BODOH

One week had passed, again i had been to my microecon class. What I would like to say here not base on examples she gave, but me, myself, the hero in my story. Quite shy when talking bout this. I will never forget the moment she scolded me. WDF!!!

I am known for small handwriting among my friends and lecturers. Those days when I were in school life, teachers had warned me not to be so small. Maybe I correct all, but I might lose marks due to my horrible handwriting. Till today I did the embarrass thing in the public.

Lecturer is calling names on the list one by one. Soon, it reached me. However with the small words and her cheebye fucking eyes, she cant read it. Frankly, my name pronunciation would be : loh wen jian.

‘what name is this, terrible handwriting’

‘len……….len…..len…….’ She kept pn len-ning thing. Oh my god, please my name read as loh not len!!!!!

‘finally she read my whole name : len woi jiun.’

‘apa nama ini? Tak dapat baca pun tulisan dia. Tulisan yang bodoh sekali’

‘siapa ni???’

Slowly I raised up my hand in full embarrassment. I will not be so shy without the woo-ing from the babi malay boys. Making noise beside and make the atmosphere more shy!!!! Celaka!!

That didn’t come to an end yet. There is another second part of this story…….

‘ok fine, give me the answer now’
(Q: Define economic growth)

‘Erm instantly I really cant answer it. Just remain silence’

‘Apa ayng dikatakan oleh PM bahawa setiap tahun Malaysia mempunyai pertumbuhan ekonomi?’
(she try to give me hint)

As she just taught us bout the production possibility curve, sure I related it to that point. Bravely I said:

‘The PPC shifted outwards..’

*laugh8

‘what do u expect a noob in economy understand what you said?’

‘what PPC? Just say the output increases.’

‘mudah pun tak tau, betul –betul bodoh’

Im scratching my head there shouting for help. With all these words I really wanna find a hole and buried my head inside. Doraemon where are you?? I need you!!!!!!!!!!

lesson for girls

Today im teaching another lesson for girls. Boys can quit from reading this if you are not interested. Today lecture will be a short one and you can off soon. It is specially dedicated for girls.

There is always a saying from the Chinese which sounds like this: 男人贪吃贪喝上人当,女人贪吃贪喝上人床. It means that if a boy that always depending on others treat, he will get cheated. On the other hand, if a girl that does the same the final outcome will lose her virginity, although maybe she is not. (please forgive me, as my vocab is limited, hope you can understand what im writing)

I will not focus in boys topic as im a boy. If I describe it so vivid then it proves that im the hero. *wink* There is one thing that I found out is there are more than half of the girls population will share the same feature. I know there will be boys that offering you things or service when you have enough modal to attract them. However the moment you accepting it, do they think before what is the consequences?

They feel happy when there is someone to do the stuff for them. However do you ever heard about unpayable debt. These you cant repay by money. In girls mouth they will not think so as they treat it as gentle behaviour. He is a nice guy to them. Of course I never say that the guy Is not good, but you cant ‘exploiting’ them just because of they are good enough.

Maybe the guy do the favour for you once and they are finding them always just they had started for the first time. Do they know maybe the guy is regretting? Or maybe you plan to repay by your love, then it is ok. It just a progress and not type of exploitation.

Girls, come on. Do your thing by yourself if you can. Others doing the things is by coincident or just by sympathy. Don’t misuse it. Never blame others din help you just because you are a girl. If you are not my friend or closest person, I will give you few slaps. What a cheebye!!!!!


REMEMBER THE PROVERB. IT IS USEFULL.

haihz

Again today I would like to discuss bout human dark side behaviors. You might be finding me having so many grumbles. I had wrote one sentence that, if someone betrays you once is his/her fault, if he/she betrays you twice then it might your fault. Well, this time I am not being betrayed but I have some opinion on people’s thinking.

Humans are so weird. I can understand that everything must have two sides either the positive or negative. It depends on how you treat it. If you treat it as something good then the day you might feel happy. If the other way round it may let you sad for a long period. Quite different right? Something happy will not last long in one’s mind but for bad things it haunts human’s mind.

Human cant be justice always. They might judge something on his/her preference. When others did something that irritates you for first, one will be prejudice on he/she for the future. They never think from the ‘offender’, which the fault might not be he/she. Now, the same thing and same deed is done by his/her friend, however he/she feels nothing bout it and think that it is logical and an undeniable act. I ever imagine that when he/she is doing that kind of same thing, if I questioned his/her, the answer will be ‘so what???’ Human is selfish, as long as he/she get the thing she want, she will be ok what she had did. No matter is by hook or by crook.

