dark age 2

Before hospitalization, my housemates asked me:” Eh everyday you wake so late around noon time, when in hospital the dr mai have to wait you wake up??? You paiseh anot wor???”

For that moment I still worried bout what they questioned. However the situation was the same as what you expected. You will automatically wake up around that time after the first day. In the hospital I can even sensed that’s the time for the nurses to work. I feel scared when listening to the trolley moving at the corridor. I wont know when was my turn and what they were going to do on me.

Uncountable times of injection I received. I just knew that there were totally 4 types I had to get injected through this bloody hole!!



1) Antibiotic
2) Release muscle pain
3) Reduce swell
4) Antiseptic

Around 7 something, nurses ordered me to do my own oral toilet. The same thing, my dad helped me. I cant even sit up how can I make it? My dad just helped me with a small pot beside me and I brushed and gargled myself. I felt like im paralyzed. SOB!!! After the oral toilet, the nurses gave me a bedbath. Days before when I learned home nursing I learned that before but for real experience, this was the first time. Home nursing needed 4 persons in team to make it a success, but they just 2 persons. One wiped my body with water and another with a dry towel.

MDBC asked me will I had such ‘feeling’ as the nurses looked through me and also bathed for me. OMG, dude in such a case will you still have such mood to erect? Just hoping that they will finish it soon.

Once the morning came I worry, worrying what I should do for the rest of the day? It was a long way to go. That’s good that at evening time 2 MDBC members visited me at chat with me for a while. At least they reduced my boringness.

For my second day meal, I quite hate those nutritionists. Since I was still on bed with zero mobility, passing urine already need by tube, not to say shitting!!! To avoid this situation, I bear myself till the day I can move. From what those nurses said I was able to try on a walk next morning. *a sigh of relief*

BUT, the most irritating thing was that my after lunch was banana. Giving a nice reason, I asked my dad to have it. However, the nurses seem forcing my shit came out, fruits after dinner they gave me papaya. As you all know these two things just like catalysts for shitting!!!

Finally the ‘defensive’ wall of my anus break! When I saw them taking the equipments for helping me, terrors controlling me!! I requested that please let me do by myself in toilet. Please apply corset (refer to picture below) for me and I would tried it by my own. Luckily they agreed. *another sigh of relief*

Since all these done during midnight, all the assessment was recorded. My insist of shitting myself had speeded up my discharged. The next morning, when dr visited me, he knew my case and directly asked me:” When you want to go home????”

Wow!!! I was so happy and directly said today!!!!! However, I need to apply with the corset whenever I stand or move. Only when sleeping I can take it off. (better than sleeping on the bed right???) 2 weeks from my discharged I’ve to revisit to him to follow up my condition. Hope it can be permanently settled lo!!!



Hope i can get slim with this!! lol

Now in my house nothing much I can do or lift. This was my first time my mom kept on urging me to watch more movies, games and sleep. Since my mobility is still low, I just stick at my next house which it transformed to my territory now!!! Haha!!! I can easily get what I want around there and there is needless for me to go far except eat and shit!

TV, PC, phone call, internet, and sometimes there will be food at the table behind



Many friends and even MDBC, being so envious to me. They said that why the moment you were relaxing and playing games, I’ve to work or study hard? I retorted them:” What if I exchanged with you? I don’t want to be a useless wood at home, I prefer as what you all do!!” Haihz dunno they were asking me with concern or insulting. Haha!!!

So now I want to back to my enjoyable life now, see you guys soon!!! Oh ya forget something, treat you all eat birdnest!!!!



Don’t think that I will be so nice treating you all birdnest la, that’s my ‘booty’ for my operation. These were those things grinded out from my back bone there!! (really similar to birdnest)

my dark age

Days during my hospitalization was a dark age for me. When I recalled it, it seems like stabbing me from behind. The pain was still there. The whole progress was still fresh in my mind. What the nurses and doctors said, did, all still jogging in my mind.

The first day I admitted into hospital was quite boring and there was nothing special happened. From morning till night I never sleep well as within few hours there will be a disturbance from the nurses. Either tea time supply, or measuring blood pressure, body temperature and so on. Haihz I cant close my eyes for more than two hours. And just imagine, can you sleep well in hospital even you are a well being human.

