Princess Emily 1314

Today I got a new event to write on my blog! Long time I din have the chance to write on this as I really seldom went to this kind of place! It was my coursemate’s 21th birthday party! It was hold in ACE KTV lounge and also café! She had reserved one level for us! Lets have a brief look to the surroundings!

Pool facility


Few sets of tables


And also few sets of sofa!!


While waiting for our Princess Emily1314, im playing pool for after my time! Welcome to our Princess Emily1314



We had a buffet dinner there and there were few performances from her best friends and coursemates! These included singing, dancing, dedicating song and so on! As for me I have no talent on these thg and I just remain silent over the corner with the pig friend dog buddies!



Princess Emily1314 proposing a toast to us!! Lets Yum Sing!!!!



The first game of the whole night was the drinking competition! Unfortunately I was being put on the table by my coursemates---



How the game was ran??? It was who can be the fastest to finish the beer that I holding!



Who were my opponents? There were onli 2 of them!!



However, sad to tell all my ‘supporters’ I lose in the com!! I even to be the last!! Felt sorry to you all!!! *woo* sad!! 

Even though I lose in the game but at least still got ‘consolation prize’ *wink wink*



The next following was the event of holding the tomato with your forehead and dance a bit with the music! The pair who last longest will be the winner! Not only boy and gal but there were even ‘lesbian’ pairs!!









And the winner pair was a real couple!!!!



Yeah!! Its cake time!! Lets sing a birthday song to Princess!!
Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Emily
happy birthday to you!!!!!



Before we left, lets take another group photo with coursemates!!!



OMG!! Princess!! Are you shy??? Should not be!!



Actually im shorter than her d! but to care my face so she squat down a bit!! Reli paiseh to take this pic!! Haihz!!



Anyway thanks to Emily1314!! You brought us an enjoyable night and tonight was a success, dun worry!! You did very well! Hereby, still need to wish our Princess Emily 1314 a Happy Birthday and have a nice weekend!!

territory lost!!!

OMG!!! My territory had been conquered!!

Whats happening?

WHO???

Mr Peter from Ipoh (my housemate’s BF)

WHAT???

He came!!!

WHERE???

Sabah, 21 lorong raja udang 3b, taman kingfisher 1 , my room

WHEN???

Wednesday morning reach and my castle had to be let go to him!!

HOW???

Through the persuading of his spy, (my housemate)

DURATION???

3weeks

You get the overall idea throughout lines above? HAihz!!

Synopsis

Miss S ‘s Bf had came from his hometown all over by flight to pay her a visit! And as a single room occupier, I had to sacrifice my room for them to xxxxxxxx (18SX , filtered)

Then where am I going? Living room? I not so generous for me to do so!! The only solution is I have to interchange my bedroom with Miss S!! What a super troublesome space for me! Coz she is not living in single room, but she has two roommates! The result is I have to sleep with other two gals which make me so uncomfortable and troublesome! (I think it is the same for them)

Now there is no place for me to put my half clean half dirty clothes, no place for me to change my pants conveniently, no ‘king-sized’ bed for me to toss and turn, and I cant even enter my own room without wearing any clothes! (also no place for me to watch some porn and also masturbate, LOL )

However being fren de, must ‘two knife at the waist d’! People came so far just to pay a visit to his GF and the deed was really respectable! Maybe the reason is he is working and he is more flexible to do so! He decided to spent around 2 to 3 thousands over here!!! Nice!! What a lucky Miss S! For me I wish I can be the same as Peter, coz as a man, if your wallet is sufficient enough, the more secured feel you can provide!! Guys agree??

Maybe some of other guys treat that im having good days with the two gals, but do u think I reli do? Once u tried thn u know!! Just like the cookery programme, you can see but u cant touch or eat!! (n I din even have the interest to eat it!!) Arh~~!!!!!!

Hope these 3 weeks pass soon!!

Merry Xmas!!!