Besides this, they would like to taking advantage from others. As long as you have the benefit that he/she wants, he/she will be approaching you. When you are useless, never think that somebody will giving you something in return. You will never get it. Or in other words, I shall say like this. If you are capable in something or you have the most priority in doing that thing, then in his/her mind, you must do it. No matter you need to do a not, it transformed to a must for you.

This kind of thing is often happens among girls as they have the right for keep on nagging boys with their cheebyely fucking mouth. Not only for oral but it kills many boys. Of course I will never practice this and Im quite strict on this. Yes is yes, no is no. There will never be cincai in making my decision. However I cant like those nagging them in reverse. If a boy doing so, I look down him.

Another case is that you are planning some event for yourself and your own friend, sure without myself participating in it. But, she will count you in when she came to a trouble. Not a trouble actually just needing some of your things. (the things can be physically or mentally, as long as she get the benefit). For the guy who doing so is so innocent but still she treat it as natural.

You might seek for help from others which is able to offer some aid but please mind your attitude. Never say something like ordering others. It annoys peoples around. Maybe there will be one who willing to accept your behavior but definitely you cant find it on me. I found it irritating and the response im giving in return is ‘bullshit’. Don’t disturb me. There is one Chinese saying that goes right “人善被人欺”, which means good people will always being bullied.

There is another kind of people that criticizing others when themselves are not good enough even on the point they are arguing. They might request others to share but they will never share. When you are doing something, he/she expect you that you count he/she in your activity. However the inverse, he/she may not doing the same thing. When he/she being asked, he/she will have bundle of reason stating he/she right. Is this call double characteristic?

There is one more situation is that people will follow those who can help he/she. If you are useless never expect he/she will join your network. It is quite obvious when you come into a more competitive society and you will meet all kinds of people around you. Looking how they behave, how they talk how they do things. If you came to living together you will see even more. Its true and don’t think to skip it. If you din learn it now, you will get more pain later. It is the learning process.

p/s: the reality of this story will be judged by readers and im not going to comment..

i know how to swim!!!!

This post is purposely written for dedication. He is not handsome but there are some who say yes, he is short but he attracted somebody, his breast is big but he is fit from some perspective, he is what else??? Oh ya, he is a trustworthy friend sometimes and he speak ‘2 gas’ (义气). My first time was given to him. He let me felt suffocated. Im scared. Eh guys, im not a gay. We were not doing the thing that you are thinking.

What I want to present here is bout my swimming. He was the first lecturer on teaching me swimming. Our lecture hall is Batu Berangkai. It is a famous place where ‘babi hutan’ appears, where many fatal cases happened, where it is rocky, where MDBC gathered during Form 5 and Form 6 life. Seems horrible?? Yeah, it is a waterfall. We played at a lower level of the hill. It is a small pool where it is called ‘Lake Egg”. Later, we proceed to a small pool at a more lower place which we called it “Diving Lake’. Not only swimming but I learned diving from him at waterfall. Of course not like the Olympic jumping from few meters height. I just dare to dive with my head heading down.


Special advertisement for ‘Diving Lake’.

We will not being so plain at the waterfall. The idea of having a barbeque cropped up among mdbc and here we go!!!

The distance I learned swimming is from the crowd to the big rock. Just going through and back.

Nah!!!! This is my lecturer lor!!!! (the guy more handsome when under comparison)

I paid a lot of fees there. Not in monetary terms. I have to pay for my Apollo biscuit sold there, for nasi lemak, and physical damaging. The process of learning diving was suffering as my chest turned red for the whoel part. This was a proof of im not dare enough. Now, where I saw people dive like a flat flat UFO, I giggled!!!! But I never said that im an expert for now.

What inspired me to write this post suddenly?? Not because of no ideas, but today I improved my swimming skills. Mr Eastgod, do you still remember the day we went Stadium Ipoh?? I knew you were terribly boring as you need to accompany me at 1.6m level. I had no guts to follow him to 2m level. I knew the skills like freestyle and ‘frog style’. I can move freely in water. However the point is I don’t know how to stop. Whenever I was blocked in the middle or with the breathe I cant reach to the edge, I swear I will drown there. You are correct, I knew both style but I never know how to stand still in water. That’s the reason I cant go level that is higher than me.