Indeed, I can listen to radio with my phone but at that very moment, my whole asset just left wallet, identity cards, phones and just the only clothes wearing. Since I was admitted quite in a rush and my dad only will bring my belongings at night, I’ve no choice but just sitting beside the window having day dream. Confusing??? The problem here was I lack a phone charger. Im not dare to call more or even sms more, what even radio!!!!

Slept quite early that night as I was alone in the ward. My operation was at the next day and i’d to fasting midnight. The nurses were really cruel and strict in doing their duty. Once they saw me on bed around 11pm, they took away all the water and left nothing for me. I really so worry that I will gastric at midnight. Luckily I passed!!!

When the nurses and doctors approached me before the operation, their first question was:” Wow you are so young, how come you have to do this kind of operation???” Well, I really don’t know how to answer them. I just nodded my head and smiled!

They kept on talking with me and finally was my turn. Without any notification, I was narcotized and when I opened my eyes, I already back to the previous room. The room where the patients resting which I don’t know what they were doing. That was a place for people who just came out from operation and still unconscious. Doctors were there to ensure that our condition was stable and suitable back to the ward.

After back to the ward, I still not allowed to eat or drink. Until 6pm, I was allowed to eat some watery porridge. (I still applying dextrose dripping, 3 packets) Luckily I din feel like vomiting and hence my condition can back to normal care. However I still cant leaved my bed nor sit straight. For my dinner, my dad spoon-fed me slowly.

The most troublesome thing for me is I cant go to toilet by myself. I tried hardly on the bed and I really cant make it. They provided me with a chamber pot but it was so difficult due to psychological problem. Doctor said that my case was just muscle not released. I’d to apply a tube to pass urine. A 1cm diameter tube in your sex organ! When you think of it will you feel geli??? I wont have it anymore in the future!!!!!!!!!

p/s: for my second day of my operation, please refer to my blog few days later, there will be picture illustration!!!

- a small info bout my operation, who is curious can click here

St john state competition

It is less than one day counted from the moment I reach my home back from Sabah. As the next morning I went to Pinang, 3 days not at home. When I was back, the next day, my buttock seems itchy and I cant stay at home any longer, I again leaved my home went to Ipoh watch St John state competition which I participated before during my secondary school time.

Although im not involved in instructing them for their marching and first aid but I still have the passion to help them. I know none of them and so do them. They were so surprised seeing a strange guy popping his head looking and giving comments to them. LOL. Although later on I will be their senior instructor in their coming camp but I stil feel weird weird. LOL!!!!

Since I contributed nothing to them, hence I be their camera man and captured the whole progress. It will be used for future training purpose. So envy those future competitors as they can have this type of advance teaching. Compared to my time, all were just conducted by mouth, based on their memories hold and also experiences.

Hereby I simply introduced few elements of the competition. It is comprising four parts – a) uniform checking b) written test c) first aid (short case) d) first aid (long case for ambulance) e) home- nursing( for nursing).







Luckily they still din let us disappointed. Finally still get some prizes. Though im an outsider for them but I still feel happy for them…Congrats!!!!




p/s: coming up will be the most concerned topic which is my operation progress and the condition i am now.

Pinang Special!!!

As all of you all that I be in Pinang for few days after my return from Sabah. Sad to note that I have less to describe at Pinang as there were no much place I’d been to. For such few days I just eat and walk around the place near the university.

I called those friends who study in USM and the reply they gave was they haven finish their revision. Indeed I understand them and I really went there in not a proper time. However it doesn’t affect my original purpose. Although quite troublesome for the procedures I enter USM library, but at least my effort not wasted. More or less I get some info for my project.

During the last day I was quite free and buses available will be at the afternoon time. A long and boring morning what I should do? Previous plan is my friend’s housemate fetch me to bus stop and I changed my mind to walk to the bus stop. As what they said, by car just a 5 minutes time and as a ‘mathematician’ I estimated the time needed by walking will be 20minutes to half hour. So I decided to walk by myself with a piggy back and 3kg weight laptop bag.

