you the one who makes the move
or do you wait for them to make the move?
> I will make the move

19] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just
died, would you remarry?
> no more energy and money

20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
> nope..

21] At what age did you start noticing the
opposite/same sex?
> when I know bout sex

22] What song do you want played as you
walk down the aisle?
> soft music

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From the bulettin i read from friendster i found these sentences meaningfull and it is on the point. We need to get know of it and learn from it.....

Here it goes....


Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.


Anger is only one letter short of danger

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.




He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

my sister (kai jie)

When im reading this post about me myself I feel both happy and sob. Happy is that my sis still remember to have me this brother and sobbing is for we cant meet each other for once.

Strictly speaking, for me myself I also forgot the day we met and how we build our relationship till sister and brother. She did quite take care of me when I was in secondary school. Definitely I still remember the day you ‘push’ me from the lowest PSP (Penyelaras Sesi Petang) till the vice president of prefect board. In fact I really disappointed for not being the president of the board. I felt that I was capable and among those who short-listed, I was the best. Recall the time my sister came to me, she tried to explain the reason why. Erm maybe not explain but asking my feeling.

She: You know why you cant get the post?

Me: Not really but I think I got a pro.

She: Whats that??

Me: Im not so suitable in human resource arrangement.

She: Ya, you also notice that.

Me: I think one more which is I will put my effort more on my Uniform unit. I will neglect prefect board when they come to a function that holds on the same time.

She: Since you know it then, I more relief.

I quite satisfied with the post I get as my duty was more on students discipline, and I had full power on this side. Others all to be discuss during a meeting. On the other hand, being a president, she need to deal much more time with the admin. This was so troublesome. Hence I love the post most.

Other than formal duty, informally we also had came out to chit chat!! I appreciate her concern bout me and every thing she had gave and helped me. If she read this I hope she will drop me a call and pay me a visit at Sabah. *haha*


‘kai jie miss u la..’

cheated

Arh!!!!! I was cheated by my mom!!!

She was changing her speaking way and talked kindly to me:

‘Hey son, Im not looking for an argue but I really hope that you can make your hair not so sharp in colour. Just give it a bit colour is ok. I asked your hairstyler(behind my house). they say can wash my haor again to make it dim in colour.

Seems she say like this so I just obey her and head for them.

When my hair was under ‘repairing’, my mom went over to me here and chat with my hair styler. She said ‘ just left some colour is ok not too sharp’

When I heard this I felt nothing and thought that she really permit me to have some colour. However when times goes on I found that the hair styler dyed my hair almost all black. If it was without sun shine you will never see colour on my head. OH shit!!!!’

I knew I was cheated and that was the way my mom to get me re-dye my hair. I swore I will never get cheated in this way anymore. HNG!!!!!

ARHGHHGHGHGHGHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

summary

Two months had passed just like the time I shit. So fast and uncontrollably. Tomorrow I will be leaving this lovely hometown. Probably the town will be dead for half years (minimum) due to the absence of mine. It might be next year when I back(maximum). It depends on how the promoters of air asia and the administrator of UMS. Their ‘compromise’ had made me no more confidence on them.

Hereby is my summary of the ‘good’ deeds I had done during these two months.

1) Helping my relatives at KL for two weeks
2) Dating my girl
3) Keep my family in company
4) Drink tea with MDBC(almost every night)
5) Drink tea with other normal friends
6) Eating pizza for twice
7) Memorable Langkawi trip with MDBC
8) Watching movie
9) Sleep more than 12 hours per day
10) Dota-ing
11) Karaoke at K-box twice
12) Swim at stadium once
13) Basketball everyday (My body weight reduces 5kg)
14) Eating tauge chicken at ipoh once
15) Watching movie in cinema(Over the hedge, X-men, Tokyo drift, Cars)
16) Blood donation

Before im coming back I had plan to have a part time job here but finally I cant keep this promise to myself and im parasite-ing in my family. *paiseh* Maybe among the list the only useful thing you found is the last item.

See you all at Sabah loo!!!!

MEME

I've been tagged by this miss titoki and therefore i have to submit this for her.