Im willing to learn. I am interested. It just I cant make it so naturally. For me to float on the water, I can but I must be moving or lying.

Mr Eastgod, you need not to worry anymore as I dare enough to swim with you at 2m level from now. Not because I learned it. It is because im so desperate to learn swimming, hence I go to sabah stadium to swim twice a week. The first day of being there I was afraid. There is no pool that is sliding down form 1m to the deepest. The whole pool is 2.1m. I was forced to learn there. Today, I successfully get the timing of swimming ‘frog style’. I can control my breathe and swim for a distance.

Here I would like to say thanks to my lecturer. Without you I will drowned during the first day I reach sabah stadium. When I am back to peninsular, you will see a good swimmer (but not as well as you) and a fit guy.

Erm, im quite envy to those good swimmers especially those who can teach others. You know why? In this case i can invite girls to swim together. If she dont know i still can teach her. (of course expecting some wearing bikini). With the condition i have now, how can i invite others to view my stupid act?? When i improved, i will take the initiative. Girls, wait me ya!!!! *wink*

Confirm????

Again there was one event that i would like to share among here. It indeed so sarcastic to University Malaysia Sabah. It was uttered by lecturer from this uni as well. Due to this, it ,let me feels the truth is there besides among students.

My uni is indeed troublesome not only to students but also lectueres. Once a student asked my lecturer about the comfirmation of class and date. She raised her hand and speaked:"Whenn can i know whether the date and place is confirmed?"

Lecturer replied her without any thinking:" Nothing is confirmed......."

I thought it will just ended there. However she continued with this:" ...in UMS"

"The academic division will changed just with a night advance notice. Your time might change, lecturer will change, everything is not fix. you can found it out during the registration day. So what you want me to confirm with you????"

Well, it was so sarcastic to the admin team of UMS. Luckily it was speaked during hall but not among lecturers. Wahaha!!! Again with this type of good example that pin you down at once, she is no one other than my micro econ lecturer!!!!!!

microeconomy

Microeconomic is what I studied for today. It was my first lecture and the lecturer gave me a deep impression which is positive. She is fat and she was sitting during her teaching. There is one of my friend that said she is impolite and cant do as what she sasid. She is lazy and so on but I feel the other way round. She let me felt that she is an experienced lecturer. The style she teach, she speak she ask all so special, as well as her words used in her conversation.

Well, I had be her first target of whole class as my appearance was so outstanding. Sitting behind the lecture hall at the right wing with a light color cap, I was spotted!!! (sorry no photo available..haihz)

She: economy this word is originate from greek word and what is that??

Me: Lower my head down in silence

She: you learn prinsip econ??

Me: ya

She: you pass it?

Me: ya

Quickly without putting me in deep embarrassment, she gave us the answer, but im terribly shy. Seems I really know nothing. Although I am!!

Here are some of others funny conversation……

Situation1: somebody handphone rang

Wei ah pek (she really use this word ah pek) whats wrong witth your hand phone? Your hand phone no use right? I dun mind if you listen to your call but please go out and don’t disturb the class. When you are talking the whole class is looking at you without looking at my beautiful face!!!

Situation2: example for the phrase opportunity cost

Best thing are less in this world. Good man are less, good woman are less too. When there is scarcity, you have to make a choice, hence you have to forgone the second best thing. Now you found Fatimah and Sarah two good woman, but you only can marry one. So you have to make a choice and forgone the second best. Lets say you choose Fatimah and you have to let go Sarah. She is your opportunity cost. With this opportunity cost, it will cost effect to Sarah!!!! The effect is unknown. Therefore you have to weigh the benefit with cost.

Situation3: second example of opportunity cost.
Tomorrow you have an exam and tonight you have to iron your shirt. You have to take about 20 minutes to iron it. If you iron the shirt you will have less time to study and your grade is low. Therefore for a rational person they will choose to sudy.

Value behind this: When you friend ask you why you din iron your shirt, you should answer like this. “If I iron the shirt, I will lose 5 marks in exam and my grade will drop. So I choose not to iron.”

Situation4: parking

Which you will choose between this 2? A free parking side and a charged parking side? Normally you all choose free right? That’s why you all need to study economy. An economist will not choose a free parking. As they know how to weigh this situation.