I try to walk along the road side hoping for some sore eye. However they are just small stalls and so on. And there is one thing I found quite funny which I hope to share here.

Normally cow shed is built at somewhere at the edge of town or somewhere isolated which lots of grass and sand. However the cow shed I say in Pinang is just beside the main road. The shit smell can directly kill you at once.





Pinang is a small town and undeniably their space is not enough for more development. They had fully utilized their land for their future. Since the land is not enough they had merge business lots and home togeder in same place.

Lets see their home-made business!!

Photostating service—



Car driving license –



Car accessories—



Clinic—



Fashion—



Hopefully one day I can explore whole pinang including Batu Feringgi and other places. They say that Pinang is Food Heaven, so lets when after my recuperation period lets try it out!!!!!!!

Pinang

For the travel to Pinang this time, I found out my overall image in my friend’s eye is so poor. Finish the exam earlier and hence which lead to an earlier traveling back to my hometown. From the last month I planned to go Pinang for few days before going KL to consult doctor.

My purpose is to do all my stuff before I go for the operation. At least I can start out with something while the period of recuperating. I need to search some information in USM and in fact I be at Pinang merely for this purpose. Once settle I will be back.

However, none of my friend believe that im going to do work. Even those old friends in Pinang they questioned me back:

“Why you are here??”

“I would like to search something in your library.”

“Huh? You come so far for few days just to enter our library???” (with a seriously doubt intonation)

“Ya, why I cant come here merely for this???”

“Err, you don’t look so hardworking wor!!!!”

Ooooo finally this sentence come out. Indeed im really so lazy but please, I also can be hardworking for sometimes. Why you all just don’t want to believe me??? SOB!!! Many of us confusing why I must choose USM as my reference place but not others. I can tell you now, it is because there is only USM has the same course as mine an public university. To be better in my project, it is good to have a glance on others hardwork done before.

Anyway special thanks to one person who helps me lots in Pinang – lean see. Thanks to her hospitality during my stay in Pinang. She is not my old friend but is a new one. Im living in my friend’s house but none of them is in the house. So weird right? LOL!! So they told her to serve me well and she did a good job. She even fetched me till USM library. (that time she haven wake up)

Tomorrow I wil be leaving and hope to see you all soon… All the best in the exam ya!!!!!!!

bye!!!!!

Finally I was freed. I get my freedom from the second semester of 06/07 session. However I have to get back another cage. I have to woo ‘miss nurse’. I need to get back to work on my spiral.

7 papers in 15 days. Izit systematic, troublesome or relaxing? Wait for three weeks in order to finish all my examination. How long I have to wait to get my result? This is more mysterious. In my mind, my result is gray in color. No any idea about it. Worse? How worse? Better? Will it be??? Haihz, no matter how hope it wont deviates so much from my previous one.

What will be my first wish after last paper? Haha I din have time to think about it. Maybe eat at McDonald tonight might be one of my celebrations. LOL!!! No hard work for me in today. Washing already passed to laundry service, dinner go to fast food. The only hard work I have to do is pack up all my stuff to keep 2 months. None of the part get done and I have plenty of time to work tonight. Go slow man!!!

There are lots of people envy me and even hate me. I can back to my hometown whereas they have to sit for 3 more papers. Pity to them!! Anyway gambate!!!!! However they at least have one advantage which is they can hike the KK mountain which ady vanish in my mind!!!

Starting from tomorrow, I will be less time to online and even din online. My blogging spirit will be greatly reduced and so to the frequency. So c ya!!!!!!!!!

Coincidentally

When I was called to get this medal from my friend I was embarrassed and don’t know what I should do. Why I will think so and why I can get this medal? Its all about a coincidence.



I was introduced to a person who is the basketball team leader and we played basketball togeder before. Not competition that type but is something like public. Furthermore he is one of the competition representatives of the Univertsity team.Early of this year he organized a Liga Sukan in UMS which is an annually held programme. Coincidentally his teammate who was a third year student not able to participate and hence his place was replaced by me. I was hunt by the leader himself. He called me on the first match which is 2 hours before the match. Well I thought I just replace for one match and I agreed.

