Decision Science

Decision Science was one of my subject during my last semester. Its all about project planning, evaluation, control chart, scheduling and so on. If you do read it, supposingly it should be quite easy to score. But, it looks difficult to me.

This not only gave me the first C in my major subjects. (excluding one cheap balak subject : Science of Earth n Planet), but it provide a chance for my boss to tease me for another round.

Currently he was teasing me on my D of my history during SPM level. This time, he saw my transcript on my table and have a look on it. At first, he praised the result was not bad, but when he further on, he saw a C on decision science. His first response was:

"How cum ur decision science get a C?"

"Err....."

"You cannot make a decision???""

"Huh, err.."

"i need you to make a lot of decision, how cant you make a decision?"

"Its not on making decision, it just a name..."

zzzzzzzzz


Arh!!! Wanna dig a hole and bury myself.

First gift

Long time din receive any gift. Just like some people say, a small gift with low value comes different if you do appreciate it. This is my first gift in my corporate world from one of my colleagues who are in different team. She went to Singapore and when she was back, she gave me this card holder. Its low value, but i can feel her sincerity. At least she thought of something which i need to use soon. I do appreciate this. Thanks. I love it so much.

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Sunway Lagoon

This trip made my shoulder and face sun burn. So painful now when bath or wash my face. But i think it worth it!!! With the water massage, my shoulder was really more relax now. Mayb im stressed all the while. Syok!!! Lets see some pictures for my outing...


Using high tech locker...by pressing pw and locker number without any key, but this fucking thing cant function when i want to leave..fuck!!!





































Erm...looking forward for the next visit...there are three more parks which i cant enter. Promised with my buddy will acc him enter scream park next round...zzz

Another outing

This weekend i suppose i would be damn lonely and not in the mood in anything. I thought i would just hide in the house think my thing alone. In fact, outing would make a person happy, be it temporary or last long. At least the moment you wont think of others.

Really appreciate those friends who accompany in this weekend who release my emotional changes recently. First day went for sing k where i shouted out all my bad feelings. Another day which is today,i went here (refer pic below) for an outing. Its exhausting and make myself so tired even typing this blog. Feeling like paying to torture ourselves. I walked more than play in it. TOo many acid lactic accumulated in my muscles ady. (in short muscle pain) lol





Recalled bk my last visit should be form 3 or at most form 4. 7 years till now, my another visit change my feeling, i played alots of things which i not dare to play when i was in secondary school. Mayb i really need a channel to shoot out my bad feelings, i jsut push myself to participate all exciting features hopefully that will temporary pull it out from my mind. It success!!! Ya, feeling better...

Besides can see alot of bikiny gals, we saw someone hugging and kissing in the public as well. I asked one of the girls, r u jealous of it? R u longing for it? Happenly, she told me that ya she was lonely and she hope can find one as well.. Haha... for me ya its so envious. One of my friends who has a bf right now will think of bring his bf here to play once again. Since it really quite suits couple as many thing need in two.

Ok..i promise to my future gf, i will definitely bring you here to have a great memory!!! LOL!!! Tired ady, photo upload in few days time...

Night!! Sweet dream for me!!! Really really thanks for those who around me this 2 days... Love you al...muacks!!!

Red-Box

I love to sing k. I always wish to go K-room to sing. Why huh? People will say me like not shy to ask for singing since my voice is not good as well.. Even can use horrible to describe. So why? I dunno last time, i just wanna go...

But today i knew why!! Finally i know why i like to sing even with some unknown friends. Today i joined my colleague from another division of finance. 7 of us, i just knew 2 of them where one is the guy that i mention before. (my ex colleague) I participated openly without thinking any thing, coz i need some channel to release myself.

The profound of K-room is singing can bring out your feeling. Your emotion will linked to the music and you will follow the tone. When you sing old songs,your mood back to the oldies will recall back some memories, when you sing hitz songs, your mood is shooting up high, and when you sing some love songs, if you do have relationship, you will be leading by it as well. Thats so strange and powerful.

I remembered last time one of my sing-mates tell me:"Eh y u sing so sentimentally?"

I just replied:" Just to match with the song."

Today i think i not really match with the song, but it did bring out my own feelings and released in singing. Even though my emotion is low but when i sing some rocks song, my mood cheered up ady. The last song was "Zombie" which i shouted so loud.

Another good point of singing is i can shout in the room where no people will scold you or laugh at you, if you sing nicely they thought you really good at it, if turns out bad, they just thought u wanna create the atmosphere only.Wakaka

For singing, free for date, call 012-5651887 @ 016-5151275.

p/s: photos will be uploaded next week as i din bring my own camera, i have to transfer from my colleague on monday.