A free parking there must be many people rushing in. Because of that 2 ringgit, you have to drive around to find and even fight with others. Shouting here and there just for a unit space. The time you are finding, the petrol you use to drive around, do they weigh that 2 ringgit??

Situation5: money

Nowadays there are no people who talk in term of feeling, practicality, and so on. They weigh things only in monetary term, and economic benefit. Right? Even a small value of money you will get satisfaction from it. For an example, the trolley in supermarket. Why they need to charge you for RM1 to use the trolley? It is to train the consumers discipline themselves. People will push from far, even from car park or so on just to get the RM1 back. Is it worth? It really catches human’s mind.

Situation6: ticket

You have RM20 to spend for your weekend on movie. First case is you lost you RM 10 bills and you only have another RM10 for the ticket. Will you buy? Second case is that You lost you first ticket, will you buy a second ticket?

Normally if I asked this separately, people will only buy second ticket when they lost their bill rather than ticket. However when you think clearly, the economic lost is the same, why people behave so inconsistent??



This lecturer can have al of us die on the spot. She can gave the exact example which let you understand the term. During the time she explaining the example, she have the sense of humor as well. This is what I appreciate much. Before the starting of the class, there are students asking for her signature to add and drop program. The first reply she gave is “ guys who want to drop this program please do it now. This course is for failing the students, is to discourage students from taking economic class, and the main point is im a terrible lecturer. Please drop it now”

Hahah!!! From the book I read recently, the expert for expressing humor will be teasing your own to get others laugh!! She makes it!!! She really makes it!!! *applause*

UMS choice!!

University Malaysia Sabah( In brevity I will use UMS) A nice phrase heard!!! Last year last week, im experiencing the same thing as the junior they were now!! Worrying, panic, don’t know what to do, crying for girls, sleepless for boys. They worried that they had made a wrong decision and this was what I had been before.

When you were asking me whether UMS is a good place for studying or not, im scratching my head, im confused!!!! I did d right or wrong one? For me, I really regret!! There were 9 kamparianz came to sabah this year and there were two of them went labuan UMS branch. However one of them had gone back to sabah after few days suffering during orientation week. Heard from others that she was crying for weeks before she came. If you really felt so hard to leave then why you put this choice in your list? You cant complain on what you had decide. It was deserved!!!

However that is for consoling others but not for myself. I kept on blaming for being so stupid.I had less time with family, less time with mdbc, less time with beloved, less time for doing my things. Even if there was any special occasion I cant go back. The air fare is cheebyely expensive which I am not afford to purchase and ptptn not afford to support. Other than that , the living standard here is high. Everything is expensive. *sigh* 3 years will gone so soon………………………..


I had promised to myself that I will definitely give the first priority for all students that came from my own school SRI KAMPAR. I reserved all my notes and lectures for them, keep them neatly and nicely. I knew the situation when you were helpless in the middle of the ocean. Floating here and there without knowing your direction. There were a crowd there you will be following without differentiating is that you target?

Once I had made decision on subjects depends on my friend and the pointer I get is cheebyely farking low!!! I should select those subject that I am not interested with but easy to score. My advice to junior now is never choose what you like, choose subject that helps your pointer!! These PPIB courses 80% will drag you to death and 20 % to help you. This phenomena is how you arrange your schedule and depends on which you bet on!!!

Now I had experience and it benefits juniors. All of them seeking us for advice which to choose. Which is easy??? Please tick for me and so on. They have all the advantages compare to others!!! So lucky..

I have no hesitation on helping them who are seeking help. Hope that they can go along sabah uni journey smoothly. However I cant go so smooth as them. There are many things in store for me to discover. May god bless me!!

my baby died

Sad sad sad!!!! My loveley low pixel camera finally broke down. It cant continue its journey till i afford to buy a better one. How can i survive without it?? coz of titoki i addicted in taking pictures everywhere. I will take my cam wherever i go. I take pictures whatever i saw, i met, i ate, i did. But now it end with a full-stop.

I had wend around KK city today just to find a shop to repair it. However those celaka only know how to sell an expensice cam to me but not fixing it. Arh!!!! Help!!! Titoki i wanna bite you, you put me in this troublesome situation!!!!

From now on, my blog will be damn dull and full of words but without any picture of mine.... Maybe i will for some old pictures. May god bless me for getting a new one free or i may able to repair the cam myself. Can i???