When I reached there, he gave me a new jersey FOC. I planned to return him back after the match but he said no need. The jersey belongs to me and I have to join their team in Liga Sukan for the whole. Before Chinese new year I attended 3 match and I appeared in the match for 2 session. Without any direct contribution and just assisting. A bit shame for myself. However their way of playing and formation is indeed different from what I used to.

After Chinese new year, I was diagnosed to be cant involved in extreme sports. Hence I turn him down in the coming match. I no longer get into it and even news on the team. However till few weeks ago, he messaged me to get my medal. I was shock! My medal? Whats all about? He told me that their team get the second runner-up and every player can have a medal.

So now you should know why I so paiseh to get it. No contribution and I have to go to him in order to get the medal. Haihz!!!!! Paiseh Paiseh!!!!

Online Games!!!!

Recalling last time when i was addicted to Ragnarok Online. I played at midnight keeping it behind my parents, and played truant the next day, having the telephone bill more than RM100. All of these due to the absence of broadband in my house. At midnight the line only will be smooth. At midnight only i can hide from my mom. LOL

Since i know how to play online games, more and more games i discovered with interest. The second online game i played was AeRO which is a alternative version for Ragnarok. With its easier leveling, higher drop rate, and popularity it dragged my attention!!!

When things come easy, you wont appreciate. And the same theory applied here. I start boring with that and being so disatisfied with all the players to teh top level. Meaningless for that. The second online game i played was O2Jam. It is a piano game which is similar to VOS. It offers challenging with other players, ranking system and also decoration on your characters. The similarity of these two games was both of them also sponsored by Ribena before!! You pay, you get extra thing on it!!!

Since i cant manage to perfecctly play all the song, it still under my interest so far. However another game intruded my mind. It was intorduced by my housemate and this is what i want to focus today!!!

PIRATE KING ONLINE!!!

It is similar to RO. Just with different background, different game system. Every game has it own characteristic to attract the public to play. I dont want to describe or popularise it here, any question just refer to its official website.

As what i know, they are players who play games in real money terms. They will exchange items in the game with money. In a nutshell they buy it!! They bought a virtual thing in game with money and it is not in term of few ringgit. It can goes up to RM1000 in piratekingonline. Although i addicted into the game but i wont pay a ringgit in it. (though time is money)

I never participate in event for those games. Recently PKO had jsut organised an event at Sabah. Here is the third station. From the address given it is quite near to me and my housemate persuaded me to participate with a losing mind. Coz he expect we are really newbie. For further info click here..

'Unfortunately', we get a first runner up for the game. This event was a treasure hunt in the game which requires player to collect 30 different kind of items in their list with 5 units each. I know with the power we have, we are not able to do it in 2 hours time. We formed a group of 4 and we won. It was so unbelievable for me as i never win such an event in my life. Indeed it is a good experience. Selling all the rewards, each of us divided for around 7million gold in the game which equivalent to RM100 in ringgit. LOL!!!

Congratulations to myself!!!!!!

Gambling Time!!!

When discussing bout the recent games student playing they will tell you that some online games or RPG or any pc games! For me my choices of games including PKO online, Warcraft Dota, O2Jam, Bookworm Deluxe, and so on!!!!!

However before Chinese new year, we adopted a new game in our house. In fact the game is not new but the mindset of the players. What is that????

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You will ask me that is cards so what?? Ya now im playing with it mostly everyday for one hour. We play Chor Dai Di, Black Jack, Match the pair, Poker and fishing. Now the main point came. What is so interesting bout that if merely play?? Haha!! So we gamble. Before Chinese new year we treat it as an event for new year. However after new year we still playing it till now.

Since we gamble, where is our modal??? How big the bet is???



Don’t look down on these 1cent. If your luck is black like your shit, you can lose up to RM2 per day. Its fun and interesting. Will you curios how come we can have so many 1 cent??? The pic that you saw is just my part, what for others in the house? Haha in this case we need to say thanks to Giant Supermarket, McDonald and KFC! They contributes a lots!!!!

What for our rules???

