dark age 2

Before hospitalization, my housemates asked me:” Eh everyday you wake so late around noon time, when in hospital the dr mai have to wait you wake up??? You paiseh anot wor???”

For that moment I still worried bout what they questioned. However the situation was the same as what you expected. You will automatically wake up around that time after the first day. In the hospital I can even sensed that’s the time for the nurses to work. I feel scared when listening to the trolley moving at the corridor. I wont know when was my turn and what they were going to do on me.

Uncountable times of injection I received. I just knew that there were totally 4 types I had to get injected through this bloody hole!!



1) Antibiotic
2) Release muscle pain
3) Reduce swell
4) Antiseptic

Around 7 something, nurses ordered me to do my own oral toilet. The same thing, my dad helped me. I cant even sit up how can I make it? My dad just helped me with a small pot beside me and I brushed and gargled myself. I felt like im paralyzed. SOB!!! After the oral toilet, the nurses gave me a bedbath. Days before when I learned home nursing I learned that before but for real experience, this was the first time. Home nursing needed 4 persons in team to make it a success, but they just 2 persons. One wiped my body with water and another with a dry towel.

MDBC asked me will I had such ‘feeling’ as the nurses looked through me and also bathed for me. OMG, dude in such a case will you still have such mood to erect? Just hoping that they will finish it soon.

Once the morning came I worry, worrying what I should do for the rest of the day? It was a long way to go. That’s good that at evening time 2 MDBC members visited me at chat with me for a while. At least they reduced my boringness.

For my second day meal, I quite hate those nutritionists. Since I was still on bed with zero mobility, passing urine already need by tube, not to say shitting!!! To avoid this situation, I bear myself till the day I can move. From what those nurses said I was able to try on a walk next morning. *a sigh of relief*

BUT, the most irritating thing was that my after lunch was banana. Giving a nice reason, I asked my dad to have it. However, the nurses seem forcing my shit came out, fruits after dinner they gave me papaya. As you all know these two things just like catalysts for shitting!!!

Finally the ‘defensive’ wall of my anus break! When I saw them taking the equipments for helping me, terrors controlling me!! I requested that please let me do by myself in toilet. Please apply corset (refer to picture below) for me and I would tried it by my own. Luckily they agreed. *another sigh of relief*

Since all these done during midnight, all the assessment was recorded. My insist of shitting myself had speeded up my discharged. The next morning, when dr visited me, he knew my case and directly asked me:” When you want to go home????”

Wow!!! I was so happy and directly said today!!!!! However, I need to apply with the corset whenever I stand or move. Only when sleeping I can take it off. (better than sleeping on the bed right???) 2 weeks from my discharged I’ve to revisit to him to follow up my condition. Hope it can be permanently settled lo!!!



Hope i can get slim with this!! lol

Now in my house nothing much I can do or lift. This was my first time my mom kept on urging me to watch more movies, games and sleep. Since my mobility is still low, I just stick at my next house which it transformed to my territory now!!! Haha!!! I can easily get what I want around there and there is needless for me to go far except eat and shit!

TV, PC, phone call, internet, and sometimes there will be food at the table behind



Many friends and even MDBC, being so envious to me. They said that why the moment you were relaxing and playing games, I’ve to work or study hard? I retorted them:” What if I exchanged with you? I don’t want to be a useless wood at home, I prefer as what you all do!!” Haihz dunno they were asking me with concern or insulting. Haha!!!

So now I want to back to my enjoyable life now, see you guys soon!!! Oh ya forget something, treat you all eat birdnest!!!!



Don’t think that I will be so nice treating you all birdnest la, that’s my ‘booty’ for my operation. These were those things grinded out from my back bone there!! (really similar to birdnest)

my dark age

Days during my hospitalization was a dark age for me. When I recalled it, it seems like stabbing me from behind. The pain was still there. The whole progress was still fresh in my mind. What the nurses and doctors said, did, all still jogging in my mind.

The first day I admitted into hospital was quite boring and there was nothing special happened. From morning till night I never sleep well as within few hours there will be a disturbance from the nurses. Either tea time supply, or measuring blood pressure, body temperature and so on. Haihz I cant close my eyes for more than two hours. And just imagine, can you sleep well in hospital even you are a well being human.