*helpless*

SURVEY FROM SAB

This is suppose to do at friendster but I think I will do it here better as Im lacking of ideas of my blog. Borrow some topic from there. Hehe!!!

1. Do you know anyone's friendster
password?
> who willing to give me???

2. Do you think ur love life right now will
last long?
> worrying

3. Are u an emotional person?
> depend how you declare the word emotional

4. What the last word you say to your
lover?
> MUACKz

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
> sure but will not last long

6. Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
> many

7. What was the last thing you did?
> pc games

8. Who is right next to you?
> alone

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
> my housemate at sabah

10. How many times was your page been
viewed?
> dunno

11.How's the weather right now?
> DAmn HOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

12.Last person you called today?
> my dear

13. Last person who called you?
> my coursemate

14. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
> Never

15. Smoked?
> never

16. Dumped someone before?
> nope

17. Been really depressed before?
> of cosz

18. Faked being sick to miss school?
> during my form 6 life

19. What time did you wake up today?
> 1pm

20. Current taste?
> ?????

21. Do you like the person who post this?
> no feeling

22. Whar r u wearing?
> t-shirt and sleeping pant

23. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
> NOPeE

24. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
> face-breast-pelvis-leg then overall

25.Where are u now?
> living room

26. What you supposed to do right now?
> eat and shit

27. Where are you 4 years ago?
> Singapore maybe

28. Do you trust people easily?
> I think I am

29. What is your favourite place that
you've been to?
> pulau pangkor

30. What are you listening right now?
> dunno name

31. What you looking forward to?
> graduate and find a good job

32. Ever slap such an annoying person?
> nearly

33. The best moment in your life?
> MDBC life

34. The song that came up lately in your
mind?
> none

35. Gotten sick this month?
> nope

36. Have anything to say to someone?
> I wanna shout out to everyone

World Cup Effects

World cup had came to the end and people from all walks of life had back to normal. There are less people at mamak stall, less people at western café, less people lack of sleep, less people gamble, less people jump from tall building, less people commit suicide, less people spend much more money, the boss less income and the economy of the whole world are degrading. Review on all these, world cup had arose many side effects, be it positive or negative.

However, there are people who describe world cup as our life journey. The qualification match is just like your school life. If you never read well, and you didn’t have the basic skills, what you have that enable you to fit in this competitive world? Just like our country, MxxxxxxA, it will never have the chance to enter this grand occasion. Learn how to walk before you want to run, if not you will be only end up with disappointment and regret.

Later on, you are stepping towards another stage of life. The knockout tournament. Once you reckless you will be kick out of this battle. If you want to take the revenge, train for 4 years more. In real life it is not limited to 4 years and even longer and longer. You will need to have some ‘dirty’ skills but not to use as a weapon to attack just to win the game but is to prevent and protect yourself from the same tactics. Be alert of things around. However you cant just defend all the time. Of course in this case you will never lose but will you win??? Maybe like playing a chess set. You need to learn how to defend and attack at the same time. This only will secure your life.

Now you are at the stage of semi-final. You get all the honor along the way you fight till this stage. However if you lose, the result you get is the same as the first team who lose at the group stage. You only have the name, a virtual thing, but you have toacrifice more thing, more time, more energy, and you are back to your original state. Wait again for 4 years. Since you reached the level, do all your best to your target. Never stop half way or satisfied with what you have. Nobody will know which team is first runner-up or second runner-up. Keep on your good job and require for improvement. If you never do so, yup you can obtain highest honor for the moment but you will soon be covered by those people who never satisfy with their achievements.

Nobody knows who will be the last winner if it never reach the end. Many people guess and buy france will pick the cup, but the result is the reverse. You find that there are many obstacles along your way. They stop you from moving further. Never give up. Who knows who will be the winner at last??? There are somebody who say that those who did bad things will end up bad. Same for the france and italy match. France team acting at the penalty area that lets referee give them a penalty shoot. Because of this shoot out that make them draw till the extra time. At last, france still lose at the penalty shoot out period with 3 over 5. Izit deserved? Nobody knows……

Never give up and satisfy till the day you die

gangsterism

What do you think if you saw this type of pictures? When im looking back at my face I found it horrible also. It scared me away. However the cherish thing I get from this was I tricked titoki successfully!!!!

Titoki: what happen to your face?

Me: just now im driving and accidentally knocked others car. Unfortunately they are gangster and they hit me continuously till my face look like this!!! (pity face beg for sympathy)

Titoki: huh really?? So now how?? You serious???