Here's the meme:-

Four jobs I would stink at:
1. Lawyer
(I know I have the ability of arguing but I cant bear the process of learning which is need me to memorise the history, the dead people story)
2. Teacher/lecturer
(With the temper I had, im sure I will on tomorrow papers headline.)
3. Waiter
(I had experienced it, I hate their job scope. Always customer right attitude made me crazy)
4. Nurse
(Im a St.John member and I learn the home-nursing skill. But the most scary is not blood but all the shitty things.)

Four pretend nicknames I have made up for myself:
1. Wjiann (normally used)
2. Vincent (for those who just know me, especially those hi-bye friend)
3. Black face Justice Bao (made when I was the vice president of prefect board)
4. NOOB ( Just for dota usage)

Four movies I have watched over and over (and did not fall asleep):
1. Triumph and Trio show
(I do not love the games but I like the actors face expression and words.)
2. Detective Conan
(I would like to have the same ability with him!!!)
3. Movies of Stephen Chow
(It indeed funny for every movie he had involved in)
4. Doraemon
(Im wondering in some particular part of the world, will it have this???)

4 Things I love to do on weekends:
1. Movies.
2. Hang out with MDBC.
3. Relaxing activities
4. DOTA

Alcoholic beverages I've enjoyed:
1. All type of alcoholic drinks. (but I prefer those with more than 40%alcohol level)

4 celebrities I would go on a Big Date with:
At the moment Charmaine Sheh will be th only one

Four things I could not live without (excluding the essentials):
1. My wallet.
2. My handphone.
3. My keys.
4. My camera.

Four of my favourite foods, whom I'd like to bon appetite with:
Im not so fussy bout food. As long as it suits me I will eat and no special interest.

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. Isolated island
2. Disneyland.
3. My house.
4. Batu berangkai (waterfall).

This troubling me now

Sometimes I quite jealous of those families that have endless topic with their children and they can share all their good and bad throughout the whole family. They can accept new things that enable them to communicate with their children well. They are no generation gap among them.

They are even parents that can match their children mind easily. Sometimes they chat about girls, movies, friends, inner-self, and even sexual!! They are just so open-minded to be!! As for me I have no chance to try on this. My family had been so stubborn since I was born. They are using their system when the oldies were sung, when Teressa Tang still alive, when they were teenagers, to restrict me. OMG and WDF!!!!

I don’t like to be put under surveillance. I like freedom and I like a warm and without generation gap family. Izit so difficult? This is the main point that mould me to be rebellion. This thing cant come by nature and it was forced by the situation around!! From the day i start my form 3 life, I never listen to their fucking comments and ideas. I wont care what they are scolding as long as I feel it correct!!

10 things that I hope to come true

1) chat freely with my family
2) tell them my inner side
3) tell them my willing
4) my parents can listen to opinion
5) step out from the conservative minded.
6) they can accept new concepts
7) allow me to do my own things without any disturbance from them
8) support in my decision
9) encourage me
10) give me usable ideas and comments

You must be curious why I will write such a blog. Not on imagination but its true. It indeed happen something that make me had such a courage to write this.


Dyeing is a common thing and even those who were aunties and grandma still practicing. They have children and their children are smart too. Since even elders level people still doing, needless to say for those teenagers. It is a trendy and very common thing. Right? Maybe the main point is I am still under-graduate. I did my hair-dyeing yesterday and it looks sharp in colour. It’s a combination of orange and red colour. (red as the base) I a bit regret also as it really looks so sharp and im worry a bit during my registration.

I dyed my hair in scatteration and my mom did criticize on my hair. If it just comment on the colour or the pattern, I can accept. However, she was just kept on mumbling the whole day. Stating I should not dyed my hair as I was a student and Im going to university soon. It just in a week time. She said that I just like a rogue or hooligan who practicing those immoral behaviours. It is the matter of her attitude and way of speaking but not the content itself.

I admit about her criticizing. I never admit that I look like a student and I never believe that if you look like a student then you are smart and you are a good student. I din care bout my appearance whether izit good or bad. As long as I like it and I enjoy it. Is you a student not depends on your hair-style or clothes fashion, but the knowledge inside you. If you speak politely or kindly, you can show our knowledge to others. Who cares?????

