Blemish in my CNY

Everything will not be perfect I know! The only blemish of this Chinese new year nothing than my own body problem. It affects my mood much, it stops me from doing many thing. It keeps getting me fatter and fatter.

As all of you knew, I am going to ‘conquer’ the mount KK this end of semester before going back to peninsula. What I knew bout myself is my right leg cant stretch all the time since last year. Sometimes even when sleeping, I have to lift up my leg bending. I see it as nothing and keep on with my things. Sports, carry things and so on. Just after every activity, I will be suffering that night. However the next day will be ok.

This year as I still have extra time, my mother’s anxieties force me to pay a visit to the doctor. At the beginning, I persuade them just let me visit those tabib will do. As this suppose is those muscles or tendon problems. However as my dad had to back to Hosp Fatimah re-visit the doctor after an operation on his right hand. They just ask me to go togeder and ask the doctor.

I knew it is expensive in such a private hosp which also known as another ‘shark’ at Ipoh. However for orthopedic field, there is the most popular in Ipoh. Conversely its my mom’s turn persuade me to go there as I have medic insurance card. Those expenses can be claimed. So I just went there!!!

Initially, I just pay visit to a general doctor, but he recommended me to visit the expert in orthopedic. He is the same dr as my dad and grandma. Our family can be said quite close with this two doctors. Why?

First my grandma fell and admitted to this hosp as well. She consulted many doctors in that hosp as well as the general dr Dr Koh and also the orthopedic Dato Dr Siva. My grandma stay in ICU bout 3 weeks. My family members kept on visiting going tru and flo from kampar and kl. Secondly, my dad get injured while working and agn Dr Siva operated him. All these jsut happened in two months time, reli dunno wat dawn on us...haihz

Now it is my turn. Whn I consulted him, the first thing he told us to do I think all of you also knew. Go to have an X-ray sin!!! Haha! I have no choice as I choose to consult him. My report released: there is nothing on your bone. It is very straight and normal. Then he ‘played’ with my leg again. Stretching my leg, lifting up and down, knocking it with something. Then he said that maybe is my muscles, tendons, or nerves problem. I have to get another scan to make it more details. That is known as MRI scan.

This MRI scan consumes long time for every patient. My appointment was arranged at evening time. It was something like in the movie. Laying on a machine flat then it will push you inside a coffin-like box. They tied me tightly, requiring me take off all my clothes, giving me a blanket. Its damn hot inside. Im sweating actually. I so afraid inside a narrow box when your mobility is zero. I cant seee anything. Fortunately they still gave me a headset for listening songs. Not they were understanding but in fact the process was very noisy. It just covered up the noise produced!!! For my process, it took around half an hour.






I have to get my report the next day. That night i really suffering. From slightly pain turned to great pain at night. Why? Coz they 'played' with my leg at noon. Coincidently, the next day was my grandma re-visit the doctor, so I had a free transport. (dunno izit a good thing or reverse) This was not the point. Main point at what the dr said. He showed me the scan and he pointed out to me that my spiral cord touches the nerves on my right leg. At first I treated it nothing. Suddenly he came out with something. He said:” I had to undergo a minor operation.”

“Oh shit!!” This was what in my mind when I heard that. Before I back to the reality, my uncles proceeded asking the details. My uncle told him that Im student from Sabah. The result was I can do the operation anytime. However I cant do any sports from now, I cant lift heavy things, and my dream to conquer mount KK vanished!! I asked him if i kept on all my daily chores??? He said sure you can, but your case will be worse and the system might collapse when it comes to the worst.

My mom worried much as the next two days I had to bring my luggage weight 14kg back to Sabah! However I must back to sit for my final. I don’t want to extend coz of this. It is about the end, I don’t want to give up. (although I din revise yet)

So once I finish my final I hv to rush back to do my operation. I had to admit to hosp for two days and rest at home for 2 weeks. So please don’t kacau me in that period. Hehe!!


p/s: specially thanks to my kai jie as when she knew bout my thg, she promised me to fetch me bk from kl to kampar purposely as she don’t want me to board bus alone with two huge luggages! Thanks, reli appreciate it!! love ya!!!

standard 6 reunion

In a blink of an eye, 10 years had passed!! From the year I graduate for primary school, 1997, it ady passed 10 years. Same for my age, it is growing older n older. Albeit im still young, but I feel that my mindset is quite old sometimes. I would rather sit still at home, chit chatting with friends, having a beer and relax, than going out like disco la, clubbing la, and so on.

At year 1995, when I was standard 4 student, my class teacher had made an appointment : when we were 20 years old, back to this classroom to have a gathering. However till the day came, though I remember this incident but there were no actions taken. No further confirmation was taken.