Me: just like this, other part nothing.

Titoki: then how bout the car??

Me: I think still can drive back home waiting your dad

Titoki: y like this? Be carefull next time.

Me: k!!

Me: you really believe in me da??

Titoki: y not?

Me: nola just im undergoing a treatment for my zits just now. It is called sucking treatment.

I burst into laughter!!! How come she will believe. At this same moment, the ‘offender’ came. She kept on saying sorry for making my face like this. She guarantee that it will lost after some days. Haihz what I can do within this few days???? Arh!!! Paiseh going out but im forced to.

It was done by a machine. Before that the girl will using something like mechanical pen with a needle in the middle pricking my pimples. Then she used a machine to suck all my dirty blood and pus. It get me painful and geli and …… difficult to describe. The feeling was syok!!!!!

Try it out some day if your face is just like me or only one pimples. There were many girls heading here undergo this treatment. Really effective!!!! I done thrice.

registration day

10/7, again I experienced the bad day along this year. It was my registration day. Coincidently it was hold the same day with World Cup final match. My housemate were urging me to watch it outside at about 1 am. However the very morning I need to wake up at 7 am. Do you think I will sacrifice my precious time to watch something that I am not interested? I prefer sleep. IF I really wanna know bout the match, why not I just download it? Right?? Those were stupid who watch it at midnight.

Even though Im not watching the match and I sleep around 3am but Im still feeling very sleepy during my waiting time at uni. Those farkers really more stupid than pigs. They are really idiot. Once an idiot, whole life an idiot. Never change.

When I reached the registration hall, it was a long queue already. The place Im waiting, maybe not, I should say the place im sunbathing was terribly hot. Im sweating profusely. Finally there was one ‘nice’ person that separate us to two sided queue to avoid us get fainted under the sun.. Wow it sounds great and my queue suddenly reduced tremendously. I was able to wait under a shelter. Phew, in front of me maximum I guess only 20 students to until my turn to enter the hall.

This time the idiot came out. He told us to make the queue one side in order to smoothen the procedure. He chased us away to follow another side of queuing. There were much more people there as the new comers all queue at that side. In a short time I was pushed till the last place which I think in front of me will have more than hundred person. Shit!!! JIBAI!!!!

We were not so angry at that moment until he came out with a word that really annoyed all of us. He really din scared tomorrow he will not working here anymore. He should be in the hospital.

We were blaming to him that we queue for a long time and it was your man that instrsut us to be like this. Now about to reach you tell us to leave???

He replied with this three word: ‘ Saya tak kisah!’ (I dun mind)

This was an irresponsible act. If you dun mind why should we listen? If you slow down the procedure, you will get into trouble as well. Haihz!!! At last we were forced to obey. Finally, I back home and watch 2 episode movie and had a bath, I strike again. Standing from one till five but to no avail. Eating lemon after waiting like an idiot and squeezed like tuna in sandwich. The whole day waiting gave me nothing in return. I head back with full disappointment and anger.

When im about to bath, my housemate receive a call and said that the registration was still on. Without hesitation I rush back to uni and fight for it. It just like a battle. If you lose, you will get in trouble. FUCK!!! At last, I entered the hall. I was the last five. Thanks to my housemate motorcycle riding skill. Without you, I will not able to reach before time. *haha* After this, my mood totally different. From the bottom to the top. WAKAKA!!!!!!
UMS = University Menyusahkan Pelajar.

Its definitely true!!! The system never change better but to the worse. Haihz. Feel sad for those working at the academic division. Amithaba………. XIn Joi Xin Joi

know more bout me???

This you should do when you are in damn bored and express yourself to others....

1] Is there someone who you like at the
moment?
> yup 

2] Have you ever given or been given
roses?
> yea..but I never get one

3] What is your all time favorite romance
movie?
> I hate this

4] How many times can you honestly say
you've been in love?
> ermm…..only one

5] Do you believe that everyone has a
soul-mate?
> yea..there must be someone around you can count on

6] Do you think that you should become
friends with someone first?
> by fate

7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
> many times

8] What do you think about long-distance
relationships?
> DANGER

9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
> cheating

10] Would you rather date someone five years
older or five years younger?
> older definitely not but younger I only accept max 3 years

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
> sure

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once
a cheater always a cheater"?
> depends

13] How many kids do you want to have?
> 2gal 2 boy

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong
guy/girl or the right guy/girl?
> still don’t know yet

15.what is your favourite colour?
> blue

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
> geli

17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> ermm….. maybe

18] Are you the one who makes the move
or do you wait for them to make the move?
> I will make the move

19] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just
died, would you remarry?
> no more energy and money

20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
> nope..