Chor Dai Di:

-1 cent per card. Losers play for the player who win and play for the differences cards hold with other players. (上家吃下家)

- 10 cards above double, as well as for other players
- 13 cards triple, as well as other players.

(that’s why you can lose up to RM 2 if you just get ‘fried’ for thrice time!!!!)

BlackJack:

- player with larger dots win
- 21dots double
- blackjack double
- 5 cards below 21dots double
- 5 cards with 21 dots triple
- 5 cards below 14 dots quadruple
- 2 ace triple

(if you were the banker, imagine you loss and win for each set is 5cents)

Matching with the pair:

- number of differences of pair x 5 cents
- all black or red double
- win when you just get your card double

(this is more childish)

Poker:

(international rules) – seldom play

So when I was boring, these will make up my day!!!!!

rice cooker

The god is very 'fair' to us. When it knows what you lack of, it will gives you in an alternative method.

God knows you are thirsty, it creates sea and oceans and also rain. You have to work yourself to get what you want.

God knows we are lonely, it creates those friends around me. Can maintain it anot is your business.

God knows you are lack of money, it gives you so many natural resources for investing.

However, ...................................







it also know i lack of a rice cooker and it gives me a huge rice cooker which can boil Sabah people cooked!!!

Im gonna die of overheated!!!!! When you need to go out, you will not only tanned!! You will not only sweat, but you will be scorched!!! Who can lend me a hand pull me out from this 'rice cooker'?????

OOps, i was caught by star hunter!!!!

OMG, am i really look so handsome??? I was hired to be the speaker of Sabah Tea!!!! Their sales increases two fold by my poster!!!!!

I know my appearance make you wont believe it but their theme is natural which suits the tea!!! so no need special fashion!!! lol!!

p/s: anyone who is interested to be model please contact me i try to make an appointment for you!! lol

Bravery and Tough

Once upon a time I received a sms for distinction of bravery and tough.

Bravery - When you haven finish your preparation and sit for your exam is brave.

Tough - When you get poor result you still know how to laugh and joke, that is tough.

So, how far are these definitions hold? Do you agree with it?? Or are you brave and tough? As for me, I wont really blank in mind and go for the exam. If I was so, I will suffer from insomnia night before.

Various sources lead to stress. And how you release it? How you manipulate the stress you received? Suitable amount of stress will be an impetus for you to work hard. However are there any numerical values that measure how much is the optimum? Should I go for optimization to find the optimum value? M – Method, 2 phase method, tablo????? It is impossible for us to declare the value. It varies according to people.

Life, socialization, financial, family, love affairs, studies, future, All these are the factors of stress. Or should I do a multiple regression on it? How much factor X will lead to the changes on Y??What is the unit of stress? Mili-unit? Kilo- unit? Who knows? Maybe you can dig the corpse of Newton or whoever goods at maths, ask them for the answer?

Maybe you find me crazy on writing this post as the body of this post full of maths thing! My first paper – Operational Research, second paper - analysis statistic. Oops I left one factor of stress, which suppose to be comparison. When it occurs, the immateriality pressure pin you down. You will be suffocating. Arh!!!!!!!!! Help!!!!! I cant breath.

Some will ask me take it easy, it just a small examination. Yeah, indeed if compare to overall it is really a small thing. But when every subject which comprises this semester studies and you know less on it, will you still able to take it easy????

These few days I kept on playing an online game named Pirate King Online(PKO). Some say boring some say dunno what’s going on in the game and so on. However I still pour my ‘love’ into it. I take it as a release of my pressure accumulated from the examination. The waiting period I looks easy going but when the night before reach, I cant sleep. Toss and turn whole night. Some of my friends sleep early and wake at wee hours to read but I sleep at wee hours. Not reading!! Is wasting it on bed!

Haihz!!! What else I can do? Any better option for me to choose? Arh!! Scary!!!!



STRESS GET LOST!!!!!!!