Now, my mom is troubling my mind as when looked at me she will only reply me with a sigh!!! Haihz!!!!!! What to do? What can I do to change her mind???

Relevant comments and ideas are welcomed on my comment box!!!!

Pig Song

This is a nice song and you need to listen and open your speaker loud. Share this song to all pressured people and have a joy on it!!!

Who is interest please click here.

(i get this through friendster, quite funny in my opinion)

possession

Is possession an angel or a devil? It can be very nice and it can be detrimental. Depends how you treat it. You can analogue it as friend or enemy. It might hurts and it might help!!!

If you possess a thing by your own will, then you will appreciate it to utmost. You will never let it go and you treat it well without any defectives. Maybe I give an example of money. When you get the money directly or indirectly by your parents, you will never learn to save it. It is just like a pipe with the water flowing non-stop. It is very easy to get the money. Just go to the nearby atm machine and you will get your wish come true, even girls!

Compare to those who earn the money all by himself/herself, they will become ‘stingy’. I put it in inverted comma because they are not really stingy but they will plan and think thrice before they act. It is a good practice as now we are just students. In our life they are many stages to go. When you work, you have your own family, you have your grandson, you have your assets, you old, and you die!!! Sometimes I hate those people that use much of money of their family when they are still dependant to their parents.

However they is a bad thing in the word of possession. When the time to let go arrive, you will have the hard feeling to let go. Even it belongs to you for just a short period, you will only feel sad for losing it. The thing might comes to you without spending any penny, you still feel the same. Maybe it is the natural behavior of human beings. Humans’ mind are fragile. They are easily get hurt by some virtual things such as love relation.

If the thing never comes to you, it is different. Compare to the situation that you get it and lose it with you never get it, what do you feel?? The decision is difficult to make. Why? Why human are to be blessed to have these features? As for me, I prefer I never never never get it before and it is not hurt as imagined!!!!

value behind story: think thrice before you act!!1

last episode of langkawi

Have a last review on my langkawi trip!!

Still able to camwhore with two girls. (not knowing each other, really for photo session)

Who is the dailou??

At the first night, we just had ourself tipsy and not drunk. All of us drank tins of Heineken only.This milk was so peculiar to be here.

I think this one was drunk. (depending on his look)

When a man to be serious and cool, he was charm!!!! Just like me.

Luckily next day we were able to wake up as our schedule started on 8am and 9 am. We were in 2 groups!! For me, im going for the island hopping!!! Quite bored but your price paid weigh the result you get.

WOW!! Looks cool!!!

Had you drove a speedboat before?? I did!!!!

This is the famous pregnant maiden hill!!! Can you differentiate which is her head, breast, baby, and leg???

This was a good experience as we were bitten by many fish. Actually not, they just suck your leg at most. The feeling was so nice when they swim along your feet. For your first time you will feel very itchy or in malay ‘geli’. However when you had used to it, I addicted!!!

All of us sitting here to be sucked!!!

Eagle square just beside the jetty!!

These were the food I ate!!!!Erm!!!! Yummy!!!!!

Cause of this

and this

I become this. Sorry for less picture!!!!

I dunno why am I so ‘high’ that night till I determined to make myself drunk!! Pressure? Melancholy??
Finally we had to went back and facing the boring, pressured life!! When will be the next relaxing and enjoyable trip organized??

be yourself

The day when you were born, when you were crying coming to this world, we were an individual object. Once you were out, your umbilical cord was to be cut. Hence, you supposed to be living on your own. The love, care, and adoration from your parents were just an additional part they gave by volunteering. It was not a must to them.

We live for ourself. As long as im not doing things that hurt others or myself, just go ahead. Even it may cause a bad outcome but you are the one to accept it, to face it, and to overcome it. Nobody helps you when you are in trouble and lots of people come to you when you have everything.