21] At what age did you start noticing the
opposite/same sex?
> when I know bout sex

22] What song do you want played as you
walk down the aisle?
> soft music

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From the bulettin i read from friendster i found these sentences meaningfull and it is on the point. We need to get know of it and learn from it.....

Here it goes....


Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.


Anger is only one letter short of danger

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.




He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

my sister (kai jie)

When im reading this post about me myself I feel both happy and sob. Happy is that my sis still remember to have me this brother and sobbing is for we cant meet each other for once.

Strictly speaking, for me myself I also forgot the day we met and how we build our relationship till sister and brother. She did quite take care of me when I was in secondary school. Definitely I still remember the day you ‘push’ me from the lowest PSP (Penyelaras Sesi Petang) till the vice president of prefect board. In fact I really disappointed for not being the president of the board. I felt that I was capable and among those who short-listed, I was the best. Recall the time my sister came to me, she tried to explain the reason why. Erm maybe not explain but asking my feeling.

She: You know why you cant get the post?

Me: Not really but I think I got a pro.

She: Whats that??

Me: Im not so suitable in human resource arrangement.

She: Ya, you also notice that.

Me: I think one more which is I will put my effort more on my Uniform unit. I will neglect prefect board when they come to a function that holds on the same time.

She: Since you know it then, I more relief.

I quite satisfied with the post I get as my duty was more on students discipline, and I had full power on this side. Others all to be discuss during a meeting. On the other hand, being a president, she need to deal much more time with the admin. This was so troublesome. Hence I love the post most.

Other than formal duty, informally we also had came out to chit chat!! I appreciate her concern bout me and every thing she had gave and helped me. If she read this I hope she will drop me a call and pay me a visit at Sabah. *haha*


‘kai jie miss u la..’

cheated

Arh!!!!! I was cheated by my mom!!!

She was changing her speaking way and talked kindly to me:

‘Hey son, Im not looking for an argue but I really hope that you can make your hair not so sharp in colour. Just give it a bit colour is ok. I asked your hairstyler(behind my house). they say can wash my haor again to make it dim in colour.

Seems she say like this so I just obey her and head for them.

When my hair was under ‘repairing’, my mom went over to me here and chat with my hair styler. She said ‘ just left some colour is ok not too sharp’

When I heard this I felt nothing and thought that she really permit me to have some colour. However when times goes on I found that the hair styler dyed my hair almost all black. If it was without sun shine you will never see colour on my head. OH shit!!!!’

I knew I was cheated and that was the way my mom to get me re-dye my hair. I swore I will never get cheated in this way anymore. HNG!!!!!

ARHGHHGHGHGHGHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

summary

Two months had passed just like the time I shit. So fast and uncontrollably. Tomorrow I will be leaving this lovely hometown. Probably the town will be dead for half years (minimum) due to the absence of mine. It might be next year when I back(maximum). It depends on how the promoters of air asia and the administrator of UMS. Their ‘compromise’ had made me no more confidence on them.

Hereby is my summary of the ‘good’ deeds I had done during these two months.

1) Helping my relatives at KL for two weeks
2) Dating my girl
3) Keep my family in company
4) Drink tea with MDBC(almost every night)
5) Drink tea with other normal friends
6) Eating pizza for twice
7) Memorable Langkawi trip with MDBC
8) Watching movie
9) Sleep more than 12 hours per day
10) Dota-ing
11) Karaoke at K-box twice
12) Swim at stadium once
13) Basketball everyday (My body weight reduces 5kg)
14) Eating tauge chicken at ipoh once
15) Watching movie in cinema(Over the hedge, X-men, Tokyo drift, Cars)
16) Blood donation

Before im coming back I had plan to have a part time job here but finally I cant keep this promise to myself and im parasite-ing in my family. *paiseh* Maybe among the list the only useful thing you found is the last item.

See you all at Sabah loo!!!!

MEME

I've been tagged by this miss titoki and therefore i have to submit this for her.