But still never mind, our good monitor just ‘postponed’ it 2 years later and made the gathering more meaningful. 49 persons in the class, there were 30 who turned on! More than half !! We booked a room with 3 tables. We were glad that our former class teacher was invited and she still remembered us. Some of them she just able to recognized but not calling out his/her name!

Is her pretty???



This were the whole group members that turned on that particular day.



Told you all jo that I really quite welcomed among girls… Din believe??? I show you the proof…wakaka



As the booking time for the room was limited, we moved on to our teacher’s semi bungalow at Taman Bandar Baru there. What a spacious and nice place…





While chatting I only noticed that, there are quite a lots of doctors in popur gang!! Dentist, and I think got few specialist there….Hope one will be gyne, one be the child expert, one is general d…then my whole family next time no need visit others..wakaka. (but I dun wan any of them to be forensic, I wont visit them…)

St john reunion

I was so surprised when I received a message from my madam (st.john) It was about a reunion held on the second day of Chinese new year! The message sounds like this….

-there will be a reunion dinner at la foresta (a place at my hometown) on (date&time). Graduates from year 1996 to 2006 are welcomed. Who are interested please contact madam at 012*******

In my mind: wow!! 10 years graduates? It must be a large group tat night! How is she going to make it? She booked the whole place? Impossible!! Just drop by have a look!!!

For sure I wont be the first who arrived on time. Since I afraid the situation of fighting seats with others, I prefer they reserved for us!!! Hehe!! Once I reached there were 3 tables on seat!!





Around every years also got it representatives, the largest group sure will be the fresh graduates like my batch and 2003 years.





Saw what our hands are showing??? That ’02!!



Although we were from st john Pei Yuan but still we were not really so close to each other. Albeit gathering, but we still distributed into groups. I think the purpose for this reunion is to recall your mind, who were your previous senior and your trainer..

MDBC reunion

Strictly speaking this was the first reunion for MDBC for so long. All members were there except one who was in England. Due to Mr Wei Kheong daily schedule was so full till din have any leisure time to meet with MDBC, here, he organized this MDBC reunion BBQ session!!!

Beside him was our ah sou!!!



This photo was not taken for fun, nor for any memories. Notice wat was in our hand? That was the focus point for this photo. It was a souvenir from Pulau Bali Medic undergraduate Mr YYS for every MDBC member!! Refer to what he said, this woodcarving was all over the street there. You can easily obtain it at any stall. In addition there were many size for that. We have ‘malaysian size’ , ‘foreign guy size’ and with different length.





When he came to the house, he held it in a big packet. The first thing that strike my mind was he brought hotdogs for the BBQ. What a nice guy!! There was another MDBC member – hon who thought that it was the mushroom for BBQ.

Mr YYS really will not embarrassed holding that even in front of our ah sous. As he was quite early to reach the place, every member coming in, he will ask them to choose one as a token to enter the BBQ. LOL. Although those ah sous should even hold the real one, but they still show an embarrassed face!!

******picture deleted as the terms are violated********* (interested ask from me) :)

As for my part I have no special souvenirs for them. What I could do was, I bought them alcohols form Labuan. Since we had a half-qualified bar tender here, we decided to have a cocktail as well!!! Applause to our Mr Bit!!



The materials for this were Dry Martini, Cointreau, Camino Tequila.



Mr bit was attempting to make a margarita. Albeit it was not the real margarita but at least the taste was about the same. Due to lack of apparatus, this was only what we can do.



After clearing the aftermath, they still prefer to drink beer. They love to drink in amount but not to taste slowly. Hence they bought beer!! There Mr kheong introduced a new way for opening a bottle without an opener. What you need was just a lighter.



Is this pic looks like those ah pek sit round and round talking bout their sons and recent things?? We were really old!!! Drink beer and talk east and west!! Haha!!

Back to the Nightmare

15 days holidays. It just passed in the blinking of an eye. It seems like i done nothign during this 2 weeks. Meal withe family, drink with MDBCeees, reunion for other groups, and so on.

My 'bai nian' spirit gone this year. I din go anywhere nor letting people come over me here. Of course my granadmother will be one of the reason for forbading MDBC entering my house at wee hours. Although they will promise me that they will remain silent but as an adult who is an undergraduates who studied logic mathematics will believe it? i'd made a wise decision.

Nevertheless, it still a relaxing period for me after more than half year fighting at Sabah here! It a place for me to recharge myself to walk further. Once i stepped into my house at Sabah here, the stopwatch start running, my compact life set off!!!

