Back to the Nightmare

15 days holidays. It just passed in the blinking of an eye. It seems like i done nothign during this 2 weeks. Meal withe family, drink with MDBCeees, reunion for other groups, and so on.

My 'bai nian' spirit gone this year. I din go anywhere nor letting people come over me here. Of course my granadmother will be one of the reason for forbading MDBC entering my house at wee hours. Although they will promise me that they will remain silent but as an adult who is an undergraduates who studied logic mathematics will believe it? i'd made a wise decision.

Nevertheless, it still a relaxing period for me after more than half year fighting at Sabah here! It a place for me to recharge myself to walk further. Once i stepped into my house at Sabah here, the stopwatch start running, my compact life set off!!!

Frankly say, i din touch my book at all during my holiday, the first lecture that i went for ask me to do several exercises. Sorry to tell you that my engine ady rust! Something easy such as partial fraction and cosine sine differentiation i dont know how to do.

Assingments, presentations, small tests, mid term all came pinning me down. Im sufocated!!!! Anybody please help me!!! Bitters come first will oweis better the the reverse!!!!

p/s: no update recently, let me finish all my exams sin

CNY2007

Previously I said that there will be no any decoration for my house this year. However, we changed! We had decided to deco at least for something. Hence the deco for this year is slightly different for the theme tree, and there were none around our house and also the corner……





(the following is last year deco…….no more plum)



Once there were many people asked me that where we keep those stuff and it suppose to be a huge place to store all….. Now discovery channel reveal the secret!!!!!



Maybe there were less and less children in my house. All growing be an adult and hence snacks and candies quantities were greatly reduced. However the mandarin orange level never changed! This year again 12 boxes and we still cant finish it….They were crazy buying so many.



As I was getting older, started from this year my intention on paying visit to friend’s house had gone. I prefer at night just went out for some drinking or gambling purpose. At least I got something to do. Paying visit is something just like going there for the RM2 angpau. The feel is so unpleasant.

Except the second day of the CNY, it just something issued. A must-do-appointment go to my grandma house…

It had become a trend for having dinner outside with my uncles and all those. My grandma ady lazy to cook for so many people!! For the bill, just shared by all families.



Since im so boring what I should do at home? Many people will say that I will deal with my notebook. In fact, my pc ady occupied for those elders at a special purpose.



Therefore I have to show my ‘gifted’ talent to entertain most of them. –singing
We bought 8 new vcds for this karaoke session. If not you have to sing those 邓丽君 or 周旋’s songs… I rather die if so!



p/s: as there were too many reunions for this year, I had to separate my day for it and so for my blog as well of course.

1) MDBC (unavoidable)
2) St john (10 years graduates)
3) Standard 6 Class A (10 years date)
4) Form 6 Class Alpha (newest)

Blogging will be reduced to the CNY

Since CNY is nearby, few days more from now i type this post!! The day im looking forward the most finally reach! What im going to do for that particular day still remain a mystery.... As in my previous post, my family mood for the cny had gone as there were too many unfortunates happened to them.......

However at least the light decoration is still on and i will be the designer for this year!! Merely on me!! I think sure will not as attractive as before coz im a lousy art maker!!!

Due to fucking system of the TMNET, i have no any line available at Kampar!! You will see me once in a blue moon.......Sorry if im not replying your comment!!

Enjoy our big event------->>>>> CNY!!

my mood gone!!!!!

This week is passing with a cuff on it!! So heavy and walk so slow!!! Not only a cuff but also tonnes of iron on it!! Every week passing through the same schedule but it make a difference this time!! Why? Why this week is so suffering?? Coz lots of examination???

The answer should be my heart is no longer belongs to here. Im physically standing on Sabah but my heart is flown back to my hometown—kampar. What make me so miss the birthplace of mine? People around there? MDBC? Family? Girls?? Haha all also nope!!

For the normal time I wont be like this. The only reason is I like the atmosphere of CNY!! (sorry diao for arising ur mission impossible dream) Especially when all the radio station is playing those oldies of new year songs. My mind becomes more nostalgia! All the memories were recalled into my mind and my whole mindset just thinking of that! However all those memories will not be real for this year.

There were many unpleasant things happen in my family members. They no longer have the mood for celebrating for Chinese new year! No more light decorations this year. No more merry atmosphere around. However I still hope to be there. At least I can meet MDBC to join their activity!

These few days all my test papers I also hardly pick up my mind to read through it. Once take up the book my mind will think other things or chatting with people around me. Those notes just page by page taking a glance only!

