Pre-KL life

Came to KL for 5 days ady. Everyday i just stick to my pc and seldom go out have a walk. The second day i reached here, i went for recognising the route to my working place by driving tru and flo. At night i just stay in my room playing games and watching movies brought from my home. The life is terrible as there are no internet connection not even for a tmnet homeline. I even brought some old movies which i watched before to entertain myself. I re-installed old games to play such as football and so on.

Besides the boringness, the cost of living here quite exp as well. A lunch with 3 dishes costs me RM3.50 over KK sabah but it cost me almost double here.I really cant believe it that a normal food stall can have such a high price. zzzz...

Luckily on thursday, Miss Chin acc me to go for shopping and i did buy something for my future work. I bought long sleeves shirt and a bag as well.Special thanks to her coz she bought nothing but just being my designer and advicer....haha.

Worrying my future life now..Dont know how it will be at my first working day. THis day is getting nearer and nearer to me. The fear is crippling me. I foresee my future life in KL. Wake early in the morning and have to slp early at night. Will i used to this kind of life? It has to be maintained till the day i retired. Arh!!! really horrible....

Can i din work? Can anybody just pay me? Can anybody k for my rest of my life? Haha. These kind of words doesnt seems logical uttered from my mouth. LOL.

p/s: coming soon is my life in sabah for 3 years..

Beginning of new phase of life

Back hometown for ady one week. Did nothing and go no where, just remain at home. Maybe some of those from sabah would ask me, why i will back so soon instead of staying in sabah for few more days to enjoy or maybe relax, since i having nothing to do at my hometown as well.

In fact, i was quite in a rush for the early flight back to my hometown. It just seems like i have no enough time to do my own things. Recalling the night before my flight i just slept for 2 hours coz i have to pack my things as well as clearing my house for future juniors move in. Once woke, i didn't stop at all and keep on doing on something. Haihz....

Of course i will miss some of the days over KK, and some of the people in KK. No matter how, we went on for 3 years ady. Either good or bad, they still inside my heart. However for the KK town, i presumed that i wont miss it. But it is hard to say in some other days maybe.

I always complained that i dislike sabah, and i would like to leave it asap. The time now reached. I do have no reason to back sabah besides my convocation. That would be my last time to be in sabah. In my mind, 3 years life in Sabah just to exchange for a scroll. A scroll that i dont know how far it worth in the future.

Soon, i will be getting into another phase of life - my working life. I always worrying that i might be a damn idiot in the company as i felt that i learned ntg in these 3 years of school life. Some lecturers receive complaints that the students that undergoing their industrial training were lack of critical skill. I afraid i might be the next to 'provide' this complaint. I dont know what i can do and i dont know what is my value? (of course not of the Great Eastern slogan - what is your number? )

Hoping that i can succeed in my career life and i wont be a parasite in the society. Wishing that everything can goes well as planed in my mind.

p/s: all the best for all my friends that facing the same situation as me....we will succeed togeder!!!! miss all of you....