Frankly say, i din touch my book at all during my holiday, the first lecture that i went for ask me to do several exercises. Sorry to tell you that my engine ady rust! Something easy such as partial fraction and cosine sine differentiation i dont know how to do.

Assingments, presentations, small tests, mid term all came pinning me down. Im sufocated!!!! Anybody please help me!!! Bitters come first will oweis better the the reverse!!!!

p/s: no update recently, let me finish all my exams sin

CNY2007

Previously I said that there will be no any decoration for my house this year. However, we changed! We had decided to deco at least for something. Hence the deco for this year is slightly different for the theme tree, and there were none around our house and also the corner……





(the following is last year deco…….no more plum)



Once there were many people asked me that where we keep those stuff and it suppose to be a huge place to store all….. Now discovery channel reveal the secret!!!!!



Maybe there were less and less children in my house. All growing be an adult and hence snacks and candies quantities were greatly reduced. However the mandarin orange level never changed! This year again 12 boxes and we still cant finish it….They were crazy buying so many.



As I was getting older, started from this year my intention on paying visit to friend’s house had gone. I prefer at night just went out for some drinking or gambling purpose. At least I got something to do. Paying visit is something just like going there for the RM2 angpau. The feel is so unpleasant.

Except the second day of the CNY, it just something issued. A must-do-appointment go to my grandma house…

It had become a trend for having dinner outside with my uncles and all those. My grandma ady lazy to cook for so many people!! For the bill, just shared by all families.



Since im so boring what I should do at home? Many people will say that I will deal with my notebook. In fact, my pc ady occupied for those elders at a special purpose.



Therefore I have to show my ‘gifted’ talent to entertain most of them. –singing
We bought 8 new vcds for this karaoke session. If not you have to sing those 邓丽君 or 周旋’s songs… I rather die if so!



p/s: as there were too many reunions for this year, I had to separate my day for it and so for my blog as well of course.

1) MDBC (unavoidable)
2) St john (10 years graduates)
3) Standard 6 Class A (10 years date)
4) Form 6 Class Alpha (newest)

Blogging will be reduced to the CNY

Since CNY is nearby, few days more from now i type this post!! The day im looking forward the most finally reach! What im going to do for that particular day still remain a mystery.... As in my previous post, my family mood for the cny had gone as there were too many unfortunates happened to them.......

However at least the light decoration is still on and i will be the designer for this year!! Merely on me!! I think sure will not as attractive as before coz im a lousy art maker!!!

Due to fucking system of the TMNET, i have no any line available at Kampar!! You will see me once in a blue moon.......Sorry if im not replying your comment!!

Enjoy our big event------->>>>> CNY!!

my mood gone!!!!!

This week is passing with a cuff on it!! So heavy and walk so slow!!! Not only a cuff but also tonnes of iron on it!! Every week passing through the same schedule but it make a difference this time!! Why? Why this week is so suffering?? Coz lots of examination???

The answer should be my heart is no longer belongs to here. Im physically standing on Sabah but my heart is flown back to my hometown—kampar. What make me so miss the birthplace of mine? People around there? MDBC? Family? Girls?? Haha all also nope!!

For the normal time I wont be like this. The only reason is I like the atmosphere of CNY!! (sorry diao for arising ur mission impossible dream) Especially when all the radio station is playing those oldies of new year songs. My mind becomes more nostalgia! All the memories were recalled into my mind and my whole mindset just thinking of that! However all those memories will not be real for this year.

There were many unpleasant things happen in my family members. They no longer have the mood for celebrating for Chinese new year! No more light decorations this year. No more merry atmosphere around. However I still hope to be there. At least I can meet MDBC to join their activity!

These few days all my test papers I also hardly pick up my mind to read through it. Once take up the book my mind will think other things or chatting with people around me. Those notes just page by page taking a glance only!

Maybe I will only wake up after the exam. Coz at that moment I will only be pain, can feel the ‘danger’ approaching me. But what to do??? Arh!!!! I now just planning how I go back, how I spend my weekend, where I go , what I buy and so on!! Haihz!! Helpless!

Friday noon is my last paper before CNY. Hope I can score it odo my hardwork not weigh it. So depends on my talent and memory power! May god bless those who not working hard!!! Haha!!

我的心声

有很多人说大学生是为了未来赚大钱,为了发达.要过有钱人的生活那就要努力读好你的书.然而事实是那么简单吗?我个人却不认为会是那样.只要你有决心与头脑,懂得利用身边一切机会,那你就能成功.读书只是买多一分保险,让我们不至于一无是处. 只要你善于动你的脑筋,无论何年何日,你都能闯出一片天地,或许那会是一条血路,但也可当做人生的一个点缀,不会是一个平平凡凡的人生.