Christmas Eve what im going to do?? (as my display message in MSN)I slept early in the mornign near 5am!! Later at 9am i was woke by my 'stylish-called' housemate!! Waking me up for KK and also brunch!!

Finally i surrenderred at 10.05am and i brushed and ready for the brunch!! We ate lakso!! (but not the laksa that we used to eat at our hometown, as laksa here means curry!!!) The 'tau fu yon' small place was crowded and it almost 11am!! They were still people mountain people sea!! *hehe* I had to squeezed among the tables and standing there like a scarecrow waiting people to leave!! Once someone's buttock seems like moving we have to standby beside him waiting him to pay and say goodbye!!

This was the second time i did so!! Wondering what so nice bout the laksa!! However i still gave it the second try!! No loss!! Later on, we proceeded to Wisma Merdeka to hunt for my clothes!! My housemates's duty is to choose and change my style for me! They keep on complaining that my clothes are so bad and no taste or didnt match me!! So no choice lo, let them decide for me once!! Got people choose for you is luck lai de!! No nd think, and sure they choose those cheaper one, n i hv no worry on tat!!

Till 3.30pm, my total damage went up to around RM90.00!! My original thinking was just buy some new clothes but the two gals chose jeans for me and i had no reason to refuse that!! Coz it was under 50% dc, soft and comfortable!!! So onli can say sory to my wallet!!! Till the last check-out, my booty were 1 jean and 2 t-shirt!!

After a scrumptious dinner at a restaurant, i backed home! Others were heading towards for the count down!! I was fed up with those so-called count down!! Lots of people, massive traffic jam, nothing special to see there only killed me!!! Wasting time and money. I spent my own countdown at home with my lovely devil!! (notebook)

Everybody seems happy and longing for this kind of situation but i reli feel normal and nothing so special worth me to celebrate it!! IM not a christian nor catolist!! What i mean not only for xmas but also for other events. Such as new year at 1/1/07, i wont bother to go for the count down also!! sometimes enjoy the lonely time u have is a joy!!

LOL


Anyway wish everyone merry christmas and a happy new year!! May all your wishes come true!!! All bad luck gone....and what else?? dunno la wish urself la!! zzZZZzzZZzZz

winter solstice!!

22/12/2006

Among chinese calendar, this is the most important festival celebrated but not as merry as new year! IS the meaning that plays much more important!! Normally, chinese family will gather and have a reunion dinner and eat some Tang Yuan as dessert!! Some will just plain Tang Yuan however some will insert some stuffings like groundnuts and so on!!

Last year the same day, i had Tang Yuan to eat!! Why? (i ady moved out) My housemates cooking for me? Nope they din hv time to do so!! Actually i got those from the catering centre!! I went there to 'tapao' and she gave me few packets of the Tang Yuan which were homemade!! Not for sale jsut for the usual customers that pays patronage!! Seems she knows me and she gave me more than usual which was sufficient for my 'family' here!!

Today why im not going to the same place with the hope getting Tang yuan? coz i woke at 4pm!! The skys seems raining and a lazy bug is in gestation!! This was the only year i din eat any Tang Yuan!! Before coming to Sabah, while i was working sure i could abck to my home or my relatives there to have some!! But now...............

Long long time i din eat big round Tang Yuan with groundnuts stuffings!! There are to be sold but not as big and as round as homemade!! Arh!! i miss my family i miss Tang Yuan ar!!! I think i still have to wait one year to be able to gather with my family eat Tang Yuan togeder!!

What am i going to eat tonight in this speciall festival?? Im going to eat own fried rice and where am i going? Im going to bed!!! _/7O

p/s: related post click here

FREEDOM

From the days we were kids, we keep on nagging for freedom! We want to ostay up late, we want to go out with friends, we want to do our own things, choose our own uniform unit and so on. However when we were young, we were firewalled by our parents, how many of you can freed from it?