Hence, why we need care for others? Of coz im not mentioning bout your concern to others. It is different from what im discussing here. There are many people that giving an excuse such as to take care others feeling just to cover what he/she had did. Shit talk!!! Even though others will mind, then will you stop it forever? Every human will have their own circle of friends or family linking. They are all related. Strictly speaking, whatever you do, there must be affecting others. However it depends how you handle it, and how you treat the case. If you are so stubborn then yourself will be no improvement. Not because of you lazy, but you are restricted by others opinion.

The lesson of mine is- go ahead with your thinking. Others opinion is just a reference but not a restriction. Weigh the advantages and disadvantages and make your own decision!!!!

boring life!!!

There is one of my friends that had been written about her recent life. Not hers actually but most of them of the same age including me. Everyday when we wake up, the moment we are opening our eyes, the ‘mission’ for the day is waiting the moment for closing my eyes to reach. Sounds ridiculous?? NO at all. It did write my feeling out. Maybe you have many things hanging out outside but the stuff you are doing are the same everyday and every time. Then whats the point??

‘yum cha’ This is the normal word coming out from my buddies. Yeah I enjoy it sometimes but it is not the time as before. The topics that surrounded us were those happened at the past. We just kept on recalling it everytime we were together and have the fun. Its funny and it lids up my night and even my day. I become nostalgic cause of it. It had no much difference on what we were talking about. Izit no more other things that we can hang on?? Academic??? Cars?? Electronic?? Cell phone?? Even you do, it is still the same.

There had a time that my mom questioned me.

“Where are you going??”

“drink tea”

“you are drinking it every night and why you still have so many topics to talk??”

Actually my mom was correct. She did say the right thing, but I enjoyed it!!! We will have limited topics but we have endless fun on it!!! Then whats life for??? It become meaningless to me. Wake, eat, shit, sleep. Haihz!!!!

What inspired me to write this post, besides her, it was because few of my buddies that came to my house to chat. We still gossiping and do nothing meaningful. Im wondering if the moment was accompanied by some oldies, it looks great!!! Through this only you will know more about your friends around and your vague memories will be recollected. Thanks to my buddies. I love this kind of activities. Ya, I do!!!

Im fed up with the life. I don’t want to do the same thing every day. I want a brand new life. Who can accompany to walk on this???

langkawi1

Now have a look at what I said before.

12 out of 16

Tore towel

Part of my trip. As what I had wrote, you guess which part I had went to.

The answer is pink part. Quite small right?? And that’s why im with regret here.



Albeit this trip was not to the fullest but at least it gave us a chance for getting us all together. It bond us no matter we who are students and those who are working. Apply leave purposely just to join our sudden thoughts of getting fun. And these are MDBCs!!!!!

However, we still have our another side and this is our real inner-self of us.*wink*
Lovely, caring, patient all the good values are shown in this picture!!!!

One day if I had a small space beside my house, I would like to have a rabbit as my pet. Syok! It is so cute and im sure many will shower their love on it. The important thing is it will ‘recycle’ its shit to eat. Feed it once and you can save one meal. Im wondering the packet of food that we bought from the dealer izit shit that had been processed. Why the rabbits so sensitive to the odor released. Once you touch it, rabbits will be following and licking your hand.



This will be one of my regret as well. We pay RM15 for the cable car entrance fee and this is inclusive of the hanging bridge. It is a great facility as you can have a bird’s eyeview on Lngkawi Island. However due to the bad weather, it was blocked and closed for visitors. There is no others poles or stand to support the bridge. It just hanging over there. I cant imagine what is my feeling at the middle of the sky.

langkawi trip

Back home about one month but I had done nothing except eat, shit, and sleep!!! Finally I can on vacation to Langkawi Island with buddies (MDBC). It was late, I know but to be in ‘full’(that are available and free at kampar) members, I had no choice!! We had 12 members in this trip. Pure MDBC members. It was a miracle as this was first time more than 2/3 of MDBC.

This trip was indeed happy but with few regrets.

1. Not full members. We had no memories of all members.
2. I cant explore whole langkawi in just 3 days 2 nights.
3. Not many beautiful bikini-girls in sight!!!
4. I cant enjoyed the fun of snorkeling as other mdbc members experienced!!
5. The whole journey was in tired form. No energy and sleepy!!