有时侯我回想含着金锁匙出世的一群,他们真的快乐吗?他们是什么都有但会懂得珍惜吗?相反,如果一切都是靠自己的耕耘所的回来的,不但会是永久,你更能享受个中的过程. 现在的我会是一个想着未来的.我会想我的 dream house, Jacuzzi, 等等.

相信很多在籍的大学生与我一个想法相同,那就是我们现在所学,所看的将来会对我们有用吗?它们真的与我们日后的生活息息相关?你问导师当然会说这只是基础.虽然现在最重要的是懂得电脑的运用.只要按几个键盘上的键,它就能展现你所要的东西.很可惜,现在我们大部分学的都是manual , 电脑固然是其中学习的一部分,但永远不会是考试中的一点.大学目的是制造全能手,不是一个只会电脑的白痴,这我都很明白.

有些导师跟我们说,很多初生之犊都挨骂,来来去去都是说你在大学是念什么的?读屎片啊?不要认为大学生是什么都懂,出来这社会经验很重要.姜都是越老的越辣.就算那人只有小学程度但却不能小看.

你们会相信一山能藏二虎吗?这个世界会有两个不同性格的人能有那么大的气量?无论你与他有多么的朋友,万事都是已自己为大前提.有句话说的很对,:”人不为几,天诛地灭”. 除了对家人和终生伴侣,我不会相信会有人会那么伟大.没错,他会帮你,但是他自己一定要在万无一失的情况下.肯定做工的朋友这种情形也看不少吧?

还有一句:” 人忠忠直直,终需乞食”(广东话) 还蛮好的. 做人一定要懂得一些手段,但不能用来害人,而是保护知己.千万不要包着 “你敬人一尺,人敬你一丈”.不过那人会回报已是很好了.很多人都是只受不舍.他做同样的东西那你已遇到好人了噢!!!

也许会有人问为什么又那么心血来潮写一篇华语布落格,我也不知道为什么,可能我对于用英文来形容这篇文章不能万万全全表达我的心声.太多谚语和成语我都不能用英文. 真糟糕!!!!!!!!

我想死啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Special Announcement!!!

Every beginning of something good there must be an end of a dreadful thing!! Before CNY reach, there is a long way for me to walk through. Although no need to go down the boiling oil pan, no need to climb the knifed-mountain, but it can make me suffer from the insomnia!

My nightmare starts this saturday with my japan mid-term. The following week, i have 3 papers consecutively. Tomorrow i still have two assignment to submit!!! A fucking C programming, and macro assignment on monetary policy!! If i could over all of them, you will see me hapily during CNY!!

Due to the questions arose from my friends, hereby i make an announcement on my schedule of being back to kampar during chinese new year!!

12- Feb --- Night flight from KK to KL. will arrived around 0000 if there was no delay from Air Asia!

13- Feb --- This slot is free for booking. Any friends or doggies at KL can drop me a call or message ask me out. Anticipating it!!!!

14 Feb --- Erm, this eventful day, i'm not free and im going to have some kind of appointment with someone. So I will not able to reach u!!

If there was ticket to be sold, i will be back directly at night! if not, you will only can see me the next day. Who are available at kampar, please drop me a message, maybe i need someone accompany me to have supper!! LOL

15 Feb onwards --- Empty!

26 Feb --- Again night flight i will back from Kl to KK. You wont see me till i climbed the KK mountain. Hehe!!


p/s: make sure you are clear with all. i will make another announcement later on my april sem break!! wakaka!!!

diao, i think i got sumthg to ask you bout monetary shock on the exchange rate.

My weekend!!!!!!!!

Friend's birthday again at the corner.. Yesterday night im going to cele her birthday...



In fact, event yesterday was not really any special celebration for her but just acc her around to have dinner and went to the pub. V came to a restaurant named UPPERSTAR to have steak dinner!!

I ordered a chicken chop and the idiot chef made it in damn salty for me!!! My tongue and throat all become itchy after eating it!!! However it just some part of the chop. Maybe it just not scattered thoroughly around the chop surface!!! Eeeeeks!!!!! *geli*



Later on, we proceeded to pub in Sabah-- B.E.D However the impression it gave me really different from my expectation. Neither disco like nor pub like.. It has the atmosphere of a disco but the surround was not loud enough and the base was not strong enough! It also din has the calm and peaceful feel in pub to chat and drink. Count!!! Since it has rock music, then they should make a dance stage for the drunkards to shake and nude themselves…LOL



We just sat there listening to the music and chat ‘loudly’ in the atmosphere… We were back around 2 something at the wee hours! Im so sleepy and wish to sleep direct but the devil inside my mind urging to watch one last episode before ending the night! (movie is addictive, never try to start any)

The most torturing part was the next morning, I’d to attend a quiz organized by my faculty!! Science Tech Quiz!! My presence neither to win, nor to learn. I just dun wan to waste the entry fee of ----------------------------------------------------RM3 only. Haha!!!