Here's the meme:-

Four jobs I would stink at:
1. Lawyer
(I know I have the ability of arguing but I cant bear the process of learning which is need me to memorise the history, the dead people story)
2. Teacher/lecturer
(With the temper I had, im sure I will on tomorrow papers headline.)
3. Waiter
(I had experienced it, I hate their job scope. Always customer right attitude made me crazy)
4. Nurse
(Im a St.John member and I learn the home-nursing skill. But the most scary is not blood but all the shitty things.)

Four pretend nicknames I have made up for myself:
1. Wjiann (normally used)
2. Vincent (for those who just know me, especially those hi-bye friend)
3. Black face Justice Bao (made when I was the vice president of prefect board)
4. NOOB ( Just for dota usage)

Four movies I have watched over and over (and did not fall asleep):
1. Triumph and Trio show
(I do not love the games but I like the actors face expression and words.)
2. Detective Conan
(I would like to have the same ability with him!!!)
3. Movies of Stephen Chow
(It indeed funny for every movie he had involved in)
4. Doraemon
(Im wondering in some particular part of the world, will it have this???)

4 Things I love to do on weekends:
1. Movies.
2. Hang out with MDBC.
3. Relaxing activities
4. DOTA

Alcoholic beverages I've enjoyed:
1. All type of alcoholic drinks. (but I prefer those with more than 40%alcohol level)

4 celebrities I would go on a Big Date with:
At the moment Charmaine Sheh will be th only one

Four things I could not live without (excluding the essentials):
1. My wallet.
2. My handphone.
3. My keys.
4. My camera.

Four of my favourite foods, whom I'd like to bon appetite with:
Im not so fussy bout food. As long as it suits me I will eat and no special interest.

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. Isolated island
2. Disneyland.
3. My house.
4. Batu berangkai (waterfall).

This troubling me now

Sometimes I quite jealous of those families that have endless topic with their children and they can share all their good and bad throughout the whole family. They can accept new things that enable them to communicate with their children well. They are no generation gap among them.

They are even parents that can match their children mind easily. Sometimes they chat about girls, movies, friends, inner-self, and even sexual!! They are just so open-minded to be!! As for me I have no chance to try on this. My family had been so stubborn since I was born. They are using their system when the oldies were sung, when Teressa Tang still alive, when they were teenagers, to restrict me. OMG and WDF!!!!

I don’t like to be put under surveillance. I like freedom and I like a warm and without generation gap family. Izit so difficult? This is the main point that mould me to be rebellion. This thing cant come by nature and it was forced by the situation around!! From the day i start my form 3 life, I never listen to their fucking comments and ideas. I wont care what they are scolding as long as I feel it correct!!

10 things that I hope to come true

1) chat freely with my family
2) tell them my inner side
3) tell them my willing
4) my parents can listen to opinion
5) step out from the conservative minded.
6) they can accept new concepts
7) allow me to do my own things without any disturbance from them
8) support in my decision
9) encourage me
10) give me usable ideas and comments

You must be curious why I will write such a blog. Not on imagination but its true. It indeed happen something that make me had such a courage to write this.


Dyeing is a common thing and even those who were aunties and grandma still practicing. They have children and their children are smart too. Since even elders level people still doing, needless to say for those teenagers. It is a trendy and very common thing. Right? Maybe the main point is I am still under-graduate. I did my hair-dyeing yesterday and it looks sharp in colour. It’s a combination of orange and red colour. (red as the base) I a bit regret also as it really looks so sharp and im worry a bit during my registration.

I dyed my hair in scatteration and my mom did criticize on my hair. If it just comment on the colour or the pattern, I can accept. However, she was just kept on mumbling the whole day. Stating I should not dyed my hair as I was a student and Im going to university soon. It just in a week time. She said that I just like a rogue or hooligan who practicing those immoral behaviours. It is the matter of her attitude and way of speaking but not the content itself.

I admit about her criticizing. I never admit that I look like a student and I never believe that if you look like a student then you are smart and you are a good student. I din care bout my appearance whether izit good or bad. As long as I like it and I enjoy it. Is you a student not depends on your hair-style or clothes fashion, but the knowledge inside you. If you speak politely or kindly, you can show our knowledge to others. Who cares?????

Now, my mom is troubling my mind as when looked at me she will only reply me with a sigh!!! Haihz!!!!!! What to do? What can I do to change her mind???

Relevant comments and ideas are welcomed on my comment box!!!!