Be smart guys

From long time ago, i already was the type of person 日久生情, although i still enjoy the feeling of 一见钟情but how often it is likely to happen on me such a beast? I told my buddies i wont take a flower, holding chocolates, kneeing down to pour my love. I would prefer the type of naturally started, just one side to take the initiative to start.

OF coz, if i was a girl, i enjoy the feeling of being wooed by others. Who doesnt like gifts? Who doesnt like sweet words? However does this last long? Most of the girls would criticize me as no romance. But romance last long? i dont like temporary things!!! i like eternal.

Lets say, you successfully found a creative guy who always give you surprises, but will it last long? His idea bank will die out one day, and he in order to make you happy will squeeze his brain just to see you smiling. Would you prefer this? Thats no right or wrong answers. Some still prefer this way. Why dont get someone always k for you and love you? I would take all this at the expense of what so call surprises and romance. Those useless fucking things!!!!!

So, if i woo a gal but i cant oweis beside her then there is no point. You will break one day due to some issue which you might not have seen it so soon. The feeling is really so insecure and you will crumpled one day. You will gonna be crazy due to this. For distance love, you can hold it for sometime, coz still will have the bu she de feeling, but once either side found someone beside which can treat him/her as good as your partner, then why not i choose a nearer one? right? Dun say bout confidence on each other, its a need. Evi ppl needs someone be around when they are down, when they need help, when they boring....

So guys, find someone near you, find someone who really loves you and k for you as well as appreciate what you did. Dun ever put urself in a low position. You can change your destiny!!!!

Mental Power

Finally, i understand why doctors and professionals will always say that keep your mind happy and you will be healthier. Mental is really a high influential issue. Just like in those dramas when people paralyzed or coma, their will power is the strongest determining factor.

By controlling your physical why not controlling your mind? I feel the impact of mental power. When i was in bad mood or even no mood, i will never feel hungry and i just lost my appetite. For those who had having meal with me, should be know my portion for each meal. I can stand for more than 6 hours not eating due to my emotional changes.

Ever tried whole night insomnia or cant sleep for whatever reason, the next day also very fresh in mind? You are tired, you are sleepy, but your mind is keep on functioning, non stop. I cant sleep yesterday, and today was my first day to work, i yawned, i 'cried' but my mind still very clear. I think once your brain connected of logged to something not settle and your brain will be stuck there keep on running until you exhausted. The feeling is not really nice sometimes. I ate my lunch at 1 something without topping up rice. I ate my dinner at 9 without feeling any hunger. Even i went for dinner, i din have the appetite. I walked lonely along the street so slow like a tortoise, letting the 'fresh' air pumps in. Anyway, whatever matters, time will be the best remedy.

I always tell my mom that dun ever carry all the things to herself. Try to put down some burden, release some stress out. I just like a 'dr' 能医不自医。Something happen to be important to you, which you k very much, you really cant put them down so easily just like wake up from a dream. Positively it will consistently motivate you, but if it turns out to be negative, it haunts you and it sucks!!!!

They are old

Long time never been with my parents for so long and going here and there taking care of them. Starting from Saturday, a day before my convocation, until the next monday. Recalling the last time i been to family trip was my Form 2, when my brother still haven fight with my dad.

Surprisingly, i din quarrel with my dad throughout the week but there must be some beh song situation but still ok. Acceptable. Understood that he is old to chance, and whatever i can bear, i will take it. No matter how he still my father.

Throughout this whole week, i watched them closely. My dad no longer can stand long while waiting. However he can walk very fast when going anywhere. He just cant stand stil. Just a few minutes he started to locate some place to sit. If there was none around, he will just sit on the floor. In airport boarding gate, the seats were full and he just sat at the corridor. When my mom mumbled him why always finding place to sit, he will tell u this:" Sitting is always better than standing, laying is always better than sitting." Why suffer yourself? Speechless.

To my mom now, her emaciation make her looks older. She limped when walking. Walking slow at behind. Of coz i will wait for her, but the pain that i feel is just like somebody stabbing my heart with a sharp knife. Feel so touched thinking that she walked all these while along the way just to raise us, my siblings. I knew she was really really very happy when she can see my convocation and my sister's wedding.

They are old, their physical is not as strong as their younger age. I have to take my time to earn more money to treat them better. At least no need to worry about their sons and daughter. Although the chinese saying says: 养儿一百岁，长忧99。