Langkawi is well known for duty free. If you came here for nothing then you were definitely stupid. Never drink soft drinks here but beers!! Beers will always cheaper and worthy at Langkawi. For smokers, needless to say, here is heaven for them!!!!!

It had been ages that I didn’t swim and had a sunbath at the sea shore. However this time was not so enjoyable as at Pangkor at the perspective of swimming. Most of the place are shallow and it is less that I can swim.

For the accommodation and transport, it was quite cheap. For two nights and two days car rental, we had to pay RM62 each only. (12 of us) we had booked a 4 stars hotel but what I felt it was worse than 3 stars. Its name Lngkasuka Resort. Remember it, they are cheating.

1. They supply towels with hole!!
2. Broken doors
3. Late room service.
4. Broken chairs

Really sucks!!!!



note: It was late night now and I will be introducing my trip in my future post!!!!

worldcup

Who can tell me what am I interest of??? Every morning when im reading the paper, I don’t know what am I searching.

Entertainment???

NO!!!

Sports???

NO!!!

Economics???

NO!!!

Current affairs???

NO!!!

What else in the papers??

Thomas cup will be organized for every two years.

NBA match always you can watch. There are too many teams that participate and many seasons.

Now, World Cup is holding on and it is a hot topic among the whole world. Everyone is talking about it.

When is the match?

Which team do u think that will win?

How many will they score??

Which team you support???

OH!!! What the fuck!!! Im totally irritated by this stupid questions. It just a game and why so many people addicted to it. You can watch it at home without the atmosphere, nuts, beers, chatting and so on. What if your supported team win??? You get the honour?
What I know is England, Brazil, Beckham, Ronaldinho no more!!!

Maybe im not their type. Im a person that love badminton and basketball. However I will not purposely watch sports program related to both of them. I will watch occasionally. I read a paper that state like this. Within the month of World Cup is the lonely month for women. They should add me!! Every café and restaurant are installing projector for welcoming their customers. When I was invited for ‘ blow water’, that was the time I was fooled as they were watching world cup.

Im the one that without specific religion, interest and hobby. Im an easy going man and you can easily just get through my mind. *wink wink*

funny sentence..

1) 我在当兵不怕累,只怕老婆跟人睡,她在爽我在累,谁叫我是海军陆战队.

2) 贤惠: 闲在家里,什么都不会.
嫌东嫌西你最会.

3) 天这么黑,风那么大,你好色,我好怕.

4) 人之初,性本善,
你读书,我捣蛋,
你洗澡,我偷看,
看见两颗原子弹,
请你让我摸摸看.

5) 一路顺风,半路失踪,警察追踪,死在台中.

6) 好心给雷亲,热脸贴在冷屁股.

7) 帅哥: 帅的地方, 都被割掉了.

8) 三日不读书, 就像一只猪.

9) 一日陆战队, 不死也残废.

10) 成功的人, 跟成功的人在一起; 有钱的人, 跟有钱币的人在一起; 倒霉的人, 跟谁在一起? 跟倒霉的人在一起.

11) 男人有钱才变坏, 女人变坏才有钱.

12) 男人不应该让女人流泪, 女人也不应该让男人太累.

13) 造句: ….不像….却像 我的弟弟不像爸爸,却像隔壁的李伯伯.

……虽然…但是 虽然阿祖已经90岁了,但是她还没死.

14) 挑食的男人,容易饿肚子; 不挑食的女人, 容易大肚子.

Humor!!!!!!!

Recently I had read a book on humor. Friends of mine will know that I will not read books other than academic purpose. Due to this, my VIP had intro a book to me and it indeed arouse my interest in it. Besides teaching you how to be a happy person and also a hilarious person, it have many cases bout those funny funny acts in the author’s life. I learned a lot and hereby I jotted down some of the point to be shared. (the author tell me to do so)

Ways to be a hilarious and happy person

1) Use the right word, phrase or sentence whenever you want to speak or write. Using other simple words may lead to misunderstanding. (albeit you din mean it)

2) Listen, ask, think, and speak clearly to avoid unwanted embarrass moments. Don’t expect others understand well your language.