MAGRA 2007

It’s the time for my disclosure of the jungle party!! In fact I went no where, nor jungle nor vacation. That was just a function for my school which others Uni called as faculty. Malam Anugerah Sekolah Sains dan Teknologi. (MAGRA)

It was more like an annual dinner for the school and during it there was a session for rewarding those excellence graduates which were in the dean list. ‘Mistakenly’ I was invited to the dinner but the f**king JB want me to pay! If Im not paying for the ticket, I wont able to get my trophy and cert. What a nice marketing strategy!!! Why I used the word ‘mistakenly’??? it was because I was just ngam ngam ho for the requirement of entering the dean list. That’s why I a bit paiseh for attending as that was just my good luck and wont able to maintain it every semester. Haihz, nevertheless it still a memory for me so I chose to attend it!!

Venue: Nexus Karambunai Resort

Date : 17/3/2007

Time : 1800-2300

Never think that since I was in the ‘jungle’ and thought that it was a ‘lauya’ resort. In fact it was quite spacious and beautiful. Our dinner was one of their function halls which accommodate around 60 tables that night. Their theme for us was natural. The hall was decorated with leaves on the ceiling, branches and trees around the hall, animals, and the floor was spread with dry leaves. The atmosphere was just like u in the jungle. The fragrance from the leaves chocked up the hall. We were wondering our formal wear izit not so suitable for the theme tonight???? LOL!!!



Let me introduce my coursemates that attended the MAGRA night! As well as some of my lecturers.


Top from left: cheng yik, wei sin, zhao lim
middle from left: min yee, suci
bottom from left: stella, fen, diyana


from left: sue shyen, caryn


yee shan

Still remember bout the post I wrote on my thesis? This is the one who kicked me out from her supervision. SOB!!!!



Next this will be my Academic Advisor. Among all my lecturers she is the prettiest and youngest and I like her so much!! Wakaka!!!



This Indian lecturer is the one who helped us a lot in this sem. Not only adjusting the assigned marks on our test and also gave us extra test to help us get A! Love him so much!!!



This one quite cute right? He is the second Chinese lecturer who taught me so far!



This was the combination of seniors and juniors.



Saw the tunnel behind me? That was the track for those VIPs to enter the hall. Just like entering a cave like and behind was another world. LOL!! IM so busy holding so many things! Wakak!!



You see ho, why those successful people is quite short geh??? The gal behind me was the chairman of this event. The old man giving me cert is the dean of my school. Both also shorter than me. Haihz!!! Means if I wan to be success I have to make myself short??? LOL!!! (kidding)



How they ended the night?? That’s a fun party for all lecturers and the audience from the floor. It was a traditional dance which I forgot its name!! Lets have a look on our lecturers!!!

Time Table for second year last sem!!!!!

Dear MDBC,

As required from Mr Diao, i will post up my time table to you all. However you can count me out from your fun plan!!!! As that will be my recuperating period!!! I will try my best to join you all, so must let me know also oh!!!

26/3

Operational Research

29/3

Statistic Analysis

2/4

Numerical Computation

Macroeconomy

3/4

Differential Equation

5/4

Japanese Language Level 4

9/4

Real Analysis

Jungle PArty!!!!!!!

Oh my God!!!!!!!! Where i had been to??? Am i lost in the jungle???



Will i meet those which appeared in Jurassic Park?????





Will i discover any special species????



Oh my goodness, i think i cant walk out from this..............IM LOST!!!!!!!!



Haha, guess where i been??? Give you one tips!!!!!!



remark: answer will be disclosed soon in next coming post!!

fan!!! reli fan!!!!

Examination period is coming nearer and nearer. My breathing system tends to be getting worse and my red lane is getting narrower. It makes me suffocate and hard to breathe. All the revisions, the small test, assignments, already pinned me down on the floor with no escape. Now the condition is worsen with dissertation title decision.

Though it should only be done on final year and I should not worrying all these. However can I really do so? Lecturers are urging us to find a supervisor for ourselves. Not every lecturer offer the same field which suit my preference. To do things on your interest rather than being a fantoccini, you should fight for it.

My course is Mathematics with Economics, major in mathematics and minor in econs. However there are less people than do titles on mathematics field such as pure maths or calculus. There really have person to do so but is countable. Im not qualified to give comments on this as I also the one who choose econ rather than maths.