It was a quiz consists of 100 question which is divided into 4 parts each of 25 questions on biology, chemical, physics and mathematics. The system is there will be overall winner which means the highest total score and also individual winner for the particular part! What I aim was just on the maths part but finally I’d to admit that im a loser!!!

I never ‘shoot’ so happily in my previous life. No matter how hard is the question, I still giving my best to answer all questions. If im not mistaken, the quiz that I ever met that I considered as tough will be my standard 6 Asean Scholarship Awards. (finally lose also)

I done my maths part with full attention then I further to the physics part!!! OMG im gonna faint looking at the numerical things!! All the way I forgot and nothing I remember on it!! So I just try my luck at biology there!! Haha although I know nothing in bio but at least I was able to shoot nicely there!! All the terms are related and you know what was happening. Those acid, protein, carbohydrate and so on….

Looking to the words I get more sleepy as I was lack of sleep. Until the last 15 mins of the quiz, I ‘shoot’ without looking at the question. This was the thing that I never tried!!!! Although I tried to ‘shoot’ but not without looking the question. I tried to play the psychology game. I guessed the mind in the question makers. What will be the pattern of the answers and all that!!! Im going crazy!!! Haha

Conclusion is………………………………………RM3 bye bye!!!!!!!!

see's birthday

U saw the cake doesn’t mean that it was my bthdy again! It just a celebration for wai see’s belated bthdy!! It was hold at pizza hut at KK. Overall expenses sure covered by her lovely BF- peter!!!



You should know we were poor students here!! LOL! Extremely need extra subsidies from outsides if possible!! The usual procedure no need me tell much, just here to show some pictures and videos!!



This video is asking peter to gif a birthday kiss to see but to no avail!!!! Haihz!! So paiseh d wa!!!!




This is the magic for changing 双眼皮 to 单眼皮. Show time!!!!!!!

Family Day 2007

(related post: click here!!)

A day after my rafting, 14/1/07 again I went for another location at Papar. Summer Bay Resort Beach. It is another wonderful place I found as it is the real white sand beach. A beach that is under surveillance is really large difference with those open for public. The sand is soft and clean, the waves are awesome, plus the weather on that eventful day, it makes a perfect match for my mood!

This is my second time participate in my course (ME) family day. For the first ‘record’ click here. (It was held at Karambunai Resort) However I found that the committee had improved a lots as the venue they picked was damn beautiful! (Not as KLIAS trip that I been before)

We have awesome waves……



Soft sands



Bay watch tower



Beach volley site



Gathering place



And so on so on!!

Bout the schedule of the event I think I need not to mention much on that as it was not to be considered. Lets focus a bit on the programme that day!

We have tarik-tali…………(but the rope break off after my first attempt) SOB SOB





Next we have balloon-stepping……..



We have word counting………



We have 二人三足



All these were not the essence for that day. What planned will never as much joy as those unpredictable ‘disasters’. The climax was when people were thrown into the sea!







The first badge of the victims……



Among those victims, I think im the ‘heaviest’ person they ever carried. They had to forma football team just in order to throw me into the sea successfully!! My sensor ady sensed danger when the ‘programme’ was run, and I kept on avoiding crowd as you will only trapped yourself to be with crowd!! However finally they lured me with football. The time was near to the closing ceremony and my sensor ady went to rest! Why I used they? It was because other than me the whole badge of second year students know bout it.

They cooperate to act in front of me just to tempt me near to the sea! They said lets fight and make a formation and said many wonderful lies that reduced my caution to them! Finally they formed boys a line and gals another, but I still in the mist!!

Just after answering a phone call and im squeezing back to the team, after my first kick and I fell! Not cause of my technique, but I was pinned down by the boys!! All togeder over me and I was not able to make any defensive act!! I knew I was cheated and I cant run away from their rundown!!

The worst was I thought I brought extra clothes for change but in fact it wasn’t!! I had to be in like a cold chicken with the wet clothes on me in the bus!!



These were all the deeds from ME family!!!!! Applause!!!! ( I wont be passive for the third family day as I will be the first to throw people next year!! It is my promise to myself)