3) Every idea and thinking is the modal of your creativity. Do some extra efforts to create more hilarious atmosphere. You can have the power to alter!!!

4) Humor is not only a gifted talent. It can be practiced. Try to listen, remember, and jot down funny funny moments that you had faced or heard. You should understand that a long memory cannot be compared with a short pencil. You will forget without jotting down. One that exposed more to this funny atmosphere, he can learn from it.

5) Child’s talk is indeed creative. Not only jot it down but try to remember and use it frequently whenever the condition is suitable.

6) Don’t laugh before others. If you are the teller make sure you can remain cool!!! This only is the real expert.

7) Humor is some sort of energy or power and even romance. It can enhance your relationship with others and even your beloved and family due to this point:
With laughing there will be no wars, with humor there will be no loneliness.

8) An open and positive mind is the soul of successful.

9) The most suitable way of being humor is humble or teasing yourself.

10) Be thankful and grateful for everything you get and receive. Hence, any thing coming up will be a good thing for you. Every incident has different views and it depends how you look through it. Either the happy way or the other hand.

11) One should has 3 A’s----- Aim, Attitude, Action
Aim at a target and make your direction clear. Don’t keep straight without thinking. Yes you might be successful at the end but you are getting far from your own wiling. Without ‘lights’ on your road, how you can proceed??

12) Educated person not necessarily hilarious. Those Dr with the name PHD (permanent head damage) mostly not hilarious but the other way. However if you are have humor you are the Dr of comedy!! This will be much more welcomed by others.

13) A strong suggestion is an attack. When you are giving suggestion with loud voice or whatever you will give others a feeling that you are commanding. Hence, it depends on your attitude.

14) Be sure of your own, appreciate yourself and learn to observe others. You should have looking at others advantages, efforts and hard works!

15) When you are choosing others, others are choosing you in the same way. What you have to be qualified to choose???

16) Never think and comment by your own view and experiences. Try to think from others perspective. It will gives you another result.

17) Never expect others pay you back equals as what you had given out in return. That will definitely disappointing. Being a friend of others, try to give more positive replies and courage.

18) With more beautiful words, the atmosphere will be merrier. At suitable moment utter some nice words, at necessary moments stop some bad words from coming out. These nice words not really to be sincere as sincere words might be hurt. These words at least can comfort others without hurting them. Here is an example:

“Never mind there are many peoples that are fatter than you.” You can change it to this:
“Eh, you are getting thinner.”

19) If there are many that you dislike, then there will be lesser people that likes you. Do remember that when you start talking, you are reflecting your own.

20) If we cant control matters, matters control us. Things is not because its difficulties that lead us to stop, but it is because we didn’t move that make the things difficult.

21) There is no stupid question, but if you keep the question then you are stupid.

22) People who always quarrelling and arguing wil never win; people who are humble and tolerate will never lose.

23) Having happy heart everyday you will find every plain things in the world are wonderful.

060606

One of mdbc specialty – think and act (no hesitation)
note: only for playing

I read from papers and found that 060606 is a wonderful day and I don’t know why. Maybe of the pattern of the word. 27 pairs of couples get married together same place same date same time. Syok!!!

However in this wonderful day, I was fooled by eastgod. He told us that there were juniors dated us to have a basketball match in the morning. Without doubt I went. 7.30 am in the morning I reach the court. I had ever woke so early other than form 5 life or special occasion. My body was just like covered by heavy metal and hardly dragged myself from the bed.

There was only eastgod at the court without any other souls. He called the junior but the idiot said he was still sleeping. I regret. I totally regret. What can do??? If you back to sleep and you were definitely wasting time wasting money wasting fuel. Haihz!!!

Later on we went to a small stall. Quite old but its foods are tasty.

During conversation, we had made a sudden decision which was going to Ipoh watch movie and sing K. Without hesitation and in half an hour time all were ready and set go to our destination.