Sad to note that there are no lecturers can really guide me in insurance field as they have no great knowledge on that and they have no data on it. Even though I came up with an idea myself but im not permitted to do so. I did seek for advice from experts in the field who is able to provide me sufficient data. However he convinced me that the title that I chose is really a tough one. If there is no any licensed actuarist I will not be able to complete the dissertation. According to what he said, even his staff which graduate from actuary might not able to so. Ya I really die heart. Maybe the dream of entering this field lead to the idea that cropped into my mind.

Why, Why Why???? Why this came at this moment? I still have two assignments in the process. One more small test and one group presentation. My final will be started on 26/3. How much time I have to make enough preparation? These few nights I think and think and think repeatedly on my title. Im going crazy on it! Lecturers are giving info that I don’t understand and no idea at all. They questioned me back. What I suppose to answer where I have no idea at all? What the hell you are thinking? Im genius? I know that is not a spoon feed system now but at least you should let us know regarding what!!!!! Not the terms or jargons!!!!!

No matter how, at least I settle one thing- my supervisor and my title. Give me some time to breath now….. I wan to sleep!!!! zzZzzZZzzZZZZzZzzzzzZz

p/s:coming up will be my timetable

Sorry diao!!!!!!

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MR DIAO!!!!!

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hehe...happy with this

Since I was Form 2, I had once been in the newspaper for the CNY decoration, this year was the second time I can be there when reporters taking the interview. However it din took my photo as I was the one who puts most effort!!!

Last two year, my house was also advertised in newspaper but when thy were taking the interview I was not there. I was working at Singapore. Anyway im happy when it was been advertised as it confirmed my decoration. Wakaka!!!

Blemish in my CNY

Everything will not be perfect I know! The only blemish of this Chinese new year nothing than my own body problem. It affects my mood much, it stops me from doing many thing. It keeps getting me fatter and fatter.

As all of you knew, I am going to ‘conquer’ the mount KK this end of semester before going back to peninsula. What I knew bout myself is my right leg cant stretch all the time since last year. Sometimes even when sleeping, I have to lift up my leg bending. I see it as nothing and keep on with my things. Sports, carry things and so on. Just after every activity, I will be suffering that night. However the next day will be ok.

This year as I still have extra time, my mother’s anxieties force me to pay a visit to the doctor. At the beginning, I persuade them just let me visit those tabib will do. As this suppose is those muscles or tendon problems. However as my dad had to back to Hosp Fatimah re-visit the doctor after an operation on his right hand. They just ask me to go togeder and ask the doctor.

I knew it is expensive in such a private hosp which also known as another ‘shark’ at Ipoh. However for orthopedic field, there is the most popular in Ipoh. Conversely its my mom’s turn persuade me to go there as I have medic insurance card. Those expenses can be claimed. So I just went there!!!

Initially, I just pay visit to a general doctor, but he recommended me to visit the expert in orthopedic. He is the same dr as my dad and grandma. Our family can be said quite close with this two doctors. Why?

First my grandma fell and admitted to this hosp as well. She consulted many doctors in that hosp as well as the general dr Dr Koh and also the orthopedic Dato Dr Siva. My grandma stay in ICU bout 3 weeks. My family members kept on visiting going tru and flo from kampar and kl. Secondly, my dad get injured while working and agn Dr Siva operated him. All these jsut happened in two months time, reli dunno wat dawn on us...haihz

Now it is my turn. Whn I consulted him, the first thing he told us to do I think all of you also knew. Go to have an X-ray sin!!! Haha! I have no choice as I choose to consult him. My report released: there is nothing on your bone. It is very straight and normal. Then he ‘played’ with my leg again. Stretching my leg, lifting up and down, knocking it with something. Then he said that maybe is my muscles, tendons, or nerves problem. I have to get another scan to make it more details. That is known as MRI scan.

This MRI scan consumes long time for every patient. My appointment was arranged at evening time. It was something like in the movie. Laying on a machine flat then it will push you inside a coffin-like box. They tied me tightly, requiring me take off all my clothes, giving me a blanket. Its damn hot inside. Im sweating actually. I so afraid inside a narrow box when your mobility is zero. I cant seee anything. Fortunately they still gave me a headset for listening songs. Not they were understanding but in fact the process was very noisy. It just covered up the noise produced!!! For my process, it took around half an hour.