Indeed, I can listen to radio with my phone but at that very moment, my whole asset just left wallet, identity cards, phones and just the only clothes wearing. Since I was admitted quite in a rush and my dad only will bring my belongings at night, I’ve no choice but just sitting beside the window having day dream. Confusing??? The problem here was I lack a phone charger. Im not dare to call more or even sms more, what even radio!!!!

Slept quite early that night as I was alone in the ward. My operation was at the next day and i’d to fasting midnight. The nurses were really cruel and strict in doing their duty. Once they saw me on bed around 11pm, they took away all the water and left nothing for me. I really so worry that I will gastric at midnight. Luckily I passed!!!

When the nurses and doctors approached me before the operation, their first question was:” Wow you are so young, how come you have to do this kind of operation???” Well, I really don’t know how to answer them. I just nodded my head and smiled!

They kept on talking with me and finally was my turn. Without any notification, I was narcotized and when I opened my eyes, I already back to the previous room. The room where the patients resting which I don’t know what they were doing. That was a place for people who just came out from operation and still unconscious. Doctors were there to ensure that our condition was stable and suitable back to the ward.

After back to the ward, I still not allowed to eat or drink. Until 6pm, I was allowed to eat some watery porridge. (I still applying dextrose dripping, 3 packets) Luckily I din feel like vomiting and hence my condition can back to normal care. However I still cant leaved my bed nor sit straight. For my dinner, my dad spoon-fed me slowly.

The most troublesome thing for me is I cant go to toilet by myself. I tried hardly on the bed and I really cant make it. They provided me with a chamber pot but it was so difficult due to psychological problem. Doctor said that my case was just muscle not released. I’d to apply a tube to pass urine. A 1cm diameter tube in your sex organ! When you think of it will you feel geli??? I wont have it anymore in the future!!!!!!!!!

p/s: for my second day of my operation, please refer to my blog few days later, there will be picture illustration!!!

- a small info bout my operation, who is curious can click here

St john state competition

It is less than one day counted from the moment I reach my home back from Sabah. As the next morning I went to Pinang, 3 days not at home. When I was back, the next day, my buttock seems itchy and I cant stay at home any longer, I again leaved my home went to Ipoh watch St John state competition which I participated before during my secondary school time.

Although im not involved in instructing them for their marching and first aid but I still have the passion to help them. I know none of them and so do them. They were so surprised seeing a strange guy popping his head looking and giving comments to them. LOL. Although later on I will be their senior instructor in their coming camp but I stil feel weird weird. LOL!!!!

Since I contributed nothing to them, hence I be their camera man and captured the whole progress. It will be used for future training purpose. So envy those future competitors as they can have this type of advance teaching. Compared to my time, all were just conducted by mouth, based on their memories hold and also experiences.

Hereby I simply introduced few elements of the competition. It is comprising four parts – a) uniform checking b) written test c) first aid (short case) d) first aid (long case for ambulance) e) home- nursing( for nursing).







Luckily they still din let us disappointed. Finally still get some prizes. Though im an outsider for them but I still feel happy for them…Congrats!!!!




p/s: coming up will be the most concerned topic which is my operation progress and the condition i am now.

Pinang Special!!!

As all of you all that I be in Pinang for few days after my return from Sabah. Sad to note that I have less to describe at Pinang as there were no much place I’d been to. For such few days I just eat and walk around the place near the university.

I called those friends who study in USM and the reply they gave was they haven finish their revision. Indeed I understand them and I really went there in not a proper time. However it doesn’t affect my original purpose. Although quite troublesome for the procedures I enter USM library, but at least my effort not wasted. More or less I get some info for my project.

During the last day I was quite free and buses available will be at the afternoon time. A long and boring morning what I should do? Previous plan is my friend’s housemate fetch me to bus stop and I changed my mind to walk to the bus stop. As what they said, by car just a 5 minutes time and as a ‘mathematician’ I estimated the time needed by walking will be 20minutes to half hour. So I decided to walk by myself with a piggy back and 3kg weight laptop bag.

I try to walk along the road side hoping for some sore eye. However they are just small stalls and so on. And there is one thing I found quite funny which I hope to share here.

Normally cow shed is built at somewhere at the edge of town or somewhere isolated which lots of grass and sand. However the cow shed I say in Pinang is just beside the main road. The shit smell can directly kill you at once.