Xmen, black night, Xmen, black night, Xmen, black night. We cant even made a decision on this as boys hoped to watch Xmen and girls black night. At last the two who bought the tickets changed our initial decision on black night to Xmen. There was one of us the most cheerful (bitbit)

Now we were in the Kbox room. 9 of us using 3 mics squeezed in a small room.

What are they doing???

WOW, so romantic!!! Singing love song to my girl. Forever love from LeeHom

Well, the last song and most sadness song sang. This song was dedicated to lost love or cant get your beloved. Shouting to the utmost. (although im not)

After that we were heading to ‘pizza slut’ house. there was nothing special I want to intro here but about the salad we had created. Now look it at different sides.
It consists of fruits, salad, cucumber, tomato, beans etc....

The creators of this salad

Process of creating

The success of this salad was the two creators. They had successfully made it as a ‘trend’ in the house as there were another 2 family that learned the way they packed salad. I cant imagined how they bear the eyes from others, as if very greedy. Haihz

And finally they cant finish their own great job done.

girls talk

Now all the under graduates are enjoying their semester break. All my old friends and buddies are meeting each other again and ‘blow water’.(吹水) However the first topic when first they meet will be a very common thing---girls

Mr A: ‘Any girls to be introduced?? ‘

Mr B: ‘No pretty firls ar?’

Mr. C: ‘When you bring a girlfriend back?’

Mr D: ‘Invite your course-mates down to have fun or drink drink tea la.’

Those Mr A,B,C,D sure u met very often. This will never flee from boyz mouth.

Why they are so fond of girls?? For those engineering courses students, I feel sympathy for you. They have less chance to deal with girls as they prefer biology field, business or food science.

Here I would like to tell a real story of my friend.

Scene: There was a girl dating us to have a drink

Me and another 2 friends: ‘Eh any pretty girls you there?? Introduce some la.’

Girl: ‘Why you all boys like to ask bout this topic? Other than this you have nothing to talk?’

Us: ‘ This is boyz natural behavior. Boys are to be match with girls..’

Girl: ‘cant stand you all.’ (she say less bout girls around her)

An hour later………

Mr E: ‘(just came) Wei leng lui got pretty girls anot??’

Girls: ‘(last straw) No ar no ar no ar…(answer retortly) You all guys are helpless and this will be your only opening’

Mr E: ‘Me cant find a good one to be girl friend ma. Im lonely.’

Girl: ‘You don’t have?? Tell it to ripleys.’

Mr E: ‘Really!! Im still available now. If you want I can………’

(Mr E haven finish his words and girl had stopped it)

Girl: ‘no thanks.’

Well, I really can feel the atmosphere was a bit shameful. We, boys seems so eager for girls.


Among MDBC there is a theory adopted from papers long time ago. When we were looking at girls and definitely some are doing it obviously. As we telling him don’t do it too obvious, he will only say im doing exercise.

Ya he is true. It was proved by a professor from foreign country. He said that a man looking at a pretty woman for 10 minutes as if he is doing normal exercise for half an hour. The reason for saying so is if you are looking a girl that you assume pretty it will increased your metabolism and let you adrenaline rush. The rate for the metabolism is bout the same when you are dong exercise. This is an undeniable fact.
So guys when your ears are twisted by your girlfriend coz of looking girls then you can use this theory to defend yourself.

10 Simple Life's Pleasures

Well, i've been tagged by titoki to do this 'meme'. Im a newbie to this virtual world and hence first time to be tagged. I had squuezed my brain and finally here comes out with my simple life's pleasure.

Here it goes!!!

1. MDBC reunion.

2. Graduate with first class degree.

3. Lie down on a grass field to look the stars.

4. Walking along seaside with my beloved.

5. Endless movie everyday.

6. Can have pork (siew yok).

7. Learn break dance

8. Own a big house and can enjoy every corner without me doing the housework.

9. Bathing without closing the door.

1o. Receive a present when my birthday, Christmas and valentine.

Pass it around and have the fun.

Drugs donation!!

Nowadays, government urges the youngsters to donate drugs rather than donate blood. Im wondering who are the one to approve this banner. It was a shame to all the crews that involved and it proved the laziness of ‘piggys’. Approved without having a look on it. This was what they call Malaysia Boleh and Malaysia Berjaya.