Our parents will just keep on worrying that we might fall astray or falls into others trap! They will worry what kind of friends we made, what kind of network we had!! Asking you everything, and arranging everything for us. Our life was just like scheduled! What you parents want you to learn, you have to! They never discover the real talent inside their kids!!

Once upon a time, i shouted loudly on the floor for freedom. I cried, I grabbed the chairs and don’t want to let go. While my mom was holding the cane whacking me. My voice was wailful. But my mom never bother me. Keep on whacking me and pull me away from the chair! I just shouting I want freedom I want freedom!! This incident really deep etched in my mind! Not because it just happened but it was because I felt that I was so silly that time!! LOL

When your act was not match their standard they will scold! They will be using their own means to control over you which was used when the oldies were sung! Hey man, now ady 21 century!! Update a bit!! Old ways will just make the new generation more rebellion just like me! Whenever I feel I was right I will insist on what im going to do. No matter what they did, what they said, is to no avail!

There are ages I never listen to them and do my own way!! I have long time didn’t chat my real problem and thinking to them. Why? Coz they never can accept new things. Will you happy when you are carrying lots of anxiety? Why not just let go and try to support your kids? They need your support. No matter how, I believe that family is the largest energy provided to individuals. Coz family wont betray, wont hurt you. Every moment is for our own good! I know this but I just cant accept their way.

Some of my relatives told me that you are still young, why cant u adapt to them? They are old and hard to change!! They are using that way for years and how I can expect they can change coz of me? I agree but really cant accept. If like that I prefer both of us do our own way. You can concern me with your way but is me to decide whether I will be honest on everything anot!!

Once I watched a movie, he said, rather than worrying ur kids all the time, afraid what kind of friends they have, then why not you be their best friend from young? You worry that their friends around might influence us, then why not you be the one who influence him the most? I swear this is the best way if you really can do this role!

I always tell myself that what I cant get now, I will make sure that my son will able to get it! The father love that I cant get, I will give it to my son. I will give him suitable freedom, at least I will trust him for whatever he done. I hope I can be their best friend I can know all their things.

Am I too young to think this? LOL!! However what you get know will make what you are in future!!!

MY blog

There are many blog in the blogsphere and there are different styles of writing as well! Some of them writing their own stories, everyday just like diary! Some are writing bout foods nothing more than food! Some will be writing on places of interest, some are writing on politics, social, education, and so on!

Recently i feel like my posts tend to be on travels on Sabah and my own diary! Readers will feel that i like Sabah so much, going here and there, taking so many pictures and make it a topic for my blog!! In fact, most of my close friends know i greatly dislike Sabah! Not because of the place or people, but is the timing! It make me lost too many things. It leaved me too many unforgetable memories, however it let me grows more mature. It is a fact! Due to this maturity, many things i ady take it easy and will let go when it doesnt belongs to me!

Let go doesnt mean to give up, but to give myself a better alternative to make things better. Empty your mind and think of a better way to start again! Something obtained by force will not last long and you wont learn through the process!

On the other hand, why i will display my inner self through the blog? im not showing off or wanna other's attention, but just a sphere for me to release my happiness and anger and all sorts of feeling! I believe that only true friends will keep reading it , keep track of wats going on me!!

Why i name my blog as Lonely Guy's Diary? Reason is Sabah also! i have no friends here to do things together, with same thinking, same aim, same style! Outsiders will always say that i've lots of friend and my network is very large. Indeed, think deeply, am i? R they really know what i need what i want? NOpe!!!

MDBC where are you all? ALl cheated me to come to Sabah but noone here now!! Haihz!! Really suffer to be with people not clicked and doesnt agree of your way!! Really, sometimes not ourself want to be hypocrite but is the condition that force me to!!!

One word!!! ----- HAIHZ

disappointment

I believe that all of us had come across the feeling of disappointed! It is just a matter of small deal or big deal! Some will recover soon or just after the incident. However some might etch in your mind forever! Something you did may affect things u do in future! Whenever the same thing cropping up, it will remind you just like a devil or fairy in your heart!