Pinang is a small town and undeniably their space is not enough for more development. They had fully utilized their land for their future. Since the land is not enough they had merge business lots and home togeder in same place.

Lets see their home-made business!!

Photostating service—



Car driving license –



Car accessories—



Clinic—



Fashion—



Hopefully one day I can explore whole pinang including Batu Feringgi and other places. They say that Pinang is Food Heaven, so lets when after my recuperation period lets try it out!!!!!!!

Pinang

For the travel to Pinang this time, I found out my overall image in my friend’s eye is so poor. Finish the exam earlier and hence which lead to an earlier traveling back to my hometown. From the last month I planned to go Pinang for few days before going KL to consult doctor.

My purpose is to do all my stuff before I go for the operation. At least I can start out with something while the period of recuperating. I need to search some information in USM and in fact I be at Pinang merely for this purpose. Once settle I will be back.

However, none of my friend believe that im going to do work. Even those old friends in Pinang they questioned me back:

“Why you are here??”

“I would like to search something in your library.”

“Huh? You come so far for few days just to enter our library???” (with a seriously doubt intonation)

“Ya, why I cant come here merely for this???”

“Err, you don’t look so hardworking wor!!!!”

Ooooo finally this sentence come out. Indeed im really so lazy but please, I also can be hardworking for sometimes. Why you all just don’t want to believe me??? SOB!!! Many of us confusing why I must choose USM as my reference place but not others. I can tell you now, it is because there is only USM has the same course as mine an public university. To be better in my project, it is good to have a glance on others hardwork done before.

Anyway special thanks to one person who helps me lots in Pinang – lean see. Thanks to her hospitality during my stay in Pinang. She is not my old friend but is a new one. Im living in my friend’s house but none of them is in the house. So weird right? LOL!! So they told her to serve me well and she did a good job. She even fetched me till USM library. (that time she haven wake up)

Tomorrow I wil be leaving and hope to see you all soon… All the best in the exam ya!!!!!!!

bye!!!!!

Finally I was freed. I get my freedom from the second semester of 06/07 session. However I have to get back another cage. I have to woo ‘miss nurse’. I need to get back to work on my spiral.

7 papers in 15 days. Izit systematic, troublesome or relaxing? Wait for three weeks in order to finish all my examination. How long I have to wait to get my result? This is more mysterious. In my mind, my result is gray in color. No any idea about it. Worse? How worse? Better? Will it be??? Haihz, no matter how hope it wont deviates so much from my previous one.

What will be my first wish after last paper? Haha I din have time to think about it. Maybe eat at McDonald tonight might be one of my celebrations. LOL!!! No hard work for me in today. Washing already passed to laundry service, dinner go to fast food. The only hard work I have to do is pack up all my stuff to keep 2 months. None of the part get done and I have plenty of time to work tonight. Go slow man!!!

There are lots of people envy me and even hate me. I can back to my hometown whereas they have to sit for 3 more papers. Pity to them!! Anyway gambate!!!!! However they at least have one advantage which is they can hike the KK mountain which ady vanish in my mind!!!

Starting from tomorrow, I will be less time to online and even din online. My blogging spirit will be greatly reduced and so to the frequency. So c ya!!!!!!!!!

Coincidentally

When I was called to get this medal from my friend I was embarrassed and don’t know what I should do. Why I will think so and why I can get this medal? Its all about a coincidence.



I was introduced to a person who is the basketball team leader and we played basketball togeder before. Not competition that type but is something like public. Furthermore he is one of the competition representatives of the Univertsity team.Early of this year he organized a Liga Sukan in UMS which is an annually held programme. Coincidentally his teammate who was a third year student not able to participate and hence his place was replaced by me. I was hunt by the leader himself. He called me on the first match which is 2 hours before the match. Well I thought I just replace for one match and I agreed.

When I reached there, he gave me a new jersey FOC. I planned to return him back after the match but he said no need. The jersey belongs to me and I have to join their team in Liga Sukan for the whole. Before Chinese new year I attended 3 match and I appeared in the match for 2 session. Without any direct contribution and just assisting. A bit shame for myself. However their way of playing and formation is indeed different from what I used to.

After Chinese new year, I was diagnosed to be cant involved in extreme sports. Hence I turn him down in the coming match. I no longer get into it and even news on the team. However till few weeks ago, he messaged me to get my medal. I was shock! My medal? Whats all about? He told me that their team get the second runner-up and every player can have a medal.