Maybe I will only wake up after the exam. Coz at that moment I will only be pain, can feel the ‘danger’ approaching me. But what to do??? Arh!!!! I now just planning how I go back, how I spend my weekend, where I go , what I buy and so on!! Haihz!! Helpless!

Friday noon is my last paper before CNY. Hope I can score it odo my hardwork not weigh it. So depends on my talent and memory power! May god bless those who not working hard!!! Haha!!

我的心声

有很多人说大学生是为了未来赚大钱,为了发达.要过有钱人的生活那就要努力读好你的书.然而事实是那么简单吗?我个人却不认为会是那样.只要你有决心与头脑,懂得利用身边一切机会,那你就能成功.读书只是买多一分保险,让我们不至于一无是处. 只要你善于动你的脑筋,无论何年何日,你都能闯出一片天地,或许那会是一条血路,但也可当做人生的一个点缀,不会是一个平平凡凡的人生.

有时侯我回想含着金锁匙出世的一群,他们真的快乐吗?他们是什么都有但会懂得珍惜吗?相反,如果一切都是靠自己的耕耘所的回来的,不但会是永久,你更能享受个中的过程. 现在的我会是一个想着未来的.我会想我的 dream house, Jacuzzi, 等等.

相信很多在籍的大学生与我一个想法相同,那就是我们现在所学,所看的将来会对我们有用吗?它们真的与我们日后的生活息息相关?你问导师当然会说这只是基础.虽然现在最重要的是懂得电脑的运用.只要按几个键盘上的键,它就能展现你所要的东西.很可惜,现在我们大部分学的都是manual , 电脑固然是其中学习的一部分,但永远不会是考试中的一点.大学目的是制造全能手,不是一个只会电脑的白痴,这我都很明白.

有些导师跟我们说,很多初生之犊都挨骂,来来去去都是说你在大学是念什么的?读屎片啊?不要认为大学生是什么都懂,出来这社会经验很重要.姜都是越老的越辣.就算那人只有小学程度但却不能小看.

你们会相信一山能藏二虎吗?这个世界会有两个不同性格的人能有那么大的气量?无论你与他有多么的朋友,万事都是已自己为大前提.有句话说的很对,:”人不为几,天诛地灭”. 除了对家人和终生伴侣,我不会相信会有人会那么伟大.没错,他会帮你,但是他自己一定要在万无一失的情况下.肯定做工的朋友这种情形也看不少吧?

还有一句:” 人忠忠直直,终需乞食”(广东话) 还蛮好的. 做人一定要懂得一些手段,但不能用来害人,而是保护知己.千万不要包着 “你敬人一尺,人敬你一丈”.不过那人会回报已是很好了.很多人都是只受不舍.他做同样的东西那你已遇到好人了噢!!!

也许会有人问为什么又那么心血来潮写一篇华语布落格,我也不知道为什么,可能我对于用英文来形容这篇文章不能万万全全表达我的心声.太多谚语和成语我都不能用英文. 真糟糕!!!!!!!!

我想死啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Special Announcement!!!

Every beginning of something good there must be an end of a dreadful thing!! Before CNY reach, there is a long way for me to walk through. Although no need to go down the boiling oil pan, no need to climb the knifed-mountain, but it can make me suffer from the insomnia!

My nightmare starts this saturday with my japan mid-term. The following week, i have 3 papers consecutively. Tomorrow i still have two assignment to submit!!! A fucking C programming, and macro assignment on monetary policy!! If i could over all of them, you will see me hapily during CNY!!

Due to the questions arose from my friends, hereby i make an announcement on my schedule of being back to kampar during chinese new year!!

12- Feb --- Night flight from KK to KL. will arrived around 0000 if there was no delay from Air Asia!

13- Feb --- This slot is free for booking. Any friends or doggies at KL can drop me a call or message ask me out. Anticipating it!!!!

14 Feb --- Erm, this eventful day, i'm not free and im going to have some kind of appointment with someone. So I will not able to reach u!!

If there was ticket to be sold, i will be back directly at night! if not, you will only can see me the next day. Who are available at kampar, please drop me a message, maybe i need someone accompany me to have supper!! LOL

15 Feb onwards --- Empty!

26 Feb --- Again night flight i will back from Kl to KK. You wont see me till i climbed the KK mountain. Hehe!!


p/s: make sure you are clear with all. i will make another announcement later on my april sem break!! wakaka!!!

diao, i think i got sumthg to ask you bout monetary shock on the exchange rate.