High expectation will only push you into an abyss of despair which you are hard to escape!! What kind of disappointment will give you despair? Izit just something you miss?? Or something you did wrong? Money? Time? Friends? Love? Family??

No answer for it as it goes different to individual! If you fight hard for it, at the end you cannot get it, maybe you will feel better. At least you will never have the joy of achieving that thing! When you are going higher n higher, you can feel the joy and it provides energy for you to keep climbing!

If suddenly you slipped! You fell! What you will do? As for me the greatest disappointment will be this. Let you have the temporary joy which never last long! You will fall to the same spot you started!

I experienced once when I was in Form 4 if not mistaken! Im taking St.John marching and first aid national competition which was held at PULAPOL! (Pusat Latihan Polis) I went under training for months and finally the moment of releasing result reached! First aid category passed, I got nothing! Then the time for champion in marching category, the winner was Negeri Perak!!! WOW! I cant believe the moment! Our Perak supporters hailing behind the hall! I can feel the glorious moment! However in 5 seconds time, before our yells finished, the MC made a correction that the list was mistaken and Perak was not the winner! My team still standing and with a disappointment and damn embarrassed face. Really wanna fuck the MC!

Today I experienced it again! I felt the joy that I never tried but it pulled me down backwards! I have to climb again! Forgive me for not telling the real case as I dun wan to mention!

Its late night! Bye!

Danum Valley Part II

My journey continues!!! (Thanks to my senior for passing these photos to me yesterday night purposely)

After the first day jungle trekking, my legs fear for tomolo trek! It afraid tomolo might not be able to conquer the Purut waterfall! I was glad as I was included in group 6 which among the 6 groups, only group 5 and 6 to be the groups which finish the trek in estimation! Other group will just be able to take the short trek and small waterfall!!!

Early in the morning, we had to do some warm up before heading to the waterfall, can u see me in the photo???



Lets go babe!! The scary trip for me!! (coz my physical and stamina are damn poor)





Please let me take a rest ok? I reli exhausted!!



Finally we reached the first destination of the Purut waterfall! The joy I gained already cover all my tiredness! I felt worthy for keep going on to here!



Another fun we get in this calm and beautiful pool, we live caught a mousedeer which was swimming in the pool! Once it surfaces, it ady became the spot for all the swimmers and the ranger. The result for this mousedeer will be???



Lets dance at the waterfall!!!!!



This is the normal trek which visitors will reach! For us, it was just a beginning to another more adventurous trail! No more jungle trekking! Now we have to climb over the rock and dive into the water to reach the real Purut Waterfall (big1)









Wow! It was a nice trip to the waterfall. However what I got in return was I lost my leg! I felt that my legs seems to be no longer belongs to me! Along the way down the mountain, my legs shook!! The ranger even suggested that lets have a water trail back to our campsite rather than the same way in jungle!

Due to the current, we looks more exhausted and more tiring! These ‘zombies’ might be scolding the ranger!!





Yippie!!! We were out from the mountain!! Thanks to our ranger and thanks to my mom also!!!! LOL



The very night and the next morning nothing so special that worth me to describe here! However there was still a character which played important role in this place and it was our strongest enemy with strong live power! It was the tiger leech!!! Never look down on it The following picture is not the tiger leech. It is just normal leech. Tiger leech is a leech with yellow stripe! It is much more larger and fatter than this you saw!



What will it causes???



Nevertheless, this was a nice trip! Although nice but I think it was the first time I been here but it also the last perhaps!!! I will find challenge Mr leech at somewhere else!! I will notify you!!!

That’s what in my Danum Valley Camp!!

BYe third sem!!!