So now you should know why I so paiseh to get it. No contribution and I have to go to him in order to get the medal. Haihz!!!!! Paiseh Paiseh!!!!

Online Games!!!!

Recalling last time when i was addicted to Ragnarok Online. I played at midnight keeping it behind my parents, and played truant the next day, having the telephone bill more than RM100. All of these due to the absence of broadband in my house. At midnight the line only will be smooth. At midnight only i can hide from my mom. LOL

Since i know how to play online games, more and more games i discovered with interest. The second online game i played was AeRO which is a alternative version for Ragnarok. With its easier leveling, higher drop rate, and popularity it dragged my attention!!!

When things come easy, you wont appreciate. And the same theory applied here. I start boring with that and being so disatisfied with all the players to teh top level. Meaningless for that. The second online game i played was O2Jam. It is a piano game which is similar to VOS. It offers challenging with other players, ranking system and also decoration on your characters. The similarity of these two games was both of them also sponsored by Ribena before!! You pay, you get extra thing on it!!!

Since i cant manage to perfecctly play all the song, it still under my interest so far. However another game intruded my mind. It was intorduced by my housemate and this is what i want to focus today!!!

PIRATE KING ONLINE!!!

It is similar to RO. Just with different background, different game system. Every game has it own characteristic to attract the public to play. I dont want to describe or popularise it here, any question just refer to its official website.

As what i know, they are players who play games in real money terms. They will exchange items in the game with money. In a nutshell they buy it!! They bought a virtual thing in game with money and it is not in term of few ringgit. It can goes up to RM1000 in piratekingonline. Although i addicted into the game but i wont pay a ringgit in it. (though time is money)

I never participate in event for those games. Recently PKO had jsut organised an event at Sabah. Here is the third station. From the address given it is quite near to me and my housemate persuaded me to participate with a losing mind. Coz he expect we are really newbie. For further info click here..

'Unfortunately', we get a first runner up for the game. This event was a treasure hunt in the game which requires player to collect 30 different kind of items in their list with 5 units each. I know with the power we have, we are not able to do it in 2 hours time. We formed a group of 4 and we won. It was so unbelievable for me as i never win such an event in my life. Indeed it is a good experience. Selling all the rewards, each of us divided for around 7million gold in the game which equivalent to RM100 in ringgit. LOL!!!

Congratulations to myself!!!!!!

Gambling Time!!!

When discussing bout the recent games student playing they will tell you that some online games or RPG or any pc games! For me my choices of games including PKO online, Warcraft Dota, O2Jam, Bookworm Deluxe, and so on!!!!!

However before Chinese new year, we adopted a new game in our house. In fact the game is not new but the mindset of the players. What is that????

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You will ask me that is cards so what?? Ya now im playing with it mostly everyday for one hour. We play Chor Dai Di, Black Jack, Match the pair, Poker and fishing. Now the main point came. What is so interesting bout that if merely play?? Haha!! So we gamble. Before Chinese new year we treat it as an event for new year. However after new year we still playing it till now.

Since we gamble, where is our modal??? How big the bet is???



Don’t look down on these 1cent. If your luck is black like your shit, you can lose up to RM2 per day. Its fun and interesting. Will you curios how come we can have so many 1 cent??? The pic that you saw is just my part, what for others in the house? Haha in this case we need to say thanks to Giant Supermarket, McDonald and KFC! They contributes a lots!!!!

What for our rules???

Chor Dai Di:

-1 cent per card. Losers play for the player who win and play for the differences cards hold with other players. (上家吃下家)

- 10 cards above double, as well as for other players
- 13 cards triple, as well as other players.

(that’s why you can lose up to RM 2 if you just get ‘fried’ for thrice time!!!!)

BlackJack:

- player with larger dots win
- 21dots double
- blackjack double
- 5 cards below 21dots double
- 5 cards with 21 dots triple
- 5 cards below 14 dots quadruple
- 2 ace triple

(if you were the banker, imagine you loss and win for each set is 5cents)

Matching with the pair:

- number of differences of pair x 5 cents
- all black or red double
- win when you just get your card double

(this is more childish)

Poker:

(international rules) – seldom play

So when I was boring, these will make up my day!!!!!