OH WHEN ONLY CAN CUT THE RED TAPE????

note: but i love to donate blood, coming post wil be my donation

choo cheong fun

Did your house install astro channel AEC? If you did you should had been watch this show! 阿贤人情味. It introduces those delicious local foods all over Malaysia. I never thought that I will be able to have the chance to try or reach those places introduced in TV show one day. But under my curiosity and titoki’s eagerness, here I came to one of the stalls introduced near petaling street.

Four of us, titoki, her sister, me, and my girlfriend woke early in the morning and arrived at about 8am something. As we didn’t know the way, we just walked around and asking passerby and those hawkers at road side.

Finally we found the way to the stall. It is named---------read yourself.

We need to pass through a wet market and listening to those hawker’s yelling.

“Leng lui what you want??” or

“Leng chai lai lai lai come here come here”

Important part: they called us leng chai leng lui.

Funny part: the girls treat it as true.




How they differentiate this stall by others is by this sign board. Leng chai stand still with astro AEC advertisement.

Our final aim was to taste the ‘choo cheong fun’ introduced here. Nothing than others, we ordered all the same. However what we had here were really plain ‘choo cheong fun’. It is famous with its noodles and they sell you the noodles. Just pour on some sauce and it was my breakfast that day.


Seems yummy right???

Full look!!!!Enjoying my day with ah pek surrounding

fly and fly and fly

When I am still young and still need to ride bicycle to school, Im always hoping that I can board an aero plane to fly all over the world. I was influenced by my 2 uncles that live at foreign country and back every year by plane. Furthermore my dad’s job forced him to fly here and there as well.

Within my school life, there was once my family went to China and again of course it was by plane. From that time onwards im hoping to fly as them. I kept on telling my family and relatives that I wish to fly.I want to know what is the feeling being up high above the sky.But what i get from them is their laughing. They said for long period flight it was not really a good thing. It is quite suffering.

“You will be able to fly when you are an adult and started to earn your own money.You will not die before you get in a plane.”

At this moment I will think why other children able to fly when they were just in primary school??? That was so unfair!!

Now I was 21 and im still dependant to my family but im able to fly. The first time, yeah, quite good feel.Their departing and landing is really excited for newbie.However when it is under rain you will feel scared as the plane is shaking.Im a student and now I need to fly if I want back home. It become a must for me and till now I boarded for several times.

Every time when I returned my grandma will ask me one same fucking question.

“Aero plane nice to sit right???? Last time you were mumbling you want to fly and now you can experienced it till you feel bored. Feel good???”

I answered unwillingly and retortly : "Yalor yalor!!!!!"

(In my mind)

“Yah! I really felt boring with the flight but not because of the feeling when boarding but the expenses needed to fly. It did kill me. In addition what I board was small and narrow plane.You will need to sit straight throughout the whole journey. Cant sleep cant eat(no money). You cant experienced much from there. Unless you board those flying to foreign country and with food inclusive. I was able to experienced once by MAS company. I need to be thankful as food was provided.

I think this will be my unforgettable experienced on board. Sleepy eyes but cant sleep.

Feeling superior above the sky. As if im the king of the world and the scene is so beautiful.

This is what i dreamed when i was a child. Im hoping that i can above the cloud. Now i get it but i hoping another thing which is i can touch it. Who can help me??

note: air asia please eat shit!!!

dun wan to grow up

Inspired by a blog . I felt the same as her. Ya im not so old as her but i had the same feeling. I dont want to gfow up. I still want to be like a baby keep on crying whole day long just to seek for attentions from the adults. I want love, i want somebody to care my things, i want many things. However i cant as titoki waitng somebody to settle things for her. I need to mak emyself perfect to care for others. OOOOO pity guy!!!!!

released

Well done yansheng but there is no gift for you. This proved that you have a good obervation ability not like the diao!!!! Always thinking bout sex!! Eh how come i can get a photo like what diao's said??? The full pic is im doing a clay mask. (More nene then girl right)

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