My enjoyable holiday had come to an end! I cant be so lazy, so useless, so 不知所谓’s life. Except vacation, my daily chores will be eat, drink, shit, and sleep!! Then the cycle goes on! Non stop! Some might said why I chose this life? Cant I use my leisure time in a smarter way? I will give you this:” where ignorance is bliss, it is folly to be wise!” Why I cant indulge myself? This is just a small break and let me enjoy it!!

Once the time came, my normal life twisted! Woke at evening time, sleep at wee hours! Monday, my class starts and my first lecture at 8 to 10. OMG! How many days I have to use to normalize my life? Im worrying my first choice for it is playing truant! Any alarm will just fail to do its duty!

At the beginning of every semester, I will have many goals to achieve to reach! Arrange my notes nicely la, pay attention in class la, do all the homework la, revise everything taught everyday la and finally none can be reached! There are too many devils around me! They are luring me to another way of life!



These are the ones who gif me the largest influence..


1) MSN chatting
2) Blog viewing
3) Watching movie
4) O2jam
5) Pirate king
6) Dota

How can I resist to all these? The moment I bought this devil back, what I told my mom was im using it to do my assignments. I have to search info online, discuss assignment, video conferencing and so on. Indeed, all being done but it was in a small partition!

Now I would not have any other goals to achieve just one!! Which is maintain my pointer and better to increase of course! The process no longer important coz it was something cant fulfill!

It is a short semester. Third semester is a long one and I din back for the semester break! Now forth semester short sem I will back for CNY for fortnight. I know the day I back from peninsular will be my hardest day of the semester. I will be rushing for my assignments, tests, and so on. But still I feel worthy as I can experienced the atmosphere during CNY. Can meet all happy face during that time! Looking forward to the moment!

Haihz the time I start my work is the time my buddies enjoying their holiday!!! At least I hv to bear this feeling till after Christmas!! OK gambate lo MR LOH!

KLIAS

Really so paiseh! My Danum Valley Camp Part II haven finish but I ady have another trip to KLIAS. A wonderful place with beautiful scenery, awesome waves, damn relaxing place! There is a wetland for boat trip along the klias river for monkeys and fireflies at night! My holiday started well and ended well! Once after my exam I’ve been to Danum and day before registration day I back from klias! My mid holiday was remained blank as I just watch movie and play games, Useless life!!

So now u have the chance to travel with me again to KLIAS. 11 of us, 7 girls 4 boys with two cars, iswara and kancil, heading somewhere neither one who been to. 9.30am our journey started! Around 12.30pm finally we arrived at destination place. Once you reached, your mind was just like stuck! Your eyes will never notice another thing around you. Even im the driver for the car but my eyes still cant leaved much from the sea!! A beautiful sea! Waves are big and high! The water is clear and the seaside is clean! Sands are soft. The first thing that strike our mind is that we wish to stay here for a long time!


morning view


noon view


night view

Quickly we checked in, settle everything and we were enjoying the wind. So cool! Lets have a look at our lodge!! The Tempurung Seaside Lodge!!!!


Hostel


Main Road


Others Room


Café


Living room


Cool Man!!!! 9)

After lunch and the photo session around the lodge, we were to be at Klias wetland! Going for the cruise!!







Our target here were those monkeys!! Can see any in the picture??





However I cant capture those images of the shining tree full with fireflies!! It was just like a christmas tree shining consistently. When you saw the first tree, you might doubt izit powered by electricity? The answer is no! There are not only one and only one tree that has but there are many!!

Here went our first day and the second morning, I woke at 6am and sitting outside here just to enjoy the breezing wind!! Very refreshing!!



Later on, we visited the rubber estate! It was just a small estate and maybe we went there was to waste some time! LOL









When we back, we were looking forward the sea! I wish to conquer the sea, the waves. Can you see what behind us???





Of course there will be monkey session!! Guess who was the monkey????



Happy time had to come to an end just in a blink of an eye!! Soon, we have to leave this wonderful place!! Lets take a group photo with the guide and receptionist throughout our trip!!




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