I have to get my report the next day. That night i really suffering. From slightly pain turned to great pain at night. Why? Coz they 'played' with my leg at noon. Coincidently, the next day was my grandma re-visit the doctor, so I had a free transport. (dunno izit a good thing or reverse) This was not the point. Main point at what the dr said. He showed me the scan and he pointed out to me that my spiral cord touches the nerves on my right leg. At first I treated it nothing. Suddenly he came out with something. He said:” I had to undergo a minor operation.”

“Oh shit!!” This was what in my mind when I heard that. Before I back to the reality, my uncles proceeded asking the details. My uncle told him that Im student from Sabah. The result was I can do the operation anytime. However I cant do any sports from now, I cant lift heavy things, and my dream to conquer mount KK vanished!! I asked him if i kept on all my daily chores??? He said sure you can, but your case will be worse and the system might collapse when it comes to the worst.

My mom worried much as the next two days I had to bring my luggage weight 14kg back to Sabah! However I must back to sit for my final. I don’t want to extend coz of this. It is about the end, I don’t want to give up. (although I din revise yet)

So once I finish my final I hv to rush back to do my operation. I had to admit to hosp for two days and rest at home for 2 weeks. So please don’t kacau me in that period. Hehe!!


p/s: specially thanks to my kai jie as when she knew bout my thg, she promised me to fetch me bk from kl to kampar purposely as she don’t want me to board bus alone with two huge luggages! Thanks, reli appreciate it!! love ya!!!

standard 6 reunion

In a blink of an eye, 10 years had passed!! From the year I graduate for primary school, 1997, it ady passed 10 years. Same for my age, it is growing older n older. Albeit im still young, but I feel that my mindset is quite old sometimes. I would rather sit still at home, chit chatting with friends, having a beer and relax, than going out like disco la, clubbing la, and so on.

At year 1995, when I was standard 4 student, my class teacher had made an appointment : when we were 20 years old, back to this classroom to have a gathering. However till the day came, though I remember this incident but there were no actions taken. No further confirmation was taken.

But still never mind, our good monitor just ‘postponed’ it 2 years later and made the gathering more meaningful. 49 persons in the class, there were 30 who turned on! More than half !! We booked a room with 3 tables. We were glad that our former class teacher was invited and she still remembered us. Some of them she just able to recognized but not calling out his/her name!

Is her pretty???



This were the whole group members that turned on that particular day.



Told you all jo that I really quite welcomed among girls… Din believe??? I show you the proof…wakaka



As the booking time for the room was limited, we moved on to our teacher’s semi bungalow at Taman Bandar Baru there. What a spacious and nice place…





While chatting I only noticed that, there are quite a lots of doctors in popur gang!! Dentist, and I think got few specialist there….Hope one will be gyne, one be the child expert, one is general d…then my whole family next time no need visit others..wakaka. (but I dun wan any of them to be forensic, I wont visit them…)

St john reunion

I was so surprised when I received a message from my madam (st.john) It was about a reunion held on the second day of Chinese new year! The message sounds like this….

-there will be a reunion dinner at la foresta (a place at my hometown) on (date&time). Graduates from year 1996 to 2006 are welcomed. Who are interested please contact madam at 012*******

In my mind: wow!! 10 years graduates? It must be a large group tat night! How is she going to make it? She booked the whole place? Impossible!! Just drop by have a look!!!

For sure I wont be the first who arrived on time. Since I afraid the situation of fighting seats with others, I prefer they reserved for us!!! Hehe!! Once I reached there were 3 tables on seat!!





Around every years also got it representatives, the largest group sure will be the fresh graduates like my batch and 2003 years.





Saw what our hands are showing??? That ’02!!



Although we were from st john Pei Yuan but still we were not really so close to each other. Albeit gathering, but we still distributed into groups. I think the purpose for this reunion is to recall your mind, who were your previous senior and your trainer..